Chapter 264: What Su Ziyan Said
And Mama Wang, who was beside Su Ziyan, hurriedly went to tell Aunt Jing.
Aunt Jing was flustered, and Mama Wang, who was following Aunt Jing, naturally understood this.
Mama Wang lowered her eyes and said guiltily, "The slave is afraid of your aunt...... This third lady has calmed down, auntie, don't worry! ”
Aunt Jing frowned and glanced at Mama Wang, and it was not good to continue to reprimand Mama Wang, so she had to sigh helplessly, and then walked towards the house.
She pushed open the door and walked into the inner room, only to see Su Ziyan lying on the bed, her eyes wide, looking straight at the tent, her eyes were red and swollen from crying.
Aunt Jing's heart felt as uncomfortable as being pricked by a needle, she hurriedly walked to Su Ziyan's side, held Su Ziyan's hand and said, "Yan'er, my aunt has come to see you!" ”
After Aunt Jing finished speaking, Su Ziyan didn't move at all, like a breathless puppet, without even blinking her eyes.
She didn't seem to hear Aunt Jing's voice!
When Aunt Jing saw Su Ziyan like this, her heart was even more uncomfortable, and she was a little anxious in her words, "Yan'er? Would you like to have a word with your aunt? ”
Maybe it was because Aunt Jing's tone was too sad, so after hearing this, Su Ziyan finally moved her eyes and glanced at Aunt Jing.
She opened her mouth, but still didn't say a word.
She didn't know what to say......
Su Ziyan knew that in fact, from the time she was sensible, she knew that no matter what she did, she could not compare to Su Wanliang's status in her father's heart.
In the past, she was unwilling, but her aunt told her, "Yan'er, you have to bear with it...... These are all yours in the future. ”
But............
Her father could only see Su Wanliang, while her mother was a maid, and she ...... Although she is the third lady of Su Mansion, she is a concubine after all, humble as dust.
She hated this sentence to death......
Su Ziyan thought about it, tears slipped out of her eyes, and who could understand the grievances in her heart.
What did she endure in return?
"Auntie......" Su Ziyan's voice was hoarse, as if someone had choked her throat, "I'm unwilling!" Why...... Obviously we are all father's daughters! Father, he can only see Su Wanliang, why!! ”
After Su Ziyan finished speaking, she put Aunt Jing's hand on her heart.
Her action made Aunt Jing's eyes finally red, and under the candlelight, Aunt Jing seemed to be a lot older.
Aunt Jing stretched out her other hand, stroked Su Ziyan's hair, and said softly, "It doesn't hurt...... Aunt is with you, good boy, what's wrong with you! ”
Aunt Jing vaguely knew in her heart why Su Ziyan had become like this.
This daughter of hers, she knows Su Ziyan's temperament better than anyone else.
When Su Ziyan was very young, she had a strong temperament, but Su Ziyan at that time couldn't hide it, and always wanted to compete with Su Wanliang!
Later, for some reason, Su Ziyan had a serious illness. Suddenly, it seems to be a different person, and his temperament is becoming more and more gentle, and even a little cowardly! But how could Aunt Jing, a person in the backyard, not understand Su Ziyan's approach, but it was just a disguise.
She didn't stop Su Ziyan's approach. She felt that as long as her daughter was happy, even if she knew that what she was doing was wrong, she would not interfere with her.
Su Ziyan has not made any big mistakes over the years, and even persuaded her when she framed Su Wanliang, she thought that her daughter had let go of her unwillingness when she was a child, but she never thought that this marriage with Yanfu would expose Su Ziyan's true heart again......
Every time, Mrs. Su gave her something. She will have people send it to her daughter as soon as possible. And over the years, Mrs. Su has been really good to her, even a few years ago, Su Yi would not provoke her lightly.
The reason why Su Yi didn't dare to provoke her was because Mrs. Su had said something to Su Yi in private, but she didn't know it.
Aunt Jing once thought that Yiqiē would live without moving as she thought before.
But now she realized that she was wrong, and she was very wrong.
Aunt Jing looked at Su Ziyan, who was lying on the bed, weak and weak, and only felt that something was wrong. It's not as simple as she thinks.
"Auntie, I'm ......" Su Ziyan held Aunt Jing's hand, then paused again, and swallowed the words that came to her mouth, "I'm fine, I'm just a little tired!" ”
After Su Ziyan finished speaking, she looked away and did not continue to look at Aunt Jing.
Instead, Aunt Jing stroked Su Ziyan's hair without pausing at all. She smiled and said, "When you were still an infant, you were raised by my own hands!" When you were a child, you would always smile at me, and I knew that you were there to make me happy, and it was distressing to be sensible at a young age. ”
When Aunt Jing said this, she paused slightly, and then continued, "At that time, I was thinking, no matter what you want in the future, I will give it to you!" ”
After listening to Aunt Jing's words, Su Ziyan couldn't help crying again.
She has a lot of things she wants to say to Aunt Jing, but many times, she has to take care of Aunt Jing's difficulties.
During these days, she was entangled in her heart, Mama Wang knew a little, but she didn't know everything.
Su Ziyan lowered her eyes and said lightly, "Auntie, in fact, I ...... I know! ”
"Got it?" Aunt Jing looked at Su Ziyan with some confusion, and then smiled, "What do you know?" ”
Su Ziyan didn't answer Aunt Jing's words, but asked rhetorically, "Auntie, have you had a good time all these years?" ”
Aunt Jing didn't expect Su Ziyan to ask herself this question, and she was a little stunned.
When has she ever been happy, she has never been happy in all these years.
The cold wind of winter blew into the house through the hollow window lattice, carrying a little chill.
The cold wind made Aunt Jing's mind clearer and clearer, and she didn't speak, because she didn't know how to answer her daughter.
Time passes quietly like flowing water.
Only the slight breathing of Aunt Jing and Su Ziyan could be heard in the house, as well as the occasional sound of wind outside the house.
Aunt Jing let go of Su Ziyan's hand, stood up, walked to the window, and closed the window! The wind no longer blows into the house, and the warmth gradually returns.
After Aunt Jing finished this qiē, she slowly walked back to Su Ziyan's side and replied softly, "Aunt Jing is having a very happy life!" ”
"...... you are lying" Su Ziyan didn't wait for Aunt Jing to finish speaking, and immediately refuted her words, "Why did Aunt deceive me!" ”
Aunt Jing didn't sit down, but stood in place, her hand shook slightly, and said with a smile, "Why did Aunt lie to you, I didn't lie to you!" Yan'er, my aunt has been doing very well over the years, with you by my aunt's side, and now with your brother, what could be happier than this! ”
Su Ziyan sat up from the bed angrily, and the brocade quilt slipped off her body, and she shivered from the cold.
Su Ziyan clenched her fists tightly and almost roared, "You don't like your father at all, why do you still say that you are happy?" You obviously shouldn't be Su Junhua's concubine, why are you willing to be a pawn for that person, why are you ......"
After Su Ziyan finished speaking, Aunt Jing's eyes were round with fright.
She walked up to Su Ziyan, and the next moment she wanted to cover Su Ziyan's mouth so that Su Ziyan couldn't continue to speak.
But as soon as she raised her head, she looked at Su Ziyan's originally red and swollen eyes, which were even more swollen at this time.
The sadness in the child's eyes...... It's like her in the past.
Aunt Jing's hand hung in the air, and she finally failed to cover Su Ziyan's mouth, but closed her eyes and asked Su Ziyan as if she had lost all the strength to resist, "What do you know!" (To be continued.) )