Chapter 155: Returning to Shaoshan
"Where the hell have you gone, you're just a little bit better, and you're running around, do you know that others are worried!"
When I came back, Yuan Jue was sitting at the back door, looking east for a while, looking west for a while, and when I stood in front of him, he immediately jumped up and yelled at me, "The injury is so serious, I woke up, and I ran out by myself to avoid everyone!" ”
I watched steadily, and he continued to talk to himself, pretending to be an adult, but there was a slight anger between his eyebrows, and I couldn't hide my worry, and I looked at him, and I had long forgotten what he was talking about.
"How's it going?" He lectured me for a long time and asked with a straight face.
"Huh? What the? "I didn't even know what he was talking about.
Unexpectedly, Yuan Jue choked up again, "You...... Have you ever thought about how others feel? You didn't say a word and sneaked out, didn't you think that others would be worried? I ask you, what's wrong with you? ”
"It's okay." I say it lightly.
Yuan Jue raised his eyebrows, and he wanted to be angry again, "How can it be okay?" You almost died two days ago, you know? Now you're saying it's okay. ”
"I may have died two days ago, but now, I'm really fine." I continued.
Yuan Juesuo's gender went too far and ignored me.
"I'll take you to play, you can't go." I asked him.
"No, no." Yuan Jue is still angry.
I pouted and said, "Then I'll go myself." ”
"Wait a minute." Yuan Jue suddenly stopped me. I turned to look at him, and Yuan Jue glanced up and down at me angrily, "Is it really okay?" I just woke up, how could I be okay with such a serious injury. ”
I spun around and tried to show him clearly, "It's really okay." Seeing that he was relieved, I asked again, "Do you want to play together?" ”
Yuan Jue's face softened a little just now, but he didn't expect it to be sunny and rainy again.
"Let's go play together, okay?" I leaned over to him and said pitifully, "Go play." Go play! ”
Yuan Jue had already shown signs of soft-heartedness, and the corner of my eye noticed that he was snickering, but he still had to pretend to be serious, and he couldn't stand my soft grinding and hard bubbles, so he finally relented, "Okay, since it's ...... If that's what you want to play, then, I'm ...... Don't go too far, though. ”
"Alright." I listened to him finish his last words, pulled him up, and walked to the side.
We avoided the market, came out of a side road in the city, and walked out of the city, the same way I followed her from the city to the outskirts of the city when I saved Bilo. Yuan Jue seemed to be very unfamiliar with this place, and turned his head sideways and asked me, "Where is this?" ”
"I don't know." I really don't know where this is.
He frowned, but continued with me.
It didn't take long to get to the place where I last saved Biluo, and now I'm so tired that I can't walk anymore because I've lost my mana. I didn't expect that as an ordinary person with no mana, it would be so hard, how far I had just walked, and my legs were already so heavy that I couldn't lift them anymore.
"Let's take a break." Yuan Jue noticed my abnormality, but said disapprerovitically.
I sighed and looked back at him, curious, "Why aren't you tired?" ”
Yuan Jue smiled inadvertently and said, "Since I was a child, I have been trained by my father to practice martial arts. ”
I didn't know before, but when he heard this sentence in my heart, I felt a little bitter, I only remember that I heard him talk about him in the past, I always felt that there was nothing to care about, and I just listened to him casually, but now, Yuan Jue is still talking casually, but I feel very sorry for him to have such an experience.
"What's wrong? No matter how you don't speak. Yuan Jue helped me sit down on the grass, and he also turned around and sat opposite me.
"I'm sorry." I deliberately avoided his gaze and said in a low voice.
Yuan Jue was clearly very unsure at that moment, he thought for a while before he understood what I said, but unexpectedly, he smiled, "I'm sorry, what are you talking about." ”
I wondered, too, "I'm telling you I'm sorry, didn't you hear?" ”
"Of course I did, so I asked you, why did you say sorry to me?" Yuan Jue was very puzzled.
Why? I thought for a long time in embarrassment, not knowing how to say this, can I tell him, I am sorry for him, because I didn't believe his words before, didn't care about the feelings he had received?
"You're not right today, what's wrong?" Yuan Jue suddenly straightened his face.
I shook my head, "No...... It's nothing. ”
But Yuan Jue obviously didn't think it was anything, he grabbed me and asked, "You, you don't want to leave suddenly, so you want to come out to play, and then you want to disappear quietly while I'm not paying attention." ”
I was guessed by him, but actually, "No." I denied it, but also, "I'm leaving, but I won't suddenly disappear." I came out to play because I wanted to come out and breathe, and I said that even if I go back to the mountains in the future, you will find me. ”
"Then why are you weird today?" Yuan Jue still refused to let his guard down, and his eyes became much sharper when he looked at me, as if he wanted to verify whether I was lying to him.
My eyes widened for him to see. "Do you think I'm lying to you?" When the atmosphere eased up a bit, I noticed that Yuan Jue still looked at me from time to time, "Actually, I went to see Mrs. Li today, and then in Chengfu, I also met Cheng Jing and Biluo." ”
At the mention of Cheng Jing, the murderous aura in Yuan Jue's eyes rose up.
"What's wrong?" I was a little overwhelmed by his momentary reaction. I don't know what happened between them when I was unconscious, and when I mentioned them, it was Yuan Jue's reaction that was so strong.
"It's fine." Yuan Jue pretended to be indifferent and asked, "What did you say?" ”
"They told me that they had been using me, and that this qiē was originally their ploy." I'm just going to take a moment of reminiscing and summarize those conversations in one sentence.
"But why did you react like that?" Yuan Jue seemed to be a little puzzled by my overly flat reaction, maybe in his opinion, he might think that even if I kill them now, it is normal, that is the feeling and reaction that human beings should have.
But when I looked up and saw his expression, I couldn't help it, and I laughed out loud.
Yuan Jue was even more confused.
I waved my hand and explained, "No, I'm not laughing at you. "This is very empty-hearted, and I can only quickly change the topic." Probably because I don't know much about people's feelings, I will feel pain because I am hurt, I will feel sad because the person I am trying to help suddenly hurt me, and then I will slowly get a little angry, but then I feel that they have nothing to do with me, I want to help them, so I don't feel anything. ”
Yuan Jue listened to my words, he looked at my eyes, as if he was a little confused, but after a while, he also smiled.
"What are you laughing at?" Now it's my turn.
"Laugh at you confused, laugh at you cute, okay?" Yuan Jue nodded his chin and counted me down, with a helpless smile, "Just like you, you still want to be my master, you can't tell the difference between good people and bad people." I see you, you are really not suitable to live in the world, otherwise you will be bullied to death sooner or later. ”
"Who said," I retorted, "where am I so good to bully?" ”
Yuan Jue just didn't look over his head and snickered, but he didn't speak.
"I really should go back." I just looked at him quietly and smiled for a while, and then said flatly.
The smile on Yuan Jue's face stopped abruptly, and his expression became more and more stiff, but he still tried to make a look of not caring, "Oh." ”
"My roots are in the mountains, the longer I leave there, the weaker I will become, now, I just lost my mana because of an accident, but if I leave the mountains longer, I will lose more than just mana, I will be weaker than people, and I will age faster, because now, I am just consuming all the time, and there is no way to replenish it." If it weren't for the accidental loss of mana this time, I'm afraid I would never have found out how much danger I would bring to myself if I left Shaoshan, which may be the fate of being a tree.
Unexpectedly, it is true that people move to live and trees to die.
Yuan Jue lowered his head and didn't speak, and I saw his hanging hand clenched into a fist, fiercely.
I gritted my teeth, got up, and squatted in front of him, "Don't do this, you will only make me more relieved." Even if I go back to the mountains, you can find me, I told you. I saw him slowly raise his head, and only then did he breathe a sigh of relief, "Yuan Jue, promise me one thing." ”
He looked up at me.
"Good or bad, at the very least, be who you want to be." This is already my greatest wish, "Whether it is right or wrong, don't let anyone change you, and don't change your dreams because of people." ”
Yuan Jue's eyebrows frowned slightly, he still didn't understand what I meant now. "What about you?"
"Me?" I hesitated, "I want you to be the person you can be proud of." Instead of being the other whom? You don't have to work hard to worship or replace someone, and you should never give up on someone because they didn't do what you expected. ”
His life in the future will only be more difficult, if he knows his father better, understands his mother, and understands the Aunt Yun Chu he knows, I am afraid that Qiē is not something he can afford.
I'm afraid that he will not be able to bear it because of this, and he will give up on himself because of this, and become a person like those monsters who have a family.
Yuan Jue nodded, which can be regarded as giving me an answer. "That ......"
I frowned, because he didn't say anything, so I don't know what he wanted to say just now, he looked at me with a meaningful look in his eyes, but before I could ask him, Yuan Jue reached out and gently stroked my cheek.
I hesitated, but didn't dodge.
I heard him say, "I'm going to be the one you are proud of." Am I going to go to you when I want to see you? ”
I looked at him, but I was surprised to react much slower, but I still smiled and refused. "No, you can only come to Shaoshan to see me when the moon is full every year, otherwise, you won't find me."
"Isn't it okay if there's something special?" Yuan Jue began to get a little angry.
"If it's really something of special importance, I'll know, and then I'll decide if I want to see you." One side a year, maybe just right, not too alienated and not too close, really if you have to let go one day, you won't feel so sad to the point of unbearable, people are people, demons are demons, if I didn't come to the world to go through such a journey, I'm afraid I'll never understand where this boundary is.
If this qiē really wants to say what the Netherworld official said, I really only have more than ten years of yang life, then not meeting or meeting less should be the best way, and since I can't do it without meeting, then meet less. Fate is destined for us to take different paths, whether it is the one in the future, or the current him, but Yuan Jue is Yuan Jue, me and him are now demons and demons, and in the future, people and ghosts will be different, whether he dies first or I die first, it will always end like this.
When I go back to the mountains and see him every year, I can slowly recover, hand over my skills to him, I can protect him, and if the situation is really critical, I can also have the ability to save him, this should be the original purpose of Yun Chu begging me to take him as a disciple. If you don't see him for a year, if you don't see me for a year, then you should know that he's gone, or I'm gone.
Fate is something that can really leave people speechless sometimes. At the beginning, it inadvertently broke into life, so that two people who originally didn't know each other knew each other from acquaintance, and then staggered little by little, but eventually separated people.
"Niyin Girl?"
I was originally standing in a daze in the back garden of Yuan Jue's mansion, and after sending Yuan Jue back, I originally wanted to say goodbye to Yuan He. But when I thought about it, I didn't know what to say, so I stood here in a daze, but I didn't expect Wonhyuk's voice to suddenly wake me up from my aimless memories.
I turned around, and he was standing in the doorway.
I looked at the sky, "It's so late, why haven't you rested?" ”
"Oh, I can't sleep, get up and walk, and before I know it, I'm here." Yuan He said, slightly uncomfortable, as if he would come here on purpose, "What about you, why haven't you slept yet." ”
"I slept too much a few days ago, and now I'm not sleepy at all." I talked about the coma of those days, and I unconsciously wanted to laugh, I didn't care whether I was in a coma or dead, but I didn't expect that there were still people who would care, "You came just in time, just now I was still thinking about when to find you convenient?" ”
Yuan Hyuk was puzzled at first, but he immediately figured it out, "It seems that you have decided." ”
"Hmm." I nodded in response, "There was an accident, and it doesn't seem to be the same ending as I thought at the time, but at least, Mrs. Li's matter is settled now." Also, I'm sorry that you were forced to get involved in this. ”
I didn't expect it to end like this.
"Leaving?" Wonhyuk doesn't seem to mind much.
"Yes." I say. "Take care, you ...... Be happy. (To be continued.) )