Zhou Xiaoan especially didn't want to go away with Gu Yun, she didn't want to see him at a glance now. Pen | fun | pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 ｉｎｆｏ

But the expression on Gu Yunkai's face was too scary, she felt that if she didn't go with him, he might do something reckless at the factory gate.

He didn't want to live a good life, but she still had to continue to be a person in the factory, and it was really unwise to argue with him at this time, so he had to go to the park with him.

In just two months, Gu Yunkai's whole person was so thin that he was almost out of shape, and he could even see his thin shoulder blades poking out of his thin military uniform.

The face was pale, but the eyes were so black that they almost wanted to suck people in, and the coldness on their bodies was heavier than when they first met, but they didn't have the calmness and certainty they had at that time, and the whole person felt like a string that was stretched to the extreme, and it could break at any time.

Zhou Xiaoan didn't want to say a word, she came with him, and she just wanted to make a final decision.

She knew that people like him had always lived high, and they were like that, but the final result was not what he expected, and she must be unwilling.

If she wants to stop guarding against such a time bomb at the gate of the factory in the future, she has to let him finish everything he has to say and do.

Otherwise, no one should want to live a life of silence.

Gu Yunkai's fingers twitched spasmodically a few times, clenched his fist and released it, and after repeating it a few times, he took a deep breath, "Xiao An, I'm sorry......"

Zhou Xiaoan looked at the falling sycamore leaves in front of her and didn't speak, she really didn't have anything to say, now she just wanted him to finish what he wanted to say and end this matter completely.

Gu Yunkai was also silent, his lips moved a few times, and he couldn't say a word.

It turns out that true remorse is unspeakable.

No words of apology can express his apology and remorse, he wrote so many letters to Zhou Xiaoan, explaining the misunderstanding over and over again, and telling his guilt over and over again, but she didn't read a word, and returned it to him one by one.

Silent and resolute, he became more and more desperate day by day, almost driven crazy by himself.

These days, he was anxious to see her, thinking that if he saw her say all these words, there would be room for them to turn around.

But when we really met, I realized that those words were too pale, and he himself felt that they were justifications, and he couldn't convince himself, so how could he let her forgive?

What he did to her, even he knew he couldn't forgive......

Gu Yunkai was completely knocked down by the cognition in his heart, and sat there in a daze and was almost speechless.

Zhou Xiao sat quietly with him for fifteen minutes, and then got up to leave.

It's good that they've already gone through vicious words and knives between them, and it's really good to end up in silence like this.

"Xiao An!" Gu Yunkai suddenly spoke, hoarse and sad, struggling with despair, like the last low roar of a seriously injured beast.

Zhou Xiaoan stood still, but did not look back.

"Xiao An!" Gu Yunkai took a few steps to catch up, but he didn't dare to stand in front of Zhou Xiao'an, looked at her back and asked her in an extremely tense voice, "Xiao An, can you forgive me?" I...... Can we still be friends? ”

Zhou Xiao stood still for a few seconds, did not speak, did not look back, and strode away on the thick fallen leaves.

She had already said the answer countless times in so many letters that she had sent back untouched that there was no need to repeat it.

Gu Yunkai's emaciated figure was even more lifeless than the withered leaves and barren grass among the fallen leaves, staring at Zhou Xiao'an's resolute back, his lips trembling violently, but he couldn't say a word.

Until Zhou Xiaoan disappeared into a barren autumn color.

Gu Yunkai stiffened his back, like a sharp and thin dagger, extremely dangerous and extremely fragile, if he touched it, blood would pour into it, and it would break off in response.

After a long, long time, his feet were already covered by fallen leaves, and the cold wind blowing through his body took away a cold and fluttering sentence, "Xiao An, I, I can't hold on......"

Zhou Xiaoan walked out of Gu Yunkai's sight and sat on the park bench for a long time.

She knew that Gu Yunkai really wanted to apologize. Whether she wanted to forgive him or not, she didn't want to have anything to do with him anymore.

They are not people of the same world, and when they become strangers in the future, both of them can live more easily.

She tried so hard to make herself stronger, just to have more initiative and certainty in life, instead of spending so much entanglement and compromise with him.

She wants to work hard to give herself more security and more control over her life.

Instead of being like what has happened these days, because of the disparity in status, because of the struggles and efforts to survive, she will be subjected to unwarranted accusations and lose friends......

She doesn't want to have to bear the blow of the sudden loss of her relatives because of the asymmetry of her feelings. Because she is the one who is given affection, she can only passively accept it......

She never wanted to go through it again! I don't want it to happen, she doesn't even have a chance to fight for it!

She didn't want to go through anything again, and all she could do was cry!

Falling leaves in the sky, Zhou Xiaoan wiped the tears from the corners of his eyes and clenched his fists tightly, "iwanttobestrong!" iwilltakefatebythethroat!” (I'm going to be strong!) I'm going to choke fate! ）

Zhou Yuehai waited at home for noon, but Zhou Xiaoan did not come back.

He immediately called Zhou Xiaoan's office, knowing that she had gone back to work, but there was no sense of relief in his heart.

He made two more phone calls to the troops, and when he put them down, he became even more upset.

Gu Yunkai's application for change of employment has been revoked, and he has firmly handed in his application to join the war. The higher-level leaders talked to him many times, but he resolutely insisted on it.

In the end, he also found an old chief of Gu Dacheng, and after a few deep talks, the old chief made a decision and agreed that he would participate in the war with the troops, and the next batch would set off.

When he returned to Peizhou, he didn't even go home, and went directly to find Zhou Xiaoan.

Zhou Xiaoan knew that he was going to fight, would there be any fluctuations in his heart? If he said something to Zhou Xiaoan at this time, would she ......

Zhou Yuehai's heart was in turmoil.

And those who were also in turmoil were Gu Yueming and Gu Fang.

The news that Gu Yunkai was going to go to the war had already been notified to them, and it was a notice, not a discussion.

Gu Yunkai used to have major changes in the army, and those old comrades-in-arms of Gu Dacheng would discuss with Gu Fang, but this time, the old chief directly approved it, and there was no room for Gu Fang to interfere.

And told Gu Yunkai that before leaving, if he couldn't convince Gu Fang, he would continue to stay in the rear and be a filial son.

Gu Yunkai only had two words for Gu Fang, "I am Gu Dacheng's son, if I have joined the army for so many years and don't even dare to go to the battlefield, it will be a real shame for my father!" Either let me go to war or let me change jobs, there is no third option! (To be continued.) )