The food I cook is not delicious, and he doesn't dislike it. Laugh at me and keep eating.

One dinner party, I wore the same shoes as another woman. The woman deliberately trampled on my shoes. Shen Dussen was in the court and carried my princess out of the banquet.

On my birthday, he would take me to the movies. Once I learned from the male protagonist in an idol drama and put a note in the popcorn.

Halfway through the movie, he went out. Then, leave me in the cinema. Eat popcorn while watching a movie.

Then I saw the note in the popcorn.

When I went out, I saw a lot of arrow signs. Then I followed the arrow and came to a clearing. Looking up, there are fireworks that suddenly burst into flames.

"Xiaotang, happy birthday!"

As the colorful fireworks burst out, those big characters stayed in the air for a long time.

Shen Dussen stood at the end of the road with a smile, holding roses.

“……”

Before I knew it, tears were flowing. Why sometimes he also treats me badly. But I only remember him for good. After all, I'm not a ruthless person.

However, the damage he has done to me is also indelible.

I wiped away my tears and pulled them from my memory. Looking at this man who had been entangled with me for so long, I replied to him:

"I don't know."

There was a deathly silence in the room. After a while, I heard Shen Dusen laugh

"This answer is much better than I thought."

"You know what. I never regretted taking revenge on Shen Yuecheng. ”

"The thing I regret the most in my life is falling in love with you."

My body shook a little, and I also thought that Shen Dussen liked me. But I never thought that he would say love.

His affectionate loneliness and vicissitudes.

I think back to the first time I saw him. He got out of the car and walked in front of me. Elegant and handsome. Even if he disguised it, he didn't have what kind of woman he was looking for. In the end, it was planted on me.

I think it's because of his environment since he was a child that he doesn't easily accept other people, and he only sees me as a woman. And then he fell in love with me.

"Kiss me again." He closed his eyes, his face pale. The long eyelashes fluttered uneasily.

I took a deep breath and slowly bent down. A kiss fell on his pale lips.

A tear slipped from the corner of his eye to the side of his pillow.

He took my wrist and slowly lowered it. There was no pulse.

Without warning, I burst into tears. Five years, how can it be said that there is no trace at all. The memories he gave me had long since turned into fragments and piled up in my mind.

Maybe I shouldn't have come to see him today, and I wouldn't be so sad.

“……”

I went to look at Hitomi again, and he saw yelling "Mommy." I kissed him many times on the face, and then cried until I choked

"Where's Mommy?"

"Just come and see me now."

"Where's Daddy?" He wiped his tears and looked around.

I froze and fooled around.

After playing with him for a long time, he cried and laughed. When I was tired, I fell asleep.

While he was asleep, I said goodbye to Liu Dong's wife, Qianqian.

She looked at me in disbelief, as if she didn't believe I had let Hitomi stay here. Although, Shen Dusen has already entrusted the pupil to Liu Dong.

Unable to explain it to her, I could only leave in her incomprehensible gaze.

Before seven o'clock, I rushed back to the villa.

After Shen Yuecheng came back, we finished eating in silence.

He asked me to go live next door today, and I had all kinds of thoughts in my mind. I didn't think about anything, so I went to sleep next door.

I lay on the bed with my eyes fixed on the ceiling. Flashing through his mind, Shen Dussen's face. Suddenly it turned into a childish pupil again.

The next day, I didn't know what Shen Yuecheng was doing.

just sat on the sofa in a daze, holding the Anfen Huanghuang. My mind went blank.

At seven o'clock in the evening, Shen Yuecheng did not come back. I didn't ask. Just lying quietly on the bed next to him.

Until the door was rudely opened, Shen Yuecheng broke in with a little alcohol.

As soon as he came in, he threw me on the bed. Kissed fiercely. I didn't resist and let him kiss him.

Although, his breath has a slightly drunken taste. But I know that he is not drunk. When he was really drunk, he was stupid. I've seen it.

Sure enough, he gasped and asked me in a low voice, "You went to see Shen Dussen yesterday." ”

He used a declarative tone,

"What did you put on me?"

"Hmph, you think you can get out without me." He snorted.

It occurred to me that I didn't have a clear view of my history that day.

So, he guessed that day that I was going to see Shen Dussen. There will be no one outside the villa.

"Shen Dusen won't live long, and I'm not so stingy that I won't give you a chance to say goodbye to him."

"But I still can't help but be jealous, you have been together for five years, are you in love with him." His obsidian eyes were fixed on me.

"Nope." Unexpectedly, Shen Yuecheng would have a time when he was not confident. Although, Shen Dusim's death. Let me grieve,. But I like Shen Yuecheng, it's all too clear.

"Then who are you half-dead for the past two days?" He stared at me with anger that he couldn't hide.

I kept my mouth shut, not knowing what to say.

This greatly angered Shen Yuecheng.

His eyes were red and he began to tear my clothes.

I got scared and started struggling. was forcibly imprisoned by Shen Yuecheng.

When we were honest with each other, I trembled with shame. His eyes were full of desire, like a vicious wolf.

His delicate face had a suppressed expression.

When he came into me, I don't know if it was because of the pain or something else. My tears were falling uncontrollably.

He kissed me softly, but he kept moving.

The body is filled, but it feels empty.

He wasn't as fierce as Shen Dussen, but he had complete control over my body.

The pleasure traveled from the waist down to the tail vertebrae, making me shiver.

“……”

I don't know if Shen Yuecheng has had another woman. But since that day, he has asked me frequently.

He didn't like it when I suppressed myself and wanted to bite my lower lip whenever I couldn't stand it

When you cover up your voice. He would force me to open my lips. I couldn't help but make a noise that made me feel ashamed.

His desire is also very strong, and he stops every time he makes me cry.

Sadly, I couldn't resist his body either. Sometimes they even unconsciously cater to him. will look at his sexy face with obsessive eyes, with a forbearant expression.

Although, I can't bear it. However, that's fine. I don't have the heart to think about anything else.

Loving Him Now is my sweetest and saddest story.

Sweetly, we're still in this together.

Sadly, he may not love me that much. He didn't know that I still loved him so much that I didn't lose a single point. (To be continued.) )