chapter 40
The butler's farewell came suddenly.
"Young Master...... The day before yesterday, her family called, and her physical condition deteriorated a lot. I haven't spent much time with her in my life, and now I have to go back. The housekeeper smiled helplessly, "In the future, the young master will get along with Mr. Chu well, and don't always have a small temper, you know?" ”
"......" Duan Ruiqi didn't know how to answer, so he could only reluctantly raise the corners of his mouth, "Hmm...... It's going to get better, don't worry. ”
"People...... Old. The butler's gaze was a little distant, "It's always going to die." ”
“…… Don't say such things. His heart hurt so much that he clenched his fists. The lips were tightly pursed together, and it hurt one after another.
Grandfather the housekeeper who took care of him since he was a child...... Going?
“…… Alas! He sighed heavily, and when he raised his eyes again, his eyes were full of worry, "I think Mr. Chu should be good, and the young master can follow him with confidence." However, the Ling family's ......'s expression suddenly became resentful, "Don't be soft on Ling Zhonghua, that family is not a good thing." That man, he will only use everything around him. The butler frowned and squeezed his hand, "Don't treat him as your father, he doesn't deserve it at all." ”
“…… I know. "When the Duan family's old house was deceived away, he had already seen his father's face clearly. There was disappointment in my heart, but it was not heavy. Maybe he never really saw this man as a family.
"For so many years, I have always suspected that Miss's death had something to do with that Zhu Banfeng, but the other party hid it too well, and I didn't find any clues at all."
Duan Ruiqi's pupils shrank suddenly.
"Mr. Chu is already helping to continue the investigation." The housekeeper took a deep breath, "In the future, these new and old grudges will have to be brought back from the Ling family with interest!" Young master, you must not be weak! You know! ”
"......" eyes were empty, and his mind was full of the words that the housekeeper had just said - his mother's death had something to do with Zhu Banfeng.
The person who appeared arrogantly at her mother's funeral turned out to be the real murderer who killed her......
His heart was tumbling upside down, and his face still maintained that stunned and unbelievable look. His fists clenched, and hatred welled up in his heart. His gentle and beautiful mother...... Was it actually designed to die?
The last thing he saw was his mother, whose face was covered in blood. The body is like a tattered doll, lifeless. When he was taken to the hospital, the blood on his body had dried up and scabbed, and the last temperature had not left a single point.
His whole brain was in chaos, and the scar he had carefully hidden was suddenly revealed, sprinkled with a thick layer of salt. It hurts, it hurts to the bone, but it is calm and terrible - he didn't shed a single tear.
"I see." His voice was a little hoarse, and his eyes were darkened with darkness that he never usually had. "I'm not going to let those who deserve it go unpunished."
The voice was low, but word by word, grinding his teeth and spitting out. A heavy hatred filled the air, and the steward sighed and tapped him on the shoulder twice.
"I'll leave this afternoon, if you want to eat, let me make it for the young master one last time."
Lunch was hearty. Duan Ruiqi tried his best to make a normal appearance, smiling and talking to the housekeeper about trivial things in life, but his eyes were dyed with heaviness. Chu Yunshen had known about this for a long time, but he just dined quietly and did not speak.
In the afternoon, the housekeeper was sent to the airport, and Duan Ruiqi remained silent. The expression on his face was obscure, and every now and then he clenched his fists, and his nails carved deep marks on his palms. Those memories that he had deliberately sealed gradually came back, and as long as he thought of his mother's gentle smile, the resentment towards the Ling family deepened in his heart.
"Chu Yunshen." His voice was a little hoarse, he grabbed the corner of the man's clothes, and said word by word: "I want revenge." ”
"Okay." Gently hugging him, Chu Yun stroked his hair deeply and said in a low voice, "I will help you." ”
"So, cry if you want to, don't hold back." His voice was exceptionally gentle, and he patted the back of the person in his arms, "Here I am." ”
"......" Duan Ruiqi kept burying his face in his chest, and was silent for a long time before a low sob. Soon the placket of his chest was completely wet, and he angrily tore at the fabric, letting out a scream in his throat.
Like an enraged little beast, he can only scream and howl to vent his resentment. The clothes were torn apart, and the teeth bit directly into the man's chest muscles. There was a lot of violence, and blood overflowed, but Chu Yunshen didn't change his expression, just hugged him quietly.
"Cry." Only when all of them cry will I feel a little more comfortable.
The taste of blood in his mouth made the tears on his face even more fierce. He roared angrily, and then began to cry like a child. The man's back was gently caressed, but there was no way to suppress the tears that he had always wanted to stay.
"I hate ...... so much" He really hated it, hated his previous weakness, hated the flowery father, and hated the vicious woman even more......
"Well, let's get revenge together." With his eyes hanging slightly, Chu Yunshen hugged him tighter and comforted him in a low voice: "I will always accompany you." ”
Tugging at the man's shirt tightly, he couldn't breathe while crying. As if his heart had been dug out directly, he stepped on it a few times. His lips trembled, and his eyes were already red.
"My mom...... It was they who killed him......" his whole body trembled, and his eyes lost their brilliance, "I really hate it......"
"I know." The palm of his hand gently stroked his hair, and the man's chin rested on his shoulder, and he sighed, "I know it all." ”
Snot and tears stuck together on Chu Yunshen's chest, and his expression was almost crazy, "Why...... Why do you want to do this......"
"Why......" The voice was mixed with sorrow, Duan Ruiqi didn't have the strength to continue standing, and fell straight to the ground. His expression was dejected, as if he had lost his mind and gone crazy, and kept muttering "why".
Chu Yunshen also knelt on the cold tile with him and continued to hug him tightly.
At this time, his comfort was pale.
The man in his arms bit his shoulder hard, but the man didn't move, so he let him bite. Warm blood flowed from the wound and soaked the clothes.
"Bite it." As long as it makes you comfortable.
Duan Ruiqi breathed a sigh of relief, and looked at the place that had been bitten by himself with trembling lips. He didn't know how much effort he had put into it, and looked at Chu Yunshen a little stunned. With trembling hands, he pulled open his shirt, and the wound was so deep that the bones could be seen.
No...... He no longer has a mother, and he can't afford to lose the man in front of him anymore.
"I'm sorry...... I'm sorry......" blankly wiping the blood from there, trying to keep the bright red from looking so glaring. But the more you rub it, the more blood seems to come out. Chu Yunshen sighed deeply and hugged him tightly.
"It's fine."
"I ...... I didn't mean to. "He's just...... I hate it so much, I really don't want to hurt each other.
"I know." Continuing to soothefully brush his hair, "It's okay. It's true. ”
“…… Right...... I'm sorry ......" sobbed quietly, and the love seemed to be stable a lot, just snuggled in the man's arms, crying quietly.
Suddenly found that Chu Yunshen's embrace was so warm and reliable. If it weren't for him...... I might be completely broken.
Just thinking about it, my nose became sour again. Unable to control his tears, he buried his face in the man's neck and tried to sniff the other party's breath. But he kept choking, holding each other's warm bodies tightly with both hands, trying to draw a trace of comfort.
"I ...... What to do. Tears were still flowing wantonly on his face, Duan Ruiqi tried hard to suppress the sobbing, and pretended to ask calmly. His voice was hoarse, and his voice was still thick nasal.
"I'll help you." With his hand slowly stroking along his spine, Chu Yun licked away the tears on his cheeks: "You don't have to think about anything, just live happily every day." ”
"No...... No. Wiping away the tears from the corners of his eyes, he took a deep breath and said calmly: "I want to ...... Take revenge with your own hands. ”
Those who had hurt him and his mother...... will all pay a price.
"Okay." Distressed, the man continued to lick his cheeks and persuaded softly: "Don't be impulsive, plan carefully, you know?" ”
“…… Well. He responded in a low voice, tilting his head and leaning on Chu Yunshen's shoulder. Probably no longer had the strength to cry, he just hugged the man's waist tightly, no matter where the other party went, he was unwilling to be separated from him for a minute or a second.
"Don't go......" It seems that only by being with him can the uneasiness in his heart disappear. Duan Ruiqi followed the man into the bathroom step by step, and obediently asked the other party to take off his clothes. He was picked up by the waist and placed in a bathtub soaked in warm water.
Chu Yunshen also sat down beside him and continued to hold him quietly. Most of their bodies were not in the water, the heat was steaming, and their skin was flushed with fun www.biquge.info a little red.
"Chu Yunshen." He shouted in a hoarse voice, tilting his head to look at the man who was hugging him. "We'll be together forever, okay."
"Okay." He nodded.
Duan Ruiqi showed a very ugly smile and buried his face in the man's chest. Ru muttered to himself: "That's good......" The hand gently stroked the place that had been stitched up, and a trace of guilt appeared on his face. Then he closed his eyes, as if he had made a decision.
"Let's do it."
He wanted to completely merge with Chu Yunshen, so that he would not feel confused and uneasy in his heart. His lips were pursed tightly, and his dark eyes stared at each other like that, which was his unquestionable decision.
After a long time, seeing that the man didn't answer, he slowly repeated - "Chu Yunshen, let's have sex." ”
"Do you really want it?" His gaze drooped slightly, falling on Duan Ruiqi's soft cheeks. The arms holding him tightened, and the scorching heat came from the man, but it inexplicably made him feel reassured.
"Let's do it." Taking a deep breath, he knew what he was doing. Tilting his head slightly, he kissed the other party's hot lips. His hands stroked Chu Yunshen's body indiscriminately, as if he was venting, wanting to let the other party enter him. His legs were opened and he sat directly on the man's waist.
Chu Yun lowered his eyes deeply and kissed his lips - "...... As you wish. ”
Duan Ruiqi only heard a low sigh, and then his consciousness began to blur a little. The breath in his mouth was forcibly taken away, probably because his brain was a little deprived of oxygen, and those resentments and sorrows really left him. There was only this man left in the whole world - his body was teased, and he couldn't help but let out a sigh.
The kiss between the two was unprecedentedly rough, like a war, and the teeth kept colliding. However, at this time, it seemed that only this kind of thing with strong pain could soothe his nerves, and Duan Ruiqi almost anxiously hugged the other party's waist - "Come in...... Straight in ......"
He didn't know what he was anxious about, he just wanted to cling to the man.
"It's going to hurt." Chu Yun sighed deeply and licked away the tears that slipped from the corners of his eyes, "Do you really want to do it directly?" ”
"Yes......" Biting his lip tightly, Duan Ruiqi hugged him, full of tears. His voice trembled, as if begging, "Come in directly...... Don't care about anything else......"
“…… Good. ”
Finally, the two became one.