Chapter 183: Backfired
"Why are you looking at me like that?"
I deliberately ignored her for a long time, but she just looked at me like this for a long time, with a very rare, very playful gaze as if she wanted to see me through, I knew that she must have many questions in her heart, but the answers could not be found in a moment.
Jialan still looked at me suspiciously and asked, "Has anyone told you that you have changed?" ”
"Oh?" I'm pretty fresh that she'd say that, and if the question she was thinking about just staring at me, I'd love to hear her continue.
"In the past, although you were also very smart, but ...... Cleverness and means are not the same, you have really changed. It seems like...... It's not so easy to trust people anymore, it seems like everyone is doubting ......" Jialan tried to express how she felt about me, but it was always a little bit off, although I knew she tried her best. Suddenly, she looked up and asked me, "Why?" ”
Why?
Listening to her, I was stunned, I knew that I was different, and I also knew that I had been trying to adapt to the human way of life. But I didn't know that in my heart, there was no trust for a long time.
"Why did you become the way you are? Was it something that happened 10 years ago? Jia Lanqi asked reluctantly.
Ten years ago...... What happened...... The events before my career are like a dream, but I remember them vividly.
I raised my head again, "Get ready, let's go see Yun Chu, and try again today to see if we can get some new clues." ”
Jialan had a lot of thoughts about me turning the topic directly.
In the Depths of the Prison.
Jialan dismissed the cell boss and guards from the cell, and then turned back to me, standing still as if nothing had happened.
"You go out too." I turned my head over to her.
"I ...... too?" Jialan was very puzzled, but her eyes wandered between me and Yun Chu in prison, and finally compromised, nodded, and walked out very unhappy.
After watching Jialan leave, I squatted down, "Now it's just you and me." ”
"What about Madam...... Yun Chu raised his head from between his knees, "How is Madam?" ”
"I've seen her, and although she's not in good spirits, she's fine. I think she may just be eating and sleeping badly because of you, and it's not a big deal. I said, looking down at the cell door, "But, she asked me to bring you a message." ”
Yun Chu cautiously rubbed over, and waited in front of the iron fence for me to relay Mrs. Qimo's words.
"She said that if you die, she will kill your son." I told her that sentence that I couldn't figure out, as it was.
Yun Chu's expression, from anticipation to loss, was only stunned for that moment, as if he was desperate as if he had fallen from the heavenly realm. I heard her whispering, "Why...... Why...... Why ......"
"Yun Chu, what happened to you suing me, okay?" I'm still trying to persuade her, "You're worried about Yuan Jue, aren't you?" What happened to me twenty years ago? I have a way to help you, help him, and help Mrs. Qimo. ”
"You like him?" Yun Chu suddenly asked me, and seeing that I didn't deny it, her expression suddenly became solemn, "You...... No. No, you ......."
"What are you talking about?" I had an inexplicable feeling of uneasiness coming out of my depressed heart.
"You can't be with Jue'er." Yun Chu's voice was sad and helpless, but it desolate my whole heart. She suppressed it, but it seemed to burst out of her heart and begged hysterically, "You can't be with Jue'er, you can't!" ”
I just wanted to ask her why, I made up my mind, regardless of the fact that I wanted to be with Yuan Jue, why did she say that I can't be with Yuan Jue.
"Please! You can't be with Jue'er, you'll kill him! You're going to kill him...... You ......" she said something else, but I couldn't hear anything.
You're going to kill him.
This sentence lingered in my ears for a long time, occupying all my thoughts. All I could hear was that in that moment, she pleaded in a low voice.
"Why? What's going on? "I tried several times to finally calm myself down, regain my consciousness, and try my best to suppress my feelings.
Jue'er...... Jue'er he ...... He is with you, he will break his life, he will die because of you. These, these are what I saw personally...... Niyin, you leave Jue'er......" Yun Chu pleaded with me very humbly. "You leave him and let him live in peace......"
"Calm down." I admire myself for being able to persuade her to calm down so calmly when her heart aches so much. "What the hell did you tell me?"
Yun Chu suddenly stopped talking again, and she lowered her head again to escape.
"Now it's not just about you and Mrs. Qimo, it's also about Yuan Jue and even me, do you still want to be so selfish?" I wanted to wake her up completely, and I saw that she seemed to hesitate, but she still preferred to continue to hide it, and I couldn't care about anything else. "That's right, you're so selfish! You've been using me since the beginning, first Jialan, and you know that she longs to have spiritual power to protect her clan, so you use her to achieve your ends. Your purpose is to lure me into this dream and make me bear the charge of turning things around, and you want me to turn back time, and how many sins I have to bear for you for no reason! By the way, and Biluo, if she hadn't sacrificed her willingly, I'm afraid you wouldn't have been able to lure me into this game, right, so what about her? What does she want, and how can you tempt her to help you! ”
"Cheng Jing's heart ......" Yun Chu was scolded by me for a long time, and suddenly said quietly. Then she slowly raised her head again, looked at me and said, "What Bi Luo wants most is Cheng Jing's heart, and I tell her that as long as she is willing to help me, I can reverse time and go back to when I first started." She will have a chance to expose Jialan's true colors and drive her out of the family. That Cheng Jing is her alone......"
In my heart, there is a dead silence and a dead coolness...... I heard the strange wringing sound in my chest, the sound of something suddenly breaking. I heard my own voice," she said, too...... So she said yes to you? ”
It turns out that it's not just Jialan who knows, but also Biluo!
In the past ten years, I have always thought that she only chose Cheng Jing at the end...... However, it turned out that she had been lying to me all the time before...... From the beginning...... From before she lured me to my dreams...... to another encounter in a dream......
No wonder I think that Bi Luo was outside Mrs. Cheng's mourning hall, pointing at Jialan and saying to Cheng Jing was particularly courageous, it turned out that she had designed it a long time ago. It was only for that moment that she exposed Jialan that I let me step into this conspiracy step by step through her dream......
"She loves Cheng Jing so much......" Yun Chu muttered.
"When you were designing this qiē, didn't you think about the lives and deaths of others? Why don't you want to think about it, if one day Yuan Jue knows this qiē...... Know who you are...... How do you want him to see you! I said through gritted teeth.
When Yun Chuchu heard this, he was slightly distracted, and then smiled bitterly, "As long as he's fine, as long as he lives safely in the world......"
"Yuan Jue...... Did you know? I asked her suddenly, gasping and dreading to hear her answer, because I knew...... The first time Yuan Jue went to Shaoshan to look for the phoenix......
Seeing her smile and not say a word, I knew I guessed right.
Originally......
It hurts! It hurts...... The sharp pain in my heart made me unbearable for a while, like a sharp blade, piercing in, pulling out, and going in again...... I was in so much pain that I couldn't help myself. The more painful it is to break free.
I was getting so painful that I couldn't breathe......
His eyes blackened again and again, and he almost passed out.
"You are the Sycamore chosen by the Phoenix." Yun Chu said coldly, she could turn a blind eye to my pain at the moment, and after she was silent for a while, "It's just that I never thought that things would become the way they are now......
"My wife and I grew up together...... But in fact, when she was sixteen, I was already four hundred and thirty-three...... Witches are born with the ability to control their own body shape...... For more than 400 years, I have been criticized by the world, and I have survived the exclusion and suspicion of all people and the strange attention of one person with bad intentions, and no one has treated us as human beings...... They all thought I was a monster. I thought she was the same, and she should be just as cold and hateful as those people...... But she was different, that year I was hunted down, wounded and hiding in a tribe's warehouse. Then I met her, who was just a little kid at the time, but she helped me to bandage my wounds and brought me something to eat......"
I scared her, saying I was a shrine maiden and asked her if she was afraid. Who knew that she was stunned for a moment and then smiled...... I pretended to be her age and stayed with her ever since. We play together and live together...... We are inseparable...... In fact, she is just a lonely little girl, her mother's status is low, but she is a girl, their mother and daughter are bullied, although she is a princess, but life may not be better than mine...... Later, her mother died of illness, and no one cared about her. For those years, I only had her, and she was only me...... She often asked me if it was okay to take her away...... And then never, never, ......"
I listened quietly to her, but I had no feeling for the love and hate of the world. However, when she talked about the words of the young Qimo, I felt a very special pressure, all the qiē was probably going according to my guess, but the only thing that surprised me was...... The relationship between Yun Chu and Mrs. Qi Mo ......
I finally know where all the unusualness came from...... There was a forbidden love between Qi Mo and Yun Chu.
"It was only then that I realized that something was more and more wrong with her...... She wanted to occupy all of my life, and her father had felt inappropriate for us to be too close, and wanted to marry me to his guards...... We had been in private contact for two months, not long before the day the king had set for us...... One night, there was a commotion in the tribe...... The people came from the princess's tent and the naked guards for a long time...... Later, because of his inappropriate relationship with the princess, he was executed by the king. On that day, the princess said to me, "You will always be mine." It didn't take long for her to find out that she was pregnant, and that it belonged to the guard. In order not to be known by anyone, she stretched the silver chopsticks from the bottom to her belly and pulled the child out...... When I found her, there was a patch of blood under her......"
“…… The tribe was defeated, and the king sued for peace with Yu...... Offered to surrender on the condition of the marriage of the princess. She begged me one last time to take her away, but I didn't...... I married her into the royal palace. originally thought that after she became the wife of the monarch, she would slowly change. But no, she didn't want the monarch to touch her on the wedding night, and I knew she minded the previous incident. But the king was very angry, and I went to persuade him, but he was kicked down by the king and broke his head. As soon as the princess saw me bleeding, she went crazy and quarreled with the king, and drove the king away......"
I have an impression of what she said. It's just that I finally understand now why Mrs. Qimo's reaction was so fierce at that time.
In order to destroy the relationship between Yun Chu and the guards, she did not hesitate to have a relationship with the guards herself, so that they could not get married. But I'm afraid she hates that man, otherwise she wouldn't have hurt herself so much when she knew she was pregnant, but she didn't expect her to look gentle and virtuous on the surface, but she did such a decisive thing.
"And after that? Yuan Jue ......, "I hesitated, because my heart hurt again."
After the princess drove the king away, everyone in the palace knew that the king had a big fight with the princess on the night of the wedding. The princess began to fall out of favor from that time, and in the first two months we felt that life was still passable, although the people of the palace occasionally made things difficult for us. But at least we were still in the tribe as before, and no one came to disturb our lives...... The people in the princess's palace were also scolded by her, leaving only a few things to do. But who would have thought that two months later, the news that Mrs. Ruyi was pregnant spread in the palace...... I heard that because of the princess's entry into the palace before, Mrs. Ruyi was snubbed by the monarch for a while. I don't know if the people in the palace are worried about offending Mrs. Ruyi, or if they really want to avenge her, our life has become more and more difficult, and everyone is embarrassing us......"
Yun Chu said, frowning, and fell into a not very happy memory.
I vaguely remember that she told me at the time that they met Cheng Si-sama, and they can probably understand how much hardship they had endured to get to this point.
"The princess said, Yun Chu, it would be nice if I also had a child." Yun Chu repeated what Mrs. Qimo had said, her eyes were filled with tears, and she felt sorry for her desperate lover. (To be continued.) )