Chapter 187: Depression
The dumplings were served on the table, and Aunt Kang didn't come back. Monet narrowly escaped this time. However, in order to prevent her from discovering the clues when she entered the kitchen, Monet carefully recalled the layout and details just now, trying to restore the state before she cooked, so that the old lady would not find out.
However, when I wiped it, I found that the strength of my whole body seemed to have been drained away in a few nights. Use a little force on the rag and your arms will start to weaken. This is the legendary postpartum weakness, right?
But she hasn't "given birth" yet, but it's just a small month......
No wonder the old people say that don't do anything to have surgery, as long as there is an opening in the body, it is a drain. She's a lifeless girl now.
Self-inflicted, not to live.
After cleaning up, I walked out of the kitchen, and half of the full plate of dumplings was left, and the person cleaning the mess was carrying the evidence of the scene into his mouth.
Monet didn't make a sound, walked to the dining table opposite Xing Zhaoyang and sat down, and watched him eat with his hands on his cheeks, "Is it delicious?" ”
Xing Zhaoyang didn't answer, chewing the food in his mouth freely.
"You're going to stop talking to me for the rest of your life? Can I think that the contract between the two of us is automatically terminated? I can move out of this house after I raise a small moon, and our four-year contract is gone? ”
Putting down the chopsticks, Xing Zhaoyang leaned back in the chair and looked directly at Monet, "Good show, it's behind." ”
"Xing Zhaoyang, there is a sentence I want to put in front, no matter how much you hate me and what tricks you plan to use to deal with me, this matter is my own decision, it has nothing to do with my family, you can't touch them."
"Personal heroism is of no use to me." took out a stack of essays from his bag and threw it in front of Monet, Xing Zhaoyang didn't say anything more, turned around and went upstairs.
Monet took a dumpling and put it in his mouth, took Wen Jiàn with his hand, opened it, and was stunned.
"Notice on the Commencement of the Third Phase of the Filming of the Municipal Bureau's Promotional Video"
The third stage of the promotional video? Monet had a question in his heart and turned the pages of the text.
The choice of the actor remains unchanged, the specific content of the third stage, filming matters and precautions......
Looking at the words stacked on it, Monet finally understood why Xing Zhaoyang was so calm......
Relieved, Monet smiled bitterly, the circle he drew was to drill by himself, obviously Xing Zhaoyang had found a breakthrough to vent, and then she waited to be used.
Another dull ten days passed. Monet still had the same dream every day, but the more times she watched, the more clearly she saw the baby's face, exactly the same as the child who called her mother in the vegetable field she had done before.
Xing Zhaoyang would occasionally appear at the bedside, appearing silently like the first time, and leaving quietly. Gradually, Monet got used to it. It's just that this dream is her pimple, and she can't bear it, so she called Wang Wei.
Wang Wei came to the villa the next day, "Your situation needs psychological counseling." ”
"Is it very strict, Doctor Wang?"
"I can't say that I am strict, but if it develops, I am likely to be depressed."
"So, what the hell is going on?"
"In your subconscious, you still have residual guilt and self-blame for your child, thinking that the reason why this child did not come to this world is your fault. even thought that he had killed his own child with his own hands. Monet, I must talk to you about this. Ectopic pregnancy, also known as ectopic pregnancy in medicine, is not a ......"
"Dr. Wang, I understand what these three words mean, and I understand the medical explanation, but I just can't get over this hurdle, but everyone around me doesn't blame me, then I can only blame myself, I really ...... I want to do something, even if it's a little bit back, but what can I do? ”
"It's not impossible to make amends, let me introduce you to a friend, my college classmate, he specializes in psychological counseling and psychological redemption in this area, and many people who have been entangled for many years have been cured by him. You can talk to him when you have time. But in my opinion, no external factor can influence your mind from the root, and it is up to you to survive this hurdle. ”
Taking advantage of Aunt Kang's failure to return, Monet sent Dr. Wang back. It just so happened that Yin Yin needed a follow-up visit, and she was taken home by Zou Ru.
Monet watched Yin Yin from a distance, and suddenly remembered her state after the car accident at the beginning. At that time, from the perspective of outsiders, although I felt sorry for this child, I didn't understand how the psychological knot had such a big impact on a person and a child. Now that she has really experienced it herself, she understands how powerful it is.
Thinking back to the beginning, I can't help but start admiring my sister, when she was so young.
A month passed, and although it was long and torturous, Monet survived. On the day of confinement, Aunt Kang listed all the precautions on a list and handed them to Monet before getting into the car.
After changing his clothes, standing in front of the mirror, looking at the girl in the mirror with sunken eyes and yellow skin, Monet felt very strange.
In a month, her mental state has changed from a girl in her twenties to a state in her thirties and close to forty. I don't know how long it will take to decline if it continues to age so quickly.
There is a long way to go from here to the substation. Monet made an appointment for a ride last night and parked at the door of the villa early in the morning. Because the whereabouts of Xiao Yuezi have not yet been discussed, and many things are here, and there is a lot to prepare for suddenly moving away, so Monet plans to wait for Xing Zhaoyang to speak.
I didn't expect to run into him when I went out, dressed in a straight suit and carrying an official bag in his hand.
He seems to be busy this month, but Monet has been keeping an eye on NH's movements and has not yet announced the news that a new heir will take office.
Greeting each other was omitted in tacit understanding, and the two walked out of the door side by side. Seeing the strange car and hearing the door, Xing Zhaoyang subconsciously frowned.
Just when Xing Zhaoyang opened the door of the hitchhiker and was about to sit on it, he pulled him back.
The driver got out of the car and put his hand on the door, "Sir, it's the ride she called, it's still a minute before our departure time, are you planning to break the contract?" ”
"I'll pay the money, you can go."
The car glanced at Monet, Monet shook his head, "Don't listen to him, I'll get in the car." ”
But as soon as the person made a hard effort, he was pulled back by Xing Zhaoyang.
The owner of the car saw that something was wrong, it was none of his business, hung it high, returned to the driver's seat and scolded "sick" and started the car and left.
Monet was pulled into Xing Zhaoyang's car, "I'm going back to work today, I don't believe you want to send me kindly, say, what do you want me to do?" ”
"Shut up."
"I really have to go to work today......"
"Shut up." (To be continued.) )