Chapter 42: The Unspeakable Secret
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When Bai Zhiying went back to the room to get something in despair, Zhang Fangge didn't stop her, not because he didn't want to, but the amount of information was a bit large for a while, and he hadn't accepted it yet.
Li Ming took advantage of Bai Zhiying to walk away and asked: "To be honest, I can't stand it anymore, although we planned together how to help Girls' Generation, but hurting an innocent woman like this, I feel like this."
Zhang Fangge closed his eyes and lowered his head: "I don't want to do this either, it's not because of you, if it weren't for helping you, I wouldn't be where I am today."
Li Ming was speechless, thinking that it was indeed because of him, he said embarrassedly: "I also know it's because of me, but you can't do anything?"
Zhang Fangge sighed: "What can I do, this is not intrigue, nor is it chasing dreams, what can I do."
"You just have to accept her, she actually looks good, except that she is older."
Zhang Fangge shook his head: "She is a good woman, I don't want to hurt her."
Li Ming asked strangely: "What do you mean?"
"Do you think that even if I accept her, I am at home".
"Needless to say, I get it".
When Bai Zhiying returned to the living room with the sample, he saw Zhang Fangge sitting motionless on the sofa with his eyes closed, and he didn't drink a sip of the water poured for him, shook his head with a wry smile, walked up to Zhang Fangge, and handed the model over: "Here you go, this is the sample of the tune that Park Zhenying has composed, I hope you can take the time to revise it."
Zhang Fangge opened his eyes and took it calmly, without speaking, just looking at Bai Zhiying. Bai Zhiying turned around awkwardly and walked to his place and sat down. The things have already been given to him, and Bai Zhiying really wants Zhang Fangge to leave quickly, but it is rude to invite others to his house and issue an eviction order within a few minutes.
The living room was quiet, Bai Zhiying lowered her head, and Zhang Fangge looked at her quietly. This atmosphere made Bai Zhiying very uncomfortable, and he raised his head suddenly: "I".
"I" Zhang Fangge suddenly spoke.
The already embarrassing atmosphere became more and more embarrassing, Zhang Fangge smiled: "Let's talk about it, I'll leave after a few words, it won't delay you too much."
Bai Zhiying nodded, glanced at Zhang Fangge and waited for him to speak.
Fixed: "I probably understand what you mean, but it was a bit sudden, and I didn't know how to speak for a while." It's nothing that you're eight years older than me, I don't mind that, but I don't want to lie to your feelings, my family."
Bai Zhiying waved his hand and interrupted Zhang Fangge: "Don't accept it, I can understand that the big family will not accept a female artist 8 years older than you as a daughter-in-law, let alone an unclean woman like me."
Zhang Fangge was surprised: "How do you know"?
Bai Zhiying laughed miserably: "Since I had a good impression of you, I began to inquire about your whereabouts, I asked my friend to check this number, and the answer I got was that I couldn't find it, and asked me not to inquire again in the future, maybe I was still holding a fantasy at the time, but now I recognize the reality, so I don't have to care."
"You don't have to be like this, let the past pass, don't keep dwelling on it, then you won't be happy."
Zhang Fangge stood up, walked to Bai Zhiying and sat down: "No matter how comforting words I say to you now, it won't help, but it seems a little hypocritical, but no matter how hypocritical I am, I can only say that I can't give you happiness, you can find a man who can give you happiness in the future."
Bai Zhiying cried out and threw herself into Zhang Fangge's arms. The tense heart fell apart for a while, and no matter how strong her heart was, she was just an ordinary woman. I was ignorant before, but when I first entered the industry, I was coaxed and deceived by my agent to deal with him, and I almost ended up ruined.
After slowly recovering, she finally thought that she had found a man who could treat her sincerely and not ask for anything in return, but it turned out to be a big scam. Or rather, it wasn't a scam, just a deal, and it was a deal that she herself agreed to.
Zhang Fangge didn't speak, patting her head gently. After Bai Zhiying cried for a while, he came out of Zhang Fangge's arms and wiped his tears: "Thank you, cry, I'm much better, you are a good person."
Standing up, Zhang Fangge tidied up his clothes: "It's okay, I'm done, it's time to leave." But I didn't expect to get a good guy card today, really."
Bai Zhiying glanced at Zhang Fangge: "I'll send you other cards, do you dare to accept them?"
Zhang Fangge was speechless for a while, and walked to the door in embarrassment, and Bai Zhiying also got up to see him off. When approaching the door, Baek Ji-young suddenly said, "Can you talk to me about a love with no ending"?
Zhang Fangge stopped and turned his head: "Do you know what you're talking about?"
Bai Zhiying nodded: "I know, I'm very sober now." But I want to fall in love, and I know that you won't marry me, so I'll just think I'll write me a song in return."
Zhang Fangge shook his head: "You are very unconscious now, if you want to fall in love, many men are waiting in line for you, and you also know that I will not marry you, why do you want to do this, it's not worth it." And I have a purpose in writing songs for you, and you know that, and I have to do it"?
"It's my decision whether it's worth it or not, I'm not hungry yet, not all men I look up to, even if I'm notorious. Unless you look down on me, or look down on me."
Zhang Fangge looked Bai Zhiying up and down, and suddenly laughed: "Your body is still very tempting to me." As for looking down on you, you said I wouldn't marry you, it's just a plaything, you don't want it if you don't use it, what's there to look down on."
Bai Zhiying stared at him with red eyes, and Zhang Fangge waved his hand: "Don't look at me like this, although the words are hard to hear, you can't deny the facts I said, I just want you to understand how crazy your decision is, and whether you can bear the consequences."
After hearing Zhang Fangge's words, Bai Zhiying eased up: "Thank you."
Zhang Fangge opened the door and walked out, saying as he walked: "Think about it carefully, there is no room to turn back after some things are done."
Looking at Zhang Fangge, who was walking away, there was a muttering voice: "It's a pity that such a good woman is a lover, but it's for me again, alas, it's a headache."
"Whoever said they were going to be your lover, I'm really not ashamed. Besides, the old lady must not be married to you, can't it be that I find a better one without you." Facing the place where Zhang Fangge disappeared, Bai Zhiying waved his fist.
Closing the door, Bai Zhiying, who returned to the living room, looked at the empty room and thought about something. In fact, Zhang Fangge is right, that kind of relationship is no different from being his lover, she is just deceiving herself. Bai Zhiying hesitated, such a decision is indeed not easy to make.
Zhang Fangge, who was walking on the way home, turned a deaf ear to Li Ming's question, and just thought about his own thoughts.
As mentioned earlier, Zhang Fangge has never talked about the reason for falling in love, as long as he has money, he can solve it if he needs it, maybe he can go to a night club such as a bar, and even save money when he encounters an affair such as a one-night stand.
Even if Bai Zhiying is willing to stay by Zhang Fangge's side as a lover, he can't accept it. Men can only share things other than women, but some women can't be counted in that.
It's like the one I said above, or an affair with money, or a one-night stand. Even if you care, you won't care who she goes to the next day or after you're finished, and which man she is under.
Some people may say that lovers also have a time to leave, but generally for a long time or for a while. But Zhang Fangge is different, he has a Li Ming who has been with him for a long time. He can not mind the other women, but he must mind.
He always wants to get married, and he is also prepared for Li Minghui on the side, but he can't accept it for a while, so he thinks that maybe he can start practicing from his lover and try to accept it little by little. This is also the reason why he muttered loudly when he left Baek Ji-young's house.
Maybe I'm a little sorry for Bai Zhiying, but Zhang Fangge can't help it, he can't let him use his wife to be real. (If it were you, I would have beaten me)
Although the muttered words were deliberately heard by Bai Zhiying, what he said was the truth, and he was also helpless. I just hope that Bai Zhiying won't jump into the fire pit by himself, he has already said what he should say.
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