When I woke up, it was already dawn. Shen Yuecheng was nowhere to be seen. I was sore and bruised.

His hands trembled and he put on his clothes, and as soon as his feet stepped out of bed, he almost fell to the ground.

My legs were weak and I didn't have any strength, so I leaned against the wall and the handrail of the stairs and went downstairs.

I told the servant to cook some porridge. But the maid did not respond as if she could not hear me. It's like going back to when I first arrived. Was it ordered by Shen Yuecheng?

In desperation, I had to make my own food. I simply ordered a bowl of noodles.

The steaming face warmed my kiss, but it couldn't warm my heart. As he ate, tears fell. I wiped away my tears and continued eating. But the tears just couldn't stop.

In my heart, Shen Yuecheng would not hurt me no matter what. But yesterday, he looked at me like an enemy, and he treated me so roughly, without mercy at all.

“……”

Shen Yuecheng hadn't come back for several days. Because of this, the ingredients in the refrigerator are almost finished by me, and I sometimes have a full hunger, hoping to survive until Shen Yuecheng returns.

When Shen Yuecheng came back, he took Xu Xiao with him. They talked and laughed and walked from the door to the living room. Like I didn't see standing in the floor-to-ceiling window.

When it was time to eat, no one called me. I had to go over on my own. It's just that I'm more seated in the position to die. I heard Shen Yuecheng's cold voice

"Who's allowed you to be served?"

My face turned white and I froze there. Xu Xiao asked hypocritically, "What's wrong with you." ”

"Nothing. We eat. Shen Yuecheng said lightly.

"Xiaotang, why did you make Yuecheng angry? But you can't be hungry, you can wait until we're done eating. We'll leave you some. ”

Xu Xiao's expression of concern was fake and ridiculous.

I left the table and went to sit on the swing in the garden. The afterglow of dusk was sprinkled on me, but there was no warmth at all.

Occasionally, a few birds passed by in the sky, and I stared at their afterimages stupidly, remembering Shen Yuecheng's indifferent eyes just now, and suddenly felt very sad and sad.

“……”

By the time I got back, they had already eaten. It's not like I didn't want to skip meals if I had the backbone. However, the stomach was already screaming. Besides, I don't eat, which makes Shen Yuecheng unhappy again. or hurt his body, just obeying Xu Xiao's wishes. I can't let her get away with it.

With a pair of clean chopsticks, I picked up the dishes that Shen Yuecheng liked to eat.

Xu Xiao came out again, and said in a mocking tone: "If you still have to be shameless, everyone else will eat leftovers." ”

I completely ignored her and focused on eating my meal. To deal with this kind of person, just don't take her seriously.

Seeing that I was indifferent, Xu Xiao was bored, snorted and walked away.

“……”

Shen Yuecheng and I don't live together anymore. He asked me to move out of his room. They will only come to my room when they need to.

He didn't say anything, he took off my clothes. There was no foreplay, so he just broke in, and made me convulse in pain under him roughly.

When he was done, he turned around and left, not even looking at me. Completely use me as a tool to vent my desires. So every time he just came in, I cried tears in my heart. But he said with a cold face that I was disappointed, and walked away. Obviously he said before that I was crying in bed, and it was beautiful. Now, they look at me with disgust.

After that, he didn't even come to me when he went to bed.

Accustomed to falling asleep every day in his arms and smelling his body. Now, I sleep alone. Every time I wake up in the middle of the night, my surroundings are empty. It's cold on your body, and it's cold on your heart.

I carried Huang Huang in the cage to the bed, and it warmed and coaxed my little furry body, bringing me a little comfort.

It curled up in my arms, and my tears fell on his ears. It shook its little ears, and its dark eyes met mine.

I smiled and stroked its head, in fact, it was not bad to be a dog, so there was no trouble.

“……”

Shen Yuecheng dismissed all the maids. Gorgeous villas become empty without a hint of popularity.

"The house is so dirty, can't you see it?!" Shen Yuecheng, who hadn't spoken to me for a long time, frowned and looked at me.

I lowered my head at a loss, I couldn't adapt to such a mean Shen Yuecheng, the pain in my chest was dense and breathless.

Shen Yuecheng turned his head indifferently and didn't see my red eyes.

“……”

There are no servants, I clean the room, and I have to wash Shen Yuecheng and my clothes.

When I was working, Xu Xiao was applying a nail mask and talking cool words.

I didn't hear it all, I just concentrated on the **** work.

“……”

No matter how hard and tired I am, I don't think it's anything. One day, Shen Yuecheng will listen to my explanation.

I kept the journal and found a small flaw. The diary I wrote, Shen Yuecheng's name "Shen", and the three points of water, are all connected. The diary at the back does not have the word "Shen", and it is not connected.

I can only wait for Shen Yuecheng to forget about it and mention it again. I've always been optimistic. Although occasionally I still feel a little sad because of Shen Yuecheng.

"What's going on?"

Shen Yuecheng stared at the torn cut on his suit.

"When I was doing laundry, I accidentally tore it up."

I snapped, a little nervous.

When I collected the clothes, I obviously hung the clothes in the innermost, why was he still found out?

"You can't do this little thing, what else can you do?!" His handsome, sculptural face was a look of impatience and contempt. I froze there and didn't come back to my senses until I watched his grim back leave.

“……”

On Saturday, Hitomi is closed. My gloomy mood these days has finally cleared up a little.

Hitomi once again mentioned Shen Dussen and asked for his father. I sighed, and finally told him the truth.

His eyes widened, and he immediately burst into tears. The little face was crying, and the two little fists were clenched tightly.

"Won't I ever see my dad again?" He looked up with tears in his eyes and asked me.

I nodded. "Woo, but I miss my dad so much. Woo ......" He choked with tears, and his eyes were red like a poor puppy.

"Daddy will miss Hitomi too." I stroked his curly hair.

He wiped away his tears and asked me, "Does Mommy miss Daddy too?" ”

"Yes. Mom misses Dad too. I nodded subconsciously.

Outside the door, there was a sudden sound of glass breaking. I went out and saw a glass and milk dripping all over the floor.

Who passed through here? Is it Xu Xiao or Shen Yuecheng? ……

"Mom, what's wrong?" Hitomi asked.

"It's fine. Dad also left something for you, do you want to see it? Suppressing the uneasiness in my heart, I said to Hitomi with a smile.

Hitomi's eyes widened excitedly, "Yes!" I want to see! What did Dad leave for me? ”

I pulled out a small box. It was handed over to me by Shen Dusan and Liu Dong.

When I opened the box, there were all kinds of toys that Hitomi liked. Hitomi looked over one by one and touched it in her hand. His expression was a little depressed.

"What is this?" Hitomi picked up a stack of white envelopes with some confusion.

"Yes, faith."

"What is faith?"

"That's what Daddy wants to tell you."

Hitomi's eyes lit up, she opened the envelope, and frowned slightly.

"You still don't understand. In the future, you will be able to understand it by studying hard. ”

"Really?"

"Yes."

"Then I'll definitely study hard!" Hitomi said with a serious face.

"But now I want to know what my father told me."

"Then I'll read one to you first, and you can see it for yourself later."

"Uh-huh." Hitomi nodded hurriedly.

ps, one more today. Tired (to be continued.) )