134. I'm sorry It's okay
Su Ci blushed suddenly, and his hand holding the jade bottle trembled! Tremble! He really hasn't been so close to girls, except for Feng Dujin! He stumbled and said to the old man Situ: "I'm here, this is called the palace maid to change the washing ......"
"Forehead......" The old man Situ replied speechlessly, and he really couldn't understand why the lady concubine was blushing and stammering. Could it be that he has some strange disease?
Su Ci ordered the palace maid to wipe the blood stains on Feng Dujin, but he looked at the gold wire account nervously, maybe the palace maid's movements were too rude, which made Feng Dujin constantly snort, which made Su Ci, who was extremely irritable and pinched, pacing back and forth, shaking the old man Situ to shake his head and support his forehead......
"Well...... Hiss! Feng Dujin frowned and exhaled impatiently.
"Tap, tap, ......" Su Ci heard Feng Dujin screaming at the wiping palace maid again, but he didn't want it to backfire, the wiping palace maid was so frightened that she dropped the face towel on her hand, and picked up the face towel in great panic and wanted to wipe it again.
Seeing this, Su Ci lifted the curtain, angrily snatched the handkerchief from the palace maid's hand, took a deep breath and said to the palace maid who was kneeling, "Go down ......"
Su Ci squinted slightly, sat on the edge of the bed a little shyly, he didn't dare to look at Feng Dujin's buttocks, stretched out his hand and demonstrated in the air many times, but he still didn't dare to start, he was afraid of hurting her.
"Lady Niangniang, are you alright?" Old man Situ waited and waited but still didn't see Su Ci come out, so he asked uneasily.
"Yet, it's not ...... yet" Su Ci retracted his hand and replied in a panic, this time he didn't dare to rub it off, and he didn't dare to think deeply. Raising his eyes to look at a certain buttocks that was beaten and bleeding, he wiped it carefully and very seriously, his movements were gentle and slow, and his expression was so calm, and there was no sign of embarrassment at all. In fact, the little shyness in his heart was only known to him, he didn't dare to slack off, and only after wiping the scars did he smear her with gold sore medicine, and after doing all this, Su Ci had already oozed sweat, and he was very satisfied with the completion of such a difficult task......
Su Ci wiped the sweat on his head, put on profane pants for Feng Dujin, and after doing all this, he carefully covered the quilt for her, and then breathed a sigh of relief and said, "Okay!" Taiyi ......"
Old man Situ checked his pulse again to make sure that everything was fine, and once again instructed Su Ci to send a palace maid to take care of him at any time at night. Su Ci was naturally not at ease, and sat in a group guarding Feng Dujin, and never left Zhaoyang Palace for half a step during the period.
In the middle of the night, as the old man Situ said, she had a high fever, Su Ci applied a brocade pad dipped in cold water on her forehead from time to time, and recalled that she had to wipe her whole body with alcohol, even if Su Ci was awkward and shy, he still carefully and gently wiped her body over and over again, naturally he didn't dare to look at it more, so he repeated it over and over again, until the temperature calmed down, and the sky gradually showed a gray state, Su Ci put on his shirt for Feng Dujin again, and then fell asleep on the side of the bed......
In the dream, Su Ci returned to his childhood, when General Su's mansion had not been mutated, his father and his mother were still in love, he saw the green vine bamboo garden, his mother taught him to read, and his father taught him to practice martial arts and boxing.
That year, his father waved the spear in his hand and told him arrogantly: "Ci'er, you have to remember that the Su family will only be loyal to the current emperor, no matter how the court changes, the next emperor will be the lord you will be loyal to!" ”
He was only twelve years old that year, and it was also that year that he was changed into a girl's clothes by his mother and went to the palace for a banquet. When he first met Duanmu Ji, he followed a group of children to tease him like all children, and also learned to recite a very common poem for him like a talented and beautiful woman in the opera.
He still remembers that year when he pretended to be a writer and shook his head and recited: "Guan Guan Ju Dove, in the river island." My Fair Lady, Gentleman. Jagged wattles, left and right flowing. My Fair Lady, the ...... of longing"
He was annoyed that Duanmu killed him as a woman, and he made a big deal with him in anger, and he didn't know each other when he came and went, and he said to him at that time: "Plagiarize a fierce girl, you can't marry so vulgar and careful." Anyway, you have a skin-to-skin relationship with His Royal Highness, and when you grow up, you will marry me as a princess. ”
He was annoyed that Duanmu couldn't pay attention to it, and shouted at him loudly: "Young Master Ben is a man......"
But he didn't want him to look at him with a group of royal children of the same age, then put his arm around his shoulder and said, "Yes, good buddy......"
Funny, he also pouted and kissed him, and he told his father in a fit of anger. Ran's father pointed to Duanmu Ji who was far away and said, "Ci'er, you have to see clearly!" The Nine Emperor Princes, Duanmu Killing, is the person you will be loyal to for the rest of your life......"
In this way, he became a loyal subordinate and companion of the Nine Emperor Princes, and at the age of twelve, he learned that the future emperor who was cynical and unruly on the surface was not so simple! That year, he learned that Duanmu's biological mother, Concubine Shu, was given death for facing the harem, and he endured humiliation and lived under the eyes of the queen, step by step.
His father once told him, "Son, you must remember that those who can restrain their grace will one day be reborn in the fire and nirvana in the ......world."
At the age of twelve, he didn't understand what his father said, but he had a definition, and the person his father said was Duanmu Ji, and he would definitely be reborn like a phoenix. Also in that year, the first emperor died, and Duanmu, who was not favored, ascended to the emperor and became the top of the entire Dongyu.
In exchange for his father's strong support, the queen was given death for the crime of 'collaborating with the enemy and treason', and his mother was martyred for him that year, and his grandfather was sick and bedridden. That year, he lost the protection of his father and the love of his mother, and General Su's mansion fell into decay overnight...... And he became the son of a sinner and exiled to the cold land. If it weren't for Duanmu to collect evidence for the assistant minister, he thought he would have died on the way to exile.
Although the glory of General Su's Mansion is there, it is not as good as before. He shouldered his father's blood feud and his father's expectations, practiced martial arts diligently, and became the youngest major general in the army......
It was Duanmu Kill who gave him hope and gave him a reason to live anew, he thought that Duanmu Kill and he were both people who shared the same disease, and they would rely on each other to support each other to regain the military power in Wen Lanying's hands and let Wen Lanying fall.
This unclear affection made him mistake it for liking, and he silently stayed by his side, climbing from major general to deputy general. But he never expected that as long as Zhao Xiangran was involved, Duanmu would not be able to see clearly.
Who would have thought that a weak woman is a scheming and vicious person. He blindly admonished but it backfired, and he still remembered that year Duanmu said: "No matter what Ran'er does, I will forgive her!" She is the person my mother once entrusted me to take good care of......"
But Duanmu will not understand that his favorite mother concubine also died because of her......
But he didn't say it, and at that time he said to him angrily: "Kill, do you know that Zhao Xiangran likes Duanmu Xunran, your uncle!" ”
Perhaps these words angered Duanmu, who had a heavier mother-lover complex, and they fought again that night, when he was only twenty years old, he went to the border pass, which was five years......
After five years of killing the enemy on the battlefield, life at the border made him live without distractions! He thought that in this life he was going to die on the battlefield and dedicate his life to Dongyu. He killed thousands of enemy soldiers, he suffered all kinds of injuries, he stepped on heavy corpses, and step by step became the fiercest young first general in Dongyu. He built his own army, had a group of brothers who were born and died, and he thought that all he could do was to protect the land for the Duanmu family.
A letter from his family, a holy decree for promotion to an official position, he was recalled to the imperial capital, and the completely unfamiliar Kyoto had already changed rapidly, and he marveled that the power of Duanmu in just five years should not be underestimated.
He is already a general with great achievements, and no one is afraid of his power. The name Su Ci brought glory to the Su family and once again made General Su's Mansion glamorous. Sometimes he would stand in front of his father's tablet for a long time, just because he was too lonely! In the entire general's mansion, there is no longer a figure of a father wielding a spear, and there will no longer be a silhouette of a mother's kind mending clothes......
However, when he first saw Feng Dujin, he walked out of the sedan car in a pink shirt, and when she raised her eyes to look at him, the obvious surprise in her eyes made him nervous.
The second time we met again, he knew that he couldn't reveal his identity, and calmly showed his life experience in front of everyone, he encountered everyone's mocking eyes, but when he saw her late figure, he thought she would look at her, but she didn't! He burned his hand by the tea cup that was knocked over by the Queen Mother, and it was she who relieved him and took him to the doctor, at that moment he was confused and entangled......
Should he thank God and thank his mother for giving birth to him so beautiful, for the first time, he no longer dislikes people saying that he is beautiful, because that person is Feng Dujin. He learned from her what sincerity, what is protection, what is warmth, and what is not asking for anything in return. These were things he had never gotten but desperately wanted to have......
Father, can you tell the child? Can children strive for this heart-warming warmth? Children have blood and tears, not puppets that are ruthless and tearless. Now that you have someone you want to protect, can you unload this burden and fight for what you want?
Mother, should Ci'er fight for it? If you take that step, you will be very happy! Ci'er also wants to be like a mother, she can love someone without fear! Would you agree?
In the dream, Su Ci recalled the past over and over again, and muttered to himself. Maybe the scene in the dream is not beautiful at times, so he frowns his beautiful eyebrows, and his lower eyelids are moist; It may also be that the beauty of the scene in the dream is unreal, making him smile and relax and mumble.
Feng Dujin sweated, opened her eyes in a daze, and turned her head to see Su Ci, who was smiling and crying sometimes. I couldn't help but recall everything that happened, felt the pain in my buttocks, endured the pain and got up, wanting to carry Su Ci who was lying on the edge of the bed to the bed, but I heard him mutter: "Xiao Jin, I'm sorry......"
Feng Dujin was stunned, frowning and looking at him in his sleep! Did he keep watch over her all night? What a fool, she can let the palace maid take care of her, so why embarrass herself! She couldn't help but sigh and said, "It's okay...... "It's okay, I forgive you for hiding my male body!" It doesn't matter, it's all my own voluntarily want to be good to you! I would also like to thank you for taking care of me all night! Let me know that everything I do is worthwhile......