88. Confused

Li Xilian and Zhang Meimei both looked at Lin Tian with encouraging eyes and asked her to continue. Tian Lin's hand, which was held in her hand, also brought support to Lin Tian. Thinking of the exam and a series of things that happened, Hayashida slowly recalled.

"I kind of suspect that she likes girls. And it's definitely one of the readers, but I don't know who it is, and there is too little information in the text. ”

"Wait," although Li Xilian didn't think about whether to push or pull, Lin Tian didn't look like he didn't feel anything for the other party, "Have you ever asked her if that person is you?" You've always been very compatible, and it's nothing to be together. And now that society is becoming more tolerant of homosexuality, there is no need for you to be afraid. It's impossible for uncles and aunts to accompany you for a lifetime, you infiltrate slowly, and they will always figure it out. ”

"Actually, it's mostly up to you." When it came to her parents, Li Xilian remembered that Lin Tian's family was very harmonious, and she didn't want to see another example of breaking up because of parental pressure or constantly fighting against her parents and making both parties unhappy.

"Seriously, very few people are absolutely gay, most of them are double, if you really want to be with her, you can start first, she didn't say that she has someone she likes, you can naturally confess." Speaking of which, Zhang Meimei twisted Li Xilian's waist, she was probably deceived by Li Xilian in the first place, but now it seems that she has no regrets.

"If you don't like her, it's better to talk about it at a time. Because if the person she likes is you, but you don't respond, just make her feel that she still has a chance and hope, it will be a disservice to her. "In Lily's circle, it's not that there are no examples of liking straight women, some of them bend each other, but more often, they are still injured.

"Actually, I thought about it too."

Li Xilian's words reminded Lin Tian of that dream, as well as his own thoughts and conclusions later. Her mind was chaotic, and those things were intertwined, so that she couldn't help but confide.

Hearing this answer, Li Xilian and Zhang Meimei glanced at each other and began to listen carefully. Tian Lin, who was next to Lin Tian, was a little surprised, and his heart was full of the words "Lin Tian also has ideas". Unexpectedly, Lin Tian was not without feelings, she could see what she had written from the text. Tian Lin decided to speed up the progress when he went back, so that the relationship between the reader and the author could be further developed.

"But I feel like we've always been good friends and it's unlikely that we'll develop into lovers. And ......"

The rest of the words were interrupted by Li Xilian, "Where did you come up with the decision that good friends can't be lovers?" How did you come to this conclusion? Or is it that the novels introduced to Lin Tian at the beginning are all tragic reasons, and the director zhì now has a distorted interpretation of love. Zhang Meimei also disagreed with Lin Tian's words, she and Li Xilian went from friends to lovers, and their development was very smooth.

"Didn't you say that because you are too familiar and have too good fun, you are not suitable to be lovers? There is no such fiery relationship between lovers, but they will run into each other's habits because of the identity of lovers, and in the end, they may consume all the friendship. ”

Li Xilian and Zhang Meimei both looked like what the hell, Lin Tian's words looked so profound, and for a while, they couldn't think of words that could be refuted. Tian Lin's whole person was already Sparta, and she began to think about whether her relationship with Lin Tian was too close, so Lin Tian had no intention of accepting her. When I first discovered my thoughts, was it the best thing to do to stay away from Lin Tian because I couldn't face them?

Seeing that they didn't say anything, Lin Tian continued to say his thoughts, "And I'm not ready to fall in love, in fact, I don't know what to prepare for falling in love, but there is always a feeling that I am not ready." ”

This state of confusion is something that the other three have not experienced. When Li Xilian discovered her feelings, she quickly accepted it and began to prepare to chase people. Zhang Meimei's surroundings are indispensable for the appearance of Li Xilian, and there are many lily comics, as soon as Li Xilian confessed, she quickly accepted it. Tian Lin rushed back to the mirror and thought about it for three days after discovering that he liked Lin Tian, and after coming out, he decided to chase people, but it should be that her posture of chasing people was wrong, so now she can only sit next to her lover and listen to her talk about the topic of "why they can't be", a little sad.

"Also," Tian Lin was beside him, and Lin Tian wanted to say what was in his heart. Although she doesn't know what the consequences will be, if she continues to bury her feelings in her heart, she will feel that she is too scum. Where Li Xilian and Zhang Meimei couldn't see, she let go of the hand she was holding with Tian Lin.

"I thought she might like me, but I couldn't give an answer. Although I see that you are living happily, and I see that there are many gay people on the Internet who have also received the support of their parents, and they are also very good, I still dare not step into this circle. I don't know if I'm the opposite sex or the same sex I like, but I don't dare to try. ”

"I also thought that if I can't find a boy who likes me and likes me in the future, I will live with her for the rest of my life. The two of them are together, although it is very bland, but it is very comfortable. Because of this thought, I didn't dare to ask her at all, and I didn't dare to tell her what I thought. ”

"If you hadn't talked about this today, I would have continued to hide as if I hadn't found out anything. But I don't want to drag it out, like you said, it doesn't do us any good to keep dragging it out. ”

have known each other since childhood, and most of the time in their world, there is only each other. has been with each other for so many years, and Tian Lin has been reflected in Lin Tian's heart. But no one can say for sure. Lin Tian has always been ignorant about this, and when he saw his classmates today, he couldn't help but say everything in his heart.

Tian Lin's whole person is a little bad, it's not that he hasn't heard similar words, and Lin Tian's response is still in his ears in his dreams. But Lin Tian said these words to other friends, or said them to other friends in front of her, which was completely different.

"But I didn't know what to do, and I thought I would give her a response, don't be an ostrich, but now I'm an ostrich. I think she may not like me, even if the signs are getting more and more obvious, she is still deceiving herself and saying that it may be someone else. ”

As she spoke, Lin Tian cried, and Zhang Meimei didn't sit still to listen, and went to Lin Tian's side and patted her on the back. "It's not your problem, you're still young, it's normal not to know."

As she spoke, her eyes looked at Li Xilian, who was a little weak-hearted. Originally, she had a good dinner, but she asked Lin Tian to talk about her feelings about love, which didn't make people cry. Li Xilian touched her face embarrassedly, she didn't expect Lin Tian to even say what was in her heart.

And Lin Tian's heartfelt words were mainly not about them, but Tian Lin. In front of the person he likes, as long as he gets a little response from her, Tian Lin feels very good. Lin Tian thought he was a scumbag, but Tian Lin didn't feel it at all. Now Lin Tian is still crying because of this, and she doesn't know what to do. When Zhang Meimei comforted Lin Tian, she could only look at Lin Tian at a loss. When Lin Tian wiped away his tears and raised his head, Tian Lin floated out of the box at his fastest speed.