I fell asleep for a long time, and I thought, I may not survive a few years, and fate is so cruel to me, maybe the next time I open my eyes, I don't know when it will be. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ｂｉｑUｇE。 ｉｎｆｏ

I dare to feel the passage of life in my body, just as I open my eyes and feel in vain that I am much older, empty and empty.

Perhaps, I should have died at the time of the Shaoshan Tribulation.

It's my obsession, or the obsession of the phoenix, I don't want to leave in embarrassment, but greed always makes people lose even more, if it weren't for the greed that wanted to live at that time, if it wasn't for the greed for life, how could I end up in such an embarrassing end today, I can't even explain what I am.

From a demon to a human, I selfishly thought that it was just that I had given all my cultivation, and I had made myself believe that everything I did was for Biluo and the child, and I felt that I was great. But in fact, I kept the child, but I harmed Cheng Jing and Jialan, I thought that I tragically used my cultivation in my life to exchange for the birth of that child. Deliberately to reduce the impact of my own demon to human matter, in fact, I don't want to face it, I know, in order to help me realize this wish, not only to her "exhausted", she also has to pay the price for my selfish desires, in order to maintain the rules between sentient beings, the heavenly realm will definitely let the phoenix have an explanation, and the phoenix will be punished for this move.

I hurt the phoenix, but since I became a human, I have not dared to face this fact.

If I had died at that time, if my soul had not returned to my body, perhaps I would not have to face all of this. But I survived, probably by accident, and I only survived to figure out what had happened to me.

"Why are you here?" I finally woke up, because an unusually powerful spiritual force seemed to press my floating soul back into my body, but I opened my eyes in a daze, and first saw a person who would never have been seen here.

Seeing me wake up, Yuan He, who was guarding the side, was ecstatic, he stepped forward, and Jiang Yan stepped aside.

"Why is he here?" But I still refused to give up the doubts just now, stared at Jiang Yan, and asked Yuan He for a solution.

"You've been in a coma for too long, the Imperial Doctor is helpless, I can only ......" Yuan Hyuk didn't continue, he just glanced at Jiang Yan.

I chuckled, looked at Jiang Yan and said, "I didn't expect that it would be you who saved me." ”

Maybe it's because I've been in a coma for a few days, and the imperial doctor who is guarding the dormitory really can't do anything, Wonhyuk is worried that I will die like this, so he found Jiang Yan, but I seem to think of something that is not right, "I seem to feel ...... just now"

"It's a dead knot." Jiang Yan saw that Yuan Hyuk was embarrassed, but replied with a straight face.

Death Knot?! After hearing these three words clearly, my eyes widened sharply and I looked at Won Hyuk in disbelief.

"It was left by Mrs. Cheng." Yuan Hyuk found out that I had misunderstood, so he took the lead in explaining, "When you fell asleep, Mrs. Cheng brought Wei Shu to say goodbye to you, and when she saw your appearance, she gave you the death knot. ”

"Farewell?" I listened to Won Hyuk's words, but I thought about it for a long time before I slowly understood the meaning of his words, "Did Bi Luo leave with Shu'er?" ”

Yuan Hyuk's face was embarrassed, but he hesitated for a while, but he still nodded, "Yes, they have already set off two days ago." ”

Bilo is also gone.

"Mrs. Cheng's maiden home is not particularly far from Mucheng, if you want to see her, wait for you to be better, and when they settle down there, you can ask them to come back to visit you, and you can also visit them." Won Hyuk saw my look of loss, so he comforted me.

"Perhaps." Perhaps, if there is still a chance.

……

Won Hyuk has been very busy lately, but he often hears gossip from the palace people who pass by in the palace. Some people say that the monarch does not stay in the dormitory very much, and even when he returns to the dormitory, he mostly lives in the study. Some people say that Mrs. Li confirmed that she was pregnant, and the monarch was very concerned.

There are even some people who say that Mrs. Zhaohua became jealous and hateful, but seeing that Mrs. Li was pregnant, the monarch gradually favored Mrs. Li but could not do anything and fell ill, Mrs. Zhaohua was seriously ill, I am afraid that she will not live long.

I heard that the palace people in this palace have begun to talk to Mrs. Li.

This reminds me of the former Mrs. Qimo and Mrs. Ruyi.

"How is Mrs. Zhaohua feeling today?" Recently, Jiang Yan has been common, because he tied the death knot to me and saved my life, so he has been coming and going here often lately to visit my condition.

"Wonhyuk is not here today." I asked Xia Zhen to serve him tea, but there was no one around, so I put away my smile.

Now, I don't even bother to cope.

But Jiang Yan didn't care much, he still sensed something from my reaction, "It seems that you think that I came to visit you because the monarch is here." ”

"At that time, Ziyuan died in front of my eyes, and she warned me before she died that you wanted her to kill me." How could I believe that Jiang Yan's courtship to me was sincere, especially after I knew that he had sent Ziyuan to kill me, but this person, I couldn't figure out his intentions, but I would never believe that the person who once wanted to kill me now saved me "sincerely".

When Jiang Yan heard about Ziyuan, the smile on the corner of his mouth was a little bitter, but this feeling passed quickly. "It is true that I once wanted to kill you, but now I have come to visit you not to win the trust of the king." Seeing that I didn't speak, he paused for a moment before saying, "I don't need anyone's trust. ”

I listened to this, looked at him, and thought it was a little funny.

"Since I saved your life, then I can't watch any more accidents happen." Jiang Yan explained the reason why he visited me in the past two days very clearly. It's just that he said to himself, paying attention to my reaction, and after a while, he asked not particularly surely, "Is it because of the palace people in this palace, those gossips let you listen to it." ”

"It doesn't matter what they say." I don't really care about what those people say, but what makes me care is why other people misunderstand me because they care about those words.

The corners of Jiang Yan's mouth rose slightly. "You don't care, someone is competing with you for favor because you don't care about the person who is competing with you for favor, or you don't care about that person competing with you for favor."

"It seems that Xiong Lie has already told you what he saw that day." I'm not surprised why he said that, because when I saw Mrs. Li and Zhao Sheng coming out of the rockery one after another, Xiong Lie was with me that day.

Jiang Yan didn't answer my question, but he didn't mean to continue asking.

Xia Zhen happened to come in with tea at this time, Jiang Yan sat at the table, Xia Zhen brought the teacup to Jiang Yan with both hands, Jiang Yan just took it and put it on the table next to him, Xia Zhen packed up his things again and retreated.

I thought Jiang Yan wouldn't say anything more, but after he watched Xia Zhen leave, he turned his gaze and said. "If the King of Moyang and the monarch end up fighting, you can only help one, who will you help."

"You think too highly of me," I chuckled, "with me dying, and now I am powerless and sickly, how can I choose who to help, I can't help anyone." ”

"But what if you could." Jiang Yan's tone suddenly became cold.

I had to put away the joke and look him in the face. Jiang Yan reminded me of that day, Mrs. Qimo's request.

"After you fainted that night, just in time for the victory of the Moyang King on the front line, the monarch has issued an order to let the Moyang King lead his troops back to the city." When Jiang Yan said this, he interrupted, and it was this moment of interruption that reminded me that I did seem to have heard Yuan He say such a thing at that time, and before I fell asleep, he asked me if I wanted to see Yuan Jue. It can be seen that Jiang Yan told me about this because he had some doubts about Yuan He's purpose of ordering Yuan Jue to bring his troops back to the city, "Two decrees were issued in one day to ask King Moyang to return to the city." But some people say that there are not only these two decrees, but the monarch also privately sent his cronies to bring a secret decree to King Moyang, so let's guess what will be written on this secret decree. ”

"Since it's their frontline and the court, how can it be that I can guess." I don't want to guess according to him, because when I see him, I'm sure he has his own ideas, and I'm afraid that no matter how I guess, I will be swayed by him.

What I want to know more now is that he doesn't seem to be helping Yuan Jue win me over, or helping Yuan He win me over, but he is deliberately provoking my emotions, as if he wants me to go along with that emotion and slander the random one between them behind his back.

Jiang Yan did it on purpose, he seemed to be waiting to see the excitement, but he was not the person who was so lively.

"Last night, King Moyang had already led his army outside the city." He was still talking, as if he were admiring a prey in his hands, but he was not a villain like Cheng Jing. "It's just that the monarch sent several waves of people to negotiate, but the king of Moyang never refused to enter the city. I don't know what the idea of this soldier is coming to the city, and King Moyang is fighting. ”

Jiang Yan's intentions attracted me to pay attention to him seriously.

The smile on the corner of his mouth, the slightly curved eyes, obviously everything is in his calculations, but he is still pretending to be ignorant and teasing everyone.

Phoenix......

That's right, it's Phoenix.

I've been wondering why Jiang Yan's feeling to me is so familiar. He was provocative, and he seemed to be indifferent, just like the feeling of the phoenix. It's all so high, looking down on the world.

But in this way, I can't figure out Jiang Yan's origin, Phoenix is a god, with extraordinary spiritual power, she can destroy a lot in an instant, so she ignores it, she teases the creatures in the world, as if everything is just a casual game, she doesn't care at all about winning or losing, she just enjoys the process. But what about Jiang Yan, who is Jiang Yan, he can't be a god like a phoenix, but his demeanor is the same as a phoenix.

I moved my lips, but I didn't know how to ask the question.

Why Jiang Yan reminds me of Phoenix.

"King Moyang should have known that you were seriously ill before he raised his army to return to the city, but now he is in the city to threaten the king, and he is not in a hurry to come to see you or the last time." Jiang Yan was still hinting at me.

The depth between his eyebrows, those eyes that made people more and more confused, seemed to lead me to believe that Yuan Jue deliberately did not enter the city, he didn't care about my life and death at all, he supported the city, maybe he just wanted to wait for me to die, and wait for Yuan He's time to relax and attack the city.

I tried to refute it, but as soon as I opened my mouth, I coughed twice and couldn't say anything.

Has it come to this time?

"In half a month, Luoxiangshan will be almost completed. In two days, when the wind is lighter, I will accompany you to have a look. Yuan Hyuk came over with the decoction, sat next to him, scooped a spoonful and gently scraped it on the edge of the bowl, then lowered his head and blew carefully. The wind has been strong in the past two days, I went to see it some time ago, and the path up the mountain has been almost repaired, but I always feel that it is still a little different from Shaoshan, so I let Si Jiansi look at the changes again. ”

I saw that he was about to hand over the spoon containing the decoction, and I hurriedly hid back.

"Drink the medicine to get better faster." Won Hyuk said patiently, putting the spoon to my mouth.

I listened to him, quietly leaned over, took a sip, and was so bitter that I retreated. "It's too bitter, I don't want to drink it."

"How can you not drink it, the prescription prescribed by the imperial doctor is for you to nourish your body. You see that your body is so weak now, and you are just getting better, so you don't take medicine, so how can you do it? Won Hyuk was still talking bitterly.

"I don't want to drink it." I hate bitter things, so I hate this medicine. I pushed away the spoon and bowl and tossed back down. "It's only been a few months, has the harem already been built in Luoxiang Mountain? It's so fast. ”

"Because you like it." Yuan Hyuk smiled bitterly and handed the soup bowl to Xia Zhen.

Because I like it, he spent huge financial resources and manpower, day and night, on the original foundation of the entire western half of the harem, bulldozing, piling up soil, and building Xiangshan. I know, because of this incident, the people are mourning, and the palace people are talking about him behind his back.

But at that time, I just wanted a Shaoshan Mountain.

Yuan He turned a deaf ear to the obstruction of the courtiers and the complaints of the people, and he ordered the Si Jiansi in the palace to spend a lot of money to build a Luoxiang Mountain similar to Shaoshan in the palace, and in order to transport the soil from outside the palace to the palace, many people were recruited to work.

I knew that Won Hyuk wanted to give me a mountain forest that he protected.

……

"Sister." Chang Yuan has been looking at me for many days, but it is rare to see him again, he has a bitter face, more tired than me, no matter how he looks like a twenty-year-old boy, but like a thirty or forty-year-old person.

He walked into the dormitory and instinctively looked around.

"Wonhyuk went to the front." I said that he had not come back from the early dynasty until now.

Chang Yuan nodded, not showing much concern, "Sister......"

"Looking at you like this, I feel like I can't live." I made a joke, I knew I had been sick for a long time, and they were all worried. "Why didn't you come to see me a few days ago, is there something busy?"

Only then did Chang Yuan raise his head and say with a solemn face, "Zhao Sheng has an accident. (To be continued.) )