Chapter 7 Painful Memories (1)
One day of the week and the weekend are precious to Lin Bing, and she finally has time to see the outside world on her own. Every weekend, Lin Wei would sit alone on the grass and sing at night with her beloved guitar, and sometimes Li Baer would accompany her, but that time was the beginning of Li Baer's nightlife. Two best friends, but their personalities, family backgrounds, and lifestyles are completely different.
Lin Wei held his old guitar, sat on the grass, and began to audition, the sound of the guitar was very nice and clean, attracting a lot of couples who sat on the grass and played in love. Lin Wei also responded politely to their smiles. The slender fingers began to dance flexibly on the guitar strings, and closed their eyes and sang intently.
Again to this port
Detention without cause
My heart is in a light boat of stripping
Find the lost sandbar
Drifting with the waves of time
I stretched my hands out
Embrace so many ups and downs
I miss you looking at me
I don't have to have you come back
Just when another person looks at the sea
I look back and find that you're not there
Leave me wandering in a roundabout way
I don't have to have you come back
It's just that when the memories are opened again
Blank space other than you
Who else can teach me love
Back to this end, I want to go further
It's just that the more you see the sea and the sky
The more I regret not having you to share my feelings
I don't have to have you come back
Just when another person looks at the sea
I look back and find that you're not there
Leave me wandering in a roundabout way
I don't have to have you come back
It's just that when the memories are opened again
Blank space other than you
Who else can teach me love
I don't have to have you come back
Just when another person looks at the sea
The tired figure is not me
Not the me you want to see
I don't have to have you come back
Just when you walk into the sea of people alone
Dependencies other than you
Who else can teach me to be brave
Blank space other than you
Who else can teach me love
Lin Wei slowly opened his eyes and stared blankly at the lights in the distance. The other girls around were wet in their eyes, and their boyfriends were comforting them, and they were a little moved. Lin Wei turned her head to look at the person standing next to her and listened to her singing, and smiled awkwardly: "I'm sorry, I made you sad." "Lin Jiong's singing voice is different from the sweet or wild of other female singers, her singing voice is very sad and storytelling, and every time she sings, it will always make the listener's nose sour, so she usually doesn't sing at parties, because she thinks it will sweep everyone's sex." Do you have a boyfriend? A girl snuggled into her boyfriend's arms and looked at Lin Wei curiously. I'm still single. "You're so beautiful, you can sing and play the piano, and you're single?" The girl was a little surprised: "How long has it been since I was in love." Lin Wei frowned, but replied politely: "It's been a while." The girl's mouth was a little unrestrained: "Your singing voice is so sad, someone must have hurt you before!" Actually, it's okay, you think. The girl was pinched by her boyfriend and was silenced, and looked at Lin Bing with some apologies: "I'm sorry, I didn't mean to." Lin Wei waved his hand, stood up with his support on the ground, and turned to leave with his guitar on his back. Sitting on the bus, Lin Wei sat in the last row, leaning against the window, looking at the night scene along the road outside expressionlessly. "Second brother! Will you always be with me? Can we go to school together like this every day? The ten-year-old girl took a boy's hand and walked as she went, with a sweet smile on her lips. The thirteen-year-old boy leaned over and pinched the girl's little red face, and smiled gently: "Yes, I will pick you up from school every day and wait for you to get out of school." The memories of that year came to her like a tide, that is, at the end of that year, Xiao Lin was molested by the beggar at the entrance of the alley, which made Xiao Lin Wei completely change a person and made her suffer from a slight autism, Xiao Lin Ji no one blamed, but that night in the hospital, she saw Qin Zhibei cry for the first time. The next day, I saw the beaten and dying Qin Zhibie lying on the hospital bed, with tubes stuck all over his body. Xiao Lin Wei leaned on the window and looked at the second brother who was lying motionless on the bed, his beautiful big eyes were a little red, and he looked up at his father: "Dad, what's wrong with the second brother, why don't you move." "Good boy, second brother is just asleep." It wasn't until Xiao Lin Zhi was twelve years old that he knew that Qin Zhibei went to the beggar for revenge the next day, but he was beaten half to death, Lin Jiong cried all night. Qin Zhibie's injury also brought the relationship between the two families to an impasse, but Qin Zhibie has always insisted on going to Lin Jiong and being with Lin Jiong every day. In his junior year of high school, Qin Zhibei rented a 50-square-meter house with the money he saved from his part-time job and the money he borrowed from his parents. At that time, Lin Jiong, who had entered high school, gradually understood that her feelings for Qin Zhibie were not family affection, and she thought that Qin Zhibie in the third year of high school was not family affection for herself, so she never said that she liked him. But they held hands and embraced, making Lin Bing think that this was a couple. Although living in the same house, it has always been sleeping separately. Knowing that Lin Zhibei was a sophomore in high school, Qin Zhibie was admitted to G University as he wished, and when the two went out to the street, they met Qin Zhibie's classmates, and Qin Zhibie introduced Lin Bing and said: This is my sister.
Sister, it turns out that she has always been a sister in his heart. Younger sister. "Sister." Lin Wei sat in the car, stared out the window blankly, and sneered: "It turned out to be just my sister." ”