That night, the two of us kept talking back and forth and drank half a case of beer, Wei Yiyun was a little drunk, and the restaurant owner urged us to leave and close the business. Wei Yiyun was a little unconscious, kept shouting "Ah Duo Ah Duo" in his mouth, and cried on the table like a nervous person. The restaurant is upstairs is a guest house, I opened a room to help Wei Yiyun into the room to lie down, think about the three roots in the middle of the night back to the dormitory aunt must have locked the door, I slept on the floor by myself, this guy snored like thunder after a while, I was so noisy that I couldn't sleep, so I went downstairs and ran to the Internet café, opened Baidu, and searched for "Ghana":

"Ghana is a country in West Africa, located in West Africa, on the northern shore of the Gulf of Guinea, bordered by Côte d'Ivoire to the west, Burkina Faso to the north, Togo to the east, and the Atlantic Ocean to the south, with a coastline of about 562 kilometers. The terrain is long from north to south and narrow from east to west. Most of the territory is plain, with the Akwapim Mountains in the east, the Kwahu Plateau in the south, and the Gambagaya Cliffs in the north. The highest peak, Mount Jebobo, is 876 meters above sea level. Among the West African countries, Ghana has a more developed economy and is mainly agricultural. Gold, cocoa and timber are the three traditional exports of the Canadian economy, also known as the "Gold Coast". ”

Although Wei Yiyun said that my blood is boiling, after all, I still have a little doubt about the real situation he said, where is Africa, in my original impression that the environment over there is a big desert, the people over there are dark skin with color on their faces, with a spear in their hands, and the houses over there are all thatched houses, and there is a bonfire in the middle of the house, and the people over there dance around the bonfire at night, this is the impression of Africa that I can imagine from my mind. I searched the information on the Internet, and I did see photos of Guangxi people digging for gold there, as well as articles about gold digging. I clicked on it one by one, and saw that there were many reports that were very negative, one article analyzed that the gold digging in Ghana was a pyramid scheme similar to a Ponzi scheme, and there was also an article saying that a mosquito-led disease in Ghana was very bad and killed many people, and there was also an article saying that gold digging there often encountered robberies. Of course, there are many articles about Shanglin people going there to dig gold and make money, but I have been affected by those negative influences. People are like this sometimes, the more they think about it, the more they worry; The more you worry, the more you care; The more you care, the most negative impression you will have; It's like a white piece of paper with a black dot on it, and often the attention is focused on that black dot and most of the white paper is ignored.

After browsing the web for more than an hour, I also walked back to the guest house a little drowsy, and when I entered the room, I found that Wei Yiyun was gone, and I thought that maybe he woke up and went back, and I didn't think much about it, and I fell asleep without taking off my clothes on the bed. The next morning, I left the room and went back to school, according to the dormitory number he told me, I went to Wei Yiyun, his roommate said that he had not come back last night, so I searched for three days in a row, and the people in his dormitory said that he had not come back, and this guy seemed to have disappeared suddenly. In the past three days, I searched for some Chinese people in Ghana in the QQ group, and applied to join the three largest of them, I asked for gold digging in these three Ghana groups, and many of the Q friends in the group gave feedback that was relatively negative, saying that gold mining is illegal and the government wants to crack down; It is also said that digging gold is not profitable at all, and it is to pull the back investment to fill the hole for the loss of the previous investment; In short, most of what the group says is negative, and in summary: gold digging is unreliable. Many of the people who answered my questions were employees who were dispatched from the company, and some of them were selling logistics services, air ticket services, etc., and it is possible that none of these agents who are active in the group are located in Ghana.

During the consultation with the Ghana group, there was a female QQ number to add me, her nickname is "I am cute", she is more enthusiastic, seriously told me that gold digging in Ghana does make money, but at the same time the risk is also very large, she said that she has contacted a lot of gold digging bosses or gold diggers in Ghana, and she understands the situation more real than others. She also asked me if I was investing or working, and I said that I would work first and then look at the back. She told me to work part-time, and asked me to ask me which province and town my boss mine is in, and whose excavator I bought, and she can help me verify the authenticity, she seems to have understood my inner worries, and comforted me that Africa is a very different place, and I can't say that Africa is very good, but it can't be said that Africa is bad, each has its own bad, but it is very suitable for young people.

Later, I wanted to find this Wei Yiyun and ask him which province the boss bought the mine from, and whose house he was digging gold from, but unfortunately this guy couldn't find it for three days and didn't know where he went. On the fourth day, I received an interview call, which is a company that I value more, Carrefour company's fresh food department purchasing specialist, I submitted a resume a month ago, so long I have not been valued by them by default, I did not expect to arrange my interview, my heart aroused a little excitement, maybe friends looking for a job will feel the same, that is, when you submit a lot of resumes, even a phone call can not be received, it is very depressing, and if there is a call to you to interview, the heart is still full of excitement and expectations.

After receiving this interview call, my mind has completely forgotten about the gold digging thing, I prepared according to the interview skills mentioned in the usual conversation of my roommates in the dormitory, first of all, the Carrefour company background, Carrefour history, and what things are involved in the fresh department, and then go back to the recruitment website to see the ability and qualifications of the position, and prepare a self-introduction, the position requires to be able to travel in the rural areas of Jiangsu, Zhejiang and Shanghai, and be familiar with the knowledge of vegetables and fruits, then I am ready to add a paragraph to the introduction, "I can endure hardships and have strong adaptability, Be able to travel and work overtime and other company requirements, and have a certain basic understanding of vegetables and fruits." In fact, now that I think about it, people looking for jobs like me are really "cheap", I mean my state at that time, in order to ask for a position, it was simply hypocritical and shameless, so I almost said, "Please hire me, I will do whatever you ask me to do".

The interview went, the front desk was a beautiful lady to fill out the form, and then let me sit in a row of seats next to me and wait, while waiting, I saw a familiar figure through the translucent glass of the conference room, in the conference room sat a young girl, wearing a white-collar suit, with short and lean hair, a shrewd and capable look, that was clearly the one I had a crush on. She's also here for an interview.,I muttered all kinds of possibilities in my heart.,I also speculated about the YY plot I envisioned.,She and I were both admitted to Carrefour.,Become colleagues who often travel together.,Over time, I fell in love.,And then ...... I can't help but blush when I think about it, and my life suddenly starts to shine again.

Still in a stupid fantasy, the front desk lady called me, she took me into the conference room, I followed in, the front desk handed her the form I filled out and my resume, I didn't guess that she was the person who interviewed me, she looked up and saw that I was embarrassed and hesitated for a few seconds, but immediately said competently, "Zhang Xiaosheng, it's you, please take a seat." I was so stupid that I didn't know what to say, and I actually came up with a sentence of "Hello leader!" The front desk lady took the door and left the conference room.

She was amused by my words and smiled slightly, I suddenly felt that her crush I had a crush on was really beautiful, and we still had fate, just like a TV series, God arranged for us to be colleagues together. She said, "I also just joined Carrefour, and now I am the assistant purchasing manager of the fresh food department, and I will be screened by me to enter the next round of purchasing manager interviews according to the company's process", because I saw people I knew and admired, I relaxed and said, "That's great, it's really great if we work together." But then her words completely lowered my heart to the freezing point.

She said, "Zhang Xiaosheng, I saw the love letter you wrote to me last year, do you know why I didn't reply to you?" I'm afraid I'll hurt you by telling the truth. If you don't mind, I, as an interviewer today, will tell you directly that as this procurement specialist, you are not qualified for this job at all, first, because you are from Shanghai, you can't endure hardship, this job needs to go to the countryside or even farmland to deal with farmers; Second, your academic performance is so poor, in the resume I received, the first few who were eliminated by me are much better than you, you see the procurement in this form, you don't know what it means to procurement, and the personnel department doesn't know how to select you in; Thirdly, if you look at what you are wearing today, a T-shirt and jeans are not at all the dress of a professional employee; Fourth, procurement requires a high level of emotional intelligence, obviously you didn't, when you wrote me a love letter, I didn't reply to you as a girl, and you never took the initiative to communicate with me, which shows that your character is very cowardly and afraid of failure, do you admit it? I made it clear to you today, in fact, it is good for you, I said directly, whether you are looking for a boyfriend or a subordinate, you are not qualified, you go back first, I hope you change and find a person and a job that suits you. “

I didn't expect such a remark, I stood up, there was an urge to get underground, pushed open the door, the front desk lady smiled at me, but I was embarrassed, pretending to be calm out of Carrefour, my mind was like a movie replaying my past life, and the idea of dying in the past was also born in an instant, I took a taxi directly to the Huangpu River, sat on the railing and watched the river where the boats came and went, but I was not too sad, nor did I think too much, just calmly repeated what she just said to me, "Actually, you're right, I'm not worthy of you," I said to myself. Suddenly tears welled up from my eyes, but I didn't cry, I stood up and shouted, "Zhang Xiaosheng, you are really useless!" ”

I climbed onto the railing by the river.