The first time Pei Nan saw Lin Tian was in the real room. At that time, all the members of their research group were working on a project, and there was a key point, and everyone had put forward more than a dozen ideas, but there was always a little missing. Pei Nan, who came to the real yàn room for the first time, was also named and asked to talk about his thoughts. He could only say a few words, and he didn't know what to do anymore.

Lin Tian, who was sitting next to Pei Nan, gave the future junior brother a smile and expanded his words into a complete sentence, and the tutor thought that this was also a way of thinking, so he named Lin Tian and Pei Nan to try. When he first came to the real yàn room, Pei Nan was glad that he didn't leave a bad impression on everyone. For Lin Tian, who relieved himself, he had a great good impression.

He is not good at words, so he can only hide this good feeling in his heart. I didn't even have the courage to ask Lin Tian if he had a boyfriend. Judging from the usual observations, Lin Tian has always been alone, but he looks at his mobile phone more often, and there is a possibility of a long-distance relationship. It's not usually that no one asks, but in the face of everyone's eyes, Lin Tian can always find a place to divert from the topic.

Pei Nan was entangled, the project was completed, and after that, they didn't do the same real yàn together, although they were still in the same real yàn room, but the intersection was much less. Pei Nan hid and hid the words in his heart, but he still didn't say it.

What if she hates me after saying it this time? What if I fail? What if I was promised? ……

There are countless thoughts in my heart, but I can't put them into words. I think about too many things, and every time I open my mouth, I have to think about it for a long time, and in the end it becomes a pure academic discussion. When the group gathers, Pei Nan will drink several glasses, hoping that he will have the courage to confess after he is drunk, but he has been drunk countless times, and the result is that he sleeps dead in the box. He didn't even shout the word Lin Tian.

When he came to his senses, he thought he needed to think of a complete plan. At the very least, plan a confession that people can't refuse, and then come up with various countermeasures. The words on the white paper were written and painted, and the candles bought became Halloween decorations. Pei Nan was still thinking about the possibility of himself and Lin Tian.

He just thought about it until Lin Tian graduated, and his mouth opened and closed, but his vocal cords still didn't vibrate. Knowing that she was going to go to the United States, knowing that she was going to study for five years or more. Pei Nan felt that that sentence could no longer be sent.

If he said it now, then the result was already doomed, and it was impossible for Lin Tian, who was going to leave the flower country, to agree to him. Even in order to stop his thoughts, he will say heavy words. If you bury this idea in your heart, at least it won't bother Lin Tian. With such thoughts, Pei Nan continued to devote himself to reality, and when he thought about formulas and ideas, he would never think of that person again.

This journey lasted until Pei Nan graduated, and his tutor came to him to talk about the future cordially, and Pei Nan stayed at A University and continued to study for a doctorate. After graduating, I stayed on and became a teacher. Research became the focus of his life, from 8 a.m. to 10 p.m., from Monday to Sunday. As long as there are no other arrangements, Pei Nan will stay in the real room.

This situation lasted until Lin Tian appeared in front of him again. When the new teacher entered the living room group, Pei Nanci's own breathing was about to stop. It's been seven years since we last met. But Pei Nan found that the original love did not dissipate because of the passage of time, and they burned again the moment Lin Tian appeared.

Lin Tian is still unmarried on her resume, and she is nearly thirty years old. Why can't you do it yourself? If Lin Tian wants to get married, isn't it the best choice to find one in a college? And compared with those people, he thinks he still has an advantage.

It's just that Pei Nan didn't expect it at all, and he still failed. Seven years ago, when he saw Lin Tian, he could only talk eloquently about academic issues, and he couldn't say a word else. Pei Nan, who has been teaching students for two years and thinks that everything in the classroom can be handled very well and that the tricky problems of students can be solved perfectly, still can't say anything unrelated to academics in front of Lin Tian.

At the age of thirty, he is still like a seventeen or eighteen-year-old boy who has just fallen in love, he can't say a word in the face of the woman he likes, and he feels offended when he makes a slight move, and in the end he can only run away.

And Lin Tian didn't have any thoughts about this former junior brother and current colleague. Every time I speak, it's a standard academic question, and the usual dinner parties are declining, but I never talk to other male colleagues alone. In any case, she is Tian Lin's lover, how can she have misleading contact with other people.

Pei Nan can also see that she doesn't have any thoughts about herself, just an ordinary colleague. Maybe they will be like the one in the research institute next door, because they are older and their colleagues are more familiar, because they can't accept their parents' urging to marry, and finally decide to get married. But this qiē is all built on the fact that Lin Tian has no lover.