"Xiaotang, come and see Shen Yuecheng, he has been crazy in the past two days, he doesn't go to class, doesn't assess activities, and smokes and drinks. Two days ago, I actually drank alcohol to class. Did you two quarrel? ”

As soon as the phone was connected, I heard He Wei say a series of words that shocked me in a soft and glutinous voice. But I still said in a cold tone:

"I've broken up with him, so don't look for me anymore about him." After saying that, I hung up the phone regardless of He Wei's anxious shouting.

Why not take good care of yourself? I stood on the balcony of my dorm room looking into the distance, my fingers unconsciously clasped to the window.

I looked at the gray sky with a blank look at it, and unconsciously left tears. I wiped away my tears, and in the fog, I saw the gray clouds in the sky, turning into the appearance of Shen Yue City. I saw him staring at me with hatred in his melancholy expression.

I couldn't help but take a step back, Shen Yuecheng wouldn't look at me like this. Absolutely not, I staggered back to the house.

In the afternoon, Qiao Wei called again, thinking that He Wei must have told her. I used the same reason to restore her, but she came back to the dorm again.

"Why is your face so bad," she said as soon as she arrived at the dormitory to put down her bag, and came over to look at me worriedly around my back.

"It's fine." I forced a smile at her and shook my head.

"What the hell happened to you and Shen Yuecheng, they're both half-dead."

"We broke up."

Both of them are in such pain. What kind of hands do you have? Jovien raised her eyebrows in confusion, looking incredulous.

"Anyway, we can't be together, as for the reason, I really don't want to say, don't ask." I looked at her with a begging look.

Jovien sighed, "Well, everyone has secrets they can't tell, and I won't ask you. I just hope you don't regret it. ”

"Thanks, I know." I smiled at her gratefully.

"Let's go out for a walk, it's so uncomfortable to be stuffy like this." Jovien patted me on the shoulder.

"Okay."

Walked around the school with Jovian and talked about innocuous topics. I felt a little lighter, at least I didn't think about Shen Yuecheng.

But when I returned to the dormitory, I was quiet. Shen Yuecheng's face was spinning in his mind again, lingering, and he couldn't get rid of it.

I couldn't breathe so much that I went to the balcony to blow the wind.

It was already dark, and only the moon, half of which was obscured by dark clouds, revealed a bleak light.

The aisle between the grasses, no one walks. The wooden chairs were also unattended, and only a few stray cats played around casually. A few magnolia trees, exuding a rich fragrance.

I looked at the scenery aimlessly, and when I retracted my gaze, I saw a familiar figure under a magnolia tree.

Shen Yuecheng was wearing the white shirt of the past, but it was not as neat as before, and the snow-white shirt became crumpled. He had a pale face and a faint blue circle under his eyes. There is also a bit of stubble around his mouth, which makes his whole person look vicissitudes and decadence.

He was also holding a bouquet of pure white gardenias in his hand. When he saw me, his eyes lit up visibly.

"Xiaotang." Shen Yuecheng looked up at me with joy on his face.

"What are you doing here?" I said coldly.

"I want to see you."

If you look closely, there is still a faint red on his cheeks, and his expression is a little dull. He drank.

"I don't want to see you."

"Xiaotang, you come down. I bought flowers for you, you see, it's beautiful. He ignored my words and showed me the flowers in his hand like a treasure.

My whole body trembled as if I had been pricked by a needle. Is it because he is drunk that Shen Yuecheng will become like this? Like a child.

"I don't like gardenias, I like roses. So you go quickly. ”

"You like roses, I'm sorry, I'll buy roses next time." He wondered. He stubbornly said, "I'm not leaving." ”

"You can go or not." I turned around and went back to my dorm room, not looking at him.

"Xiaotang." He let out a low cry. I pretended not to hear.

I put headphones on my head in the dorm room and turned the volume down very high. Don't think about him.

It's just that it's raining outside. And the rain is getting heavier.

He should go. Half an hour later, I walked to the balcony. But I saw that he was still standing there, his eyes looking at the windowsill, and his clothes were already wet.

I didn't say a word in my heart, and went back.

After waiting for two hours, I couldn't help but come out again. He remained the same as before, standing there straight.

"Don't you understand people? I don't want to see you, what are you doing here. ”

"Xiaotang, from beginning to end, I don't believe you don't like me." Perhaps it was the rain, but his eyes regained clarity and sobered up.

"How many times do you want me to say it, I don't like you anymore, get out of here, don't upset me when you look at it."

"I won't go, if you don't come down, I'll wait for you until you see me. If you don't come to see me before tomorrow, I really believe you don't like me. His eyes were filled with a desperate determination.

The rain has been raining and has no tendency to stop. I looked at his blue lips, and my heart ached beyond measure.

I leaned feebly against the door, and after tonight we might never see each other again. The thought of him looking at me with indifferent eyes made me breathless with sadness.

There are so many sad stories in this world, but I didn't expect that we would become a couple of them.

It rained all night, and he was drenched all night, during which I almost rushed down to hug and kiss him in the rain. But a phone call from Shen Dusen made me sober up immediately. I can't afford to fall short, and I don't want to go through this pain again.

When he passed out, I called He Wei to take him away. When I saw his pale face, my heart throbbed.

I don't know what kind of mood he was waiting for me in the cold rain, and what kind of despair he had.

All I know is that this time, we really said goodbye.

Later, I heard that he had a high fever of 40 degrees. He was still calling my name in his sleep. He Wei said angrily that my heart is like a snake and scorpion, Shen Yuecheng because I burned like this, but I didn't care. Even if they break up, there will be no love in the past at all?

In fact, I went to see him sneaking a sneak peek at him and seeing him curled up in the hospital room, fragile and unbearable. But I just watched from afar, and I couldn't do anything.

After that, I never saw him again. I heard that he dropped out of school. I went crazy looking for him, but there was no trace of him.

Then, I took a leave of absence from school to give birth to Shen Dusen as agreed.

“……”

I thought that the story between me and Shen Yuecheng would just dissipate with the wind. Maybe in a few years, I'll show my kids a picture of him and say that I used to love this man dearly.

It's just that I didn't expect that after five years, Shen Yuecheng would appear in front of me again.

At that time, I was already married to another woman, and he was no longer Shen Yuecheng, who had nothing back then.