Chapter 118: A Thousand Miles Lost

"Didn't see anything? Even if it's just a little bit? "Yuan Jue tried to inspire me to think of something.

I thought about it, but still shook my head, "No, nothing." It was like he was deliberately avoiding me, I heard his voice, he urged me to go back, and then, he really, on purpose. ”

"You say, Cheng Jing is deliberately avoiding you?" Yuan Jue also fell into deep thought, it seems that he really can't figure out what Cheng Jing's purpose is, just like what I felt in my dream at the time.

"Yes." I'm sure, "When I first entered the dream, it was pitch black, but I heard Cheng Jing's voice, and he first sighed, as if to remind me, and then, I called him several times, and he finally spoke, but asked me to go back." Even if I said that I was here to save him, he seemed to be deliberately avoiding me, although he said that he had accepted his fate or something, but I could clearly feel that he was not trapped in a dream, but in a dream, he was very free. Moreover, it seems that he did not intend to come out from the beginning, and it does not seem like he was afraid, by the way, he also asked me to bring some words to Mrs. Biluo, asking her not to delay her life because of herself. ”

"Ni Yin," Yuan Jue called me, "you didn't see that person in your dreams, did you?" How can you be sure that the person you're talking to is Cheng Jing? Perhaps, someone else pretended? ”

Someone else pretended? That's right, it's also possible, after all, I've never seen the person in the dream, and I'm not sure ...... "No, that's Cheng Jinggongzi, his tone. His reaction when he mentioned Jialan, I think, he is Cheng Jing's son. ”

I don't understand why I'm so sure, but I really feel that the person talking to me in my dream is undoubtedly Cheng Jing. However, when mentioning Jialan, what did his complicated tone mean?

Unless Jialan has something else to hide from me.

I haven't seen her for more than 50 years, so why do I suddenly feel that Jialan has become very strange? It seemed to become, and it was very different from before. What the hell has she been through. It will make her have such a big change, why can she hide so many secrets in her heart?

Is this qiē all related to Cheng Jing?

"Madame......" Madame Biluo had already walked to the door, when I was still in a daze just now. It has already been noticed. She stood there. She listened silently, and then after a moment of silence on our side, she regained her spirits. He knocked lightly twice on the door that was already open, and then stood there and shouted softly.

I knew she was coming, and I noticed that she had been standing in the doorway for a long time, but when she called out the lady, it still took me a moment to react, she was calling me.

is still a little uncomfortable, not to mention that in front of Yuan Jue in front of him, he feels very awkward at this time. "Lady Biluo, why are you here?"

"It's just that I want to know some of my husband's illness as soon as possible, so I took the liberty to bother, and it didn't hinder you." Madame Biluo's eyes swept back and forth between us, and if it weren't for her extra cautious expression at the moment, I would have thought that she was making fun of us.

I glanced at Yuan Jue in embarrassment, but he lowered his head as if he hadn't heard what he had just said.

In my heart, the accident was a little uncomfortable, and for some reason, I became very lost. Maybe I wanted him to hear it, maybe I was expecting him to react, but he was overwhelmed by what he did.

"By the way, this son, someone from the front hall said they were looking for you. Do you need to check it out? "Madame Biluo didn't know if she noticed the inexplicable awkward atmosphere between us, but she said casually as if she had suddenly thought of it.

Yuan Jue listened, and there was a very short moment as if he was hesitating. Then he looked at me, and I deliberately tilted my head to the side, pretending not to see it, and I wanted to be angry. I thought he would say anything to me, at least a few words, but he didn't, he just lifted the hem of his long shirt and responded with some politeness, "Okay, then I'll take a look." I also have to trouble Mrs. to take care of Niyin. ”

"It's okay, don't worry, Childe." Lady Biluo smiled shallowly.

I saw Yuan Jue out of the room with my spare eyes, I was a little surprised, he didn't say a word to me, and at the same time a little frustrated, what happened to him? Before I fell unconscious, he was fine, why did he suddenly change into a person?

"Did you quarrel?" After seeing Yuan Jue go out, Mrs. Biluo came over and sat next to me.

Quarrel? Where there is a quarrel! After waking up today, I didn't say a few words, where is there time to quarrel, but I suddenly feel that a qiē is unfamiliar, and the qiē around me has changed, I don't even know, if something happened when I passed out!

But Mrs. Biluo did not ask. "If you really care about him, you shouldn't be petty."

"What?" What is she talking about?

"At first, I thought that it would not change around me, but it will slowly change over time. No matter how good the person is to you, one day he will leave you, there are no rules, but they all want to find a better one and like it more. Lady Biluo said with some emotion, as if she had empathized with the words. Now you are young and beautiful, and if he cares about you and plays tricks with him, he will coax you. But slowly, you will also grow old, no longer young, no longer pretty...... Perhaps, even if you are still young and beautiful, he may meet someone younger and more beautiful than you, because that person is better tempered and well-behaved than you, so slowly, no matter how good you know yourself, he doesn't want it anymore. While he's still concerned, don't leave too many bad impressions. ”

"You...... What's wrong? I listened to her as if she was talking about me, but slowly, slowly, and not as if she was not talking about me, and that sentence by sentence made her own eyes fill with tears.

"You're not his wife, are you?" Lady Biluo suddenly asked.

I was speechless for a moment, not knowing how to answer.

"The way you look at him is like me before." She seemed to be smiling and not smiling, not in a hurry to dismantle me. Just said so lightly.

Jialan and Biluo, who loves Cheng Jing more?

"Is there a way to get him back?" She looked up at me.

I wanted to tell her directly, but now I can't help it, but when I see the way she looks at me, I can't say a word. I can't describe that look, but at that moment, what I saw was a woman with a dead heart. "There may be a way, but I need to think again. Because even now he is in his dream again. It's still pitch black, and if you can't see anything, it's a waste of effort, and it's not good for him. ”

"That. Is there any other way? She asked again.

I couldn't bear to say no. Think back carefully to the time when I was in Shaoshan. Every word they have ever said, every skill they have taught me. Come to think of it, there must be a way. "By the way, I seem to have heard that if you go into another dream to find someone who is very close to the dream host, there is also a way to see that person."

"Then ......" she suddenly wanted to say something, but before she could finish speaking, she fell silent.

I guess she may want to talk about Jialan, and the reason for her silence is probably that she doesn't want to say it in person, Cheng Jing's closest person is Jialan, and in her selfish heart, she is not willing to accept Jialan.

"I wonder if I can find him through my dreams?" She asked quietly.

By her dreams?!

"I think it's okay, after all, you and Cheng Jing have been very close since childhood, aren't they? It shouldn't be difficult to find him through your dreams. However, as I said earlier, it will hurt you to let me enter your dreams. I really don't want to see her do this, "By the way, I entered the dream of Cheng Jing Gongzi before, I talked to him, he has something to bring to you, he hopes you don't ...... because of him"

"No need." She interrupted me suddenly. "Let's wait for him to come back, at that time, he is willing to want me, not me, I will never force him, and I will no longer hinder him from being with Jialan."

"Why?" Since she hopes to use herself as a guide to get Cheng Jing back, why does she seem to want to let go? Isn't it just to be with him if you want to get Cheng Jing back? This Mrs. Biluo, she ......

She seemed to see through my question, but she just lowered her head and smiled lightly, before she thought of something, and asked again, "I don't know if this will hurt you?" ”

I shook my head, meaning to sue her, I don't matter.

She nodded, relieved.

"The method you are talking about, I have heard, is to enter the dream through a person who is the introduction, and then use one essence to find another essence. But the consequences of doing so are too dangerous. "It's rare for us to sit down and talk about how to help Cheng Jing recover from his dreams next, after listening to what I said, Master Gong Hui was the first to stand up and object.

"At this point, she has already sued me just now, and I have no problem. If you can save your husband, even if it's dangerous, you have to try it, unless there is another way. "Mrs. Biluo is very decisive, she has already made up her mind, and it is not Gong Hui's opposition that can make her change her mind.

Even if Master Gong Hui heard that Mrs. Biluo was so opposed, he was unmoved, but just looked at me through everyone. "Little girl, do you dare to do this, don't you want to do it?"

When Mrs. Biluo heard this, her tough attitude suddenly softened, and she looked at me with some astonishment.

"It's okay for me. I have a very deep Taoism, you can't see it as a master," I hurriedly waved my hand, signaling to everyone that this was actually nothing, but despite this, I still couldn't hide it, and the more I waved my hand, the more embarrassed it became, "Really, I said that I don't matter, you care about what you do so much, just believe me, I will definitely be able to bring Cheng Jing back safely." ”

"Nope." Master Gong Hui still refused.

"But now apart from this, there is no other way to see clearly what is going on in Cheng Jing's dream." We can't just keep doing this.

"If you want to take risks, you should also tell that son. If you have something wrong, how shall I explain it to him? "Lady Biro seems to be a little tempted to give up.

"He's not my husband." I say. "We have nothing to do with each other."

When I said this, I felt very sad in my heart, and I obviously hoped that it had something to do with it, but I could only say that it didn't matter. For Yuan Jue, I am just a goblin he mistook for a phoenix, and when the real phoenix comes back, no matter how unwilling I am, I will return to Shaoshan, and the phoenix will not allow me to have contact with people in the world.

Even if you can give up the phoenix, but if one day, Yuan Jue knows that I am not a phoenix, but a sycamore tree spirit with no cultivation, what will happen to him? Also, is it really my delusion that he is so cold to me all of a sudden? Or is there some unexpected circumstance?

Yuan Jue, what's wrong with him?

What's wrong with this world?

Am I really unable to learn to be a human being? I think this world is so strange, obviously the strangest person should be me. For this mortal world that belongs only to human beings, I am the strangest one, and I have stumbled in.

I always say, when the phoenix comes back, I will return to Shaoshan.

It's not like I'm lying to myself.

Seeing Jialan and Cheng Jing in love, am I really not envious at all? No, I'm envious, even though they're different, but it's good to come together because they care about each other.

But Cheng Jing, probably never like this. For Cheng Jing, inheriting his father's Yiqiē is his biggest dream, isn't it?

Jialan's current fate should have been the final fate of the goblin falling in love.

Why would I still wish, even if punished, even if ...... I still want to be with him regardless of Qiē.

"Didn't you say that? I just went to the front hall to see a person who came to look for us, why aren't you here for a moment, you're losing your temper again. ”

It was Yuan Jue's voice.

I hurriedly turned my head to see that it was Yuan Jue, and he was standing there.

Dressed in white.

He's coming, he's coming back to me.

In my heart, it is like the most beautiful April, blooming all over the sycamores.

"I've only been walking away for a while, are you in trouble again?" Yuan Jue walked over step by step.

I was stupid for a moment, just when he walked over step by step, the breeze was blowing, the clothes were fluttering, the white figure gradually came, the jade crown tied his hair, he walked step by step, step by step into my heart.

In fact, what's not to do if you stay?

If I can also be a simple person like them, it seems that there is nothing wrong with it.

"I told them just now, you are not my husband." I said with a smile.

Yuan Jue had already walked to my side, leaned over, and touched my head with some pampering, "Yes or no, you know me." Why bother explaining it to others, so that outsiders don't understand the situation and are embarrassed. ”

"But, what exactly is a husband?" I asked inexplicably, it seems that the one who has been together all the time is the husband, right?

Yuan Jue's right eyebrow suddenly raised slightly, looked at the other people in the seat, and sat next to me with a mysterious smile, "This, I'll tell you later." Now, let's talk about Cheng Jing's son first, what are you going to do next? ”

"This ......" I suddenly didn't know how to sue him. (To be continued.) )