Chapter 184: I don't have peace of mind
Relieved of his worries, he simply asked knowingly! Knowingly asked, and asked so thoughtfully...... It's shameless!
Although he wanted to open his mouth to scold, Xie Wei couldn't help it, glancing at him as if he was smiling or angry, and replied very seriously: "Zimo Ziyun, 'I have no peace of mind, I have no peace of mind'." ”
It's not that she doesn't have a comfortable and stable place to live, but she doesn't have a stable heart!
This time it was Jing Xuan's turn to answer, her sentence was really from "Mozi", and it was also the first "Relatives" in "Mozi", even if there was no in-depth study of Mohist thought, but anyone who knew a little should have seen this sentence.
Although in the original book, this sentence is followed by a sentence "I am not without wealth, I am not enough", which means that people's hearts are greedy and never satisfied, so these two sentences are said together, which means that a gentleman should be strict with himself and correct his heart; can be said from the mouth of Xie Wu, it is clear that this is the meaning - her living here is well taken care of, but her heart is not tied to Jing Xuan, so she doesn't want to stay here, and she wants to leave.
A trace of disappointment flashed in Jing Xuan's eyes, she was expressing it euphemistically, she still had no feelings for herself.
Where is her heart tied? Is it the healer named Shen? I have to say that the glimpse of that cold and snowy night still surprised him when he thinks back to this day, the young man's undisguised face is not stained with vulgarity, he is dressed in white clothes, and his bearing is detached, as if he is shining in the cold moon, and like a fairy, which is really embarrassing.
If Xie Wu really devoted himself to medical Shen, Jing Xuan felt that there was nothing to be jealous of, but the problem was that Xie Wu clearly and intimately called his brother, this girl was a Zhao person, and she was the most courteous, how could she like her brother?!
"The night is as cold as water, and the mound doesn't want to sleep peacefully?" Xie Wei sighed lowly, looking at the dark mountains in the distance, the faint silhouette winding and undulating. It stretches all the way to the horizon without end.
A little annoyed, he twisted his thin eyebrows, and his little hands slid uneasily over the railing.
Jing Xuan doesn't stay with her on weekdays, but whenever she comes, she can't help but pull her to make love. But she is still young and in poor health, so she can't stand his unsympathetic tossing, and she is miserable every time. Fortunately, there are many concubines and maidservants in Jiuzhi, and they only look forward to some time. Jing Xuan's freshness towards her has passed, and she can live a peaceful life.
"Do you want to worry about it?" Jing Xuan held her shoulders, saw that she didn't move, his hands reached into the cloak inch by inch, held Xie Wei's slender waist, picked her up, locked her eyes, and pasted a stick on her cheek, "Still angry?" ”
Xie Wei pursed his lips and did not squeak, and he did not struggle when he was carried off the ground. Live like a joyless and angry wooden armor man.
"Give the fox back to you." Jing Xuan smiled and scratched the tip of her small nose, carefully lowered her back to the ground, grabbed her wrist, and pulled her into the dark room.
Relieved his worries all the way silently, and finally couldn't help coughing lowly, "Worry calls people to prepare water......
"Water?" Jing Xuan turned his head with interest, found her eyes that flickered from time to time in the dark, shook her little hand and gently lifted it, dragged the person into his arms and hugged her tightly, "I fell asleep." No hassle. ”
"......" relieved the worries and fell silent again, is it ...... Could she be mistaken? Jing Xuan came to look for her tonight, it was really just a simple ...... Just sleeping?
"The Qin army has been almost swaggering, and the news has been complicated recently. There are many affairs, and I have been in the middle of it for several days, and I still have no clue. Jing Xuan said this, although in the dark, he still raised his hand and pinched the small chin of the person in his arms accurately, and lowered his head to rub it against her ear. Although there is a beautiful woman on the side, he has no intention of kissing Fangze. ”
Xie was relieved in his heart, but his face was annoyed, and his little hand pushed him away indiscriminately, "talking nonsense......"
Only retreated a little distance, his waist tightened, and he was caught back again, the cloak was quickly taken off, and then the person was lifted and left the ground, and before he had time to protest, half of Jing Xuan's cheek was buried in his shoulder socket.
The hair on his sideburns and his warm breath brushed on her shoulder sockets and stercolas one by one, itching unbearably, but he didn't dare to move, for fear of provoking him to rise up and move his hands and feet.
"Worrying ......" Jing Xuan breathed in the smell of Lanze grass on her body, this elegant smell was light and natural, which made people feel troubled and peaceful, no wonder the fox liked to stick to her so much, but I was afraid that it would be inseparable from the smell of grass and trees on her body.
He was relieved to stay with her.
She is like the mythical mountain ghost in Qu Zi's pen, wearing a lily and wearing a female dill and picking up a zhizhi, if she can be as delicate and affectionate as a mountain ghost, it will be better.
Xie Yu flattened his mouth depressedly, and said very softly: "Worry is not a plaything, please let go of the mound." ”
“…… Why is there such a thing as sorrow? Jing Xuan raised his head, his eyes were puzzled, he had heard Xie Wu say this more than once.
In his opinion, he liked the girl in his arms, confided his love to her, and it was natural to be close to her, and he never regarded her as a plaything.
Besides, doesn't that fiery fox like to pester her on weekdays? I also like to have her by my side, what's wrong with that?
Xie Worry and groaned, she just felt from the bottom of her heart that Jing Xuan treated her very lightly like this, but if she really wanted to say anything wrong, she was a little short of words.
After waiting for a while, he didn't hear Xie Wei's answer, Jing Xuan didn't ask any more, he was already very tired of dealing with the letters exchanged for days, and put the villain in his arms into the bed first, and he hugged her to sleep in addition to his coat.
Xie Wei flattened his mouth depressed again, this is good, Jing Xuan directly used her as a pillow...... It's not even a plaything......
But no matter how depressed it is, it's useless, at least he's safe tonight, she's already very happy, and just now he promised to return Yingfu to her, which is even more gratifying.
The heart is relaxed, the tiredness is also like water, and the tip of the nose is surrounded by the scent of sandalwood, although it is not so kind, but it is okay.
"When will the worries come?"
Half-asleep and half-awake, Xie Nuang Leng heard this, and was so frightened that he immediately opened his eyes, and his cheeks turned red.
Although Yixi has treated her several times, she also knows that she can't hide it from Jing Xuan, but he can't be so straightforward...... Ask me......
"The breath of worry is shallow and quick, and it doesn't seem to have fallen asleep, why don't you answer?" Jing Xuan lowered his head, rubbed against her cheek, and met her with a pair of eyes.
"Ahem......" Xie Wei coughed lowly, turned his eyes to other places, thought about it, and said lightly, "In order to hide the woman's body, I have taken dansha for many years, and I am afraid that I will not be able to have children for the rest ......of my life."
If you have no children, Jing Xuan should be very concerned, right? In this way, his thoughts about himself will gradually fade.
"Dansha?" Jing Xuan frowned, the arm around her waist tightened slightly, I heard that a warlock had died by taking the pill refined by Dansha, this girl was really messing around, and why didn't the people around her stop her?
He didn't think about it, he was stubborn in solving his worries, he would never change the things he decided to change lightly, and he was not as domineering and unreasonable as him, but he persuaded each other from time to time, how could he force him to change his mind?
(To be continued.) )
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