Enter my lovesick door, know that I am lovesick, long-term lovesickness, long-term memory, and short-term lovesickness are infinite. The pen fun and pavilion www.biquge.info knew that it was so stumbling, and it was as if they didn't know each other at the beginning.

Falling in love with each other, hand in hand to old age, of course, is enviable, and forgetting each other in the rivers and lakes, from now on only nostalgia, it is also a respectable choice. Xia Xue'er's departure, whether it is a representative of courage or a sign of cowardice, is no longer worth thinking about, for them, it is excellent not to torture each other!

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If you want to use an animal to describe Xia Xue'er, there is no doubt that the hedgehog is the most suitable, looking very strong in appearance, but whenever he encounters an enemy, he will immediately open the spikes of his whole body with vigilance, looking fearless, invincible, and facing the enemy, even if he fights to the death!

But often this kind of person who looks indestructible on the outside is mostly soft on the inside, and this softness is invisible to others, and she will not easily reveal it.

The reason why she is so defensive is because she is insecure; She was able to be ruthless and even hurt herself because she was insecure; She did not allow herself to make the same mistake a second time because she was insecure; She has the courage to break the kettle because she is insecure......

It is precisely because of her lack of security that she puts an end to all possibilities that others can use herself to hurt her, so she will tell Su Qi the secret hidden in the deepest part of her heart in front of Mu Xuanlong, and she will make up her mind to leave after seeing Su Qi's choice, and hide in this sparsely populated deep mountain and old forest.

Maybe even Su Han didn't expect her to be so decisive in the end!

In Xia Xueer's view, soft-heartedness is cruel to others, and ruthlessness is cruel to oneself.

If she couldn't bear to hurt Mu Xuanlong, she had been enjoying his efforts, neither interrupting nor replying, her ambiguous attitude gave him illusions and hopes, but when she had to face it, when everything was on the verge of being exposed, or at the moment when he knew the truth, this kind of despair that fell from the clouds to the bottom was the biggest harm!

The disappointment that ignites hope does a hundred, a thousand times more damage than the damage that was made clear in the first place! And this is the consequence of soft-heartedness when you shouldn't be soft-hearted. She can't be cruel to others, so she can only be cruel to herself.

Many times, she knows exactly what the consequences of her ruthlessness will bring, but she still insists on doing so. Keeping the hurt to herself, not bothering others, not implicating others, this is the greatest kindness she can think of and do!

Xia Xue'er reached out and gently stroked her lower abdomen, although there were only a slight convex changes compared to the previous flatness, although she was quiet and couldn't even feel his existence, but Xia Xue'er knew that he lived in it, and she lived in her heart unconsciously.

All the previous contradictions and entanglements seemed to disappear in the moment Mu Xuanlong asked that sentence.

"Even if this boy had no father, you would have given birth to him, wouldn't you?"

"He is a life, and he has the right to live!"

When she said this, she was shocked, it turned out that she loved this child so deeply in her subconscious, and at that moment, she felt that she had really become a mother, and even felt guilty for her previous wavering!

Listening to the footsteps behind her that were stumbling and drifting away, Xia Xue'er slowly closed her eyes, her steps did not move, and she never turned around, just standing in this forest like a sculpture, standing in this snowflake flying in the sky.

The snow is getting heavier and heavier, and when I open my eyes again, not only the footprints on the ground, but even all the traces of Mu Xuanlong's existence before have disappeared, and the whole world is silent, except for the sound of snow, I can't hear the slightest noise, and even a mess just now, now it is embellished with snow, which makes it more like a wonderful snow scene!

Is it God's thoughtfulness that allows the snow to cover all this?

Xia Xue'er's heart was as calm as water, the corners of her mouth twitched twice, and she wanted to draw a satisfied smile, but she couldn't smile anyway, so she could only give up. Quietly turned around and walked back with an oil-paper umbrella.

In the two months I spent with Mu Xuanlong, it did not involve any reputation and rights, nor did it involve the life and death of the family, nor did it involve the honor of the family, nor did it involve the majesty and status of the royal family, nor did it involve the identity and dignity of people...... Like all ordinary people, they have also warmed each other and taken care of each other, the inherent impression has been broken step by step, and the grievances and grievances have gradually faded in thoughtfulness. Before this, Xia Xue'er never thought that one day, she would actually have a sense of dependence on Mu Xuanlong, which was an extremely terrifying thing!

Accustomed to his considerate care, accustomed to his visits every once in a while, accustomed to his taste of cooking, and accustomed to his presence when encountering things that cannot be solved...... It's not love, it's not admiration, it's more like a family affection that goes beyond friendship! Yes, except for Su Qi, she regards all the other people who have a good impression as relatives, Murong Zetao is like this, Su Han is like this, Yu Yingxi is like this, and now even Mu Xuanlong has become one of them!

People are social and social, and no one can live alone and lonely all their lives, and live brilliantly and happily! The same goes for her.

But she is destined to carry the fate of Xia Xue'er on her back, destined to be tied to Su Qi in this life, destined to be involved in the war between the Su family brothers, destined not to live the way she wants, and destined not to be Mu Xuanlong's lover, since this is the case, then she is unwilling to drag him down, so she would rather force him away ruthlessly, and would rather let him hate her!

The fence door was open, the courtyard was quiet, he was gone, and he would not come back! Xia Xue'er thought like this in her heart, and instantly felt as if something was missing in her heart, like this courtyard, empty. Fortunately, it only feels empty, and it doesn't hurt.

Taking a deep breath to adjust his mood, he looked down at his lower abdomen and smiled slightly, "It's okay, at least you won't leave." ”

Walked in the door as usual, turned around and pulled the fence door tightly, walked calmly towards the wooden house, and went up three steps, which was a terrace three steps wide and five steps long, capped, and ventilated on three sides, and it was good to see the scenery. He put down the oil-paper umbrella and shook off the thin layer of snow on the umbrella surface, put it away, patted the cloak again, and then opened the door and went in.

She once said that if she hadn't already belonged, she would have been a happy woman.

So, Mu Xuanlong, please appear early in the next life, before Su Qi! (To be continued.) )