Watching Luo Hongxuan walk step by step, my heart panicked, and when I realized what was going to happen, I felt that the pores all over my body were opened. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info My face is so hot that I can boil eggs, I thought. I couldn't help but look at every subtle movement of the man in front of me.

He had only walked for a few seconds, but I felt that it was a long time, and my vision slowly became hazy except for the glow of the oil lamp in the room. Luo Hongxuan walked to the side of the bed and suddenly stretched out his hand to me. I closed my eyes suddenly, unable to tell if I was nervous or shy, but I heard him chuckle and take another quilt past me. I opened my eyes suddenly, and I was surprised to find that he had walked to the couch of the beautiful woman next to him and spread the brocade quilt on it.

I was about to sit up when I saw this, but I thought about it and finally held back and didn't move.

Luo Hongxuan was lying on the couch, but his eyes were looking at me quietly.

I could scarcely dare to look at those eyes, but no matter whether I closed them or faked sleep, I couldn't escape the scorching heat.

"Can't sleep? Need a calming tea or something else? He said suddenly.

"You don't have to...... I can sleep. My eyes flickered, and my voice was unusually calm.

"Are you sure, you can really fall asleep, and it won't be because I'm disturbing my thoughts?" There was a smile in his voice.

"Yes......" I vaguely felt that he seemed to be expecting something, and before he had time to think about it, he blurted out a word.

He seemed to sigh softly, feeling a look of disappointment.

Leil, if you love me as much as I love you, you will understand my heart and will never ask me why.

I don't know when the lights went out, and his voice was exceptionally clear.

"Leil."

"Huh?"

"Would you like to hear about me when I was a child?"

"Is it from this world?"

"Yes, when I was young, I didn't know that my birth was the hope of the whole village, the key to breaking the thousand-year curse, but also the catastrophe of my parents. Ever since I was a child, I thought I was a child, without parental affection, but I didn't know that my birth was a sign of their death......"

"Xuan, I can't blame you for this, it's not your fault......" My words of reassurance pale in comparison.

It turns out that Luo Hongxuan also had my pain, in my memory, wasn't I the one who was the one who was the father and mother of the relatives and friends, how could even Luo Hongxuan be too? I don't understand......

"Hehe, you don't know, every reincarnation of my life is to mend the mutilation of the soul, and every repair is to sacrifice the flesh and blood of blood relatives......" Luo Hongxuan's voice became low, faintly, I heard a trace of helplessness and bitterness.

"Xuan...... Do you want to go to bed? I asked, almost like a mosquito.

Luo Hongxuan was still immersed in his emotions, as if he hadn't heard it, and I was secretly relieved.

"These are just the truths that I only learned after fusing the dragon soul, but I didn't know it when I was a child. Whenever I see the children in the village who have their parents in pain and can be spoiled in their parents' arms, I always wonder why my parents gave birth to me but died so early, and why I grew up so lonely. At that time, how I longed for a home, and now, I feel ...... I finally have a real home. From now on, your relatives are only me, and my relatives are only you. So don't worry about the future, we may have a lot of problems, but I believe ...... I'm strong enough to protect you, and you can give me the only comfort. ”

Luo Hongxuan's words hit my heart word by word, and my heart suddenly softened, as if it was melted by these soft words.

After a long time, my voice finally came from the darkness: "Xuan, I don't understand you at all. ”

Luo Hongxuan gently hooked his lips: "Maybe one day, you will understand." ”

"If I don't understand it for the rest of my life, won't you tell me?"

My words were full of confusion, and Luo Hongxuan paused for a moment before replying, "No, one day you will understand." ”

Don't understand? It doesn't matter, we have a lifetime of time to know each other, and what I don't understand will be understood little by little. I don't want him to be lonely again, I will give him all and all the love, and we will live the rest of our lives happily.

I don't want to ask for the next life, don't make an appointment with the next life, just let him accompany me through this life, and it would be good to stay with each other for a lifetime. Then he returned to his Buddha-figure and went to seek the Dharma of the Great Dao. Wouldn't it be nice for me to be the green lantern in front of the Buddha and listen to the wonderful sound of the Dharma quietly?!

However, why does the heart start to cramp again, is it reluctance, is it attachment? Thousands of years of waiting, thousands of lifetimes of reincarnation, is it just for this life to stay together?

How worthless, how stupid?

But, but, do you still have to pester him, do you want to tire him to suffer anymore?

It's time to let go, and letting go is to love him and be good for him......

A cold breath suddenly approached me, the bed suddenly sank, and there was an extra body around me, and I fell into the familiar embrace.

"Silly girl, what are you thinking about?!" Luo Hongxuan's slightly reproachful voice sounded.

"I didn't ...... I wasn't thinking about anything......" I was so eager to deny that I didn't even notice his big hand quietly touching my waist.

It wasn't until there was a cold feeling from his body that his big hand slowly moved to my chest that I realized it and hurriedly pressed the big hand that was weird.

"Don't ......," I said.

"Huh, what else?" Luo Hongxuan's lips were attached to my ears, and the warm breath hit my ears, making my whole body tremble.

My mind began to get mixed up, and I didn't have time to think about anything else. I moved uneasily, how long, how long had I not shared a bed with him? He had the warmth I craved in his arms, the security I wanted in his chest, and everything about him was so longing for me.

But can I covet all this? It feels like all this is my luxury, and it's just an unrealistic dream. After knowing so much, can I still enjoy the tenderness and happiness he gives me with peace of mind?

Guilt invaded my heart like a cannibal. I can no longer be selfish, I can no longer enjoy everything in ignorance. A thousand years of waiting for a thousand years of loneliness, what can I do for him, can I make up for something?

"What's wrong?" Xu I haven't spoken for a long time, Luo Hongxuan finally noticed that something was wrong, he pulled me out of his arms, and saw my face full of tears, he was surprised at first, and then turned to a light sigh, "Alas, it seems that my husband wants you to have a good rest tonight, but my Lei'er is unwilling......"

As soon as he finished speaking, and before I could realize what he meant, his kiss resumed. He kissed domineeringly, kissed fiery, as if he was going to burn me, with his unique sandalwood scent, which instantly rejuvenated my heart.