The moonlight is good, the temperature is just right, although it is a little cool, but it is just right for decanting. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 As the distance from the deep palace compound became farther and farther away, Song Yi felt that his suppressed breathing gradually began to become more comfortable, and he felt a lot better.

To be honest, in the past, this was actually a compulsory course that he needed to take every other paragraph, and it was because of this compulsory content that he was able to meet Master Li outside the palace, and thought that he had found the true love of his life, the woman he loved the most, the most special, the most integrated with his thoughts, and the most able to make his mood no longer heavy. Then, after she entered the palace and completely accompanied him, this compulsory content of his also began to have the original importance, and finally gradually reached the point of being forgotten by him to the back of his mind. Since he has the company of the person he loves the most, and he is not lonely or lonely, why should he think about running out? So he finally realized that in fact, what made him feel so depressed that he wanted to escape was not the palace itself, but in fact, the feeling of loneliness and emptiness and his heart that had nowhere to stop. Otherwise, why is it that since the master arrived in the palace and accompanied him, he suddenly no longer wanted to escape from the palace in the middle of the night to wander around, and suddenly there was no longer that feeling of loneliness and loneliness? Not to mention anything else, since she came, even the tense and oppressive air in the deep palace compound that he had been accustomed to breathing since he was a child, he suddenly felt a little fresher and more comfortable, not to mention the strong sense of belonging and home she brought him.

How much he likes and relies on that warm and tangible feeling! Every day in their own courtyard, there is her waiting for him with affection, and the small soup and dishes that she personally prepared for him, he always tastes so refreshing and comfortable, not to mention the happy and beautiful laughter that always floats in the small courtyard, to be honest, it was how much he couldn't think of before with so many ordinary days like folk life, but he really had it, and it was all because of her bravery and companionship, how lucky he was, He meets a brave woman who can share his like-minded feelings, will bring him a different feeling and life, and make his dreams come true.

But now?

As soon as he thought of this, when he thought of her bitterness and indifference to him for a long time, he had an indescribable sour feeling in his heart.

Is it really that good flowers don't bloom often? Don't good times last? Why do people who obviously love each other turn their faces when they say they turn their faces, and they turn their faces when they say they are estranged?

Song Yi looked up at the somewhat bleak moonlight in the sky, and suddenly felt like a woman with a complicated mood, with a sense of sadness and resentment, so he smiled bitterly and sighed a few words casually: "Speechless choking." Look at the lights and remember the time of year. Xingxing refers to the month Xingxing. May the moon always be full, and rest should be temporarily absent. ”

Just wandering around on a horse in such a daze, aimlessly, I don't know where I'm going, anyway, just follow the horse with me, the more I can kill time, the better, anyway, even if he lies on the bed in the deep palace, he may just be sleepless all night, it's better to be relaxed like this、、、

It was very late at night, and although the teacher was lying on the bed, it was just a situation of tossing and turning, looking forward to the dawn with his eyes open. How many sleepless nights like this have passed, she has no heart to think about it, and there is no need to think about it, anyway, it's just a tired person to think about it too much, so it's better to make do with it. But how long will it take for such a hopeless day to come to an end, but she really doesn't know how long it will take. She thought about a lot of possibilities, wanted to leave here, and from then on cut off everything with Song Yi and here, but she seemed to be a little undecided, everything was still because of the baby in swaddling clothes, he was still so young, he didn't want him directly, just like she usually showed, since she didn't love him, she didn't want him directly, but she didn't seem to be able to do it. And as soon as she thought about it, her heart ached faintly, because she was actually still reluctant to him, he was the meat that fell from her body, where was the reason why she didn't love? But take him away, don't say that Song Yi won't agree here, even if she tries her best to take him out, can she really guarantee that she is a good mother and will bring happiness to this baby? She seemed to be a little hesitant, because no matter how annoying Song Yi was, she could still feel that his love for this child was not fake at all. It is precisely because she understands this that she always deliberately shows her indifference to the child in front of him, so as to prick his heart and nerves. Therefore, when she was not fully prepared, she couldn't rashly conclude and take him away and directly turn him into a baby in an unhappy single-parent family.

However, if you don't leave, will you just live in this place with disgust and anger in your heart? Pretend that nothing happened, continue to pretend to be in love with him, continue to pretend that you are the person he loves the most? She can't do it, she can't do it. Almost every time I saw him, the disgusting scene about that night would immediately gnaw at her nerves, making her upset, sensitive, and angry、、、

"Senior sister, hurry, wake up, Sister Qingxi just said that the baby suddenly has a fever, we have to hurry over to the baby room to have a look."

It was so late, but Xiao Rou suddenly broke in with her clothes on, and with that anxious voice, she naturally had an anxious look.

When the master heard this, he naturally immediately bounced up from the bed like a conditional launch: "What? What did you say? What's wrong with the baby? Why do you have a fever、、、

"Alas! The baby is like this, is there a little carelessness, the most prone to fever or something, don't be too anxious, senior sister, I have already asked for a doctor, there will be no problem. ”

When Xiaorou hurriedly comforted her, the two of them were already dressed, and hurriedly walked out of the door to the baby room next to her. Because she was not in a very good mood during the whole confinement period, the baby has been sleeping in the baby room next door since birth, and Qingxi is basically responsible for taking care of her.

"How? What did the Imperial Doctor say? ”

The teacher took the baby from Qingxi's hand, hugged him tightly in his arms, and unconsciously cried in her voice, but she didn't notice it. (To be continued.) )