"Is this Mr. Miao Lang?" The China Post courier in green politely asked the man who opened the door and handed him the envelope in his hand: "Hello, this is international mail, please sign for it." ”

Miao Lang held a cigarette and signed his name on the list. "Thank you." Miao Lang took the envelope, walked to the sofa and opened it, gently flicked the cigarette ash, took a deep breath, and extinguished it in the ashtray. International mail? This old man has started to write? The moment he saw the font, Miao Lang's eyes were a little moist.

Seedlings:

By the time you received this letter, I should have been thrown out into the sea. I'm sorry I didn't tell you the truth of the matter, but I wasn't going to tell you until I died, but my doctor said that I would die like that, so I wrote to you.

Miaozi, let you fall in love with me and let you be wronged. I myself know what kind of virtue I am, sometimes Lin Bing and I can't get used to myself, and I have been with Lin Bing for so long, let alone you. Actually, I don't know why you fell in love with me without opening your mind. Actually, I wasn't drunk at all that night, but you always said that I was talking drunk, and it wasn't you who forced me that night, but I didn't say it, which made you feel guilty all the time thinking that you had forced me. I'm sorry, but I can't say something to my face. I knew about my illness for a long time, but I didn't say it, I thought it wasn't important for my body, but I didn't expect it to be so strict. You always say why I always wear such a thick outfit and why I always platter my chest, it's because there was already a phenomenon of shrinkage at that time, but you were in a hurry to die every night and didn't notice it.

Ahh

Miao Lang, I never said I loved you, and you always thought I was playing with you, I don't know what you think of me, huh? You think of me as a woman who goes to bed casually? Or is it the kind of woman who likes to be fostered? But it looks like I'm getting a little bit of it? You always complain that I don't tell you about my family, and whether you treat you as an outsider. No, you know what? I especially want to marry you and live a good life, I've had enough of those days of wandering among men, I'm tired. But I can't give birth, but then I thought about it, it doesn't matter if I can't give birth, isn't it the same to adopt one, and we have a family of three? Uh, things didn't go as smoothly as I thought.

Once you went on a business trip for ten days, when I was home alone, I felt a lot of pain in my lower abdomen, and I had blood in my urine, I was afraid, I went to the hospital alone, and cervical cancer was detected, and there was a phenomenon of transformation to an advanced stage, the doctor asked me to remove the uterus, which might save my life, and then take male hormones. I don't want to, then I wouldn't be a real woman, I don't want you to hate me. I decided to treat conservatively and arrange for my mother to leave China and travel around wherever I wanted, so as to make some good memories for myself. But it's okay if you give me a funeral or something! Ha, by the way, I don't want to take you with me, because I'm afraid that you will find something out of the ghosts, because I really hurt, and sometimes I can't help it.

Don't blame me, I'm a half-dead person now, you can forgive me~Ah! I was going to tell you about my family's affairs, but I'm off topic, so I'm going to keep talking! It's just me and my mom at home, but now my mom is crazy, I need to hide it from you but also need to take care of my mom, I'm tired, maybe this cervical cancer is over me, it's a relief for me. You always joke that I can act, yes, I am acting, but you always choose to believe in me unconditionally, so I keep acting, and you always believe it.

To tell you the truth, I'm lying here now to write to you, my body is already very tired and painful, I don't have any strength, my doctor said otherwise, he will help me write, I said no! How can I let others see what I want to say to you~ By the way, my doctor is a handsome little brother, unlike you who are old and lustful, are you jealous? You see this is not angry.

I don't know if you're crazy looking for me right now, I'm really afraid that you're really looking for me day and night, and then your body will collapse. That time I was caught by you in a nightclub, I didn't! I didn't let him touch me, it was only when I saw you coming, I put his hand on my lap. Really, Miao Lang, since I met you, I don't want to have anything to do with any man anymore. I didn't even go to the company to talk about business, I used to go to the company to talk about cases, because I was the most drinkable woman, so generally the case is that I drank the boss down and tricked him into signing the contract. I haven't dared to sue you, I'm afraid you'll call me cheap again.

Do you remember how proud you were for my pampering in those months, I really can't figure out my position anymore. In fact, until now I feel that I left you and died somewhere else was the right choice, because I didn't deserve you. Lin Wei said that I am a wolf girl, you are a stallion, and you are a perfect match! Ha, well, I hurt so much, I can't write anymore.

That's it, Miao Lang, don't look for me, forget me, I love you.

Le Barr

A few crystal clear drops of water dripped scattered on the letter, wetting the pen and ink, and dizzy. It was as if his heart had melted, and the handwriting on the last few lines of the letter was obviously not as clear as before, crooked and ugly.

The man clenched the letter paper in his hand, cried bitterly, tears fell on the carpet on the letter paper one by one, and there was only the man's cry in the whole quiet villa, the man grabbed his hair, and the sound was heartbreaking, which made people feel a little distressed when they heard it.

The "Barr" man called out the man's name one after another, but received no response. The beloved will never appear again, she is like a life that has never appeared, gone forever. The emptiness in my heart is not something that anyone can fill. The man slammed the coffee table like crazy, and the glass coffee table quickly shattered to the ground, and the blood stains were sprinkled on the ground along with the glass slag, which could not be repaired or irretrieved. The man's tears fell one by one, holding the broken photo frame on the ground, and the woman with a bright face smiling in the photo was hugging her arms and curled up on the ground.

The entire villa was filled with men's heart-rending cries. The sea outside the villa is so blue and so quiet.

Grief will always fade away with time, but the pain will always remain in your heart, and the feeling of grief will always be remembered. In the empty and clean living room, the gauze curtains were gently blown by the wind, all were red, and the black and white photo of a beautiful woman was framed in a red photo frame, and the photo frame was tied with red flowers, quietly placed on the table, the woman smiled brightly, and it was a smile that made everyone fall in love.

A handsome man came down from the second floor, the man's former purple hair was also dyed back to its original black and gray, gray-green eyes flashed a little dim, black tuxedo, black bow tie, holding a small red box in his hand, he looked more energetic after dressing up, and there was a faint smile on his handsome face. The man picked up the photo on the table, his thin lips lightly imprinted on the woman's lips, and he had a charming smile: "Barr, today we are married." Opening the box in his hand, "Look, our ring." The woman didn't respond, still smiling, and the man's smile was a little stiff, his eyes were a little red, and he stared blankly at the photo.

"Young master, the car is ready." A man in a black suit pushed the door in, stood aside and bowed his head and said.

"Barr, we're going to church." The man held the photo in his arms, stood up straight, and turned to walk towards the door.

Barr, we're married.