CHAPTER XXXI

The snowy road was a little slippery, and the air was chilly. Pedestrians wrapped their scarves around them, hid their noses and mouths together, and reluctantly exhaled a hot breath, as if every extra breath would be cold.

Ji Ruyu is wearing a heavy down jacket, he has an extremely yin physique, he is most afraid of the cold, and in winter, if he doesn't use aura to protect his body, he will also catch a cold like ordinary people.

He touched the change in his pocket, and when he thought of the call he received yesterday, his eyes couldn't help but flash a hint of gloom.

Yesterday, my uncle passed out again.

Just two months ago, Xie Jin was admitted to the People's Hospital, his parents contacted well-known experts at home and abroad, but they did not detect what kind of disease it was, only knew that there was a small thing in the important part of the brain, if it was simply a tumor, it could also be operated on, the key is that the thing did not know what it was, it would disappear every night, and the doctor did not propose to do surgery for safety reasons.

But it's hard to thank you. Every time he had an attack, he had an unbearable headache, unbearable pain, cold sweat could soak through his clothes, and in just a few months, he had lost a lot of weight.

While he was thinking about it, the bus came, and he strode into the car, standing on a handrail in the middle, and his heart tingled slightly.

How could it be like this. Obviously, a few months ago, he checked his homework, woke him up every day to go for a morning run, and told him to eat more.

It is said that good people do not pay for their lives, and disasters will last for thousands of years. Xie Jin is such a good person, he will help the elderly when he meets him, and he sponsors the children in the mountains to go to school on weekdays, why is this happening?

He also wanted to melt his heart, not to hold his bones, not to listen to his last words.

Last night, Xie Jin actually said to him, "Yuyu, I have already discussed with my mother, she will adopt you and teach you as her own son" has already arranged the aftermath.

He doesn't believe in evil, so he secretly checked his meridians and found that the meridians were all open, there was nothing wrong, he was a martial arts wizard, but what was that thing in his head? Why tormented him every day.

He once probed into his brain and touched the little thing with his divine sense, but as soon as he arrived at his destination, before he could check it, the thing disappeared, and Xie Jin was in pain again, not to mention how embarrassed it was, he knelt next to him and put his hands next to Xie Jin's face.

Ji Ruyu raised her hand and gently rubbed her eyes with the back of her hand, the face hidden in the mask couldn't see clearly, and she only felt a kind of indifference.

The hospital is the People's Hospital of City B, and the brain department is well-known in the country, but it has not come up with any way to make Xie Jin recover.

Ji Ruyu looked for the memory of the last time, walked to the inpatient department, and pressed the elevator on the 15th floor.

He was slightly nervous in his heart, because it had been more than a month since the last time.

Xie Jin often traveled around the past few days and went to major hospitals for diagnosis and treatment, so Ji Ruyu had no way to see him.

He looked at himself slightly in the blurred mirror of the elevator.

Well, nothing bad cuò will not displease Xie Jin.

The entire 15th floor was quiet, only the white coat walking back and forth, he was wearing a mask, and after finding the 1508 ward, he stood slightly at the door, his heart beating like a drum.

"Knock knock." He knocked on the wooden door.

"Please come in." A deep voice came from inside the door, and when she heard this voice, Ji Ruyu's nose was sour.

He gently pushed open the door and saw Xie Jin wearing colorless transparent glasses, leisurely looking at the book in his hand.

Seeing him coming, a flash of surprise flashed in Xie Jin's eyes. He lowered the book in his hand, revealing his right hand with a needle pierced.

"Yuyu?" Because he hadn't seen him for a month, Xie Jin's voice improved slightly, and his mellow voice flowed into Ji Ruyu's cochlea like flowing water.

"Why are you here, aren't you nervous about studying?" He smiled, looking at him with laugh lines.

Ji Ruyu pursed his lips, he took off his heavy down jacket, revealing the slender body unique to a young man, and because of a layer of mask, he took it off casually.

Ji Ruyu was walking in a hurry, and there were small droplets of snow on his head, Xie Jin sat up straight, took a piece of paper, and wiped the droplets on his black hair. Then he took out a thermos cup from the drawer and handed it to him.

"Fortunately, I asked the teacher for leave." He said dryly.

Taken on leave? Xie Jin suddenly narrowed his eyes, "Why do you ask for leave, every class is very important, you"

Ji Ruyu interrupted him, sat directly on the edge of his bed, and held his hand.

"Uncle, I don't want to go to school." He held Xie Jin's warm hand, and his voice was cold.

Xie Jin was stunned for a moment, he frowned lightly, the young man was beside him, and when he walked over, he brought a cool breath, as if with the smell of ice and snow.

At this time, Xie Jin noticed that the half-sized boy in front of him was different from the past.

It turned out that the messy little lion-like hair, which was taken care of by him, was supple and obedient on his head, his face was fair, his facial features were delicate and not like a real person, and his apricot eyes flashed with a faint water, but he hadn't seen him for a month, and he had changed so much.

Or is it that he really hasn't seen him for too long, and has forgotten what he looks like.

Xie Jin was in a slight trance, he held Ji Ruyu's hand and held him in the palm of his hand, "Why?" ”

Now the only thing he doesn't lack is scattered time, and he doesn't know when his life will leave him, but he has become indifferent.

Ji Ruyu's body moved closer to him, and he saw that Xie Jin was looking at him seriously, his thin lips were pursed strictly, and seeing that he looked concerned about himself, Ji Ruyu tried to lean his head on his shoulder.

"I like you, uncle." His voice became erratic, but it was meticulously transmitted to Xie Jin's ears, like a bird fluttering its feathers, leaving a slight trace.

Ji Ruyu leaned her head on his shoulder socket, but felt the leaning body pause, and clearly saw that his protruding Adam's apple slipped down.

Ji Ruyu held back the restlessness in his heart, he didn't dare to move his hands and feet, just leaned on him quietly.

Xie Jin was silent for a long time, he looked at the young man's cute hair, stretched out his hand and stroked it, "How is it possible, Yuyu, my time is running out." He paused, as if to organize the language, "You're fit for better." ”

He put his palm behind his back and gently patted Ji Ruyu's back, "Even if you don't like girls, you have to find a peer." He suddenly laughed to himself, "Not an uncle like me." ”

Ji Ruyu buried his head deeper, he sniffed his uncle's warm taste deeply, and couldn't help but bite his collarbone, "No, uncle, I just want you." "Whether you die or not, I just want you.

Xie Jin's big hand paused in the air, and it took a long time to put it on the back of his neck, and he pinched the back of his neck with some inexplicable meaning.

Ji Ruyu shuddered, not because of the cold, but because of her uncle's actions just now. God knows if his uncle can tremble if he makes a single gesture that touches his body.

"I was discharged from the hospital today, and there is no cure for this disease. The family business has been handed over to my younger brother, and although my parents are sad, they are both open-minded people, but you, I can't rest assured. He pinched the back of his neck and stripped him from him, and Xie Jin gave up the topic just now, "You are a good boy, I hope you can go a little further in life, and not depend on me for my short-term care." Xie Jin turned his face sideways, he looked at the clear sky outside, "It's almost time for the college entrance examination, I'm waiting for you to be admitted to the university, and if you can, I'll take you on a trip." ”

He told him in an unhurried voice, let him be okay, don't go the wrong way, Ji Ruyu's apricot eyes gathered a little bit of water, "You are wrong." He said loudly.

"What I like is your person, I liked you the first time I saw you, you gave me artificial respiration at that time, again and again, it was warm and comfortable. I was thinking, how can there be such a warm man. He choked up, "I don't have anyone in my house anymore, I want to have a good time, but you catch me at the bar and take me back to your house, you are so tall and strong, I think about how to make you like me every day, I spy on you taking a shower, I spy on you reading, I spy on you running, I spy on any of your qiē!" I love every move you make. Just now! Ji Ruyu said too quickly, and he breathed rapidly, "You are still pinching the back of my neck, I like what you do to me." All of this, do you still think I'm dependent on you? ”

Xie Jin looked at him with a stunned expression, a look of surprise appeared on his angular face, because the young man spoke too fast, his face was already a little crimson, as if it was the sun in July, burning intoxicatingly.

The news came too suddenly, and this confession also made Xie Jin's heart pause a few beats, he ignored the inexplicable impulse in his heart, and just replied softly, "But my orientation is normal." ”

Just such a sentence made Ji Ruyu completely burst into tears, he opened his mouth wide, wanted to say something, but couldn't say a word, his tears fell down, and thorough clear tears fell down his cheeks to the bed, staining the light blue sheets, and even more wetting Xie Jin's heart.

I'm sorry, Yuyu. He whispered in his heart. I can't selfishly promise you to let you continue to sink, only a painful blow can make him wake up that he is not suitable for him. Xie Jin's right hand with the needle was hidden in the quilt, clenched tightly in the shape of a fist, and trembled a little because it was too tight.

Xie Jin looked at Ji Ruyu crying obscurely, the boy was a little out of breath crying, he looked at him with teary eyes, and repeated unrepentantly, "Xie Jin, you are a nasty ghost, a nasty ghost" is both childish and sad.

Ji Ruyu wiped his tears with his hands, thinking that he would see him crying pitifully, handed him a piece of paper, and hugged him into his arms to comfort him, this cold-blooded guy just looked at him and cried.

I can't ask for it, but I can't think about it.

Leisurely, tossing and turning.