My dad called and said he had heard that I was hospitalized and was worried and wanted to come and see me.

I politely refused, and after three years of not seeing each other, there was already a strange sense of alienation between me and my father.

I smiled: "Dad, I'm just a little injured, it's okay, let's wait for me to be discharged from the hospital and see you in person." ”

Dad let out a long sigh: "Xijia...... I know you're still blaming me......"

I smiled, "Dad...... How could it be ......"

"I know you're still hating me, otherwise, you wouldn't have come back to see your dad for three years......" Dad's old voice came from the phone, "Do you know how Dad lived for a few years?" Every day, I am worried that my daughter will not have enough food and clothes outside, whether she will be cheated outside, and whether her pocket money will be enough...... In the past few years, Lin's business has been sluggish, my father is busy with work and has not taken good care of my daughter, I hope you don't hold a grudge against my father......"

Hearing this, I choked up, "Dad...... No...... Father...... I'm sorry for you...... You don't have anything to be sorry for your daughter......"

Tears flowed down, and the memories that had been buried deep in my heart resurfaced, the boy who said to me for the first time, "I love you, I want to take care of you for the rest of my life", the boy who I remembered the most in my entire high school years, the boy who plunged me into the whirlpool of love and suddenly disappeared......

That man......

My First Love......

And all of a sudden, when I thought I could be happy forever, suddenly disappeared from my world......

I couldn't bear such a blow, the day he was taken away by the police, I had a very serious illness, and spent two days at home in a daze, and after my fever improved, I finally mustered up the courage to go to the police station to see him, however, what I got was this sentence:

He was transferred elsewhere!

I grabbed the policeman by his clothes and kept asking them, where did they go?

However, no one answered me, no one paid attention to me, and all I saw was their indifferent faces.

They told me not to come over again, and I looked for many private investigators, but I couldn't find Xu Liannan's whereabouts......

I spent a few days drunk before I gradually got used to life without him......

Suddenly disappeared from my world, unexpected, and my heart was like ashes, as if the originally clear sky had suddenly turned gray, and my dearest boy, disappeared......

Once it disappears, it is three years......

In the past three years, I have not heard any news of him, and I can't even find a name, when I was in the United States, I relied on alcohol to numb myself for half a year, and finally, I made up my mind that I must return to China and find Xu Liannan.

So I secretly applied for a university in China and went back to China. Dad was furious when he knew he really wanted to, but he still followed silently

It's me who almost caused the Lin family to go out of business.

It was I who almost ruined my father's lifelong inheritance.

Therefore, the strong sense of guilt made me lose face to my father. So, I chose to escape.

It's been a long time since I've seen my father, it's been a long time...... There was no such thing as this...... Talk with peace of mind......

Although my father kept saying on the phone that it was none of my business, Xu Liannan's disappearance has always been a big knot in my heart......

Xu Liannan's disappearance, along with the betrayal of Lin's important secret Wen Jiàn three years ago, also fell into the whirlpool of mystery, before the truth of the matter is revealed, I can't get rid of self-blame for a day, one day, I will find Xu Liannan......

I'm going to hear him say with my own mouth, have you ever lied to me?

This belief ......

It has always been rooted in my heart.