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In his wife's crying narration, Lin Xingan roughly understood the facts. It's not that Ah Ling, it's another friend, and her daughter didn't say anything about her situation, but in Lin Xing'an's opinion, it makes no difference if she says it or not.

When I arrived since I was a child, my daughter didn't have any friends, and there were few good ones in the class. Most of the time they were close to their tablemates, and they returned to their original state after changing seats. After graduation, the original classmates basically stopped contacting. Lin Xing'an has always regarded Lin Tian as a high school, but he has never seen anyone who can be called a friend, that is to say, Lin Tian's friend should have been made in college.

When he went to college, Lin Tian was only fourteen years old, what did a fourteen-year-old child know? There are so many temptations from the outside world, even if she looks very mature, but in fact she is still very simple. Among the friends who teach, as long as there are one or two people who have a heart, they can abduct her.

Going to college thousands of miles away from home, if something happens, they can't do it. Lin Xing'an and Lu Wei have been telling Lin Tian not to go to dangerous places, don't make friends promiscuously, and it's best to wait until after the freshman or sophomore year to fall in love. is not so dead as limited, or because she has also reached the age of the beginning of love, and blind suppression can only make her more rebellious.

From university to graduate school to doctorate, in the past twelve years, Lin Xingan has never heard Lin Tian mention any boy, no matter how much he encourages his daughter, her daughter is so focused on studying that she is too lazy to fall in love.

If it's not because she's too lazy to fall in love, but because she has someone she likes, and the other party happens to be a girl?

I couldn't get up with this thought, Lin Xingan felt more and more that this was the truth, otherwise why would her daughter be twenty-six years old and never heard of her falling in love. In addition to her own initiative to conceal it, what other reason could there be?

Thinking about it carefully, every time her daughter comes home from vacation, Lin Xingan can't find any signs of falling in love. If it's really a couple, at least a phone call is a must. The family has also been encouraging Lin Tian to fall in love and let her communicate more with her classmates. But Lin Xingan rarely saw Lin Tian answer the phone, most of them were Q/Q contacts, and when the voice came, the other party was basically a woman.

And the only change is that after she came back from abroad, the Ah Ling who suddenly appeared during the summer vacation. Lin Xing'an doesn't remember his daughter's cousin at that time, and he doesn't know what she said to his wife. But Ah Ling is the first time to come to the house, and she is also the only friend of her daughter who has come to the house, so how suspicious she looks.

Now Lin Xingan does not hesitate to figure out his daughter's intentions at the worst, no matter how he thinks about it, it is a result, his daughter should be gay, she should have a girlfriend, and she may have to confess.

His wife had already gone to bed in advance, and she refused to think about other things related to her daughter now, and Lin Xingan didn't want to mention it in front of her, so as not to stimulate her nerves. He picked up the phone and put it down, those things were all he thought, even if he asked, as long as his daughter denied it, what could he do?

After thinking about it, Lin Xingan still pushed open the door of his daughter's room. After his daughter grew up, he rarely came here, after all, this was his daughter's boudoir, and as a father, he always had to avoid suspicion. Usually Lu Wei comes in more often, in addition to cleaning, there is also a computer at home here, even if she has a notebook, Lu Wei is still used to using the computer at home.

Lin Xing'an looked around, the ornaments and various decorations were all in the style of girls. In the end, his eyes stayed on the bookshelf, because his daughter likes books, and often a lot of books are sent to the house, and now the two bookshelves in the house are full, and there are many boxes on the ground, which are also books.

Someone once said, "What is a person's mind can be inferred from the books he reads." Lin Tian's books may not meet Lin Xingan's appetite, and when he sees the cover, he knows that it is not about officialdom, detective, and science fiction novels that he likes. So after these books were retrieved, he didn't turn them over at all, and all he read was Lu Wei.

If the daughter is really gay, there must be something about it in these books. Lin Xingan looked carefully at the title of the book on it, there were many books whose outer covers had not been opened, and it was estimated that Lu Wei didn't like it after reading it, but he could also use his mobile phone Baidu to go to the title of the book and see what was said inside.

After drawing a few books, Lin Xing'an found that these books all have one thing in common, many of them are written on the cover that they are produced by Jinjiang Literature City. It seems that these books are all online novels, and all of them are serialized on the website of Jinjiang.

Lin Xingan searched Jinjiang without thinking and entered a colorful website.

Online novels have always been harmful, and as a teacher, he often fails to receive books from students, but they are basically fantasy novels and romance novels. After receiving books for so many years, Lin Xingan has also had an impact on several websites. There should be a few books on this website called Jinjiang, Lin Xingan never looks at the books he receives, and basically returns them to students at the end of the term, and he really doesn't know what is written on these websites.

It's just that he didn't expect that what came out of searching for the title of the book was not romance, but lily. Lin Xing'an more or less knows about this group, and he still knows what lily means. So many books my daughter reads are this one, is my daughter really one of them?

Flipping down, there is also a book that claims to be a pure love novel, which can be found on a mobile phone, and is a book that describes the emotional story between gay men. The bottom ones are all romantic, ancient and modern. There are a lot of books, but half, only the ones who read the most will be placed in the easiest place to reach. Judging from Lin Tian's height, she can't see these pure loves.

Lin Xing'an also learned about the group of rotten girls, mainly the girls in the class, who often circulated things such as CPs and matching. The teachers in the office also discussed this, and there were even young female teachers who joined the students and had their own ideas.

When he listened to it at the time, Lin Xingan only felt that he couldn't keep up with the times, but after all, this was a small circle matter, and he never got involved in it. I didn't expect my daughter to be one of them, and even watched more. Lin Xing'an unsurprisingly found some books and original TV series on the bookshelf that were discussed by colleagues in the office.

The people who talk about these stories, whether they are students or teachers, are not necessarily gay. Lin Xingan still remembers that two female teachers are even married, and a few have boyfriends, and the little girls in the class are also in love. The teachers have always thought that it is normal for little girls to be intimate with little girls, and Lin Xingan can't tell if any of them are gay.

So is the daughter gay?

Lin Xing'an has been a teacher for more than 30 years, and he never thought it would be so sad to guess what children think. Especially when his daughter is not around, he can't observe it up close, and he can't determine whether it's true or not.

Looking around his daughter's room again, Lin Xingan couldn't come to any conclusions, and it seemed that he could only wait until his daughter came back. And after his daughter came back, he was really afraid that it would be when his daughter came to the showdown.

Lin Tian was still in school before, and he couldn't completely leave home. But now she doesn't have to, she has started to work, and her monthly salary is higher than that of him, a thirty-year-old teacher, and it is normal to leave home and be independent.

That night, both members of the family were thinking wildly. And because Lin Tian got her mother's consent, she thought that her acceptance of homosexuality was at the time when she could accept a confession, and she was still thinking about how to tell her mother about herself.

When there was still a week before the Chinese New Year, Lin Tian mentioned the wedding on the phone again. This time she came to wrap up, and she also came to test her mother's attitude.

"I'm still going back at twenty-six, at twenty-seven. The wedding was canceled because one of the parents of one party did not agree and took the person away. Hey, I originally wanted to bless them, after all, it is not easy to achieve positive results after so many years, but I didn't expect ......"

Lu Wei was silent for a while before saying, "It's good to come back early." "I didn't say a word about my friends. She has also thought a lot about it for more than half a month, and in the absence of a clear statement about her daughter's affairs, she still shouldn't rush to conclusions.

Just like her husband said, it is best for her to tell them in person, and if she guesses wrong, and if she says something wrong, it will hurt both parties. This is also the reason why they didn't mention anything related to homosexuality on the phone in the past half a month, she was afraid that she wouldn't be able to control herself, and she would say something she shouldn't have said when the time came.

Lin Tian listened to her mother not ask about her friends again, nor did she talk about other topics related to homosexuality, and the idea of telling them about their own authenticity was also a little shaken. She read a lot of posts, and her parents had mixed reactions, but none of them accepted it directly as soon as they came up. Although she was also prepared to be unaccepted, she was still a little scared when the real thing was about to be said.

After Tian Lin hung up the phone, he kept comforting her who was not very emotional. They have already made up their minds, and if they give up, they don't know when the next decision will be. Tian Lin didn't know how long they could wait, was it necessary to wait any longer? The preparation has been done so much in advance, if you give up at this time, you will not have such a good opportunity next time.

Lin Tian's holiday has eleven days, according to the plan, he will leave on the afternoon of the 26th of the lunar month, return in the evening of the sixth day of the new year, and go to work on the eighth day of the new year. And Tian Lin plans to come to the door on the third day of junior high school, and there are three days for them to think about it. Of course, just in case, Lin Tian also bought a ticket for the third night of the new year. If the parents strongly disagree, it is better to separate and let both parties think about it.