Chapter 44: The Feast on the Merkava (4)
"Now, Youjun, I want to ask you a question...... No kidding, do you think we can be forgiven? ”
As Randy himself said, there was only a look of pain and seriousness in his lowered eyes, which were determined looks. Pen % fun % Pavilion www.biquge.info
"Now, Youjun, I've killed people. Whether it's a soldier on the battlefield, an innocent civilian, or a close friend...... The kid who was so similar to Lloyd...... The eyes that stared at me before he died, looking at those eyes full of vigor and enthusiasm, gradually lost focus...... Do we really have a chance to be forgiven? ”
Randy was in pain, and his trembling body was firmly revealing a gesture of pain.
This is rare, and Randy never shows his cowardice in front of everyone. This is the first time that he has shown such an expression to You Chensi.
"Why do you ask?"
There is no such thing as a world for no reason.
Randy would say that, there must be a reason of his own.
What is it?
You have to know why.
You Chensi thought so.
"Did I mention to you, I once killed my best friend by mistake. A child like Lloyd...... However, now, I am acting with the Support Section, giving my strength, and looking at Lloyd, who is so similar to that child, I feel guilty...... Gradually...... It's gone! I, I'm actually starting to forgive myself......"
Troubled Randy.
In his heart, carrying the weight of the deceased, moving forward bravely, there must be such a thought.
Therefore, he hated himself for forgetting the deceased.
"Hmm...... That's right. ”
Yu Chensi nodded in understanding.
No wonder Randy is looking for himself.
Because he was the most similar to him, his hands were covered in blood, but he showed a flat posture and did not mind taking away his life.
"Now, Randy, since you told your story, I'll tell you about me too."
"Yes, by all means."
"It's simple, let's start with the conclusion......
"What do you call 'talk first!!'!"
Randy smiled wryly, as if he wanted to use this sentence to ease his tension a little.
"The conclusion is this: murder is a felony in any era, for any reason. You and me, who take people's lives as a profession, are unforgivable beings under any circumstances......"
You Tatsumi's answer was very serious and merciless. Hearing these whip-like words, for some reason, Randy felt a sense of relief.
To be rebuked, to be reprimanded. Perhaps, Randy originally hoped that You Chensi would deny him like this.
"But, Randy, I've never blamed myself."
"Huh?"
Came.
"Wait, you just said that our sins cannot be forgiven?!"
"That's right. That's what I said. ”
"So, you mean you haven't blamed yourself?"
"That's right. I didn't blame myself. ”
A relaxed shrug, which sounded like a contradiction, made Randy all confused.
"Why?"
"It's simple. I will be in awe of life, however, I will not be harsh on my own heart. Because, at any time, I have a existence that needs my protection, an existence that needs my longing, and my life does not belong to me, so I will not let myself be in a guilty position at any time. I know I'm doing bad things, but I'm just going to do it. Evaluate me, that's someone else's job, it has nothing to do with me. And, Randy ...... From the moment you start to feel guilty, you have enough respect for that child. One cannot live in the past. Once in a while, take a look around, right? ”
"Around?"
"Yes. Like, Lloyd. Seriously, you like him a lot. ”
"Ah...... That's right. No one would hate that kind of courageous character, right? ”
"Me too. Therefore, I will continue to contribute my strength to him and continue to help him clear out the enemy. Continue to create killing karma, and at the same time, I don't blame myself. Until the end of my life, I didn't have time to blame myself. ”
“…… How so? After listening to your words, my heart became even heavier. ”
"Well, after all, I won't comfort anyone."
"Sa...... Indeed......"
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At the same time, on deck.
"Thank you Lixia, much better......"
Lloyd wiped the beads of sweat from his forehead, breathed a long sigh of relief as if he had been reborn, and said with emotion: "Dongfang...... It's really everything. ”
Just now, Lixia put her hands on Lloyd's lower abdomen, gathered the qi in Lixia's body in her palms, and transmitted it to Lloyd's body, and the gentle breath urged the internal organs and quickly decomposed the residual alcohol.
It's as if a drinker will gradually sober up over time, and Lixia only speeds up the process.
Lixia once heard that a master of internal strength can easily use his own qi to create a "drunk" state, and can also quickly "decompose alcohol" to reach a state of not getting drunk for a thousand cups.
However, it was the first time to practice it in person, and Lixia was really a little worried, but looking at Lloyd's appearance, he knew that he was completely fine.
"Hey, it's actually my first time doing it. Do you feel anything unusual? ”
"Hmm...... If I have to say it, I feel a little hungry. ”
"Haha, after all, it increases the activity of the intestines!"
"The Qigong of the East is really amazing...... Speaking of which, You Jun used to be able to spread qi around to achieve the effect of perception. ”
"Oops!? It's obviously a little more difficult! ”
The two of them chatted one by one.
I don't know the distance......
"Hmm...... Miss Lixia is truly true...... It's a formidable enemy! ”
The little girl with her long aqua blue hair frowned.
"yes...... I didn't expect that when I saw the stitches, the insertion was so accurate!! ”
The girl with long gray hair was also heavy-faced.
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In the Mercava's infirmary, Varudovares came to his senses.
The vision was blurry, and the whole body was aching.
The principle of true knowledge is to open the "active limit" of the human brain to its own power. So, why limit it when you can exert so much power? It's like inflating a balloon, which theoretically can charge an infinite amount of gas, but if you rush too much, it will burst the balloon.
There is a limit to the amount of power that the human body can withstand, so in order not to harm the body, the brain sets a subconscious limit so that humans cannot use enough power to harm themselves.
The principle of true knowledge is to break this boundary.
Valudo is not as powerful as Yutatsumi, he is just an ordinary bad boy, and he does not take the red perfect true knowledge, but the blue ordinary true knowledge - of course, according to medical research, the two drugs are basically the same medicine except for the different colors. However, You Chensi got the research materials of true knowledge and deeply understood that the production of red true knowledge requires a crucial and murderous step.
Fighting with all his strength, coupled with the consumption of true knowledge, Valudo now feels that his body is not his own, and if he wants to move, this skin-like body will have a sense of weakness and deprivation, and it will be uncomfortable.
"Really...... In the end, did you still lose? ”
Valudo was in a bad mood.
His memory was a little blurry, and after he un-demonized, his memory was all messed up.
"No, you won. Varudo. ”
It was Waji's voice.
At any time, Varudo would never mishear the voice.
In Valudo's boring life, stand up and fill his empty archenemy!
"Waji !!"
"Ah, there's no need to be so loud, I can hear it. I'm not deaf. ”
He coped with it easily.
Yes, it's this damn cloud with a light and breezy attitude, as if he can handle this damn expression at any time!!
That's what I said......
"Oh, that's wonderful...... The moment when the fake smile was smashed. ”
The corners of Varudo's mouth curled in a strange arc.
Come to think of it.
The refreshing feeling of pressing Waji to the ground and hitting it.
Although the process and result are very vague, only Waji's sissy crying face is so vivid that it will never be forgotten.
Hehehehe......
Valudo uttered a bright voice.
Did it.
With his fists, he corrected Waji's empty life!
It's as if he saved himself back then, and this time it's his turn to knock him back.
"Really? Thanks to you, I also experienced the pleasure of beating people. ”
"Huh?"
"Huh? Forget about things that are not good for you? Are you the leader of a gang like that? Oops, you're being hit by me. ”
"You fart!"
As soon as he heard this, Varoudo's temper couldn't be suppressed: What?! Lao Tzu will be pressed and beaten by you?! What an international joke!
However, this excitement, Valudo was involved in the wound, and the instant over-electric pain spread throughout his body, making him grin.
"Hey, don't worry. In short, calm down and speak slowly. About Machi, about you, about me, about the Old Town, about the Knights of the Star Cup...... We have a long time. Until tomorrow, it's all idle. ”
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Vincent hid in the toilet with a cigarette in his mouth.
He didn't put on his shirt, or rather, he took it off and put it lazily on his shoulder, revealing a taste of decadence.
His body has been trained for a long time, and the large muscles are piled up with strong and hard lines, revealing a sense of perseverance. In the crisp lines, countless white bandages tightly wrapped around his body, and only his shoulders and a small part of his skin were exposed, and the blood oozing from inside could be faintly seen.
Vincent clenched his fist and punched at his delicate face in the bathroom mirror, he had done countless straight punches, but this time he was soft and powerless, and when his right arm was tight, the sharp stinging pain in his chest made him can't help but put away his strength.
No, no......
Vincent sighed.
This time, the injury was too severe.
Originally, I wanted to give the Sword Saint of the Wind a hard ......
At least, you have to repay his "favor" with this knife...... Coming and not mingling is not the practice of the mafia.
"Looks like I can only ask you this time, the Support Section...... But next time...... Lancet, that bastard...... I'm going to finish with him with my own hands. ”
He whispered to himself.
After speaking, he unscrewed the cigarette in his mouth and threw it into the trash in anger.
Smoking is harmful to health and can hinder wound healing.
That's what the girl who looks like a cute girl said.
Speaking of which...... She...... What's the name? (To be continued.) )