I really don't know what to do, the reality makes me stop dreaming, No. 1 is too beautiful, too rich, too young, and better than No. 2, who currently eats with his face and figure. Pen % fun % Pavilion www.biquge.info

In the past two days, I have time to look in the mirror and look at myself in the mirror, I am getting older than I was two years ago, if I looked like I was in my early thirties two years ago, now I am rapidly moving towards my actual age. Even if it is caused by being too tired in the past six months, this kind of aging is inevitable and difficult to reverse.

In a few years, I will be menopausal. Then it will get older and older, and the hair can be dyed, but will it be difficult to have plastic surgery for the face?

There is a kind of hot and cold world that is terrifying, and can force everyone alive to death. An old woman marries a little man, even if the little man is not good, she will be called a liar, and there are all kinds of ugly words. In addition, I am not excellent, and No. 1 is too good, which is the same as "divorce is the fault of both parties", piercing, heart-piercing faint pain.

"I know what you're worried about." No. 1 took my hand, still half-kneeling there: "But believe me, I will definitely protect you, with me, I won't let you worry about anything, please believe me once!" ”

Looking at No. 1's face that seems to be shining, like this kind of man and woman can kill beautiful men, and it can be called a demon. But this evil is haunting me!

For half a year, I spent half a year with No. 1, and at the beginning, I didn't even sleep a full night, and I could even sleep while eating pizza. But I can't sleep, otherwise the mushy stool on No. 1's stomach for a long time will make No. 1's delicate skin red, inflamed, and it is said that it will even fester.

No. 1's big black and watery eyes always looked at me with a rich expression, like an unweaned kitten eager to stick to me all the time.

When No. 1 started to move on to the next link, I still remember that worry, I was afraid that he wouldn't be able to get out.

If this feeling is not love, it can also be called affection... And the second and third, maybe these feelings have not yet been established.

One solemnly promised, "If I can't, you can leave me at any time, but I'll do it, swear by my life, and that life is what you gave me." Marry me, Zhenzhen, I really love you! ”

My heart softened, and the layers of fortifications were overcome, because I was a woman who wanted to be loved and love someone else, even if I was already middle-aged.

What else is there to be afraid of? It's a big deal to fail again before you die! If I am like a snail, reluctant to protect myself with a heavy shell, then I will always be like a snail, slowly crawling on the road of feelings, maybe crawling until I am out of breath and have not yet climbed to success.

I took a deep breath and closed my eyes helplessly: "Then try it, you get up." The words were as light as sighing.

As soon as No. 1 heard this, he immediately got up, took out the diamond ring, helped me put it on my ring finger directly, and then hugged me tightly... There was a round of applause. In fact, what is there to applaud, get married this year, and thirty percent will divorce next year. I don't want to see if the two of us are worthy, maybe the light here is too dark, if it's daylight, there must be many women who have to bite the pillow at night and can't figure it out, how can such a good man be teased by me, a middle-aged woman.

"Zhenzhen, I'm so happy, I will definitely give you happiness, definitely." Number One hugged me tightly and was very excited.

But I was calm, as if what was happening at this time was someone else's, because I wasn't optimistic. Time will let Number One know that we are not suitable, and that he will leave me by himself when he can't stand the gossip of others and the beautiful women around him.

No. 1 sent me to the door and looked at me with a smile: "Don't let me go up and sit?" ”

I replied lightly: "My coffee is hard to drink, and the place is small, what are you doing there?" ”

No. 1 turned his head sideways, slightly playful: "So my wife never invites men to coffee, and a small house has small benefits." ”

"Then I'm leaving." I opened the door.

"Hey, wife~" No. 1 called out to me: "Can't I go up to meet my parents?" ”

The titles have changed, "uncle and aunt" have become "parents", I asked rhetorically and pretended to be stupid: "It's not that I haven't seen it, what else have you seen?" ”

"Of course, let's discuss the wedding date, what do they want." Number One sincerely intends to marry me: "The custom here is to give a bride price. ”

The corners of my mouth twitched: "The bride price is to be given, but we marry our daughter here, and how much bride price is given, and how much is the dowry." So, just give it, and go ahead and prepare to give one or two million. ”

"One or two million? Okay, I have it in my card now. "No. 1 didn't think it was too much, but went to the car door as if he had picked up a big bargain, and was really ready to go up and talk to my parents about marriage.

"Okay, what are you doing up there so late?" I had to sit in the car and wait for Number One to dispel the idea before going out.

No. 1 also felt that it was a little late: "Then I'll come tomorrow, anyway, my parents are retired, and I'm basically at home every day." ”

I really convinced him, but it must not work like this, so I simply explained it. After thinking about it, I said, "Coming to talk about marriage is the last step, so you don't need to be in such a hurry. We can try to get along with each other first, feel that it's okay, and then get married. ”

"Is it a trial marriage?" What other men can't ask for, No. 1 is actually unhappy: "We have been together for more than half a year, I don't think there is anything bad, and I still try to get married." ”

My head is big, this number one, why don't you understand?

After thinking about it, he said: "Marriage is not the same as being together, in fact, I still don't know much about you, and I have never stepped into your life circle." As the saying goes, an ugly daughter-in-law always wants to see her in-laws, shouldn't your parents meet me? ”

"My parents don't care about me, and my dad is dead, and my mom knows where to be happy, I don't have the ability to find her." The No. 1 family is still strange according to the standards of the earth, and no matter what happens to the children, people can run away.

"Then I always want to see your friends, right? Let them know that I'm your fiancée, as it should be, right? ”

"I have no friends, only business cooperation, I get married, what does it matter to them? They also had to come, and the earth had to give red envelopes. If I get married and call them, they won't give me a red envelope of 180,000 yuan. "Number one's words almost made me vomit blood.

That's all I can say: "It's too late today, let me go back and get a good night's sleep, and tomorrow we'll go out to dinner, okay?" ”

"Okay." Number One tapped his cheek with a finger: "Then say goodbye." ”

I rolled my eyes: "Good night." "Pushed the door open and got out of the car.

When I went upstairs and heard the sound of No. 1's car driving away, my heart was so confused.

"Coming back?" My mother came out, and after hesitation, she said: "This man is too beautiful, and the man who is too good-looking belongs to someone else." ”

"Shouldn't I be looking for an ugly one?" I said angrily: "If the ugly man is still cheating, isn't it a failure of failures?" Find a good-looking man, at least he is comfortable to look at every day, even if he cheats, it is normal, he is beautiful. If a man wants to cheat, it has nothing to do with beauty or ugliness, and if he looks pretty, he just has more opportunities. You go and look at the black beauty in the vegetable market, this woman looks like a big briquette, and the skin on her face is like honeycomb coal, and she is not pulling and pulling with several men, she is very famous. ”

"I'll tell you, if you don't listen, forget it." Although my mother said this, she actually sat down, planning to talk for a long time in the middle of the night: "You are in your forties, you should know what to do, or find one as soon as possible, otherwise, you really plan not to get married?" ”

"If there is a suitable marriage, if there is no suitable one, of course you will not get married." I said with some resentment: "But don't say that it doesn't matter if you are poor, as long as you are good." It doesn't matter if you are poor when you are young, but you are still poor in your forties, you can only say that you are incompetent and lazy. I'm comfortable now, why bother finding a scumbag man to make myself unhappy, okay, I'll sleep. ”

Mom was about to say something when my phone rang.

I took out my phone from my bag and looked at it, I was stunned, it was Sister Ma from the Universe Blind Date Network. So I picked up the phone, and Sister Ma's voice drifted from the phone to the room.

"Xiao Zhang, do you know who I am? Hahaha, congratulations, congratulations. ”

I blinked a few times: "Congratulations on what?" ”

"Of course it's you and One, and Number One told me. One is a good man, and he belongs to the Universe Special Protection. I've never mistaken you, you're really hot! You know, when I helped him introduce him last year, he said no, it turned out that he was looking for you again... ”

Sister Ma talked for five minutes and hung up the phone happily. I thought about it for a while, and then I figured out if it was because her performance was also hers, so she was so happy?

"Who's calling you in the middle of the night?" Mom has been watching.

"Oh, just a normal friend." Before I could finish the story, my phone rang again.

This time it was No. 2, and when I answered the phone, I heard No. 2 asking on the phone with a crying voice: "Zhenzhen, why did you agree to marry him?" This damn worm actually started first, Zhenzhen, please, don't marry him, marry me, I can raise you... ”

This No. 1 won't tell the whole world about this, will he? I just covered my forehead, listened to the phone, and after three minutes said that I was tired and was going to rest, and hung up the phone.

I just hung up the phone, the phone rang again, I looked, it was the three... Spare me, wait until the bell doesn't ring, and then turn it off.

After washing, I walked into the room and reached to turn off the light, where the pink diamond ring on my ring finger caught my eye. A pink diamond is so big that anyone's eyes will be drawn to it. How many carats, four carats or five. Is it true that colored diamonds are said to be more expensive than clear diamonds?

I took it off and pulled it on the surface of a small mirror that was about to be thrown away, much harder than the mirror, and a scratch immediately appeared on the mirror.

It's really diamonds, why buy such expensive things? It is inconvenient to wear it when working, for fear of high temperature, for fear of boiling oil. If someone like me wears such a one, people will think it's fake.

I fell asleep and turned off the lights with a "snap".

"Zhenzhen, Zhenzhen~" Mom shook me awake.

"What?" I still want to sleep.

"Did you promise to get married?" Mom was very excited.

"Try it first, it's okay to get engaged, I don't want to get divorced again." I rolled over and went back to sleep.

"But that's not what people say."

"What did he say, how do you know?" I'm irritable, just want to sleep, slept late last night.

"Of course I do!" My mother was very happy: "The person is already sitting inside, saying that it is a proposition." ”

Yes? I fell asleep.

My mother was very satisfied: "A very reasonable young man, I like it, and your father and I don't object." ”

Dressed in my pajamas and slippers, I walked to the back room, where Number One was sitting upright, talking face-to-face with my father.

"Hey, why are you here?" I asked directly, and at this point I couldn't help but yawn and scratch my hair.

"There's a guest coming, and you're coming out like that?" Dad was a little reproachful.

"It doesn't matter, Dad. I just like Zhenzhen like this, not pretentious, honest. "Number One will say whatever is good anyway.

In this case, I will be more honest and straightforward: "I don't get married at the moment, I have the final say." ”

"And when are you going to get married?" Daddy's eyes puffed out.

"This..." I have no choice but to use the strategy of delaying the army first: "Get engaged first, then try to get married, and then get married if it's good." Otherwise, if you get married and divorced, you will have to divide your property, which is troublesome. ”

No. 1 said calmly and gently: "No need to divide it, if you don't like me, my money is all yours, take it all." ”

When I said this, my parents immediately felt that where did this come from, it was so refreshing.

That's not all, No. 1 began to plan: "Let's go buy a house first, Zhenzhen, do you want a serviced apartment, or a waterfront villa with a garden?" Which country do you like, let's go there and buy a set. When I buy a house, I will contact the local school so that Lele can go to the best school for education. Then we get married, my parents are here, we come to see once a year, and I usually ask an aunt to help take care of it, so you don't have to worry about everything, I will arrange it. ”

My mother hurriedly said, "Don't worry about us, we have a retirement salary, no problem." ”

"No, Zhenzhen's parents are also my parents." No. 1 used the solicited opinion: "If Zhenzhen and I live abroad in the future, the villa here will be empty." It's not good that the house is always empty, or my parents move in, and I will ask two aunts, one for cleaning, and the other for cooking. I'll pay for it, and you should do me a favor and help me look after the house. ”

This made my parents almost cry, where did this come from a good son-in-law, great.

I just stood there as if my face was paralyzed, and then I said very firmly: "Get engaged first, then try to get married, and then get married if it's okay." That's it, I'll go to sleep for a while, you talk. After saying that, he fled back to the small room, lay down, covered the quilt, and closed his eyes. (To be continued.) )