Yuan Jinpeng returned to the room, wanting to sleep while he was drunk, but he couldn't sleep in a daze while lying on the bed. He didn't expect that there would be a "scandal" with Zhang Muhibiscus, and it was boiling outside, but he was in the dark. Zhang Mujin is the first beauty in Fengling Township, the common people call her "beautiful township chief", and many cadres in the township call her "black peony". He admits that Zhang Mujian has a pure and refined temperament, delicate and simple, exuding a youthful atmosphere, and even the slightly dark skin gives people a healthy and sunny feeling. But in any case, they have a mutual affection for each other at best. If we talk about deviance, it is only ideological deviance. Of course, there is no wind and no waves. Once, Zhang Jianguo came to Fengling, and everyone drank with him. In the end, the team members who accompanied him were drunk. Zhang Mujian was so drunk that he finally helped him to the room. Just about to leave, he was hugged by him, and it took him a long time to break free. He was drunk and fell asleep. The next day, he asked Zhang Mujian, it seems that you sent me back to my room, right? Zhang Mujin smiled slightly and didn't say anything. She didn't know if Yuan Jinpeng really forgot or pretended to be confused. But she knows that such a thing is embarrassing to say it too clearly.

Chinese is really the most beautiful language in the world, and Yuan Jinpeng, who is quite conceited about controlling words, has fallen into the dilemma of not reaching the meaning of words again and again. When he was in college, his relationship with Li Zhongfu was a little tangled - the relationship was very good, but he often sang the opposite stage. often quarrels, but they sympathize with each other. What kind of relationship is this? Friend? Friends? Yuan Jinpeng tried his best, but he couldn't find a suitable word. Now, once again, he is in a state of confusion in expression. He had tried to find a word to describe his delicate relationship with Mr. Zhang. A relationship of mutual admiration and deliberate distance, a relationship that can withstand beatings may not be able to withstand intimacy. Ambiguous? Third? None seem to be accurate. A few years later, when he saw the concept of the "fourth person", he felt a little close.

Liu Jinzhong's words alerted Yuan Jinpeng. However, the imaginary relationship with Zhang Mujinzi attracted such attention from the leaders of the county party committee, which was beyond his expectations. At this time, he clearly realized that working in an administrative unit, if the affairs of men and women were not handled properly, he would be burned. Even rumors are enough to make you burn. After all, it's not the college days, after all, you're already a married man, no matter how lingering or unforgettable your love is, in the eyes of others, it's just playing with or fornicating.

Among his peers, Yuan Jinpeng's emotional experience is not complicated, but it is not a clear spring. Before marrying Deng Qiong, he had several college love experiences, not to mention vigorous and mournful, but left a mark in the depths of his soul.

In his sophomore year, he met a girl named Schumann in the chemistry department. Schumann is not very pretty, but like her name, she feels romantic and amorous. On a deep winter night, she took the initiative to invite Yuan Jinpeng, who she had known for less than a week, to the Marseille café next to the college. While talking about Zhang Xianliang, Lu Yao, Jia Pingwa and the old ghost who had just become famous in one fell swoop, he taught him to taste coffee hand in hand. This is Yuan Jinpeng's first love, his speech and demeanor are quite restrained, and he looks like a shy little boy. He has not entered the role for a long time, he has not been excited and cared for as he should be, nor has he been refreshed as he should be, like a ship that has not raised its sails, and has been dragged into the sea of love. Schumann didn't notice this at all, she even admired Yuan Jinpeng's reserve, it was rare to meet such an arrogant boy. Schumann's father was the secretary general of the regional administration and his mother was the deputy director of the regional women's federation, but Yuan Jinpeng knew nothing about this. Later, everyone praised him for his good vision and sneered, and he figured out what was going on. He thought that it didn't matter who Schumann was his daughter, what mattered was that he was like-minded and close in values, and that what was important was "comrade lovers". At first, Schumann was cautious, but after a long time, the sense of superiority in his heart finally overflowed, and his flamboyance and willfulness were revealed. Yuan Jinpeng comes from a teacher's family, and it is inevitable that there are some clear heights. In this way, conflicts between them are inevitable. When small frictions continue to accumulate, the difference in the status of the two families becomes a catalyst. Once, when they talked about the central leadership, they were very envious of the central leadership's background in a prestigious school, but when talking about their parents' academic qualifications, Schumann said that academic qualifications were not important, and compared their parents' status, academic qualifications, popularity, and activity ability in an all-round way, proving that academic qualifications were just a piece of paper, vaguely implying how incompetent Yuan Jinpeng's parents were still teachers in rural middle schools. Where did Yuan Jinpeng tolerate Schumann's disdain and contempt, he immediately opened his throat and quarreled with Schumann, and broke up unhappily. Later, Yuan Jinpeng discovered that Schumann was a fake romance and a real snob, and even did anything to become a student cadre and join the party. He could not tolerate this. In his opinion, a person can be incompetent, but must be upright. And whether a person is upright or not depends on his tolerance for social evils, and whether he will do whatever it takes to achieve his ends. Slowly, he deliberately distanced himself from Schumann, and the boat of love hit the reef and sank as soon as it set sail.

Hong Ying is a beautiful girl that Yuan Jinpeng actively pursued in his junior year, with short hair, apple face, big eyes, tall and plump figure, and reserved temperament. Hong Jue's appearance and temperament made him fall in love at first sight, and after a little contact, he quickly became intoxicated. This is the shyness, demure and gentleness that a girl in the flower season should have! However, he soon discovers that he is singing a one-man show, and Hong Jue does not seem to respond to his pursuit. She recognized his character and talent, but ignored his passionate love letters one after another, and did not reply a word, let alone talk about dating. Half a year later, exhausted, he retreated, and he couldn't see any light or hope, can he not retreat? He withdrew completely, even claiming all the love letters. He finally discovered that unrequited love torments people, and the two are beautiful. At this time, he didn't think Hong Jue was as beautiful as before. You see a woman getting more and more beautiful, but this is not necessarily the truth. In the same way, she is not so beautiful, and it is not necessarily the truth. People sometimes deceive their eyes with their own hearts. On the eve of graduation, he asked Hong Jue to leave a message to commemorate this fruitless unrequited love. Hong Ying drew a cartoon on the graduation message book, a young man digging a well with a hoe, a well dug deep but no water, and half a foot below the bottom of the well is a bubbling spring. He sighed after seeing it, people are in love, and they leave no resentment.

Only Yuan Jinpeng himself knows that the reason why he did not dig this well is that in addition to thinking that he is unrequited love, it is also related to the intervention of Fang Yuqing, a girl in the same class. Speaking of which, Fang Yuqing is one of the most beautiful girls in their class: slender figure, melon seed face, big eyes, and long hair with a shawl. When he was a freshman, Yuan Jinpeng once had a good impression of her, but later found that she had frequent contact with several senior boys, and suddenly lost her appetite. For three years, they didn't bother with each other. But providence made people, during the internship, they were placed in the same class and became veritable partners. There is not much to do in the internship, but to assist the teacher in correcting homework, self-study in the evening, and occasionally take one or two classes, which is relatively relaxed. However, the party school of the county party committee, where they eat and stay, is two kilometers away from Yizhong, and they walk back and forth several times a day, which is time-consuming and labor-intensive. Fortunately, men and women are matched, talking and laughing all the way, and I don't feel tired. When there is nothing to do, Fang Yuqing mentions yì to visit the surrounding scenic spots. Their first stop was the Catholic Church, a Gothic building from the early 20th century, which does not look very large, but it is rich and rich. They were particularly amazed by the knowledge and multilingual conversational skills of the church priests. The priest seemed to know everything, and his knowledge of English, French, Russian, and German Chinese opened their eyes. Then, they joined the class on a tour of Fairy Mountain, a few kilometers away. Fairy Mountain is lush and cultivates bamboo, waterfall and clear spring, the scenery is very beautiful, and there is an endless stream of tourists at the turn of spring and summer. When they went up the mountain, they were sent by bus to the halfway point of the mountain, and then they climbed up the trail along the roadside attractions. After all, it is still the mid-autumn season, the sun is still very poisonous, and when they finally come to the top of the mountain, they are already sweating and out of breath. At lunchtime, the head teacher, Professor Ge, allowed everyone to drink some beer, which stimulated everyone's interest. Yuan Jinpeng was hungry and thirsty, and poured two bottles of beer as soon as he served the table. When he was about to finish the third bottle, Fang Yuqing, who was still drinking a small drink slowly just now, suddenly challenged him. In front of everyone's eyes, in the face of a weak woman, there was almost no way out, not to mention that he had a good amount of alcohol, he raised his wine glass without hesitation. However, this time, he miscalculated. Fang Yuqing raised her glass again and again, relaxed. He began to barely be able to keep up with the rhythm, and after a few bottles, his eyes slowly became blurred, and his heart was weak, Fang Yuqing drank two cups, and he still couldn't finish one cup. The last glass, he had just barely poured down, and a stream of air in his stomach poured out the wine, and he vomited with a "wow". After spitting out the first bite, it was out of control, so I had to squat on the side and vomit "wow". Fang Yuqing drank the wine, but she looked white and red, heroic and cool, covering her mouth with her hand and snickering on the side.

On Sunday, Fang Yuqing borrowed a bicycle and invited him to play at the Millennium Bridge and the Seven Star Tower, five kilometers away. He rode his bike, and Fang Yuqing sat in the back. Riding and riding, he found that Fang Yuqing's two handbands were on his waist, a little surprised, and after thinking about it, he felt that he was pedantic - this is normal on a bicycle. When he arrived at the Millennium Bridge, he was immediately impressed by the magnificence and beauty of the bridge. This stone arch bridge has been built since the Chongzhen period of the Ming Dynasty and the Shunzhi period of the Qing Dynasty, and has experienced more than 300 years of wind and rain. Standing at the head of the bridge, he thought, from ancient times to the present, how many talented and beautiful people, how many peddlers and pawns have walked across the bridge! What a bustling scene!

The Seven Star Pagoda is adjacent to the Millennium Bridge and is built on a small hill by the river. After more than 200 spring and autumn, the tower appears to be a little dilapidated, missing a lot of tower bricks, fortunately the wind chimes are still there, from time to time to send out a pleasant ringtone. They went up to the tower, and when they reached the third floor, they found that the more they went up, the more dilapidated they became, and the bricks of the tower were loose, and it gave people an eerie feeling. Fang Yuqing was scared in her heart, and grabbed Yuan Jinpeng's hand. Yuan Jinpeng was also a little scared, and was hesitating to go up, when he saw Fang Yuqing grabbing his hand, he had to take her hand and walk up. When you reach the top of the tower, you can see the rivers, millennium bridges, villages, orchards, and fields, and the breeze blows, and the wind chimes "tinkle", which has a unique flavor. The brick tower was in disrepair, and they paused for a moment and hurried down at trotting speed.

Next to the tower was a turquoise lawn, and they sat down on the lawn, panting.

Fang Yuqing asked, "What are you thinking about at the top of the tower?" ”。

Yuan Jinpeng said: "Wang Anshi's "Ascending Feilai Peak": Flying to the mountain to find the tower, I heard that the rooster crows and sees the sunrise; is not afraid of clouds to cover his eyes, and he is at the top by chance. What about you? ”。

Fang Yuqing smiled secretly: "I won't sue you now." I'm tired, lie down. ”

So saying, he lay down on his back on the lawn. He was a little embarrassed and nervous, he hadn't been so close to a girl in so many years. Fang Yuqing's head was next to his thigh, and her waterfall-like black hair was scattered around him. She wore a checkered shirt and a fashionable pair of leggings, and her tall ** loomed, exuding a charming youthful atmosphere. He felt his heart beat faster and his blood flow faster. He peeked around, and at noon, the lawn was quiet, and there was no one in sight. He really wanted to pounce, but after thinking about it, if Fang Yuqing didn't have any intention, it would be bad. Not to mention ruining her image in her heart, once it spreads, the consequences will be unimaginable. Thinking of Hong Jue's matter, he felt that the girl's mind was elusive, and his heart suddenly cooled. He stood up and walked around. When he sat down again, Fang Yuqing said to himself: "It looks brave, I didn't expect to be so timid!" ”

Back in the county seat, I had already missed dinner time. So, they went to a nearby restaurant called "Open Day" to eat. The hotel is small but tasteful. Fang Yuqing picked a "couple table" where two people sat facing each other. Fang Yuqing ordered three dishes and one soup: beer duck, stir-fried beef tendon with celery, stir-fried pumpkin, and tomato egg soup. I had to ask Yuan Jinpeng to order it, but Yuan Jinpeng had seen enough food, so he ordered "Dongpo meat". After ordering, Fang Yuqing asked for a bottle of liquor "Luzhou Laojiao". She considers herself the host and frequently raises her glasses. However, she only took a small sip each time, but Yuan Jinpeng drank it genuinely. "Luzhou Laojiao" was very strong, and when he went out, Yuan Jinpeng was already seven or eight points drunk, and went to the lawn of the football field opposite with Fang Yuqing.

At first, Yuan Jinpeng could still sit and chat with Fang Yuqing, and then he could only lie down and chat, and then he fell asleep in a daze. I don't know how long it took, Fang Yuqing pushed Yuan Jinpeng beside him, and said, wake up, it's late, everyone is gone. After most of the day, Yuan Jinpeng came to his senses, stretched out his hand, and asked Fang Yuqing to pull him up. Fang Yuqing pulled hard, but unexpectedly, the person didn't pull it up, but he fell into Yuan Jinpeng's arms because he used too much force. The strong youthful breath of a young girl ignited the passion in Yuan Jinpeng's body, and he hugged Fang Yuqing tightly and kissed her frantically on the face and body.

Time flies, and seeing that the internship is coming to an end, their relationship has encountered a crisis. When Fang Yuqing confessed his previous emotional experience to Yuan Jinpeng, Yuan Jinpeng fell into a deep contradiction. He was an idealist and a perfectionist. His ideal love can't have a trace of impurities, this is destined to be a fruitless relationship!