As soon as Zhang Youlin mentioned the word corpse, the little potato rushed in first, and as soon as he pulled Zhang Youlin up, he pushed it out, "Get out!" You get me out! Who told you to come here and talk nonsense!? ”

Zhou Xiaoan's already bloodless face turned pale, and he tried to suppress the nausea that surged up in his chest, and wanted to raise his hand to stop the little potato, but he gave up halfway. Pen, fun, and www.biquge.info

She knew that she could bear it, and she couldn't do it now.

Zhang Youlin was pushed out by the little potato, and greeted Zhou Xiaoan good-naturedly, "Xiaoan, I'll come to see you tomorrow!" Xiao Yong, say goodbye to Sister Xiao An! ”

Zhou Xiaoan's brain was buzzing, his eyes were black for a while, and patches of blood red were pouring up, and he barely waved his hand to Xiao Yong, and leaned against the head of the bed with difficulty breathing.

Yu Lao was quickly invited over, and as soon as he was injected, Zhou Xiaoan vomited.

There was a lot of chaos in the ward, and after an afternoon of tossing, Zhou Xiaoan barely slept for a while, but he still couldn't sleep well, and he woke up after closing his eyes for a while.

Zhou Xiaoan curled up on the bed, trying to rest himself, Xiaohu stuck to her, did not put his head on her neck as willfully as usual, but hugged Zhou Xiaoan's hand with four small paws and put it on his stomach.

Zhou Xiao'an had woken up a long time ago, but she was still lying motionless with her back to the door, her eyes were unfocused at the daffodils on the windowsill, from afternoon to evening, the light and shadow kept changing in the room, but she didn't leave a trace in her eyes.

Some things, not if you are willing to break through and try, you will definitely succeed, many people say that you have been working hard and failing a few times will definitely succeed.

Such a person is either really determined, or he has not really tried it.

The blows and frustrations brought by failure are like peeling off the wound again and again, and it is done by yourself, not only the pain and bleeding, but also the fear of forcing yourself to experience injury again and again.

It's not a sentence that you have to be strong to carry it.

She has struggled with her heart since she was a child, and for so many years, she has been repeatedly frustrated, and she has started again and again, and anyone will have a time when they can't hold on.

If someone asks Zhou Xiaoan now what it feels like, she will tell him that she is tired.

There is really no big reason to talk about, and there is no so-called anger and unwillingness and other emotions, if you are so tired that you feel tired even breathing, let alone thinking and feeling.

The door was gently opened, and the steady footsteps stopped a few meters away from the bed, and Zhou Yuehai's voice was low, lest it startle her, "Xiao An, do you want to turn on the light?" ”

Zhou Xiaoan suddenly didn't have any strength to hold on on to herself in this dimly lit evening, she wanted to be willful, she didn't have to care about other people's worries, she didn't have to care about the feelings of relatives and friends, she just wanted to indulge her weakness.

She shrunk herself into the quilt, didn't even want to speak, and refused any contact with practical actions.

Zhou Yuehai stood in place and did not move, nor did he speak, the light in the room slowly dimmed, his silent shadow almost melted into the darkness, and the whole world was quiet.

I don't know how long it took, Zhou Xiaoan almost thought he was gone, and when he went to see him again, he still stood there quietly and motionless.

Seeing that she moved, Zhou Yuehai immediately spoke up, "Xiao An, do you want to drink water?" "She has never felt thirsty or hungry these days, but she will drink water when the doctor tells her to drink water, and she will eat when she is asked to eat, and she has never refused.

But at this moment she didn't want to force herself, and shook her head slightly.

Zhou Yuehai didn't speak again, but still stood in place and didn't move.

The room fell into silence again, until Zhou Xiaoan couldn't help but ask him, "Can you go out first?" I want to be on my own for a while. ”

Just this night, she wanted to indulge herself, tomorrow she would continue to be strong and keep trying, but tonight, she wanted to take a breath.

Zhou's mother kept telling her that she could be afraid, she could escape, and she could even give up, but there must be a deadline to indulge her negative emotions within the specified time, and when the time comes, she must pack up and move on.

Tonight, her endurance was almost at the limit, her nerves were tense to the extreme, and she had to rest.

Zhou Yuehai was silent for a moment, as if he had stopped breathing for a moment, and then asked her softly, "I don't do anything, I don't say anything, I'm here with you, okay?" ”

Zhou Xiaoan buried her face in the quilt, no, she didn't want anyone to accompany her at this time, she just wanted to let go of all pretenses and all burdens and be a decadent, weak, useless coward......

She didn't want anyone to see herself like that.

But her obvious refusal, Zhou Yuehai didn't realize it as keenly as usual, and still stood motionless, like a statue, stiff and silent, standing like a stone.

It took a long time for him to reply in a hoarse voice, "Xiao An, I can't retreat anymore." ”

If he retreats, he will withdraw from her world. If you retreat again, there will be a cliff behind him.

Zhou Xiaoan just wanted to shrink deeper into the quilt, but Zhou Yuehai was too strange and unusual, she suddenly remembered what he said when she was unconscious, and her heart ached.

She and others will try their best to control themselves, so as not to make Shen Mei feel distressed, not to let Xiaoquan worry, and not to make Tang Huilan feel guilty...... But he is the only one who willfully indulges his emotions, but perhaps among these people, he is the one who bears the most.

He's lost so much weight, how did he survive these days? How did he find so much time to come to the hospital under such pressure at work? She pushed her away again and again, how did he collect his mood and lean over again and again?

She can be willful with him when she is tired and frustrated, but what about him? What is he going to do?

Zhou Xiaoan's tears flowed, she didn't want him to see her embarrassment, but if he was willing to accompany her, then she should give him a chance too.

"Uncle, I'm afraid." Zhou Xiaoan's voice was unusually calm in the dark ward, but it made people deeply feel her helplessness and emptiness, "You accompany me, I'm so scared......"

Zhou Yuehai's throat choked, and his heart was stuffy and painful, but he finally fell into place, "Xiao An, I will always be with you." ”

He took a tentative step forward, "I, can I get closer to you?" ”

Zhou Xiaoan nodded slightly, even she was a little skeptical that she really nodded, but Zhou Yuehai seemed to be a stone statue with a charm removed, and suddenly came to life, even if he couldn't even see his expression clearly in such a dim room, he could feel his joy.

Zhou Xiaoan's eyes were hot again, watching him try to walk towards him step by step, and suddenly, all the rejection just now disappeared.

Zhou Yuehai walked to the side of the bed, did not sit down, but slowly squatted down, "Xiao An? ”

Zhou Xiaoan nodded and patted the edge of the bed, "You sit here." ”

Zhou Yuehai didn't seem to believe that this was true, and looked at it again and again, before he sat on the edge of the bed cautiously, not daring to say a word, for fear that she would regret it in the next second.

Zhou Xiaoan buried his head in the quilt, and his voice was thick nasal, "I felt that I might not get better in the afternoon, no matter how hard I worked, I couldn't live a normal life...... It's really sad that I'm working so hard......"

Zhou Xiaoan sniffed and tried to relax himself, "I feel much better now, I wanted to cry just now, but now I feel less sad......"

But he still shrunk into a small ball and hid in the quilt, thin and pitiful.

Zhou Yuehai's hand clenched tightly at his side, and he couldn't suppress it anymore in distress, so he put his hand on her quilt.

Zhou Xiaoan's body stiffened suddenly, but Zhou Yuehai did not stop it, but firmly stretched out his hand and slowly hugged her tightly with the quilt, "Xiaoan, cry when you are sad, don't bear it." With me here, I won't make you sad and scared anymore. ”

Zhou Xiaoan's body has been stiff, but Zhou Yuehai hugged her tightly, without any intention of letting go, and the two of them were almost frozen in the dark.

After a long while, Zhou Xiaoan suddenly pulled out one arm and pushed Zhou Yuehai, "You, let go a little." ”

Zhou Yuehai relaxed a little, but still hugged her firmly, "Xiao An, I won't make you sad alone, you can cry if you want to, you don't have to hold it up in front of me." ”

Zhou Xiaoan was anxious, "Hurry up and let go!" Little Tiger is going to suffocate to death! ”

Zhou Yuehai hurriedly let go, as soon as Zhou Xiaoan lifted the quilt, Xiaohu jumped out of the quilt with a snort, but still refused to leave Zhou Xiaoan, circled around Zhou Xiaoan like burning his butt on the bed, hid behind her and exposed half of his head and yelled at Zhou Yuehai in protest.

The depressed and sad atmosphere just now disappeared all at once, and Zhou Xiaoan smiled first, "Reconnaissance heroes also have times when they drop their chains!" ”

Zhou Yuehai wrapped the quilt around her, and felt her frozen body when he approached, but she didn't push him away.

Zhou Yuehai naturally let go of her, and did not quickly retreat when he saw her rejection as usual.

Zhou Xiaoan felt his restraint and persistence, tried to relax a little, and gently gestured at the distance between the two, "First of all." Then he added in a whisper, "Now, that's all there is to it." ”

Zhou Yuehai nodded with relief, "Okay, let's do this first." That's good. ”

The night spread gently, and Zhou Xiaoan's heart slowly settled down, and then he remembered, "What about Zhang Youlin?" Is he okay? ”

Zhang Youlin is in trouble, and it's quite serious.

He came early the next morning, and unexpectedly was put in by Zhou Yuehai without much effort, and he didn't feel embarrassed at all.

He had a dark circle under his eyes, the corners of his mouth were bruised, his face was half swollen, and there was a piece of gauze sticking to his bald head. Without saying a word, rush up and do it! ”

I was so angry that I kept gesturing, "I just got the bun in my hand!" White bread! Pork stuffing! One punch and he was knocked away! ”

Zhou Xiaoan burst out laughing, "You are all disfigured, and you are still worried about buns!" ”

Zhang Youlin is really good-looking, in terms of delicate and beautiful facial features, he is the best-looking man Zhou Xiaoan has ever seen here. Even compared with the small fresh meat that was popular all over Asia in later generations, it is not bad.

Now that he has a shaved head and a color on his face, it still makes people feel very pleasing to the eye, which shows how good his bottom plate is.

But he never seemed to know or care how good-looking he looked, his hair was always cut like a dog, and his clothes never cared about what he was wearing except for being clean, and now he simply cut his bald head!

And the brain circuit is also different from others, he was beaten by Zhou Xiaoquan and Xiao Potato, as if he forgot about the ashes on his body, but he never forgot the meat bun that he was beaten away.

Zhang Youlin grinned and sat down, looking Zhou Xiaoan up and down, "Are you okay?" I was terrified when your brother beat me! Ah! You know you're fine, I'll eat the buns first and then run! ”

Zhou Xiaoan despised him, "You came to Peizhou to eat meat buns?" ”

Zhang Youlin changed the topic with a smile, "Xiao Yong's birthday, I have to come here!" ”

Zhou Xiaoan knew at a glance that he was not telling the truth, "What is Xiaoyong's birthday?" When are you going to go back? ”

Zhang Youlin blinked his eyes, "Aren't you sick!" I'll stay with you and wait until you're better. ”

Zhou Xiaoan didn't believe it at all, "You hurry back to Qingshan County, the affairs of Peizhou are not something you can get involved in, are you not afraid of yourself, and you are not afraid of affecting your father and Zhang Tianlai?" ”

Zhang Youlin hissed, "Your brother said that I scared you stupid, look at you, where do you look stupid!" Better than anyone else! ”

Zhou Xiaoan almost rolled his eyes at him, who doesn't know what he thinks all day long! Look at the excitement he had yesterday and you know what he's going to do.

"Even Zhang Tianlai can't help you in this matter, what else can you do? Let's go back! ”

He must have wanted to study the rare pink corpse! But that's the physical evidence of a big case, how can he move casually?

Zhang Youlin bowed his head in frustration, his face was too perfect, his eyebrows were shaped, the bridge of his nose was straight, and his facial features were more handsome when he shaved his hair, so lonely that he didn't speak, even Zhou Xiaoan felt as if he was too cruel to him.

"You talk to Zhang Tian, and when the case is solved, let him show you the forensic identification materials."

Zhang Youlin pulled the chair to Zhou Xiao'an's bedside, ignoring her dodge, and muttered to her in a low voice, "Do you know who that forensic doctor is?" Students my dad taught before! I failed every semester, and if my dad hadn't sent him down, he wouldn't have been able to finish his studies! Now because of the good ingredients, I actually went to be a forensic doctor! ”

At present, the public security bureau does not have a special forensic department, and all doctors from hospitals are asked to perform autopsies on their behalf. Peizhou is in such a mess now, and it is a big case in extraordinary times, and the political reliability of all the case-handling personnel surpasses everything, and the original forensic doctor has been replaced because of the family composition problem.

So Zhang Youlin was very anxious, "He didn't even pass the anatomy!" What can he find out?! ”

Zhang Youlin complained and ran away, Zhou Xiaoan knew that he couldn't stop him, so he could only ask Zhou Yuehai to tell Zhang Tian to come and stop him.

Then she also cared about the pink corpses as much as Zhang Youlin.

Zhang Youlin has always been heartless, he scared Zhou Xiaoan like that yesterday, and when she asked today, he still told her with great interest.

Recently, more than a dozen disabled people with physical defects have died in Peizhou, each of them was still warm but no breath when they were sent to the hospital, and some even had no breath, but their bodies were feverish, so doctors would still try to give first aid.

But no one was saved. And their bodies are all beautiful pink.

The most bizarre thing is that more and more people are dying, but not a single case of missing people has been reported.

It's as if these disabled people appeared out of nowhere.

Sometimes the obstacle in people's hearts is a hurdle, no matter how difficult it is, if it is over, it will be over, and then there will be no fear of not knowing how to deal with it.

Zhou Xiaoan will not react so violently when he mentions the words corpse now.

She vaguely knew that the forensic science of New China had not yet started, and she didn't know if everyone knew that cyanide poisoning and carbon monoxide poisoning would make corpses look pink, so of course she didn't dare to say anything rashly.

But what if she didn't say anything, and kept thinking about it in her heart, what if she said that it would help a lot?

After thinking about it for a while, she could only make an excuse, "Uncle, Mr. Fan told me a story that was told to him by a foreign banker when he was working in a trading bank, and I think you might need to listen to it." (To be continued.) )