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Domestic is not for her.

From the moment she was abducted from the office of the steel mill and he watched her blood spilled on the snow, the shocking blood red and the chill to the bones were deeply imprinted in his heart.

Later, An An experienced such a life-and-death catastrophe, no matter how much he didn't want to admit it, he had to recognize that the country was not suitable for An An's life.

No matter how hard he tried to protect her, the environment was like this, and he couldn't afford to give her a stable and comfortable life here.

Fortunately, he is the tree that has been trained in the cold and heat, and he will never give up hope because of difficulties.

On the contrary, the greater the resistance, the more it stimulates his instinct to survive.

Yes, survival.

Shen Lao knew how difficult it was for him to send An An away, and enlightened him with Guo Lao's words: "Life is the most difficult to give up, you don't have no choice, and An An staying doesn't necessarily mean that you won't have a good life, it just depends on how you choose." "Do you choose to love her more, or choose to love yourself more.

He was just silent at the time, in the eyes of Shen Lao and several other insiders, he was making a difficult choice, but only he knew that this was not a choice, it was survival.

Only when he is accustomed to life and death can he best appreciate the preciousness of life and the shortness of life, and he can't let the best time of An An's life be wasted on their involuntary waiting.

He is not willing to waste a minute, in the more than 30 years of his life, he has long been accustomed to sailing against the current and ups and downs, from the moment he was born, he is fighting against fate, there will never be compromise and resignation in his life!

The moment he decided to send An An away, he was already prepared. He will do his best in his life to retain the only warmth and beauty in life.

The train roared forward, and the dazzling snow light outside the window was filtered into a soft light by the white curtain on An An's sleeping face, and the skin was like a condensed brow, so beautiful and pure that people couldn't take their eyes off: "Angel (Angel) ......"

The gentle kiss fell on her curly and thick eyelashes, did Father Zhou have a premonition when he gave her the English name that she would grow into the most beautiful and kind little angel in the world in the future......

She was still the sixteen or seventeen-year-old girl he had fallen in love with when he was a teenager, even clearer than then.

The explosion brought her back to life, erasing all traces of time from her body, staring greedily at the girl in his arms, and he subconsciously touched his sideburns.

After An An disappeared, his hair was almost white for half a year, and it was not until An An came back again and the handsome and elegant Pan Yu appeared, that he had a sense of crisis.

Guo Lao prescribed medicine for him, and personally took Guodong to a hill in Shen's hometown to collect medicine, and it is said that after several years of exploration and experimentation, the medicinal materials produced on that hill are much better than those in other places.

I don't know if it's because Guo Lao's medical skills are brilliant or if those medicinal materials are really magical, his hair has indeed returned to jet black, and An An often praised him with little stars in his eyes after waking up: "Uncle, you are more handsome than Jin Dong and Dou Sen combined!" ”

Although he didn't know how handsome "Jin Dong and Dou Sen combined" were, he at least knew that this little girl liked his radiant appearance now.

That's enough.

In front of his lover, everyone's hearts are sensitive, he never knew that he also had such a cheesy person, he hoped that he was good enough in all aspects to be worthy of her.

She has always loved beauty, and of course he has to keep it to make her blush and heartbeat.

She is the daughter of Zhou Jingyuan, who has been called "the greatest philanthropist in Europe in the past 100 years" by the European media, and he wants to make his identity worthy of her, so that she will not only be popular because she is Zhou Jingyuan's daughter in the future, but also make her glorious because she is Shen Yuehai's wife.

Love is not just possession, it is fulfillment. Loving her has become his biggest motivation, making him do his best to become a good enough person to match her.

Gently holding her little hand holding the hem of her clothes, after waking up this time, she became more attached to him, and every time she fell asleep, she had to hold him to feel at ease, so when he decided to send her away, he hardly dared to look at her eyes that instantly sparkled.

Gently kissing her soft and fragrant fingers, the slightly cold hand was so white and clear that it could almost be penetrated by the sun, making his heart tighten and ache, and he subconsciously covered the piece of blood jade on his chest.

It still hadn't regained its original black-red blood, and although it had turned blood-red now, it was still not as warm and intense as before.

This is also the reason why he sent her away ruthlessly. He had to give her the best recuperation possible, instead of selfishly keeping her by his side and letting her be bothered by the chaos and oppression outside.

It was a one-day and two-night journey from Peizhou to Shanghai, and for fear that An An would be bored, the uncle walked to the corridor and took her to watch a few children in the box next door kick the shuttlecock and jump the grid.

The children are family members of cadres in the same carriage as them, their father works in Inner Mongolia, and they live with their mother in their rural hometown to take care of their grandparents.

At the beginning, because I knew that the head of the uncle was there, the children were restrained and couldn't speak loudly, let alone go out of the box, but later An An liked to listen to them, and the uncle gave them a handful of candy to coax the children out.

Several children have lived in the countryside since childhood, and they are curious about everything, and their children's words are very pleasant. Fighting to tell the uncle that when they came, they and their mother were crammed into the hard-seat carriage for a few days and nights, and when they returned, because their father was going back to Shanghai for a meeting, they could rest in the sleeper compartment naked.

Zhou Xiaoan hid and listened to the uncle trying to make himself look more kind to talk to the children, giggling and sighing: "They can be regarded as real high-level cadres, and they have to squeeze hard seats!" ”

Those who can sit in the soft sleeper must be cadres above the twelfth level, and the fathers of several children are at least cadres at the department and bureau level.

I think that as soon as the uncle changed jobs and returned to Peizhou, he encouraged her to show off her power under his guise! She and Shen Mei were high-profile and extravagant at that time, with a posture of walking sideways in Peizhou!

Gee! It seems that the old cadres of her family are really different in this era!

I thought it was rare enough for the children of high-ranking cadres to go out alone to squeeze the hard seat, but after dinner, several children and their mothers actually packed up their things and prepared to go back to the hard seat car!

A little boy was naughty and bold, and came to say goodbye to "Uncle Chief": "Dad is going to rest, we have to go back, and we will come back tomorrow morning to play with Uncle Chief!" ”

The youngest of the children was only three years old, and was left in the sleeper compartment by his father as an exception, and when the mother left, she looked guilty and repeatedly told her husband to "violate discipline".

The mother and son left, and the uncle was afraid that An An would feel uncomfortable, so he coaxed her to speak: "I'll kick the shuttlecock to show you if it's okay, in fact, this is similar to juggling the ball, I should know a lot of tricks." ”

But he didn't mention that there were several boxes in the soft sleeper compartment that were empty, so the mother and son could be left here to rest.

In fact, the husband lived alone in the box, which had two beds, and even if his wife and children were to make a bunk in the box, it was much better than being crowded in a hard-seat car where there was nowhere to stand.

But their husbands and fathers had already made a choice, and outsiders could not interfere.

The husband and his wife and children did not feel that there was anything wrong with this, this is the common worldview in this era and environment, and the surprise of the two of them is incomprehensible.

So they can only be silent, they can only turn a blind eye.

It wasn't until before going to bed that Zhou Xiaoan knelt down in his uncle's arms and thanked him gently: "Uncle, thank you." ”

Thank you for all the care you have always given me and made exceptions again and again, thank you for all your understanding and acceptance of me, and thank you for insisting on sending me away.

She loves this country and her people deeply, but she must also admit that she is out of place in this environment, she can make herself try to adapt, she can adapt, but she has to be worn and depressed.

At this moment, she really understood her uncle's love and hard work for her above all else.

Jiaojiao Ruqing said

I'm really sorry.,There's been some emotional problems lately.,It's also unstable in the update.。 Jiaojiao will try her best to adjust, and strive to resume normal updates as soon as possible, and apologize to everyone again.

The human body is really magical, sometimes a person's joys, sorrows and sorrows do not depend on the people and things around them, but the little hormone secreted by the brain, it is slightly unbalanced, and the emotions will be completely out of their control~ Jiaojiao encountered such a miraculous thing, it is quite interesting to think about it~