Chapter 832: No Choice
Sweat flowed uncontrollably down my cheeks, and I couldn't help but gasp as I looked at the god group opposite. Like me, they were sweating profusely as we panted.
Thirty kilometers away, thirty kilometers more than we have to flee to another world. But they didn't give us a chance, and they tried harder to catch up with us overnight.
Everyone was working hard and they were all very tired. Our breasts were rising and falling, and we were all staring into each other's eyes. I know they won't let us go no matter what, because we've always done the wrong thing. And what Xing Tian said is right, if it is wrong, it is wrong, and no matter how much we remedy it, we are wrong. This road of no return is chosen by ourselves, and this road of no return is also taken by ourselves. And we have received the supreme honor because of this road of no return, and we have also enjoyed the greatest wealth in the world because of this road of no return.
God is fair to man. To gain some is to lose some. We gain dignity, wealth, status, and fame, but we also lose something because of it.
That's freedom and life.
After all, there are too many people who have made us happen with their lives. And we got everything through their lives. Now it's time for us to pay off our debts, and we're going to pay back the lives of those people.
The wind blew, and the leaves rattled. The weeds on the ground rose undulating like waves, and a flock of birds suddenly flew out of the forest with a whirl.
There was a moment of silence. Ye Yihang thought for a while and suddenly said, "Wang Yang, it's probably autumn now, right?" β
"Yes, it's late at night." My breathing gradually became more even, and the sweat on my body gradually dried.
"Well, the leaves at home should be yellow, right? It should have fallen, right? The reeds in the reed pond in District 6 should be yellow, right? Crabs must have crawled all over those sheep's intestines, right? Ye Yihang asked me.
"Yes, it's beautiful over there right now. It was a golden yellow, and the fish in the reed pond were fat. The crabs in the reed pond are also bigger. If we're still at home, we're probably catching crabs right now, right? It's my master's territory, and no one will fine us anymore if we catch fish this time. I said.
"I'm homesick." Smiling, Ye Yihang's eyes became confused.
"There's no going back, we don't have a home anymore." Smiling, my heart became pathetic.
"Yes, we went from a gangster to a big brother, and from a big brother to a criminal. Maybe that's how it goes, right? When we embark on this road of no return, we are doomed from that day. We have wasted our youth and our most beautiful years. Because we are displaced, our lives are threatened all the time every day. We can't go back, we can't go back. Wang Yang, how long has it been since our case happened? Ye Yihang asked me.
"One year and two months." I say.
Listening to my words, Ye Yihang smiled and his eyes turned red. Then he lit his cigarette and took a deep breath, rubbed his cheek vigorously and said, "Huh?" It's been a year and two months. In order to survive, we actually spent a year and two months in this life. I'm so tired. I really want to sleep comfortably for three days and three nights. Forget who we are, forget what we've done. I wanted to revisit the beautiful reed pond and relive what it was like to stay up all night for more than a month at an internet cafΓ© near the school. Unfortunately, we don't have a chance anymore. β
"It's already a cool late autumn at home, and it's a sea of gold. And it's still a hot summer, and it's a green rush with no end in sight. There is spring, summer, and autumn in the oil city. There is winter, there is snow, and when you are frozen and your teeth are chattering in winter, you can look forward to summer, and when you are upset by mosquito bites in summer, you can look forward to winter. And it's summer all year round, and once we cross the border thirty kilometers away, we can't come back. We can't see snow anymore. Ye Yihang said.
"Yes, if you leave, you will never come back." Smiling, my eyes suddenly became moist.
Tick, something fell from my eyes and wet the dirt on the ground. Then there was a deep silence, all that could be heard was the sound of our breathing.
Gritting my teeth, I couldn't help but light a cigarette. When I looked up, I saw that everyone's face had changed.
Because. I've become tearful.
"Why, why can't you give us a chance!? We've paid the price for mixing, and we're never going back to that familiar home. Why, why can't even our little wish to live come true? Why. Why are you pushing us so hard!? With tears in my eyes, I crushed the cigarette in my hand and yelled at them.
"Because you have broken the law, the law will not be merciful. You are alive, so how can we be held accountable to those who died? "Xing Tian asked me.
"They're all bastards, aren't they? They're all criminals like me, right? Smiling. I asked Xingtian.
"What!?" Hearing my words, Xing Tian couldn't help but squint his eyes.
"From the Four Heavenly Kings of the Wind Forest Volcano to the eldest brother Emperor Zhao. From Zhou Gongzi, who covers the sky with one hand, to Oda Seiji who is above the gods. These people don't seem to have a good thing, right? I asked.
He didn't speak, Xingtian just looked me in the eye calmly. Because what I said was right, he had no way to refute me.
Seeing that Xingtian didn't speak, I couldn't help but smile sadly.
"Bastard. What a good thing there is in a bastard. If you don't base your own happiness on the pain of others, what's the point of those so-called bastards even if they become big brothers? And I, Wang Yang, asked myself, I have never bullied an ordinary person from beginning to end. From the beginning to the end, I have never done anything harmful. I'm just mixing it up because I don't want to be bullied. I mix just because I want to protect my loved ones. β
"I can pat my chest hard and tell you that I, Wang Yang, have never done anything that is sorry for my conscience. I can also tell you very loudly that I, Wang Yang, am a good person who is not inferior to you. I, Wang Yang, have killed a lot of people. But I kill the people who deserve to be killed. They were the ones who threatened my life, and I killed them to survive. β
"It's your god group, you shouldn't have killed fewer people than my Wang Yang, right? Whoever I kill is a bad person, and everyone you kill is a bad person. Why. Why can you kill people in order to arrest people, but I, Wang Yang, can't kill people in order to live!? "I yelled at the gods.
After listening to my words, all the people in the god group looked at me with solemn faces and remained silent. Because I'm not wrong, I'm telling the truth.
Seeing that they didn't speak, I gritted my teeth and looked at them with red eyes and said, "Damn, from the first day to now, even if I am a big brother, Lao Tzu has not had a good lifeβ he has tens of billions of banknotes, but Lao Tzu does not have a county-level big brother who knows how to spend money and enjoy." I don't have a face, I'm still being beaten, and I'm getting hurt every day. Finally, Oda Seiji hired a group of scientists to do a cosmetic surgery, and the scars on his body were gone. Right now. He had an extra scar and an extra tattoo that couldn't be washed off. β
"You guys, all go away for me!" Roaring loudly, I walked over to them with a thick black air.
"Why not be a police officer? Why not become a soldier? "Suddenly. Li Xiaoyao looked at me expressionlessly.
"What?" Frowning, I suppressed the grievances in my heart and looked at him.
"Since you have a heart of blood and a belly full of ambition. Since you hate bastards, you want to kill all the bad guys in the world. Why. Why don't you become a soldier, don't you become a policeman? Why don't you study hard and get into a military school or a police academy? Li Xiaoyao was still expressionless.
"I ........." It was the first time I saw Li Xiaoyao so serious, and I was deeply asked by his question. At this moment, I saw that Li Xiaoyao's body seemed to exude a dazzling light, which was a righteous spirit that people did not dare to violate.
"If you've been bullied by a bastard, just tell your family or teacher, right?" Li Xiaoyao said lightly.
"What if the teacher doesn't care? What if the family doesn't care? Tell the teacher that he asks why the bastard doesn't hit others. And to hit you? Tell your family that he said how many dogs are you and that you know to get into trouble all day long? Suddenly, Wang Chenxiao asked him with a sneer.
"Morning Howling." Surprised, we didn't expect Wang Chenxiao to have the same past as us. Even, even more unbearable than us.
"This ........." Listening to Wang Chenxiao's words, Li Xiaoyao hesitated.
"Hehe, if you are bullied by a bastard. If you can find a family member or a teacher, you can solve the problem. Why did we get to where we are today? Li Xiaoyao, you are the son of a famous family, and your master is a respected hermit. You are the pride of the sky. And how can we understand the pain of ordinary people like us. β
"All I can say is that we did something wrong, and we were wrong to the point that we couldn't forgive. However, you have your outlook on life, and we also have ours. You have your solution to the problem, and we have our solution to the problem. We are all ordinary people, and we don't have a strong family background to back us up. And in order to win dignity and the right to live, we can only rely on our fists to fight. β
"However, we did get it wrong. Since we have great ambitions, then we should study hard and be admitted to the police academy or military academy. Wrong, we were wrong. If we could do it all over again, we would definitely try to be a person that everyone likes. There is a bastard who asks us for money, and we give it to him. It's not bullying, it's helping others. But if they go too far, we'll still do it to them. A good man should be able to bend and stretch, and a good man should have a mind like the sea. β
"Unfortunately, it was too late to know all this. Life is practiced step by step, and there is no chance to live again in life. If I could do it all over again, I would do it all over again, as I said. If a bastard asks me for money, I'll just give it to him. Smiling, Wang Chenxiao looked at me deeply and said, "However, there is no chance to start over in life." I can only teach others what I have learned. It is used to teach those children that they must never be like us again. Mix, it's really a point of no return. β
"Brother Yang, we did something wrong, but none of us can die. Because we're going to change the world, right? Wang Chenxiao asked me with a smile.
"Yes, we have a bigger wish that has not been fulfilled, and we have to work hard to change the world." I say.
"Well, none of us can die, can we?" Wang Chenxiao asked me.
"Yes, let's fight." Nodding slightly, my eyes grew brighter and brighter.
I know that the showdown between me and Wei Qing has really begun. From the day I saw him, I knew we were going to be enemies.
It's fate, and one of us will die.
We have no choice but to survive............