More than a month ago, I ambitiously put aside history and plunged headlong into the city, hoping to open up my own path of writing.

However, more than a month of hard work has only been exchanged for dismal data, Sanjiang has failed to pass several applications, and the forced push is far away. The editor gave me a chance to comfort the shelves, that is, the writers joked that they ran naked on the shelves, with the current data of this book, it is estimated that the subscription will not exceed 100, the monthly income will be a few hundred yuan at most, and the full attendance of 600 is only just over 1,000.

Lao Yu is a professional writer, he has resigned four years ago to concentrate on coding, his wife's salary is not high, and he has a son and a daughter to support, and both children have to go to kindergarten, the bank has a loan to repay, his parents are getting old, and the family has a lot of expenses, so for this book that is destined to have no income, Lao Yu is really entangled, and he has wanted to finish the book several times no matter what, but in the end he was finally defeated by reality.

It's very vulgar to talk about money, but it's also very realistic, this failed city gave Lao Yu a hard slap, but it finally woke me up, these days I've been thinking about the reasons for the failure of this book, the first thing that comes to mind is that I don't have enough control over this book, and I haven't been able to write about it in many places, although Lao Yu has written a few histories, but when I started to write about the city, I found that different types of writing are completely different, which Lao Yu was not prepared for in advance, resulting in many mistakes in the book.

The second point is the subject matter of this book, this book is actually a book that Lao Yu wanted to write four years ago, but he has not been able to write, four years have passed, the subject matter of this book may have been a little out of place, and this kind of subject matter is also very restricted, and I have to worry about harmony all the time, which makes me feel a little constrained when coding words, not as free as when writing history.

Finally, there is a very important reason, the original intention of writing this book actually stems from a kind of anger towards society, especially seeing so many negative news through the Internet every day, and there is nowhere to vent the pent-up anger in my heart, which led to the emergence of this book.

It can be said that if you want to write this book well, you must be in a state of anger, and there is a backlog of anger in your chest at any time to vent, but when you write more than 100,000 words, Lao Yu found that he was not as angry as he imagined, especially after having a family and becoming a father, Lao Yu's mentality began to become more and more peaceful, no longer as extreme as before, and people and things that he used to feel unforgivable forgiving, and now he has passed with a smile.

There is no anger in my heart, and when I write this book again, I feel very awkward no matter how I write it, and even some of it is difficult to write, coupled with bad data, which makes Lao Yu even less confident to write it, so Lao Yu refused the opportunity to comfort the shelves, and decided to end the book early.

Next, the old fish will rest for two days, calm down his mentality, and then start preparing a new book, the new book or decided to write back history, after all, this is what he is best at, and it is also the most certain, the outline of the new book has been prepared as early as the last history has been written, and then the old fish will sort it out and write a beginning for the editor as soon as possible.

In the end, Lao Yu apologized solemnly to everyone for his irresponsibility, the plot behind the book, Lao Yu will find an opportunity to write an outline, even if it is an explanation to everyone and himself, in addition, thank you for the support of many book friends, thank you again! Apologies again!