Rainy night, rainy night in the middle of winter. The north wind blew tightly, and from time to time it made a long screeching sound.

Yuan Jinpeng and Deng Qiong nested on the sofa watching TV. Deng Qiong is very devoted, and her love accompanies the ups and downs of the plot. But Yuan Jinpeng was distracted, and in this weather, he was afraid that it would snow. Thinking of this, he couldn't help but shudder. At this time, there was a knock on the door of "Tu, Tu, Tu". Yuan Jinpeng glanced at the quartz clock hanging on the wall, half past nine. In winter, this time is not early, and I reluctantly get up and open the door.

Yan Xiaoqian is actually Xie Jianping's wife Yan Xiaoqian!

Yuan Jinpeng hurriedly took the umbrella from Yan Xiaoqian's hand, and Deng Qiong helped her sit down on the sofa and make tea.

Yan Xiaoqian took the teacup and put it on the coffee table, tears falling.

Deng Qiong pulled a tissue and handed it over: "Sister Qianqian, don't be sad." ”

Yan Xiaoqian wiped a handful of tears with a tissue: "Deng Qiong, can I not be sad?" How many people were in front of the saddle and behind the horse during the reign, and if something happened, the ghosts hid far away. ”

Yuan Jinpeng thought, who else is close to her at this time. Some time ago, Deng Qiong called friends to invite people to see Yan Xiaoqian, but in the end, only three people went. The political arena is as warm and cold as the four seasons, and family affection is always full of spring. Maybe the family relationship is still reliable, even if relatives don't usually interact with each other, once something happens, they can still stand up. Colleagues, friends, it is inevitable to calculate the benefits and disadvantages, the hot and cold world is the norm in the world, what is there to blame?

"Sister-in-law, don't be too pessimistic, Secretary Xie Jiren has his own natural appearance." Yuan Jinpeng said that he didn't know what to use to comfort Yan Xiaoqian.

Yan Xiaoqian sighed: "Alas! Jianping is not a money-grubbing person. You know this, Jin Peng. He had no idea about money, and he didn't know how much money his family had. I've been in officialdom for a long time, and I'm forced to do nothing. Reserve cadres for so many years just can't go up. Huang Baohe's batch, without him. Zhou Qiushui went up, but there was still no him. How is he worse than them? Isn't it just money! There is no money to send it, don't look at him as the leader of the county party committee for so many years, and he can't handle a golf course membership card. In the past few years, he has changed, he wants to make money and want to give money, otherwise he will not buy any shares. ”

"Sister Qianqian, things will pass, and they will slowly get better." Deng Qiong comforted.

Yan Xiaoqian glanced vigilantly in the direction of the gate, and with a mysterious expression, she took out a note from her handbag and handed it to Yuan Jinpeng.

Xie Jianping's handwriting! Yuan Jinpeng saw at a glance that this was Xie Jianping's handwriting. A stack of names were written on the note, the first one was the two vice governors, and the names of Zhang Shouzhuo and Yu Sihai were also in it.

Yan Xiaoqian said that once, Xie Jianping gave her this note, saying that she was looking for help from these leaders.

Xie Jianping actually had a relationship with the two vice governors, Yuan Jinpeng had no impression, maybe it was the relationship that Xie Jianping established later. The question is, are the twin vice-governors willing to speak for him?

Yuan Jinpeng looked at the note: "Sister-in-law, who have you looked for?" ”

"The two governors don't meet, so let the secretary talk to the organization to reflect. Secretary Zhang met me once in the office, and it was nothing more than an official tone. I want to go to Mayor Yu's house in Longxing, and Jianping used to say that Mayor Yu was very good to him. Jin Peng, see if you can talk to Mayor Yu. Yan Xiaoqian said with a depressed expression.

Yuan Jinpeng's brain was spinning rapidly, how could Yu Sihai see Yan Xiaoqian at home?! But how can you tell Yan Xiaoqian, this is not a good thing, Yan Xiaoqian thought that he would not help, so she asked: "Sister-in-law, do you know why Secretary Zhang didn't see you at home?" ”

Yan Xiaoqian blinked: "I'm afraid of causing trouble, so I don't want to help." ”

Yuan Jinpeng said: "Not necessarily. This case was concerned by the leaders of the provincial party committee and the provincial discipline inspection commission, and it was not Secretary Zhang and Mayor Yu who had the ability to influence and intervene. Even if they have a good relationship with Secretary Xie, they will make it very clear that officialdom is so sophisticated. ”

"Jin Peng, you mean, it's impossible for Mayor Yu to see me at home?" Yan Xiaoqian raised her head.

Yuan Jinpeng asked: "Why did you go to Mayor Yu's house in Longxing?" Send money? ”

Yan Xiaoqian nodded: "What else can I do besides sending money to make a point?" ”

Yuan Jinpeng said: "At this time, which leader dares to take your money with his hands and eyes?!" ”

"What then?" Yan Xiaoqian asked.

Yuan Jinpeng was silent, and after a long while, he said slowly: "There is no need to find Mayor Yu. Something has happened, and it is impossible to erase it. Now the case is still being handled, the most important thing is the case-handling personnel, it depends on them if it is lighter and heavier, and it is best to find a way to contact the handler. ”

Yan Xiaoqian hesitated for a moment and said, "Turn around, but it has something to do with finding the director of the Commission for Discipline Inspection who hosted the case......

Yuan Jinpeng grabbed it and said, "Then try it anyway." At this time, the leaders are all turtles with shrunken heads. Unless you can pull him in, who wants to get into a mess. At the end of the day, it's up to you! Originally, I was supposed to help you run, but my position is a bit special, I have to ask the mayor for everything, I am too sensitive, I can only work hard for you! ”

Yan Xiaoqian's tears overflowed her eyes after hearing this, and she cried, and it took a long time to suppress it: "It's just that Jianping didn't cultivate a relative, no one can do anything, and I don't know how to spend the money." I begged my dad to tell my grandmother that it didn't matter, that I didn't know how many days I could run, as if he was going to get me in. Alas! ”

Yuan Jinpeng was speechless for a while, Deng Qiong was infected, and hugged Yan Xiaoqian and cried.

Yuan Jinpeng felt that his phone was vibrating. Recently, after returning home, he set his phone to vibrate mode, and he didn't know when Ye Yourou would send messages or even call. He walked to the bathroom, took out his mobile phone, and sure enough, it was Ye Yourou's message: "Meeting the right person at the right time is a lifetime of happiness; Meeting the wrong person at the right time is a heartache; It's ridiculous to meet the wrong person at the wrong time; Meeting the right person at the wrong time is a lifetime of sighing. Just as he was about to close the phone, the phone vibrated again: "In the dark, I saw that my heart was as old as a flower, there was no pain, no tears, only peace." Then there was another: I was like a dead body thrown into the desert, lonely and unheeded. ”

When he returned to the living room, he saw Deng Qiong opening the door to send Yan Xiaoqian away, so he hurriedly chased after him with an umbrella and let Deng Qiong go home.

Sending out dozens of meters, Yan Xiaoqian said: "No need to send it." ”

"It's a little dark here, get on the road." Yuan Jinpeng said.

Yan Xiaoqian sighed: "Thank you, Jin Peng! Jianping's biggest mistake was not cultivating a few of his own people. ”

On the main road, the lights are bright, but there are few people, and it is extremely deserted. Yuan Jinpeng looked at Yan Xiaoqian's lonely back, somewhat sad. He took out his mobile phone and dialed Ye Yourou's mobile phone. The bell "dripped" four or five times, and then Ye Yourou's lazy voice was heard, "Hey...".

"What's wrong? Do you want me to come over? Yuan Jinpeng asked.

Ye Yourou obviously shrunk in the quilt, and her voice was very small: "No, I'm fine, just read the information." ”

Yuan Jinpeng asked, "Aren't you sick?" ”

Ye Yourou said: "No. You don't have to come over, just stay at home with Mr. Deng. ”

Yuan Jinpeng was speechless.

Ye Yourou said again: "I wrote a letter to you, find time to collect it in QQ mailbox." ”

Yuan Jinpeng said: "Well, you should rest early, the weather is cold." ”

When she got home, Deng Qiong was washing her face and feet, ready to sleep. Yuan Jinpeng thought about it and decided not to watch it at night, he didn't know what Ye Yourou was talking to him, and he didn't know what would happen if he watched it. No matter what, the sky is falling, and you can sleep well at night. During this time, he felt emaciated physically and mentally.

I went to bed, but I couldn't sleep! Thoughts are ethereal, always in the room where they seem to be asleep rather than sleeping. At dawn, he finally fell into a deep sleep. At more than seven o'clock, he was woken up by Deng Qiong, who got up in a hurry, looking at the gray sky outside the house, and no longer sleepy.

After a simple wash, Yuan Jinpeng scribbled a bottle of yogurt and ate a few slices of cake. Put on that Pemont blue tweed coat, hold up an umbrella, and brave the wind and rain to go to the office. Walking on the road, he felt a little floating under his feet and his head seemed a little dizzy.

When he arrived at the office, he turned on the computer for the first time, eager to know what Ye Yourou was talking to him. opened the QQ mailbox, and a resentful woman popped out:

I don't know when I started to fall in love with you so desperately, no reason, no warning, very confused. Because I love you, I am sad and sad for you; Because I love you, I am heartbroken for you. But this qiē can only be a dream - you have never planned for our future. When the day dawned, we were all back to where we were. Because I love you, I can't bear to hurt you; Because I love you, I can't do anything to stay with you, after all, we started a relationship at a time that shouldn't be, what can we do? Give it up completely! I really can't do it! Although this relationship has not started for a long time, who can use time to measure whether a relationship is deep? I don't know what to do next, and what will happen to her between us?! I remember hearing someone say that a relationship is a matter of a few years. Maybe, maybe in a few years, you and I will be tired of this relationship. But what does it matter? We can't grasp the future, as long as now, I just need you to know, I really love you! So, I must give birth to this baby! I can't stay with you for a long time, but I think it's a very happy thing to have a child with my beloved. I know that there will be a lot of resistance to having this child. But I'm willing to pay all the price for it, even to the point of finding someone at random. A person who may be disappointed in everyone gets married so that they can have children in a proper way. Of course, I will tell that person truthfully about the situation of being pregnant, otherwise it would be too unfair. You don't have to worry about anything, nothing will affect you. I brought it all upon myself. I'm happy, I'm happy for it! In this life, we may not be in touch again - Zhang Ailing said, "Without you, I will not die, I will just wither." "Take care!

The letter was not long, Yuan Jinpeng repeated it three times, his heartbeat was accelerating, and he could hear the heartbeat of "bang bang bang". It's tricky! Lately, he's been emaciated and feeling like a gust of wind can blow him to the ground.

He didn't know what to say or what to say, and he was confused. Walking back and forth in the office, he still couldn't figure it out. Sitting in front of the computer, he wanted to reply to Ye Yourou with a letter, typing on the keyboard, but he didn't know what to write. After an hour or two of reluctance, I finally squeezed out a few lines and sent them to Ye Yourou:

For several days in a row, I couldn't sleep at night and thought a lot. After thinking about it seriously, I'm so sorry for you. You give too much and get too little. Actually, for you, you don't care about this. All you care about is whether or not I agree with you giving birth to this child. But I couldn't! I've always been conceited, but I found myself particularly passive this time. I did encounter unsolvable problems, and if I wasn't careful, something unimaginable could happen. Really tired! During this time, I hardly had any comfortable days. Will we succeed if we do our best? If not, you'll be delayed for the rest of your life – even though I know you can give your life for me. What to do? I think about this almost every day. Our love has gone deep into each other's bones, how can we? But what do I have to do to get the best of both worlds? You say you're going to marry someone who everyone is disappointed in, and you're going to trade your whole life and your dignity as a woman for the right to have a child. I cried! My heart is broken! - Because, I really love you! It has been said that love is caring. I'm actually thinking about you every day. Some people say that people only have one feeling of heartbreak in their life, for the person they really love! I'll only break my heart once, once in my life! Once the sea was difficult to water, there will never be this kind of love for others again! I don't know what the future holds, I don't know what to do next, but you must not give up on yourself, and you must believe that we can get through the difficulties together and get out of the trough of life.

With one click, the email was sent, but he forgot what he had said, and his mind went blank! Demented sitting in a chair.

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