"Yu'er, what do you want?" I was a little dignified, and I kept an eye on the two people not far away, pretending to be calm.

"Niangniang, Yu'er wants to be the real emperor." He was sure that he was serious about this.

I couldn't help but hang a big stone in my heart, I knew what he meant, Yu'er was young, so the power of Beishao was basically held by Yuan Ying, the nominal regent. But right now, Yu'er actually wants to take back the power of the emperor from Yuan Ying.

"No." I stopped him. "No, it's too risky, Yu'er, you ......"

"Mother, listen to me." Yu'er interrupted me, "Yu'er can't sit back and wait for someone to be swordsman, if you want to get out of the power of the Empress Dowager and take back power from the hands of the imperial uncle, right now, it is the only chance." Yu'er doesn't know if she missed this time, and if there will be a next time. ”

What he said is really good, it is really difficult to balance between the Empress Dowager and Yuan Ying, I have personally experienced this at the beginning, not to mention that Yuan Ying's mind was on me at that time, I couldn't retreat with my whole body, Yu'er is now nine years old, he may be crushed in the vicious battle between these two forces at any time, and if he wants to live, he can only completely turn over and suppress it.

"Yu'er...... "I don't know how to persuade him."

"Niang Niang rest assured," Yu'er only understands my superficial concern, but does not understand the complicated relationship. "Yu'er has already been mentally prepared, this time to see Niangniang, not all of them are hoping that Nancheng will help me, but also want to explain to Niangniang, if this Yu'er fails, it will be an inevitable death, in this world, Yu'er can't rest assured, there are only two people, Sister Ning has Gong Li, just Niangniang......"

"Yu'er." I stretched out my hand to grab him, for fear that if I didn't pay attention, he would fly away in front of my eyes, but I was afraid that the reaction would be too big and alarm the people behind me, "Yu'er, listen to me, this matter is not as easy as you think." ”

I panicked, really panicked. If he all wants me to help him with Nancheng, it's okay to say, it's just that according to him, he should already have his own forces, then this matter he decided to do, it is already imminent, I can't think of who the forces behind him will be for a while, but since Yuan Ying is quietly letting him meet with me this time, I am afraid that he already knows the conspiracy.

Could it be that at this time, I want to sue him like in countless bloody dramas, no, you can't do this, he is your biological father?! Even if Yu'er will believe me, Yuan Ying may not believe me at this time, without Yuan Ying's knowledge, he will not let Yu'er save Yu'er's life, but at this time, if Yu'er relaxes for a while, and hesitates to care about his family, the power in his hands may become an opportunity for the Empress Dowager and Yuan Ying to completely destroy him.

"Yu'er, do you trust me?" I asked him frankly.

"Faith." Yu'er is very sure.

"No matter who the forces behind you are dominant, I'm afraid that the person you decide to deal with right now is your Uncle Wang. But whether it is you or the people behind you, I am afraid that at this time, your uncle Wang has already figured out all the qiē, and if you start an incident at this time, you will definitely be defeated. Your uncle will let you come to see me, that is, you are very sure of what you want to do, even if you have the determination to fight him to the death if you don't succeed, you will definitely lose. "In the past four years, although I have speculated about the power of Shaogong, I don't dare to make a rash judgment, but at the moment of Yu'er's affairs, I can only think carefully and try my best to help him." Yu'er, listen well, have you ever suspected that the people who secretly help you are difficult for you to control? Or is it simply using you to try to overthrow your Uncle Wang? But if you can't be sure that your men are loyal to you, you have to be reserved and think carefully. ”

Yu'er's eyes widened, and she listened carefully to what I said.

"The forces between all the courts are not relatively absolute, and they seem to be contradictory, but they are often not in conflict. What seems to be in conflict is often not contradictory. You have to try to use your strength to fight, don't rush up as a substitute for the dead, with your uncle's strategy, it is definitely not what you can want, any plan, you have to do a good job even if he knows how to deal with the plan to act, the power in your hands, you can hit him, you can also hit yourself, but you can hit the person you want to fight, turn passive into active, instead of being controlled by others, it is better to turn what you need into your own, accumulate steadily. "I'm not sure how much Yu'er can understand such a statement.

"Niangniang, do you think Uncle Wang already knows what will happen to me?" Yu'er lowered her head, full of breath, and was frighteningly calm. "Then, will Uncle Wang know that Yu'er will sue Niangniang now when she sees Niangniang."

"Perhaps."

If Yuan Ying's nature is concerned, he will never do anything beyond his control, probably the purpose of he will let me talk to Yu'er alone is nothing more than hoping that I can persuade Yu'er to stop, if so, at least for now, Yuan Ying has no intention of dealing with Yu'er.

But I'm not sure.

It's about Yu'er, and the slightest difference in cuò can become a mistake that will kill Yu'er.

Yu'er listened to my words and didn't express her position directly, but was calm and unusual, which made me feel worried.

When Yu'er and I returned to Xiaozhu, Yu'er went back to the room by himself, just like before he went out. I walked to the arranged room, where the candle flame reflected the swaying figure of Huangfu Xuan on the window, and it was obvious that he had not rested.

I stopped and turned around, intending to get out of the way for a moment and take a walk in the courtyard.

As soon as he turned around, he almost put on Yuan Ying.

He stood behind me, unsurprised by my sudden turn, looked up, looked at the flickering figures in the room, and then smiled with an ulterior motive and shook his head at me.

He walked straight into the courtyard.

I hesitated, but followed him to the courtyard. I think if he had asked about the awkward relationship between me and Huang Fuxuan, I would have felt that he had become the kind of person who liked to inquire about other people's parents.

But Yuan Ying didn't. "It's easy to get lost in the middle of the night, but it's also easy to wake up. What does the county lord think? ”

He called me the county lord again, which gave me some indescribable but strange feelings. "Probably because it's dark, the original clear road has become unclear, and people who get lost in the moonlight may need a lamp."

The corners of Yuan Ying's mouth always had an incomprehensible smile, and he inadvertently saw that he had never restrained.

"Will the county lord be a beacon?"

"It also depends on who is right. I won't be a good lamp, but I won't lead people into a cliff. "The purpose of his invitation to me into the courtyard was obvious, though he did not seem to have deliberately concealed it.

"It seems that Yu'er is doing the right thing to let Yu'er see the person he wants to see." Yuan Ying said generously.

"Yu'er is a special person to me. For the regent, he must be a special person. "Maybe I should be glad, I advise Yu'er to think more, when I meet Yuan Ying, this matter is destined to not be easy.

Yuan Ying heard me say this, but did not answer.

His eyes looked into the night.

"Yu'er is indeed a special person to you, so special that you won't want to hurt him at all." Although I hesitated, I still hinted to him, "I'm afraid you've never looked at him seriously, but if you want to find out the truth of the matter according to your ability, it's not difficult, isn't it?" ”

As I guessed, the invisible obstacles between Yuan Ying and Yu'er made them never take the initiative to take a good look at each other, but they just blindly reserved between chasing imperial power, and someone needed to break this relationship.

"You." Yuan Ying suddenly spoke up and stopped me.

I glanced over his shoulders and continued to look nonchalantly at the courtyard.

"At first, I just felt a little special, but slowly I felt that it was getting more and more different." His voice was soaked in the night, confused, not like he was asking me or speaking to me. "It's a different feeling from others, even if it's hidden in tens of millions of people, you can stand out from the light alone, and Yu'er is also more intimate with you because of this feeling."

"Yes, maybe not." I couldn't help but smile, "It's probably the nature of a child, I understand who can be trusted, maybe it's because I am a child, I have a clean heart, and I can decide the distance between me and someone based on my personal preferences." ”

I could clearly feel that at this moment, the smile on Yuan Ying's lips gradually disappeared, and his voice was as cold as a bone-eroding one. "And what bothers me is that when you look at me, you seem to be thinking about another person."

It's just that I suddenly feel sad.

"There is indeed such a person who has been lost for some reason." I don't deny it.

From the moment my Yuan Ying was lost, even if I had the light alone, I couldn't make me feel happy, but I felt very cold, in a high place, I couldn't retreat, and no one hugged me.

"This king really has amnesia." I don't know if he sensed my loss, "I don't even know what happened, and when I woke up, I didn't remember a single qiē." But Ayin, this king should remember you. ”

"Do you know why?" I turned sideways and asked, "Know why, even though you lose all your memories, you still think you remember me why?" ”

Yuan Ying also turned his head sideways.

"Even if a person's memory is different, his instinct will not, just like if he forgets who he once ate with and what he ate, he will never forget how he ate. And I, who is someone who does not hesitate to find even if he subverts the whole world, has become an instinct that makes you feel more inexplicably familiar than eating and sleeping, even if the memory is forgotten, but your eyes remember me, your smile remembers me, your heart remembers me, and your body remembers me. "So I'm not worried about missing you, do you know why," are you overwhelmed by a sudden urge in your body to hug me? The instinctive memory of the body, when you see my intuitive reaction, you will feel inexplicably troubled. ”

I could hear him, he sighed, and even a little distance I could feel him approaching me.

"Don't act rashly." I warned him, "Go back to your memory, otherwise I will always be a woman who abandoned you to become the queen of Nancheng at your critical juncture, even if you still remember to love me, some things will only be reserved for me because of misunderstandings, and I don't want to be such an unappetizing woman, at least for you." ”

It's going to take time.

Even if you have it, you can't be the best, and everything you have paid before will only make you a joke.

I'm sure he'll find out the truth.

When I returned to the room, Huangfu Xuan had already fallen asleep, I could hear a slight sound, I turned off the light, put down the curtain, sat down at the table, and always felt at ease Yu'er, sandwiched between Yuan Ying and the Empress Dowager, who became the force behind him and wanted to push him to the throne, but this person, it is difficult to guarantee that he is not selfish, if he can't fight Yuan Ying, the sacrifice is just Yu'er, if he fights Yuan Ying, I'm afraid he wants to be the second Yuan Ying.

Yu'er is still young, and it is good that he wants to make a difference, but he is afraid of being used, but can he understand?

And I was in such a distraught, aimless thought, leaning on the table and taking a small nap, this inadvertent distraction, until my body shook a little before I suddenly woke up, the sky was already bright, and I could hear birds chirping outside the window.

Turning his head, he saw that Huangfu Xuan was still asleep, thinking that this nap probably didn't last long.

But he had no intention of sleeping.

Whispered open the door and walked out.

I thought I could be by Yu'er's side before he woke up, but I didn't expect that there was movement from the side of the room leading to the back mountain, and I looked carefully.

Yuan Ying stood in the pavilion.

Under his urging, Yu'er clenched his fists and pierced the horse's steps, biting hard and not giving up.

They got up earlier than me, and these two were practicing early in the morning.

When I returned to the room last night, it was nearly five watches, and Yuan Ying should have returned to his room after me.

Yu'er didn't know how long he had been standing, and he stumbled and almost fell, and I was startled, and immediately wanted to rush forward to help him.

But Yu'er was far stronger than I thought, and she stood still and squatted back on her horse.

And I was exposed because of this, and Yu'er was obviously very happy to see me, and although she inevitably looked a little tired, she still deliberately pretended to smile at me with a relaxed and smug expression.

I breathed a sigh of relief.

This child is down-to-earth, and he doesn't fall so easily.

I walked towards the pavilion and stood next to Yuan Ying, "Does he get up early every day to practice?" ”

"Yu'er's health has not been good since he was a child, and it is beneficial for him to get up early to practice." Yuan Ying replied very simply.

Fortunately, in fact, I also deliberately tried it, and it was dispersed like that last night, and I will definitely encounter it again today, and it is inevitable that I will feel that there is still some estrangement.

But when he mentioned that Yu'er had not been in good health since she was a child, I still felt distressed.

I understand why Yu'er's health is not good, I know better than anyone else, I insisted on giving birth to him, but who knew that he had gone through a lot of hardships since birth. "Boy, it's always better to be stronger, you're doing the right thing."

Yu'er began to box, turned around and saw us, even if the whole set of movements was a little childish, but still flowing, Yu'er performed a teenager's graceful demeanor to the fullest, and felt a burst of warmth in his heart.

Even if Yuan Ying doesn't remember his own children, but father and son are by nature, he still teaches Yu'er very well.

At the end of Yu'er's morning class, Yuan Ying's eyes did not look away from beginning to end. Yu'er stopped a qiē action and stood in front of Yuan Ying, Yuan Ying said, "Although you are attentive to the moves today, and the movements have deliberately met the requirements, but your mind has not been in it, and the mind and the moves have not achieved the best fusion results. ”

"Yes. Yu'er remembered Uncle Wang's teachings. Yu'er responded, only at this moment to be humbly taught.

Yuan Ying nodded, Yu'er relaxed, and Fei also ran to my side, "Niangniang, will you feel bored watching Yu'er practice?" ”

I shook my head, "How can it be boring, you have been taught by the regent so well, it really impresses the mother." ”

Yu'er smiled and showed the little white teeth in the back row, and I took out the brocade from my arms and wiped the sweat from his forehead, afraid that he would be exposed to the wind.

Yuan Ying was still standing on the sidelines and remained silent, I looked at him sideways, human instinct is really terrible sometimes, even if fate makes you another person, it will not completely change your style of acting and tone of speech.

Many years ago, in the same mountains and forests, I was ordered by my father to seek help me avenge my father, and that person taught me so harshly.

"So you all got up so early." Huangfu Xuan stood there at some point and said with a smile.