"Take a bath,......," Yan Hongzhi muttered while ventilating.

Yoo Sijin stopped, lay down on Yan Hongzhi's neck and gasped for a moment, then picked him up from the bed, got up and walked to the bathroom.

The two of them stood together under the head of the shower, letting the hot water wash over each other's bodies.

They still kissed each other inextricably, their hands caressing each other's naked and slippery bodies.

Yan Hongzhi was tired of standing, so he simply wrapped his hands around Liu Shizhen's neck, wrapped his legs around his waist, and hung on Liu Shizhen's body.

This posture has a fatal temptation, because Liu Shizhen's roughness is against Yan Hongzhi's buttocks, as long as Yan Hongzhi's body sinks a little more, it will go straight to the secluded realm.

This is simply the most severe test of reason, and Yoo Shijin is on the edge of heaven and hell.

His big hand was on Yan Hongzhi's tight buttocks, and as long as he loosened his hand a little, they could merge into one.

But he can't do this, that will definitely hurt Yan Hongzhi, this is the last thing he wants to see, he must suppress the desire to overturn the river and the sea, step by step.

Yan Hongzhi took the initiative to end this provoking kiss.

"Let's go back to bed." Yan Hongzhi said in a dumb voice.

He was still hanging on Liu Shizhen's body, his hair was dripping with water, and his whole body was wet, and his fair skin with water droplets was particularly attractive in the warm yellow light, making people desperate to leave traces on it.

Yoo Si-jin put him on the sink and dragged a bath towel to wipe his hair and body.

Yan Hongzhi was like a little milk dog, looking at Liu Shizhen with blank eyes, his eyes were watery, both pitiful and crime-provoking.

Neither of them spoke, but they said everything with intertwined eyes.

After wiping Yan Hongzhi clean, Liu Shizhen wiped himself briefly, and before he could stretch out his hand to Yan Hongzhi, he spontaneously stretched out his leg to wrap around Liu Shizhen's waist, and then stuck it into his strong chest, reaching out to wrap his hand around Liu Shizhen's neck.

Liu Shizhen still held his hips, carried him back to the room, and returned to the bed.

"Are you scared?" Yoo Si-jin overlay him, looked into his eyes, and asked softly.

"Don't be afraid." Yan Hongzhi said softly, "Let's start." ”

The more Yan Hongzhi said that he was not afraid, the more worried Liu Shizhen became.

He was not in a hurry, he lowered his head and kissed Yan Hongzhi very gently, and his calloused hands caressed him gently.

Yan Hongzhi likes such a lingering relationship very much, and the hearts of the two people are infinitely close at this moment, beating at the same rhythm, which makes him feel the urge to cry.

But he couldn't cry, it was too bad.

Yan Hong's vegetation willow town kissed into a pool of spring water, soft and rippling.

He put his hand against Liu Shizhen's chest, pushed him away a little, and said, "Brother Shizhen, I'm really ready, you can take the final step." You've been hard for almost an hour, and if you endure it any longer, you'll explode. ”

Liu Shizhen brushed away the messy hair on his forehead and said in a dumb voice, "Okay, let's start." ”

Yan Hongzhi stretched out his hand to take the lubricating oil and safety-full-set that had been prepared long ago and handed them to Liu Shizhen.

But, as soon as it began, it ended.

Liu Shizhen just inserted his fingers to lubricate, Yan Hongzhi couldn't help but tremble, he hurriedly bit his lip to prevent himself from making a sound, but accidentally bit his lip, bright red blood flowed down his chin, reflecting the white skin shockingly.

Liu Shizhen immediately stopped all his movements, hugged Yan Hongzhi tightly in his arms, was so distressed that he couldn't breathe, and comforted him in a loud voice: "Don't be afraid, don't do it, we won't do it, we won't do it in this life." ”

"I can ......" Yan Hongzhi couldn't help crying in his arms, but he choked up and said: "I'm not afraid at all, really, I can continue, let's continue to ......"

"No!" Liu Shizhen said very strongly: "I don't want to continue, let's go home, Hongzhi is good, listen to me, we will go home now." ”

"Don't! I don't want to go home! I'm going to be here, I'm going to make love with you, I'm going to do it today! ”

Yan Hongzhi suddenly became excited, turned over and rode onto Liu Shizhen, holding his hardness and about to sit down, but was pressed under him by Liu Shizhen.

"Don't make a fuss! I'm going to be mad if you continue like this! ”

Liu Shizhen's eyes were red, looking at Yan Hong's face wet with tears, and the blood red that spread from his lips to his chin, he was angry, angry and distressed, but there was nothing he could do.

"Even if I can't make love, I'll be with you forever." Liu Shizhen gently wiped the tears on Yan Hongzhi's face, and said softly: "Have I lived so many years with my right hand? And that day in the car, when you helped me get it with your hands, I was also very comfortable. It doesn't have to come into you to be called love, no matter what way, as long as you reach the climax, it's all doing-love. What's more, we don't just engage for the sake of doing - love, we are for love. I love you, I don't want to see you force yourself for me, I don't want to see you in pain. It's like now, I can't wait to stab myself twice to get rid of my hatred......"

"Don't say it, it's all my fault, it's my uselessness."

At this point, Yan Hongzhi can no longer deceive himself, although the reality is so tragic, he has to force himself to face the reality.

He closed his eyes, but the tears still flowed uncontrollably, "I'm a coward, I may be dominated by this fear for the rest of my life, I can never overcome it, I just hate myself to death." ”

"I love you, no matter what kind of you are, I love you." Liu Shizhen lowered his head and kissed away his tears, "I'll help you overcome your fears, but promise me to take your time, okay?" ”

Yan Hongzhi didn't speak, just reached out and hugged Liu Shizhen, tightly.

Liu Shizhen stopped talking, hugged Yan Hongzhi back, patted him on the back, and comforted him silently.

Waiting for Yan Hongzhi's feelings to calm down, Liu Shizhen stroked his tear-stained face and said, "Let's go home, okay?" ”

Yan Hongzhi nodded in his hand.

The two of them put on their clothes, went to the bathroom to wash their faces, and then checked out and left.

On the way back, Yan Hongzhi sat in the passenger seat, looked at the colorful neon outside the car window, and said nothing.

Liu Shizhen looked at him from time to time, but he didn't speak.

Yan Hongzhi needs to be quiet, and Yoo Si-jin doesn't want to disturb him.

When the car was parked under the apartment building, Liu Shizhen said: "You sit in the car and don't move, I'll go buy something and come back in a while." ”

Yan Hongzhi did not respond.

Liu Shizhen pushed the door and got out of the car, ran to a nearby pharmacy to buy a tube of ointment, and then ran back to the car.

"Look at me." Liu Shizhen said softly and irresistibly.

Yan Hongzhi turned his head and looked at Yoo Shizhen.

Liu Shizhen squeezed out a little ointment onto his fingers, then leaned over Yan Hongzhi and carefully applied the ointment to the wound on his lower lip.

Looking at Liu Shizhen's close face, tears fell again without warning.

Hot tears fell on Liu Shizhen's hand, and he looked up at Yan Hongzhi in surprise.

Yan Hongzhi suddenly pulled out a miserable laugh and said, "Brother Shi Zhen, let's break up." ”