Once Chen Xueqian responded to Chen Qian's requests!

He once made Chen Qian cry, but afterwards he always tried his best to make her happy. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 ｉｎｆｏ

However, this time, Chen Xueqian watched Chen Qian squatting on the ground and crying very sadly, but he did not become unprincipled and lost his square inch like he used to be.

After all, he's not the same person he used to be!

It's not that he abandons the other because he becomes successful. It's because he understands that this girl is not his love, and there is no place for her in his life. It was not until this moment that Chen Xueqian was really willing to admit this fact.

And Chen Qian cried very sadly, very sadly.

People are always like this, if you are always good to him, he will get used to it, and one day you will no longer be good to him, and he will understand that nothing in this world is taken for granted!

Chen Xueqian used to be too good to Chen Qian, so good that she didn't think it was a big deal.

Chen Xueqian didn't know if Chen Qian in his previous life had been so sad, but he knew that Chen Qian's sadness at this moment was not out of love. Rather, it was a blow to self-esteem.

The person she once thought was destined to give her what she asked for her for the rest of her life suddenly told her that everything had changed and that he would not continue to treat her as well as before. She couldn't help but find it difficult to accept it for a while.

Seeing that she cried for a long time, and even passers-by began to point fingers at them, Chen Xueqian sighed and said, "Get up, I'll send you back!" ”

Chen Qian raised her head when she heard this, and looked at him with a pear blossom and rain. His eyes were full of hope. However, what she saw was Chen Xueqian's calm and unwavering gaze. Suddenly, the glimmer of hope that had just risen in her eyes was disillusioned again.

However, she also noticed that the people around her were watching them, and from time to time someone pointed at them, and she was a little embarrassed for a while. After all, he obediently sat on the back seat of the bicycle.

When Chen Xueqian rode the car, Chen Qian tightly wrapped around his waist from behind, and buried his pear blossom and rainy face deep behind his back.

Feeling Chen Qian's movements, Chen Xueqian's body was momentarily unnatural. But then he adjusted.

I remember when I was in school, Chen Xueqian used to carry her like this countless times, but she never hugged him so intimately. Perhaps from the beginning, their relationship was not equal!

After riding for a while, Chen Xueqian said to Chen Qian behind him: "Actually, you don't like me, or rather, you don't care about me as much as you think." We've just been together for so long that we've gotten used to each other's presence. But the longer we are apart, the more you will realize that I am not as important as you think. ”

Listening to Chen Xueqian's words, Chen Qian just sobbed silently and didn't say a word, not knowing whether to agree with his words or deny it.

The car rode fast, and after a while, Chen Xueqian sent her home.

When he arrived at Chen Qian's house, Chen Xueqian did not stay and said goodbye directly.

When he turned around and walked out of Shi Shiran, for him, everything about Chen Qian was a turning page! Both in the past and in the present, there has been a break.

Chen Xueqian didn't walk long, and soon a car stopped beside him, looking at the person in the window, it was Gu Qingying who came to pick him up.

Looking at Gu Qingying's concerned eyes, he silently climbed into the car.

The car started quickly, but Gu Qingying never asked him what happened to Chen Qian.

"I want to go back to Jinling tomorrow!" After being silent for a long time, Gu Qingying spoke.

"Why do you want to go back all of a sudden?" Chen Xueqian looked at her with some surprise when he heard this, and he was a little confused for a while.

"I'm embarrassed to see my uncle and aunt, I've been hiding from them that I'm your teacher." Gu Qingyingying always stared out of the car window, and the hand holding the steering wheel was even clenched and released because of nervousness.

Chen Xueqian looked at her and was a little amused for a while.

"What? Just because of this? Don't you forget, you're my sister, huh? What does it matter if it's a teacher! Chen Xueqian shrugged and said.

Gu Qingying was a little silent for a while, it was the teacher and the matter itself naturally had nothing to do with it, but it had been concealed until now that there was a big problem.

What will Daddy Chen think? Do you think she has anything wrong with Chen Xueqian?

Chen Xueqian looked at Gu Qingying, who was usually calm and calm, and was actually worried about the bad opinion that his parents might have, and suddenly secretly laughed in his heart.

Sure enough, it's a matter of concern!

Seeing that she was still worried about those unwarranted things, Chen Xueqian snickered for a while and comforted: "It's okay, I'll help you explain it in the evening!" ”

"How do you explain that?" Gu Qingying did not let go of his mind because of this. She really cares about what Chen Xueqian's parents think of her.

"I'm telling them, of course, that you don't want them to influence their judgment because of who you are. Didn't you just want to officially recognize me as your godbrother this time? But if they knew that you were my former teacher, their decision would definitely be affected! ”

"Yes, that's a good reason, just explain it like this!" After listening to Chen Xueqian's words, Gu Qingying immediately said with joy.

Looking at her appearance, Chen Xueqian also laughed unconsciously.

"Won't you go back to Jinling now?" Chen Xueqian asked.

"Who's going back to Jinling? There's a lot I don't want to do here! Gu Qingying suddenly began to admit it.

Chen Xueqian smiled and looked at her rare playful appearance. Gu Qingying just has too many things in her heart, although Chen Xueqian helped her untie a knot, she can feel that there is a deeper knot in her heart. And that heart knot must be related to the first love she mentioned before.

Just when Chen Xueqian and Gu Qingying were talking and laughing in the car, Chen Qian was sitting in her room, looking at the diary in front of her with tears in her eyes.

Just now Chen Xueqian sent her home, looking at his back without looking back, Chen Qian felt that her heart was about to break.

She clearly felt that this person was really going to leave her life. When this thought came to her, she felt like she was going to be out of breath.

Not wanting her family to see her abnormality, she hid in her room alone.

Sitting at her desk, she habitually took out the notebook she used to keep a diary. She has always had a habit of writing down her joys and sorrows in her diary.

At this time, she couldn't help but open the diary again.

In the past, she would always habitually look through her diary, but later as she got older, the girl had more and more things on her mind, and gradually, she didn't even want to write many things into the diary.

Occasionally looking through what she had written down before, she couldn't help but blush at the time of her naivety and childishness. For this reason, she slowly saw less.

At this time, because of Chen Xueqian's showdown, she couldn't help but think of a lot of past events with him. When she opened her diary, she suddenly found that in her previous diary, the name that appeared the most was Chen Xueqian.

Looking at the past events with Chen Xueqian recorded in the diary, she seemed to be able to feel her joy at that time.

But at what point did you start to ignore this feeling?

It shouldn't have been the third year of junior high school, when she was still very dependent on Chen Xueqian.

Maybe when she went to high school, she found that everything around her was no longer related to Chen Xueqian. When she noticed that the other girls' dresses were better than her own. The boys in the class looked at themselves more than the other girls.

Even when it's a holiday, she receives more gifts than the other roommates in the dorm!

It was probably from then that she slowly felt that Chen Xueqian used to be good, and it seemed a little insignificant. He didn't give himself beautiful clothes. I haven't written sensational love letters to myself.

There seems to be nothing between them to be nostalgic about but memories.

But looking at myself in the diary at this time, it seems that this was not the case at first!

In her diary, the last mention of Chen Xueqian was when she wrote a letter to Chen Xueqian excitedly.

"I wrote to Chen Xueqian today, and that wood didn't know how to take the initiative to write to me. I don't know when he'll write back to me. ”

After that, she never mentioned Chen Xueqian in her diary. did not write whether he received a reply, nor did he write about other things about Chen Xueqian.

Only when she came home from vacation, she had nothing to do at home, and ran to Chen Xueqian's house to find him like a habit.

Now everything is a thing of the past, and Chen Xueqian and her are no longer the same. The tears in Chen Qian's eyes couldn't help but squash the handwriting on the diary.

After a long time, she began to write new things in her diary.

"Today Chen Xueqian said: In fact, my feelings for him are not love. It's just a habit. Maybe he's right, that's why I'm interested in others. But why does my heart hurt so much, it hurts so much! Why didn't I understand my heart sooner, and why didn't I start regretting it until he was disappointed in me? I want to tell him that I love him! But it's too late now! ”

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