33 The lilies bloomed

"Now that it's been decided, let's go on according to your ideas without any scruples, don't hesitate, don't stop, all difficulties can be overcome, I will always watch you."

Listening to Asami's gentle and encouraging words, Sayaka felt inexplicably relieved. For the sake of naïve beliefs to become a "magical girl", the humiliation of being ridiculed is gone, because there is still Ba Asami in the world who can understand her and support her. Such a gentle senior sister is exactly what she is working towards.

To become a "magical girl" who fights to protect others like a senior sister, this belief that has always been adhered to is finally recognized today, and Sayaka's heart has an indescribable taste, as if joy seems to be excited, and there is a feeling of bitterness and happiness.

"Thank you, Asami-san. I'll definitely do my best. ”

Tears flowed down her breath, and Sayaka hastily wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes with her hands.

"I chose you because I can see that Sayaka and Madoka are good children with kind and gentle hearts, and I am relieved to hand it over to you. I'm sure you'll be able to take good care of the people of this city, not like the apricots. ”

Asami smiled brightly and said what she thought.

"Sister Asami, that red-haired guy is called Apricot?"

Sayaka couldn't forget the guy who regarded human life as an ant, and hurriedly asked.

"Yes, her name is Kyoko Sakura. Kyoko was also a very gentle person, and a year ago she teamed up with me to hunt down the 'witches' who were harmful to humans, and together they vowed to protect everyone's smiles. Although the tone is very arrogant and arrogant, there is no malice, and he is a hard-mouthed and soft-hearted guy. ”

Ba Asami said nostalgically, quietly recalling the cheerful and kind appearance of the apricot, it was precisely because she had been together for so long that she believed that the nature of the apricots was not bad, and she would let her go again and again.

"So why is it so different from what it is doing now? Her disregard for life is completely for herself, how can she be a little kind? ”

Sayaka retorted in disbelief, and from the way he came into contact with her, he didn't think she was a good person at all.

"That's a long story, I don't know too much about the specific things, everything changed a year ago, at that time it seemed that Kyoko's parents died in a fire, which hit her quite hard, and since then she has become depressed and crazy, and has become selfish, no matter how I persuade her, she can't listen, the differences between the two sides are getting bigger and bigger, and finally the official break and fight, after the battle, I won and she lost, and she left here according to the rules. I feel a little sorry, but after all, I am responsible for the people of the whole city, and I can't put their lives in the hands of apricots like that. ”

Asami said with a sigh, she also regretted what happened at that time, and regretted the departure of Kyoko.

"I didn't expect that guy to have such a past, the closest person left him permanently, so he felt pain and despair, and was only willing to live for himself. Magic is something that exists to realize one's dreams, and it won't end well if it's used for others, is it possible, is it possible that the guy also used that wish for his own relatives, that's why he said that? ”

Sayaka was shocked and guessed that the seemingly ruthless girl would have such a gentle side, and have such a sad past, what made her personality change so dramatically, Sayaka was deeply attracted by Apricot's past, and vaguely noticed that Sakura Kyoko's heart was not as arrogant and arrogant as she appeared, maybe it was just a disguise made by the other party to cover up her inner pain, deceiving others, and deceiving herself, unwilling to face reality and face the past.

"I don't know about this, but I seem to have heard her say at the time that her wish was for her father, and she became a 'magical girl' for her father's ideals, and she didn't tell me the details, but I guess nine times out of ten it's because of this."

Asami frowned and said thoughtfully.

"How could it be?"

Sayaka didn't expect it to be the same as he guessed, so the girl Kyoko Sakura is too pitiful, and it must be painful to lose the person she cares about.

Unexpectedly, Sayaka kind of understands the girl whose personality is as hot as a flame, who wants to bring warmth to others but accidentally burns the other party, blames herself in pain, blames herself for her actions, blames herself for her recklessness, so that she no longer gets close to others, and burns alone with pride.

It's sad.

Sayaka thinks so, understandable, because I am so similar to you!

"Sayaka, I know you don't like what Kyoko did, and I don't ask you for anything, but if possible, please help Kyoko, that child, she really has nothing left, I believe she must be very sad if I beat her seriously this time, presumably she won't forgive me, and she won't communicate with me anymore. But you are different, in your body I see

There are many similarities with her in the past, and you must be able to find resonance between you, and that child may care about you very much. It's not asking for anything, it's just a simple prayer to you as a friend of hers, please, don't be so hostile to her, don't reject her so much, at least get to know her well. Pull her out of that state of self-loathing and let her be back to who she was. ”

Asami looked at Sayaka with a hopeful gaze.

"It's really troublesome, I'll do my best, Sister Asami."

Looking at Asami's pleading gaze, Sayaka couldn't say the words of refusal, and with a slight arrogance, Sayaka nodded and agreed.

To some extent, these two people are indeed quite similar, and they are not good at expressing their emotions. Obviously, I do things with a heart that wants to help people, but as a result, I am often not understood, and I am often misunderstood or ignored.

That's why they care about each other, and they refute me so fiercely, in fact, they see the shadow of their past self in me, so they want to deny my beliefs and prove that their choice is right.

It's so naïve, like a grumpy child.

Isn't it just a child's work to blame innocent people for their own injustice?

Wait, I will prove it to you, prove that your choice is wrong, blind selfishness will not get happiness and happiness, only try your best to help others, realize the wishes of others, will you feel satisfied, you will have happiness.

I will pull you back from the abyss of mistakes, and then work together to support each other on this thorny road and go further together.

Before that, I must wake you up from your self-deceptive dreams. (To be continued.) )