Chapter Ninety-Three: Heartbeat
He knows her temperament, and he is not a weak and ignorant person, nor is he a person who does not know how to avoid suspicion. He took her to the garden behind the mountain in Bianjing Mansion www.biquge.info but he didn't force her. If she hadn't been willing to go up the mountain with him, the two of them wouldn't have said this in this pavilion.
There was a vague anticipation in his heart, and he wanted to hear her.
"I—"
Shen Yueran opened her mouth, turned her face away, and avoided his gaze.
Of course she knew what Wei Yi wanted to hear, but she-
She was abandoned and killed by her lover in her previous life, and in this life she sneered at men and vowed not to marry, and suddenly a man confessed his heart to her, and frankly, it was difficult for her to fully believe it.
Maybe at this moment, he really cares about her, so what about the next moment, who dares to guarantee it?
Cong Hao also married her because he loved her, but what happened?
She wasn't a strong person, never was.
She is cowardly and weak, even if she learns to be self-reliant and live alone in this life, she will never forget the harm of her previous life. After experiencing setbacks and pain in her first love, it is impossible for her to turn around and act as if nothing had happened, and devote herself to the next relationship without hesitation.
What's more, it was Lord Wei, an impeccable Lord Wei.
Perhaps it was because she had long realized that he was excellent, and even if he had been good to her, she could look at it calmly.
Because it's so far away......
He was out of reach for her - not even a "dream" - she had never fantasized about any friendship with him other than being a friend, and she did not want to be ridiculed for being too self-conscious.
Another point is that he is the man who Caiyu fell in love with at a glance.
The entanglement between her best friend and the scumbag in her previous life has cost her her life, and she does not want to repeat the mistakes of the past in this life.
Wei Yi on the other side seemed to have a heart with her.
"Are you scheming about Mei Caiyu?" He asked.
Shen Yueran couldn't help but raise her eyes to look at him.
Wei Yi said, "Actually, when you gave me the sachet, I thought it was embroidered by you and accepted it." But don't worry, I've already given her back the sachet, and I've made it clear to her. ”
Shen Yueran suddenly couldn't cry or laugh, full of tenderness and sweetness.
Fool, I embroidered that sachet!
Her heart was alive, her face couldn't hold back, and she laughed.
Wei Yi was overjoyed when he saw her smile.
"Yueran, you smiled, doesn't it mean you, you, you-" He was so excited that he couldn't find a suitable word for a while.
Shen Yueran's heart was crisp, and her eyes turned red again.
He really cared about her, at least for the moment.
"Master Wei, do you know the oath I made in Wenchi?" She decided to have a good chat with him.
"I know, I've heard your sister-in-law say it before, and I've heard them say it when I interrogated the Li family." He replied honestly.
"But I don't think that vow has any real meaning, I think it's just an excuse, an excuse that you don't want to get married." He continued.
Shen Yueran couldn't help but smile bitterly.
"It's not what you think, you think of me too well. That's not an excuse, that's what I will say, what I do, I'm just a foolish, willful, and messing around. I'm not young, my appearance is reasonable, I can't talk about my family background, except for knowing some housekeeping, I don't know anything else. My father once suffered because of me, and my sister-in-law was also heartbroken. I once had the idea of being lonely for the rest of my life, and I was ready to be lonely for the rest of my life. But Wei Gongzi, you are different. You are the dragon among people, the object of many women's expectations, you ......"
Wei Yi couldn't listen to it anymore.
"Don't talk about the past, don't talk about me, just tell me what you think now." He interrupted her in a rough voice.
Hearing Yang Li complain about women's sentimentality before, he thought it was just talking, but he didn't expect that he felt the same way at this time. If she were to be left to speak, the two of them would not be able to get to the point tomorrow morning.
Shen Yueran was stunned and muttered, "I ......"
Wei Yi let out a sigh.
"If you can't say it, I ask, you answer, okay?" He said softly.
Shen Yueran nodded.
"Do you think you're not worthy of me?" He asked.
Of course, he knows the gap between the two people's family background, status, and identity, and he doesn't mind, but he thinks she minds.
Shen Yueran nodded.
To be exact, it's not that they don't deserve it, but they don't dare to match it at all.
"Don't you hate me?" He asked.
Shen Yueran nodded.
It's really not annoying......
"If I treat you well in the future, will you drive me away?" He asked again.
Shen Yueran shook her head.
Who will drive away someone who is good to you, let alone not hateful.
Wei Yi grinned, "Then if I say I'm patient enough, would you be willing to pay more attention to me?" ”
Shen Yueran was stunned.
Wei Yi smiled even more happily and carefully hugged her into his arms.
His chin rested on her bun, and his gaze fell on the bright red plum hair cord.
"Yueran, whether it is the oath you once made, or the idea you once insisted on, it is you, I will cherish it, I will never despise it, and I will not let you change. You have your own ideas, and I think it's good that I don't force you to make a decision, or make a choice. And when I ask you what you think, I just want to know how to be good to you in the future, and what to do so that you don't feel disgusted. For you, my words and actions tonight may be a little sudden, so that you don't have time to think about it, and you don't know how to deal with it. But you don't have to rush, you don't have to feel guilty about it. You just need to think slowly, live your life with peace of mind, I have enough patience and confidence to wait for you to see me, find me, and love me. ”
"Wei Yi—"
These words completely broke the little remaining defense line in Shen Yueran's heart, she couldn't hold back any longer, whimpered, and buried the whole person deep in Wei Yi's arms, sobbing.
Damn it!
It turns out that it is useless to swear any poisonous oath, and no one can resist it at the moment of heartbeat.
"You're so good...... she almost burst into tears.
She couldn't tell why she was crying, whether she was happy, sad, or emotional.
But she just wanted to cry, and for the first time in five years, she felt lucky and happy.
Wei Yi watched her tears wet her front placket, and felt distressed.
He coaxed her softly, "Actually, I'm not that good ......."
If he told her that there was always someone living in his heart, would she call him a liar?
Shen Yueran raised her head, her teary eyes were hazy, and she said in a thick nasal voice, "What's wrong with you?" ”
Wei Yi smiled dumbly, she would really ask-
"I-" Wei Yi thought for a moment and said, "I can't pick up a scalpel." ”
Shen Yueran wiped away her tears and blinked her eyes, "Why?" ”
Wei Yi's eyes darkened, and he sat down beside her.
After a while, he said, "I don't want to kill people, I just want to save people." (To be continued.) )