Five didn't speak, as if waiting for my decision, and the only thing in the room was the arrogantly large LCD TV, which made the sound of various metal twists as the Titanic was about to sink.

I like No. 5, you can try it, after all, getting married with a stuffy bag is no longer suitable for me. However, I was afraid that if I found out that it was not suitable and broke up, I would not be able to bear it. If I see one, I'll try one, and now I may have slept with several men, or maybe I'd already married myself, and sometimes it takes courage and luck.

After thinking about it for a long time, I decided: "I'm sorry, I feel like it's not the right time, after all, we've only known each other for more than a month, and I don't want to be so hasty......"

My heart was beating wildly, would Number Five be disappointed and leave me because I was too conservative and not interesting at all? But what I am more afraid of is the feeling of failure after a setback. The first few blind dates, separated and separated, will not be too much loss, if I have a relationship with them, then I will not be able to stand it.

I felt the fifth long exhale, stretched out his hand, and held my hand: "You're too nervous. ”

I realized that I was holding on to No. 5's clothes tightly and quickly let go.

Number Five took my hand, and at this point I felt my palms sweating, and my whole hand was cold. Number Five didn't say anything else, and the two of us watched the rest of the film.

Years later, a painting salvaged from a shipwreck, Ruth, who is already old, recalls the love of her youth, and the love in her heart is forever frozen at that time...... If it weren't for the madness of that time, would there be such an unforgettable love? Am I being so careful that I miss a lot?

Ruth is in the bow of the boat, and will secretly throw the heart of the ocean that has been treasured for many years into the sea, and will always accompany the love in her heart...... Ruth can love once, don't care about anything, don't care about anything, but I can't do it, I really can't do it, it's right or wrong, who knows.

Number Five let out another long breath: "Human emotions are really complicated. ”

I smiled, but my heart was still heavy.

Five stood up and looked at the sun that was already setting in the west outside: "Let's go out to eat." ”

I stood up without saying anything, my heart a little empty.

After packing up a little bit for what we were going to take, I went downstairs with Five. I got on the bus on the fifth and was about to get on the bus when I saw a figure dangling from the window on the second floor. It seems to be number four, maybe I was dazzled, I laughed self-deprecatingly and got into the car.

During the meal, the fifth looked at me: "What's the matter, I look preoccupied." ”

"Really?" I casually replied and continued eating.

Number Five asked very directly: "Did I say something that I shouldn't have said in the afternoon that made you feel stressed?" ”

I couldn't eat anymore, so I put down my chopsticks and said timidly, "I'm sorry......"

"If I'm really sorry, come back with me later." Seeing my glare, Number Five laughed: "It seems that I am not attractive enough." ”

"No, it's not......" I felt a little embarrassed for a moment, this has happened before, but not as timidly as this time, because I was really afraid of failing again. Bowed his head: "I just think, too fast." ”

Is it fast? People take a cruise ship, sleep together for a few days, and deduce a vigorous love story that makes many women cry, and I have known No. 5 for more than a month.

Number Five's hand reached over, took my hand, and comforted me softly: "It's nothing, I'm willing to wait." ”

I looked up and smiled gratefully at him.

"Okay, don't worry, eat a little more." Number Five let go of my hand, picked up the chopsticks, and helped me pick up the vegetables.

Looking at the five, I feel really lucky, very lucky, that kind of dependence and love is getting stronger and stronger.

After eating, I went out the door, and I saw a small insect crawling on the ground, and immediately pulled No. 5: "Wait a minute." ”

"Huh?" Five looked back at me in some surprise. Following my gaze, I saw that the little bugs on the ground continued to crawl forward.

"I didn't expect you to hurt even a single bug." Five raised an eyebrow.

It turned out to be an ordinary bug, and I didn't want to explain anything, so I found a reason: "I don't know what kind of bug this is, anyway, if it's not a pest, I shouldn't step on it." ”

"What if it's a cockroach?" Number Five asked.

I thought about it and smiled: "Let you step on it." ”

"You're going to be lazy." Number Five was also amused by me.

The insect crawled forward for a distance and actually propped up its body, and its little head turned one hundred and eighty degrees: "Thank you!" Then he turned his head and continued to crawl leisurely.

It turned out to be an alien, and when I saw Number Five smiling at me, I knew that Number Five should know, so the two of them smiled at each other.

Five sent me home, and along the way I struggled with whether I should change my mind and go back with Five for a night of romance. I've seen the figure of Number Five, strong and muscular, so strong that it makes a woman scream, and even her mind is full of what it will be like to be with Number Five......

It's been almost a year since I divorced, and I don't want a man to be fake, but fortunately I've gotten used to how to control my body's needs after a long separation. There have been men who wanted to ask me out before, but I didn't feel like I was when I brought it up. Would love to be with Five...... No, no......

This time, No. 5 didn't get out of the car right away, he looked at me and smiled. The dim lights in the car cast a faint glow on his face, making him look more and more handsome.

The reason for not getting out of the car may be waiting for me to change my mind, or I invite him to the house to "have something".

I sighed slightly and said, "I'll go in first, be careful on your way." ”

Just as I was about to get out of the car, No. 5 stopped me: "Huizhen." ”

I stopped first: "What's the matter?" ”

Number Five leaned over and kissed me lightly on the cheek, "Go to bed early." ”

I was stunned for a moment, and then I reacted: "Hmm." "Get out of the car.

I walked to the door of the building and looked back, and Number Five was really standing in the open doorway, smiling at me. I smiled at him, waved goodbye, and walked in.

When I got home and heard the number five car start and drive away, I wanted to slap myself twice. Why don't you agree, why, do you want to build a chastity archway? Although the time is a little shorter, I like No. 5, why don't you agree?

But I just can't do it, and the concepts that have been cultivated for a long time can't be broken in a while. Okay, okay...... Next month, at the end of next month, the fifth will bring it up again, and if you still like the five, you will promise him, yes, that's it!

Although the time is a little shorter now, it will be possible by the end of next month...... I secretly gave myself a time, since I can't do it now, then next time, I can't be like this forever.

After washing, I lay on the bed, my mind was full of number five, and I was so afraid that he would ignore me, never see me again, and never ask me again. Many men are so hard to get their hands on that they give up immediately and ask other women to go. In this society, there is never a shortage of people, this woman can't do it, so she doesn't want to waste her efforts, and there are many women who are willing to date.

I'm afraid that No. 5 will leave me because of this, on the one hand, I really like No. 5, and on the other hand, I am afraid...... I'm afraid that No. 5 is actually the same as those men, eager for quick success and lust for profit. Then I will be disappointed again with the men of this world, and I don't know if I can still hold on on to the road of finding feelings.

"Dudu Dudu~" The text message came, I picked up my phone to see that it was from the 5th. As before, when I arrived at the dormitory, I sent a text message.

I breathed a sigh of relief, and after replying, I fell asleep with some peace of mind.

The days went on like this, and there were fewer and fewer orders in the unit every day, and I thought that a dozen were enough, but it turned out to be reduced again, and today the delivery person came directly with a list, not even a packaging bag. It's just a list, there's no need to put it in a bag.

The director threw the list to a colleague, and after she received it, she muttered dissatisfiedly: "Just one, what do you lose, just take it together tomorrow to lose." ”

"There is still tomorrow's work tomorrow, even if there is only one, it should be done today." The director put on a slight gesture: "You must be rigorous and serious in doing things, and you can't stop doing it because you only have one, otherwise what do you want to do?" ”

The reason is right, and the colleague can only stop saying no more and enter the list into the system a few times.

Seeing that his words were still effective, the director put on his reading glasses with satisfaction, picked up the newspaper and continued to read.

I sat with my hands on my cheeks and was stunned, I hadn't called for three days on the 5th, and it was almost the weekend, and there was no short message, should I take the initiative?

Why take the initiative if you don't take the initiative, as soon as you call, if he offers, yes or no? This is all a man's routine of wanting to catch and indulge, if you don't call, you won't call, it's over!

Let's fight one, maybe something happened to someone...... Come on, how old are you, and you still think that men don't call because they're busy? Wake up, stop dreaming. If something happens, the USCIS will call and say.

I just sat there, like a man with a dual personality, contradictory to each other.

But something really happened...... Well, wait two more days, and call if you don't come back yet. Ask or ask again, and break up after asking him what happened...... That's the last thing I thought of.

If number five wants to break up, then break up. This is something that can't be helped, a man breaks up because he was rejected because of this, then just break up. Anyway, I think more than a month is too short, and I can't guarantee whether No. 5 is reliable, if I break up for this, doesn't it prove that this man is indeed unreliable? Yes, I'm feudal, just be careful, how to drop!

Thinking of this, I took a deep breath and decided that this was it.

It was time for lunch again, and I ate the food I had brought, not knowing what to think in my head. It seems that I have thought about it a lot, but when I come back to my senses, it doesn't take long for me to remember what I just thought.

The phone rang, I picked up the phone and saw that it was the fiveth!

The call came on the 5th, and I quietly took my phone outside to listen.

"Hey, are you free tomorrow? My colleague introduced another good place. No. 5 didn't seem to want to explain why he didn't call me for three days: "Tomorrow is still the old place, I'll pick you up." ”

Should I ask why the 5th didn't call in the past three days? I thought about it or forget it, so I agreed, and when we met, we would know. Don't say it, you can see it all by looking at it.

Back in the office, a colleague asked, "Xiao Zhang, is it your husband calling?" ”

"Hmm~" I let out a nasal voice. There's no need to let my colleagues know that I'm divorced.

"Oh, I'm worried about you two." This colleague pretended to be kind, in fact, to satisfy the gossip demand: "Last Saturday, my husband and I went out to play, and on the road, near the subway entrance, I saw a man who looked like your husband and hugged a woman. The woman was a little old, but not too old, about thirty-four or five years old, with big waves, like the kind of woman who didn't work. And this man knew at a glance that he ate this woman very much, and he insisted on hugging the woman's waist, but the woman looked reluctant. This man whispered in the woman's ear, very affectionate, and when he saw me as if he knew me, he turned his head to the side, I think why is your husband like this. ”

"I'm guess you're wrong, it's someone else." Another colleague stood up with a lunch box, probably speaking for me: "I've been separated for so long, and now we're finally together, how hard it is for Xiao Zhang to take care of the children here alone." If you come back and get entangled with other women, this man is too unconscionable. ”

"Yes, it's impossible to think about it, but now it seems that I was wrong." The colleague changed his words: "I'm just here to say, it's not the best, the men nowadays are too bad, if it's true, you can also wake up." ”

I smiled and continued to eat, thankfully I don't usually like to talk much, especially this year.

And the truth is, not only is it not a thing, but it is also divorced. That woman should be Xiaosan, Qian Jingjing has a car, there is no need to go to the subway. For about the rest of her life, she didn't even get into the subway.

Hmph, his dregs don't hurt, but he insists on hugging Xiao San, this kind of man is really cheap. Since they are already together, why don't they get married, the junior can finally turn positive, how good! I really don't know who is dragging whom now, and who is accommodating whom.

Qian Jingjing should be about the same time, it's time to get pregnant. Qian Jingjing belongs to, emotionally, once she is stupid, she will not be saved.

I don't care about them, I'm divorced anyway, I can toss as much as I love, it has nothing to do with me. I continue to eat, and I have to eat if I can't eat, just to live longer than this scum, and see what happens to him!

After returning to his mother's house after work, Lele has already begun to prepare for the start of school...... It is to make up for the unfinished summer vacation homework as soon as possible. Almost everyone has procrastination when they are students, especially homework during winter and summer vacations, even if it is planned, it is difficult to implement it to the end. Even if there are parents urging every day, there will always be some leftovers, and I want to do it tomorrow, but tomorrow and tomorrow will be delayed until the school is about to start. (To be continued.) )