0156 Frustrated
"I want to hold your hand like this and not let go~
Can love be pure forever without sorrow~
I want to take you on a bike ride~ I want to watch baseball with you~
I don't have to worry about singing and walking all the way ......."
On the way home, Chu Xian, who had Lin Xiao's hand in his pocket, walked and suddenly hummed the old song "back then" softly, which made Lin Xiao, whose face was red because of the cold or something else, quickly couldn't help laughing:
"Giggle...... When this song came out, we had just started elementary school.
Do you usually listen to pop songs? β
"When I went to sing at the class reunion, although I wasn't a Maiba-level figure, didn't I sing a lot."
"Ah...... I forgot, but it just feels a little inconsistent with the reflective style of your glasses. β
Chu Xian mentioned the junior high school reunion, everyone went to KTV to sing together after eating, Lin Xiao knocked his forehead with a smile, but there was not much regret in his words.
After all, at the class reunion a few days ago, the deputy class leader and representative of the Chinese class, who had been rejected by Chu Xian several times, not only asked him to sing a love song with "remembrance" together, but also asked him to sing the very meaningful theme song of "Five Centimeters per Second" to completely "say goodbye......
It's obvious that they're all people who are going to marry their partners, and they specially ...... Hum!
"Far ~ far away ~
In the sea of ears of rice that flutters in the wind......
β¦β¦
Seemingly immature little hands~
But it contains the strength that surpasses us~
Although there are still tears left on his face~
But he smiled again......"
AS A RESPONSE TO CHU XIAN, LIN XIAO SOON SANG THE FAMOUS EPISODE "LITTLE PALM" IN "CLANNAD~AFTER~STORY~" ON THE STREET WHERE THERE WERE NO BYSTANDERS.
Part of the melody of this song is the same as the ending song of the first season of the anime, "Dango Family", but unlike the warm and cute "Dango Family", it is a style that can make people cry. In particular, viewers who have watched two seasons of the animation will at least have ripples in their hearts again when the unforgettable memories are redrawn by this song, and that work is so moving.
"This song...... Although there are hands holding hands, they are not very lucky......"
Listening to the animated song sung by Lin Xiao, Chu Xian couldn't help but show a slightly tangled smile.
To summarize the story of CLANNAD in an extremely succinct way, the male protagonist chooses to date with poor and sickly girls among as many as five or six female characters who have a crush on him - not just because they are pitiful, of course.
But in the story of the second season, although the male protagonist finally married the girl after all kinds of hardships, not only did the girl die after giving birth to her daughter, but their daughter also died at the age of five due to the same illness as her mother.
This kind of plot may be just a classic episode for the creator to earn people's tears, but it is extremely fatal for the "party", even if the person does not commit suicide because of this, the rest of his life is likely to be just like a walking corpse.
It's more rational...... In fact, if it is more utilitarian, Chu Xian's choice of Lin Xiao can be regarded as a huge sacrifice, if Lin Xiao ...... Or their children will soon have three longs and two shorts, then he might as well choose Su Su at the beginning. Perhaps after the future changes, the fate of all people will also change because of this.
"Yike...... I thought you should not be superstitious when you study philosophy.
But it's really not appropriate to sing this song now, so don't sing it, don't sing it. β
After being tactfully reminded by Chu Xian, Lin Xiao also waved his hand a little annoyed, regretting that he had specially chosen such a sad song because he was angry.
As one of the many girls who have been secretly paying attention to Chu Xian, Lin Xiao is naturally like other girls, and she will be jealous when she sees someone who is blatantly ambiguous with Chu Xian. Even if she refuses Chu Xian's confession many times, she is the least qualified to show her jealousy, it doesn't mean that she really doesn't mind, after all, there are many women in this world who don't eat in order to lose weight, but there are no jealous women.
It's just that...... Now the person who has become Chu Xian's genuine girlfriend and has begun to consider becoming his wife is himself! Wouldn't singing such a song at such a time spell oneself and one's future child together!
Thinking of this, Lin Xiao glanced at Chu Xian's other side covertly out of the corner of her eye, and didn't see her "phantom", but this still couldn't stop her from becoming more and more annoyed.
Originally, she was not superstitious at all, nor was she particularly afraid of ghosts and ghosts, even in the middle of the night, she dared to watch Dongying's horror movies with headphones on. But the "phantom" I saw with my own eyes and talked to with him was real, so ghostly, ghostly, and ethereal fate or something...... Is it true that there is also zΓ i, but ordinary people can't see it?
"Hmm...... Superstition actually refers to irrational and blind belief.
Unconditional belief in a theory without reliable evidence or formal logic that conforms to the scientific method is considered superstition.
For example, the belief that there are ghosts and gods in this world. Ghosts and gods are a kind of thing imagined by human beings, but objectively, whether human beings believe in it or not, if it exists, it is still existing.
Therefore, what human beings can be superstitious about is not the ghosts and gods themselves, but the judgment of 'having or not', and this judgment is the theory put forward by human beings, which may not be consistent with the facts, and simply having a negative attitude towards 'superstition' can also be regarded as a kind of superstition.
I just don't believe it. There is no scientifically reliable evidence or formal logic to prove it, but it is also not falsifyable, so it is neither believed nor denied. β
To Lin Xiao's surprise, Chu Xian not only did not immediately "clarify" himself in the face of her ridicule, but expounded superstition very "philosophically".
If she had seen "another self" before, she might not have been able to understand Chu Xian's words immediately without thinking about it carefully, but now she directly "understood" in seconds, and felt deeply worried because of this:
"Hmm...... So you mean to say, though we can't see ghosts...... But that doesn't mean they don't necessarily exist, but there's no way to believe or deny it, right?
SoγWhat if ghosts and gods really exist? β
"Can you prove it scientifically?
If you can't worry about it needlessly, it's superstition.
All things and phenomena that cannot be proved and have not been observed, we should first think that they do not exist, but we can find, discover, and prove their existence according to some theory. β
For Lin Xiao's question, Chu Xian gave a simple and scientific answer, which really convinced Lin Xiao.
However, the worry in her heart did not diminish by half a point.
Because-
She really saw the phantom of "another self"! So the ghosts, the fate, will it be far away! (To be continued.) )