Thinking about it, I fell asleep in a daze, and when I woke up again, the sky was completely dark, two candles were lit in the house, and the dim light steadily illuminated the small room, and the snow outside stopped, and the wind also stopped, because of the snow, the whole world seemed very quiet. Pen | fun | pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 ｉｎｆｏ

Unlike the biting cold of the past, I feel warm all over my body now. I stretched out my hand and touched my forehead, the burning really subsided, and the whole person was in good spirits, I sat up on the bed and looked at it, there was a charcoal basin burning in the house, no wonder she felt warm, but Mu Xuanlong was gone, maybe she had already gone back, so it was okay, always taking care of her, she would feel more and more sorry.

I lifted the quilt and got up, and as soon as I got off the ground, I heard footsteps on the verandah, and the door opened, followed by the sweet fragrance of red dates and lotus seeds.

Seeing that Xia Xue'er had already gotten up, Mu Xuanlong hurriedly instructed: "Be careful to blow the cool breeze and repeat it, quickly put on your coat!" ”

Seeing him, Xia Xue'er was stunned for a moment, then smiled a little embarrassed after hearing this, and pulled up a fur collar cloak from the couch and wrapped it, and then walked towards the charcoal basin.

"I've changed my tricks today, red dates and lotus seed porridge, how about you taste it!"

Seeing Mu Xuanlong deliver a small bowl full of porridge to his eyes as if offering a treasure, Xia Xue'er's heart was a little sour for a moment, and her eye sockets became moist.

Since she came out of Liuzhou, her health has been bad for more than a month, and she always gets sick every once in a while, she originally thought that she could live a good life alone, but later found that as long as she was sick, she had no strength, let alone feed herself, fortunately, she had Mu Xuanlong by her side, otherwise she might not be able to survive the winter for so long!

From the beginning that even white porridge can be boiled to now every time she is sick, she can cook all kinds of delicious porridge soup in different ways, Xia Xueer knows how much effort he has put in in the transformation process from being unable to distinguish between pots and pans to now being a chef comparable to that of a family cook!

lost her mind, and when she turned around again, a spoonful of white and red, steaming porridge had already come to her mouth, and Mu Xuanlong was also looking at her with antiquation.

Instinctively dodged backwards, refused to let Mu Xuanlong feed her, and smiled awkwardly, "I can do it myself." ”

I took the porridge myself, drank it with a small spoon, the entrance was delicate and smooth, and the lips and teeth were fragrant, which was indeed much better than her! But this mellow red date and lotus seed porridge slowly changed its taste after sliding into the throat, and I only felt very bitter, which was an apologetic taste!

"You go back."

Xia Xue'er held the porridge bowl in her hand, stared at the raging flames in the charcoal basin with her eyebrows lowered, and said in a deep voice, Mu Xuanlong was stunned at first, and a moment of loss flashed in his eyes.

She still can't accept him!

In fact, he didn't want to give up, when he was in Hanfu, she said at that time: "But I have never liked you, and I will never like you." From the look in her eyes, he knew that she was telling the truth, whether she was ruthless or honest, in short, there was no hope left for him!

At that time, looking at her resolute and free back, he stood alone in the cold wind for a long time, and after returning to the room, he didn't sleep all night, and he thought a lot in his head, including persuading himself to give up, the taste of wishful thinking was very uncomfortable, but he seemed to be addicted, and he just couldn't quit!

In the end, he decided to leave the Han Mansion to find her, she went resolutely, and she would definitely not leave any traces, he was like a wanderer with direction in the desert, he could only rely on a trace of thought in his heart all the way to the west, took the portrait and asked in a small inn and a small medical hall, and also thought that he might not be able to find her at all, and also thought that after finding her, he might not be able to persuade her at all, let alone take her back to Beijing, but there was a voice in his heart roaring: Even so, so what, if you don't try, give up easily, you coward!

So he doesn't care if he can find her or not, and no matter what the situation will be after he finds her, he just keeps hinting to himself, insisting on one day, and one day after another! The emperor lives up to his wishes, he always believes in this sentence, and he does not believe it in vain!

immediately put away all the emotions in his eyes, but smiled instead, and replied heartily: "I'll leave after you drink, don't worry, there is snow outside, and the lights are brighter!" ”

Xia Xue'er knew that he understood the meaning of her words, he was just pretending to be stupid, every time she mentioned letting him go back, he pretended to be crazy and stupid, there was always a way to change the topic, or not give her a chance to speak!

She didn't understand what his attachment was for, she was just a person who had no role or value, she had betrayed him, and her heart had never belonged to him!

But she can't continue to drag him, he doesn't belong here, and he shouldn't spend time with her in this barren mountain and wilderness!

He raised his head, met his eyes, and said extremely seriously: "You know I'm not talking about going down the mountain, this is not where you should be!" Go back, go back to the capital, and be your Prince of Qi again! ”

Mu Xuanlong raised his eyebrows and replied disapprovingly: "Since you can live here, why can't I?" The mountains and rivers here are beautiful, the people are simple, the neighbors will help each other and do not need to weigh the pros and cons, you can laugh or complain loudly, and you don't have to worry about who will use what you do as a court testimony, to be honest, I quite like the current state! ”

When he said this, his tone was indeed frank, but his eyes were not clear, and there was no open-mindedness in it, Xia Xue'er knew in her heart that the reason why he said this was just a forced self-comfort!

People are born different, some people are born to belong to the countryside, so they always choose to retreat after wandering outside, such as Mr. Jingjie; But some people are born to belong to Vanity Fair, and they are unwilling even if they encounter the ups and downs of the Huan Sea, such as Shaoling Yelao. Mu Xuanlong is the latter, in the mountains, he is just an inconspicuous or even unqualified hermit, but if it is in Vanity Fair, he will definitely be able to make a big show and break out of the world!

He is not her, he is disheartened so he chooses to escape, he chooses to hide, he has a great future, and even a monarch who can benefit the people, so he should not sacrifice himself for her!

Xia Xue'er lowered her eyebrows again, holding the porridge bowl in her hand, her eyes staring at Chiyan, looking calm but actually full of thoughts.

"Do you know why I would rather hold on to it every time I get sick than ask a doctor to see a doctor, let alone take medicine?"

She's not his lover, so she has to force him away! (To be continued.) )