Chapter 43: Disfigured and Dead
"Awake? Come get some water? ”
Murong Xue looked at the person in the bed, her eyelashes moved slightly, obviously to wake up. "Hmm." Also while talking, Xiahou Qing really slowly opened her eyes.
Xiahou Qing wanted to struggle to get up, and couldn't help but wonder when she saw Murong Xue guarding her bedside, "Xue'er? Why are you here? What's wrong with me? Ah, why does this head hurt so much? Xiahou Qing's eyebrows were twisted, why did she feel a bad feeling, "Xiaofan, bring me the mirror!" ”
"Qing, listen to me." Murong Xue felt that it was better to tell the truth, her personality was not suitable for twisting and pinching.
Murong Xue glanced at Xiahou Qing cautiously, "Do you remember what happened in Yeye Shengge?" ”
Covering his head with his hands, his eyebrows furrowed, and some clips faintly flashed, "I remember that I drank with you, and then I seemed to drink too much, and I took the singer as Mei Xu, as if I also kissed her, and I don't remember what happened later, by the way, how did I come back?" When I thought that I actually kissed a woman, or a singer, I suddenly felt that something in my stomach was churning.
In order to prevent her emotions from becoming too intense, Murong Xue grabbed her shoulders with both hands, "Listen to me, that's not Geji, that's the real Mei Xu, you did kiss him, and then he reacted and inadvertently pushed you down, and coincidentally, you just fell into the fragments of the wine jar that you shattered, and your forehead was cut because of this." Speaking of the word cut, Murong Xue said it very quietly.
She knew it might be serious, otherwise Xue'er's character wouldn't have treated her so carefully... The way they get along is either quarrel or sarcasm with each other, and now Xue'er is so humble that she must be afraid that she won't be able to stand the stimulation! "You say, Cher, I can stand it."
Murong Xue also felt awkward, sooner or later she would have to know, forget it, "Because the fragment is cut deeply, there may be traces." ”
"Hehe... I thought something was going on? Disfigured is disfigured, how big is that? Look scares you. Xia Houqing pretended to be relaxed and said.
Xiahou Qing's attitude surprised Murong Xue, she thought she would make a big noise, but she didn't expect it to be so quiet, but the quieter it was, the more worrying it became, "Qing, are you really okay?" ”
"Okay, what a big deal, you go get busy first, I have a little headache and want to sleep again."
Although she has never experienced love, she understands her pain, and being disfigured by the person she loves the most is unintentional, but it is uncomfortable for anyone. Let her be quiet, she has to think carefully about whether this trace can be completely eliminated.
After Murong Xue left, Xiahou Qing slowly sat up, walked to the mirror, looked at the flick on her forehead, and smiled... Laughing and laughing, tears flowed down my eyes... The protagonist of her story is him, but she has never existed in his story, what is she still looking forward to? But that's fine! She's tired, it's time to take a good rest, so many years are enough, her heart has long been full of holes, and she can't stand the toss anymore.
When July came in, he saw such a picture: Xia Houqing was laughing and crying, and her bewitching face was pale at this time, so white that there was no trace of blood, like a flower that could not see the sun, and the leaves and petals had faded their color. And the white veil on her forehead has also been removed by Xiahou Qing, maybe she was too emotional just now, and the blood is flowing at this moment, which makes people feel particularly terrible.
July remembered that Murong Xue had just told her to call her as soon as she had something to do, and suddenly July turned around and left.
"Don't go!" Xiahou Qing knew that she was going to call Murong Xue in July, but she just didn't want her to see her like this.
July walked to the outside for a moment, looked back at Xiahou Qing, then looked at the door, and finally walked back to help deal with it, she felt that if she went to call Xue'er, maybe Xia Houqing's emotions would be even more excited. So she decisively chose to come back and help her bandage.
"Thank you." Xia Houqing, who had never known what Xie was, said these two words to July sincerely at this time. She knew that she had only helped her for Cher's sake, but she was still grateful.
Since she was a child, she didn't have any friends of the same sex, she had always been alone, since she met Mei Xu, she ran after his ass all day long, happy and unprepared, however, when she met Murong Xue, she realized that life is too short, why waste her years for the love that she couldn't ask for? Without love, she still has friendship and family affection, doesn't she?
"No, you don't." July is still as cold as ever, and only when facing Murong Xue will people feel that the cold in July is only for everyone, not Murong Xue.
After helping Xia Houqing deal with the wound, seeing the blood stains on the clothes, July frowned, turned around, took a piece of clothing for her to change, and helped her to bed, July stared at Xia Houqing's face, and Xiahou Qing looked unnatural, so he said coldly, "Love can be met but not sought, don't be cheap for what you can't ask for." "July feels that she needs to give her a piece of advice, tonight is the night of the full night, Xue'er will definitely not have time to take care of this, and now Xiahou Qing is staying in Xueyuan, Murong Feng comes here from time to time, Xue'er will definitely not stay in Xueyuan tonight, to be honest, she doesn't agree with Xiahouqing living in Xueyuan, it's too inconvenient, but Xue'er insisted again and again, and Qiyue didn't say anything.
Yes, love can be met but not sought, why is she belittled herself because of this? Looking back, all her bad reputation started when she met Mei Xu,, brutal, willful, and do whatever she wanted, which one didn't spread out in the night and night songs? Yes, it's time for her to give up, this time it's time to let go completely, and the happiness that comes from forcing it will not be happy.
Well, Xiahou Qing silently said to herself in her heart, goodbye, Mei Xu, goodbye, young and vigorous herself.