Chapter 40 The headwind is like understanding

Huo Ting's appearance, I didn't expect.

The growing feeling of depression in my chest made me breathless, and I struggled to open my eyes from a semi-coma, and she stood right in front of me, just silently watching this qiΔ“ happen to me.

"You're back fast enough, you should have just come out of Volon's, so you came right here." I'm not curious, how did Shen Yi tell her about me, and why didn't I mention that I let her deliberately defeat the battle, although it is possible that Shen Yi said it, and Huo Ting did not do it, but according to my understanding of the two of them, it must be Shen Yi who did not tell her what I said.

"It was His Majesty who asked me to come." Her words sounded like explanations.

"Is Fuon okay?" It was only when I faced her that I could safely inquire about Voon, and only she would not betray me.

"It's not good, since you were imprisoned in the prison, Your Majesty has locked yourself in the Chaoyang Palace day after day, the affairs of the court and politics have been fully decided by the Queen Mother, and few ministers can see Your Majesty, I see Your Majesty today, Your Majesty looks like it" Huo Ting didn't continue, and ended her description with a long sigh.

Actually, I've probably guessed that.

"After returning from this victory, the Queen Mother praised me a lot, and even made a will to marry me." Huo Ting looked preoccupied, she didn't say it directly, but she could guess that the general's wife pointed out to her by the Queen Mother was Shen Yi.

"You are worried about Shen Yi, afraid that you will delay her for the rest of her life." I also understand, why Shen Yi didn't pass my words to her as they were, I thought I knew Shen Yi well enough, but at the moment I couldn't figure out what she was thinking, in my impression, she was by no means a woman who was greedy for vanity, but why did she insist on marrying a pseudo-man like Huo Ting

"A few years ago, I mentioned this matter to her, intending to redeem her body and choose a husband for her, but she categorically refused, I thought she was thinking about Huo Yu and begged to stay and take care of me in every possible way, since this is the case, I have the responsibility to take care of her for Huo Yu, but this time the Queen Mother decreed, we all had to follow, I knew that I was in the sea of fire, but I still watched her jump down together but couldn't do anything." Although Huo Ting hesitated, she told me what was in her heart.

"How do you know that this is not the happiness she wants, maybe what she wants is not the title of the general's wife, but Huo Yu's identity as a woman, if she has no complaints, why do you want to push her away and hurt her old feelings." Although I can't figure out why Shen Yi is so persistent, she is the one who will never hurt Huo Ting, and now she is the only one who can help Huo Ting take care of people's feelings outside.

"You mean, you want me to marry her, too?" Huo Tingxu really ran out of ideas, so she came to discuss with me.

I smiled wryly and nodded, "Now that you've gotten around, do you have any other choice?" ”

She understood what I meant, and laughed helplessly. "When I first received Shen Yi's letter, I was worried about you, I don't know if you will be miserable if you are imprisoned here, but now it seems that although you are a little wolf, you are also happy, and it can be regarded as allowing you to temporarily avoid the strife inside and outside."

"The only one who knows me is General Huo." From the time she appeared here, I was actually a little worried that she would ask me some questions about the current situation, but she was the only one who could see the current situation from my point of view and guess my thoughts.

"You and I have worked together for more than half a year, but I feel that I know you better, after all, I grew up listening to your glorious deeds." Huo Ting seemed to be deliberate.

"General Huo said this, but it was really unkind. In terms of age, I am only one year older than you, if this is not the case at the moment, I would like to bow to you, be your eldest sister, and handle the marriage for you and Shen Yi. Even if the details of some things are wrong, the feeling when the two of them look at each other still lingers in my heart, "Since you live for Huo Yu, have you ever had messy thoughts, really when you were him, have you ever really been moved by Shen Yi?" ”

Huo Ting was stunned, the smile on her face froze, and her expression instantly dimmed, "I can't hide anything from you." Sometimes I also ask myself, who am I, maybe I have been playing Huo Yu for a long time, and even I have forgotten that I am not him, habitually looking at it from Huo Yu's point of view, to think, it is inevitable to think, if it is Huo Yu, what will he say, if it is Huo Yu, what will he do, if it is Huo Yu, what kind of mood should he have, I will take his love into the right proportions, but I have forgotten what kind of mood I should be. ”

Sure enough, as I expected, she was not so simple to Shen Yi.

"General Huo, since you have already decided, don't hesitate any longer, since you are him, forget about you. Otherwise, you will live in guilt for the rest of your life. If she can't forget the feeling of Huo Ting, then with both Huo Yu and Huo Ting's identities, she will only live in a struggle left and right for the rest of her life, "Now, you have no choice, don't think that you pretend to be him, just treat you as him." ”

"This prison seems to see the light of day, why does it make you so much more open. I now think that you may be liberated now, you are not in the government and the opposition, there is a lot less depression and compromise, and even I want to come in and live. Huo Ting said very casually, but she looked at the surrounding environment very carefully, and I could see that the world outside the prison seemed to give her great pressure.

"Okay, you might as well make some trouble next time, let Fu Ang lock you in, you and I can still be companions." I quipped casually.

Huo Ting also smiled, "This idea is really good, if you and I are here." In his spare time, he can also chat about his thoughts and share his experiences, even if he talks about fighting on paper, it is better than the outside world fighting frequently, and occasionally asking Shen Yi to send some tea and snacks is also comfortable. ”

"yes." I couldn't help but follow her tone to think that kind of life is indeed much more comfortable than holding power in our hands.

"Recently, I may not come to see you again, I have to be busy with the preparations in the house, I will marry Shen Yi into the door, I want to marry her into the mansion in the most grand way, after the wedding, I will lead the army to the battle, and I will come back to see you." Huo Ting seemed to let go, like Huo Yu I was familiar with, calm, gentle, elegant and graceful.

"Okay, be careful, I'll wait for you." Seeing her like this now, I regret that I missed the opportunity to marry her, but fortunately, my original refusal allowed the two of us to become confidants to this day. "There's one more thing I want from you, though."

General Huo got married and married the female doctor Shen Yi, which spread all over Leyao City and beyond.

It seems that everyone knows the division and integration of this pair of natural couples, and most of them are very sympathetic to Shen Yi's experience, no one is embarrassed by Shen Yi's past changes, not to mention, Shen Yi is now often walking in front of the Queen Mother who controls the government and government, and no one dares to talk about her past.

I think this is probably the best ending for them.

But good times don't last long.

From time to time, the news of defeat came from the front line, Beishao conquered many cities one after another, Xiyi was defeated and retreated, and even Dongfu assisted more and more difficult, and the news of several defeats was transmitted back to Leyao City, which inevitably made people panic, and it seemed that Leyao City, which was still prosperous, was now only superficially gorgeous.

I was never surprised by his victory, but I was surprised at how quickly Dongfu was defeated. He hasn't confronted Dongfu head-on, but General Huo has been defeated on the front line, and I really don't know if the next time she returns to Leyao, she will really talk to me all night in the deep prison as she said.

Shen Yi hadn't come to see me for a long time, and since she married into the Huo Mansion and became the wife of a legitimate general, she hadn't been here again, thinking that she might be worried that I would involve General Huo, so I didn't think much about it, and the days went on like this.

It's just that on this day, I woke up from a dream, although I don't remember what I dreamed, but my heart was unexpectedly uneasy, I didn't know what it meant, this is such an uneasiness that made me very uncomfortable, inexplicably irritable.

At night, Shen Yi came. She was plain and wore a large cloak with a hat, and when she came to me, she took off her hat and reflected the light of the fire in the prison, and I could faintly see her, she was now pampered, but she was still so beautiful, so calm and decent.

However, her expression looked extremely sad, and she moved her lips and slowly said a few words.

"General Huo, die in battle."

General Huo died in battle?! Huo Ting, I couldn't believe my ears, but tears had blurred my vision, "What did you say?" ”

Her expression instantly became extremely painful, her eyelids drooped, and two lines of tears fell in an uproar.

"Impossible!" I categorically veto.

There's no way she's going to die, absolutely not, the last time we chatted, it couldn't be, "No way! When pigs fly. ”

Only now do I know what it's like to have a heart twisted like a knife.

Huo Ting, we still have to talk about the battle together, and you promised to come back and see me. You have always been trustworthy, why did you break your trust with me this time? Huo Ting, I don't want to believe it.

"Is it, is there any misunderstanding, in the middle, there must be a misunderstanding." I would never believe that the person who was standing in front of me a moment ago is now suing me that she died on the battlefield.

"It was the cronies in the house who watched her leave, and her body will be transported back to Huo Mansion in the next two days." Shen Yi cried so much that her breath was intermittent, as if this time, when I looked at her, I understood what a heartbroken person was. The scene of pear blossoms with rain, the words of soft crying, thundered in my heart, as if the sky had fallen.

I thought that the sky would not fall again once it fell.

I used to think that the sky would only fall once.

"Old Mrs. Huo will let Huo Yu inherit the honor of dying on the battlefield, rebuild Huo Yu's bones, and bury Huo Yu's white bones, so that the eldest son of the Huo family will inherit the honor." Shen Yi's drooping eyes hid too much struggle, the tears kept flowing, she bit her bloodless lip tightly, and her face was pale.

"Why" This is Huo Ting's desperate win, she has lived all her life to become Huo Yu, why did she win the honor, a qiΔ“ in exchange for her life, but she is not even qualified to enter the ancestral grave. Shen Yi came to me for this.

Huo Ting, what are you for?

It was I who persuaded you to give up yourself and become Huo Yu completely, why now, I regret it again.

Huo Yu will eventually replace you, everything you do is for Huo Yu to enter your Huo family's ancestral grave, and you are nothing, you are just a child of the Huo family who should have been buried in the fire at a young age.

Why do you want to die?

I know the cruelty of the battlefield, life and death are only a moment, but I never thought about losing your best friend.

I thought we'd have a chance to see each other again.

I let the iron chains hang, and finally, in this prison that did not see the light of day, I lost even the last trace of hope of living, and I probably will never meet such a confidant again.

A basin of cold water was poured on his body fiercely.

"The county lord is so defeated today." The Queen Mother's gorgeous clothes and this dilapidated prison formed the most shocking contrast, and the smug look between her eyebrows and eyes reflected the firelight deeply imprinted into my heart.

"By the way, the mourning family forgot about it, the county lord's best friend just died on the front line a few days ago, presumably the county lord already knows." When she mentioned Huo Ting, there was a smile and disdain in her eyes. "It's a pity, if he is alive, he will still be a general of my Dongfu, although"

She paced up to me, leaned down, and whispered in my ear, "Although, she's a woman. ”

I looked up suddenly, met her vicious eyes, when did she know, she got up, and I struggled to rush up and grab her by the collar to question her, but the iron shackles only clicked.

"It's a pity, it's a pity." She looked at my expression playfully, observing my changes, she tried to deliberately provoke me with Huo Ting's death, but she tore the scar alive, "You two are also bosom friends, both are heroes among women, and the mourning family really admires it, but it would be nice if this temper was not so hypocritical." ”

"Does her death have anything to do with you?" It took me a lot of effort to suppress the overturned love in my chest, and every word was squeezed out of my teeth.

"Fuyin, don't you think you're smart?" She burst out laughing, but the smile was extremely vicious, she reached out and pinched my chin, her long, sharp gold nails crossed my face, and a touch of warmth slipped down in an instant, "Do you think you can calculate the mourning family?" Do you think that if you grasp the weakness of the mourning family, you can control the mourning family, do you think that you can be like the mourning family, although you are imprisoned, you can plan a qiΔ“? You're too naΓ―ve, the mourning family doesn't care about you, it's not that you don't know what kind of ghost you're messing with, you just want to see how big a ghost you can make, and now it seems that it's nothing more than that. Even if Huo Yu is a woman, the mourning family really wants to win her over, but unfortunately, if it weren't for you, how could she die on the battlefield at such a young age. ”

This woman in my eyes is so vicious that I want to tear her into pieces with my own hands, and I want to bite her neck and drink her blood. It struggled violently, but only dragged it with the sound of iron chains.

"Shen Yi is also your person, do you think the mourning family will really rest assured to keep her by your side." She turned around and hid in a place I couldn't touch, and said with a light smile, "However, after all, she is my daughter's savior, and the mourning family naturally wants to leave a way for her to live, I don't know if she has told you that she has let go of a qiΔ“ and will leave Leyao City in the near future." ”

Is Shen Yi leaving?

"Don't worry, the mourning family will not give you a chance to say goodbye." She smiled strangely, turned around and left the cell, "Come on, bring Mrs. Huo." ”

Watching the back of Empress Dowager Wei disappear at the end of the prison little by little, I closed my eyes and restrained my feelings, and tried to move my wrist that was about to lose consciousness, but the heavy and cold iron shackles were locked, and the stinging pain on my wrist was already worn out.

Shen Yi Yingying walked into my sight, just like she appeared in my sight for the first time, dressed in bright blue, light and calm. If it weren't for the shallow smile and the warmth in my eyes, I would have thought I had turned back time.

"Why did you come to see me when you're leaving?" The Queen Mother insisted that Shen Yi was my person, how could she rest assured that this last meeting, even if she was as conceited as her, she would definitely not believe it, I would not do anything at the last time, unless she knew that she had mastered some key and decided that Shen Yi would not help me.

Shen Yi was half-calm, and there seemed to be affection in his eyes, but it seemed to be faint in the depths. "After all, if you know each other, she will want to see you for the last time."

When I heard Shen Yi say about her, I noticed that she was holding a small white jade jar in her arms, and suddenly felt a kind of breathless pain, "Is it her?" ”

Shen Yi didn't answer me directly, but the way she caressed the jar had already given me the most accurate answer, and I really couldn't bear it, so I asked her, "Why are you so troubled." ”

Why are you so troubled? Even if Huo Ting dies in battle, but Huo Yu is still a general, Huo Yu entered the ancestral tomb of the Huo family with the gift of a general, even if the old lady knows, but the world does not know, Shen Yi can still be the general's wife of the Huo family, until she dies, she can also be buried next to Huo Yu, even if Huo Ting is gone, Shen Yi can still live a good life, I can't figure out why she suddenly left, and hugged Huo Ting even more

"Before her accident, she left me a letter, which was returned with her body, and her cronies handed it to me by hand. I realized that she had already made up her mind to die before she left. Shen Yi's smart and gentle eyes in the past have now become hollow, this is probably the best explanation for heart death, she muttered softly in her mouth, "I never knew, I didn't know that she actually made such a decision, she didn't want to lose the Huo family, she didn't want to be ashamed of Dongfu, she didn't want to hurt Huo Yu, she didn't want to burden me, and she didn't want to betray you." She actually chose this way, but at that time, I was still very happy, happy to be with her, but she even deceived me. ”

I know that Huo Ting has always been very difficult, but she has not only deceived Shen Yi, but also deceived me. If she had already made up her mind at that time, then she must have deliberately distracted me by telling me to come back and come back to see me, but how could I be deceived by her, "Huo Ting is unwilling to follow the Queen Mother to fight for the tiger, she knows the Queen Mother's conspiracy but is powerless to resist, she can't bet on the Huo family and you, but she used her own way to return YiqiΔ“ to its original position, she is protecting you, she wants to give you the best life." ”

"The best life?" Shen Yi smiled, and two lines of tears suddenly fell, "If even she is gone, where is the best life?" ”

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