Chapter 236: Remembering the Past Life (2)

Xie Hengxu tightened his arms and hugged the slender and thin body in his arms, he only felt a dull pain in his heart, but he didn't know what to say. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info

Tillian looked very calm, as if she was telling someone else's story, but her slightly confused eyes revealed the helplessness and sadness in her heart.

"I was ridiculed and bullied by people, I was pressed down and kneeling on the ground to apologize, and even being ridiculed... If it weren't for the trials and tribulations of that sordid world, I would never have disdained and hated him. But when I was suffering everywhere to make a living, that man, even if he saw it with his own eyes, could turn a blind eye, and at that moment I really hated him, and I hated him more and more. That kind of hatred, even if I later walked on many unbearable roads to reach a high position, even when I met him many years later, I could look down at him condescendingly, watch him grovel and plead with me, and watch him kneel in front of me and beg me to save his precious son, I couldn't feel happy and couldn't let go. I couldn't forgive him, so much so that I hated him to die, and even when he died, I didn't reach out to that half-brother. That hatred made me twist my mind, and I became more and more merge with that sordid world, and became the kind of person I hated the most in the past. ”

"Lian'er." The look in her eyes was too dark, Xie Hengxu didn't like her eyes very much, so he held her little face, put his forehead against her forehead, and kissed her cheeks and eyes lightly, "It's all over, you are Jiang Dilian, there is a mother who gave birth to you at the risk of death, a father who loves and spoils you, a grandmother who dotes on you the most, and a relative of the Xie family, there is my Xie Hengxu, Xie Hengxu who can give everything for you, and our children." Don't look after those who have passed, you are beautiful now and will be even more beautiful in the future..."

Tillian burst into tears uncontrollably, looking at him with sad eyes, "I forgot, I thought I forgot, I can even accept Sheng Hua and love Ge'er." ... But I clearly remember it very clearly, I remember the person I hated to the core, and I remember Feng Rong who became equally disgusted with me,..."

"Nope." , Xie Hengxu kissed her tearful beautiful eyes, her voice was low and soft, inexplicably soothing, "They are in the past, and they will never come back." Lian'er, God feels that he owes you too much, so he let you come here and be pampered by thousands of people. It sends you to me, I, Xie Hengxu, is your salvation, whether you are my Lian'er or Feng Rong, you are my beloved wife, the mother of Brother Rui and Sister Ling, you love them very much, love them as your mother loves you, don't you? ”

Tillian nodded vigorously and choked up, "I love them, of course I love them." ”

Xie Hengxu smiled softly and responded in a low voice, "Well, the most beautiful woman in this world is her mother." Remember how beautiful the mother in your heart is, you are also beautiful, and you will be more beautiful than her, because you can shelter Brother Rui and Sister Ling, and can give them a rich and happy life, they will live ten million times better than Feng Rong, they will be the pride of the sky, admired by thousands of people, and they are your Jiang Dilian's children, they will be proud of you, take you as an example, and be proud of you. ”

The misty eyes gradually cleared up, Di Lian looked at him in a daze, Xie Hengxu looked at her gently, and said softly, "Look, you are Jiang Dilian, you have a new life and a new future, why bother about people who have nothing to do with you?" Just today, you punished the people who hurt him for Brother Rui'er, you blessed him, how great you are, do you know? ”

Tillian was silent, lowered her eyelids for a while, and muttered, "I didn't hate myself, I just didn't want to recall the side I didn't like." The most unacceptable thing for me is that they are all biological flesh and blood, why can't they be treated equally..."

The phoenix's eyes were dark and faint, Xie Hengxu gently held her shoulder, lifted her chin, and let her look at herself.

"This is what he will never be able to compare with you, it is the clumsiness of his humanity, in fact there are not many people like that, don't look into a scum, you will lose your identity and dirty your hands. We can't demand that everyone be noble, we just need to maintain our own nobility. Lian'er, you can recall, but don't be defeated by memories, you are Jiang Dilian, in this world, no one or anything can defeat you, you clearly recognize that you are not Feng Rong, so that person has nothing to do with you. ”

"Remember, you're Jiang Dilian."

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On the evening of that day, Su Shi brought two nursing mothers to send the child over.

Sitting on the soft couch in the warm pavilion, Su Shi held Brother Rui in his arms and swayed gently, but his eyes looked at Di Lian, and said softly, "I heard that you punished Chen Liu and his children, Lian'er, are they trying to harm Brother Rui?" ”

People who know her well know Jiang Dilian's temperament, if people don't offend her, she will never offend people.

Tilian knelt in a special small bathtub, wide sleeves and high arms, her expression was quiet and soft, and her jade white fingers were teasing the water to wash Sister Ling'er's small body, Sister Ling'er sat in the barrel, screaming happily, and her little hands were 'popping' on the water.

Xie Hengxu squatted on the other side of the small bathtub, carefully supporting her small body with his big palm, and his face was splashed by the splash of water, his eyebrows frowned helplessly, and he reprimanded softly, "Don't make trouble, Ling'er is good." ”

Lifting her eyelids slightly, Tilian glanced at the twenty-four filial father opposite with a gentle smile, and replied, "It's about Brother Rui'er, but they are also being used, mother doesn't have to bother, Zixu and I will take care of this matter." ”

Su sighed, nodded slightly, put the slippery little ball of meat in his arms on the couch, and carefully dressed him in a cotton coat.

After packing up Brother Rui'er, Su Shi wrapped his grandson in a thin quilt and picked him up, and said with a gentle smile, "I gave him to the nurse and went back." ”

Tilian hurriedly got up to see her off, and when she got to the door, she kissed Brother Rui'er lightly on the face, looking at his well-behaved appearance, she couldn't help but smile.

Su Shi smiled and carried him to the warm pavilion next door, came out in a moment, waved his hand at Dilian, and left on his own.

Seeing her leave, Tillian returned to the house, and saw Xie Hengxu holding the smooth Sister Ling in the air, her handsome face was full of bright smiles, and Sister Ling kept kicking her calves, 'babbling' screaming with joy.

Di Lian smiled, hurriedly stepped forward and took a small quilt to wrap her, and glanced at Xie Hengxu, "She is still young, she is not allowed to hug her like this in the future, what should I do if I am scared?" ”

Xie Hengxu grinned, bowed his head and kissed Sister Ling'er's white and tender little body twice, "My Xie Hengxu's daughter, I won't be scared when I go into battle to kill the enemy." ”

Hearing this, Tilian lifted her eyelids and glared at him fiercely, "If you dare to teach my daughter to be a woman, you see how I clean you up!" ”

Xie Hengxu grinned, nodded with a smile, "No, no, our Ling'er is everyone's beautiful lady, virtuous lady." ”

Di Lian snorted lightly, and took Sister Ling to the couch to change clothes, Xie Hengxu crossed her waist to look at her slender and outstanding figure, and the smile in her phoenix eyes was soft, this was his Lian'er. (To be continued.) )