Chapter 48, those years missed
In the classroom of the third (2nd) class of junior high school, Chen Qian listened to Chen Xueqian's words, and suddenly her nose was sour.
"Then will Li Lei and Han Meimei come together?" When Chen Qian asked this question, her voice was a little astringent.
Chen Xueqian tilted his head, looked around, shook his head and smiled.
"None of them can hold anyone's hand, they are only in junior high school, how many years will it take to get married from junior high school? Besides, they may not be able to go to the same high school, and they are unlikely to go to college in the same city, so how can the relationship continue at that time? ”
The classroom suddenly fell silent, and it was just when the innocent teenagers felt the coldness of life for the first time. Maybe it's because Han Meimei and Li Lei are too familiar with these characters, and when Chen Xueqian uses their stories to tell the future of everyone present, everyone's feelings are so real.
Seeing that everyone's feelings were a little low, Chen Xueqian clapped his hand and said, "I'll make up this story and sing it to you!" ”
When the crowd heard this, they immediately cheered.
Take the initiative to sing, which can always win applause when you are a student. As long as you're not singing as loud as noise.
Chen Xueqian was sitting in the classroom at this time, looking at the classmates in front of him, after next year, he would not see the vast majority of people here again. Others that still intersect will slowly lose touch after ten years.
The pair of boys sitting behind him, Chen Xueqian clearly remembered that in his previous life, one of the two had bone cancer, and he died in his third year of high school. The other had uremia. Dialysis treatment began in the second year of high school. Spent the rest of his life in the hospital.
There were many things he had not heard of.
Youth is really gone forever. Maybe today's afternoon will still be remembered by everyone in the class many years later. This can be regarded as a carnival of youth, a kind of testimony of what I once had.
Chen Xueqian stood up, cleared his throat and sang.
"I started with that English book
"The boy in the book, LiLei
"The girl next to me is named HanMeimei," along with JimLily and Lucy
"KiteLinTao and UncleWang" A talking parrot called Polly, he flies everywhere"
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Chen Xueqian is in the period of voice change, and his voice is not good. It's just that in his singing, there seems to be an inextricable sadness about youth. Let the classmates who looked at him feel a little excited.
"Later I heard about LiLei and HanMeimei
"No one was able to hold anyone's hand
Lucy returned to China and Lily went to Shanghai
"I still have so many boyfriends around
"Jim was the manager of the car company
"I married a Chinese wife who had no worries about food and clothing
"LiTao became a police officer
"Uncle Wang, he retired last year
"A bit of a pity for LiLei and HanMeimei
"No one has been able to hold anyone's hand"
When Chen Xueqian sang here, the group of people in the classroom should have not experienced sadness, and they were still far from nostalgia. At this time, a wave of melancholy swelled in my heart at the same time. For future changes. For tomorrow when I don't know where it will be, everyone has an inexplicable feeling in their hearts at the same time.
Chen Qian, who had been looking up at Chen Xueqian on the side, suddenly shed tears.
And Yang Qiuyan, who was sitting in the front, looked at Chen Xueqian's eyes and gradually became a little dazed, she once had the confidence to be able to suppress Chen Qian, and finally came together with Chen Xueqian.
However, at this moment, she looked at the man who was singing leisurely, and suddenly felt a sense of confusion in her heart. This boy, who was not far away before, and who was not inconspicuous in the class, suddenly seemed to be a different person after that exam.
She found that her gaze could no longer keep up with the other. Once she was sure that Chen Qian would not be able to keep up with Chen Xueqian's pace, no matter how deep their relationship was now, they would eventually separate.
Just like Chen Xueqian sang, Li Lei and Han Meimei, no one could hold anyone's hand!
Before today, or before Chen Xueqian suddenly revealed her English ability, she once thought that she could keep up with Chen Xueqian's footsteps. She felt that her future would be at the same height as this boy. At least there must be an intersection between them.
However, at this time, looking at the boy in front of her who seemed to be glowing, she clearly felt for the first time that she could no longer keep up with the other party's footsteps. He could only be like Chen Qian in the past, falling behind him, silently watching the other party's back go away, disappearing from his life little by little.
In his previous life, Chen Xueqian chose to return to Huangcheng after six years of hard work, and at that time, in Huangcheng, it seemed that only Yang Qiuyan, an old classmate who had stayed in Binhuai to teach after graduation, could be contacted.
Two older men and women get together from time to time, watch movies, eat, and travel together. Until one day the sheets rolled out as a matter of course. It's just that neither of them mentioned the future.
They were like two travelers walking together in the storm, leaning on each other before reaching the end. But they know that they don't end up with each other.
Yang Qiuyan is a person who has decided to guard his own small city and live safely here. She may occasionally admire the scenery in the distance, but she clearly knows that all she wants is the ordinary in front of her.
And although Chen Xueqian returned to Scoop City during that time, it was just that he was accumulating strength for the next take-off. His direction has never changed, and his ideal is not in Scoop City.
In the end, Yang Qiuyan agreed to a marriage proposal from a teacher at the same school, and on the day of the wedding, Chen Xueqian stood in the distance and watched the newlyweds not come forward. He often thinks that if he rushed up to pull Yang Qiuyan away at that time, what would his life be?
However, after all, a qiē is just a thought. This is the end of his and Yang Qiuyan's story. The end is even more inexplicable than the beginning. From the beginning to the end, there was no agreement.
Looking at Chen Xueqian at this time, Yang Qiuyan suddenly showed a dazzling smile on her face. fell into the eyes of Chen Xueqian, who was singing affectionately, and the singing suddenly stopped.
This smile, he had seen it on Yang Qiuyan's face in his previous life, when Chen Xueqian had just finished the international project manager exam, and he was overdrawn with strict energy, so he fell on the bed and lay on the bed for a day and a night, and Yang Qiuyan suddenly came to the door.
Pull him out to eat, go shopping, pedicure, karaoke. In the end, she asked Chen Xueqian for the most expensive hotel in Huangcheng many times.
On the morning of checking out, Yang Qiuyan turned around in vain and gave him such a smile.
"I'm going to go first." After saying this, Yang Qiuyan drove her polo and left. is like a fleeting meteor, drawing a brilliant and short spark in Chen Xueqian's life.
On the last night, Yang Qiuyan sat at the head of the bed and asked Chen Xueqian softly: "Do you think you are a bastard?" ”
Chen Xueqian's hand pressing on the white rabbit on Yang Qiuyan's chest paused for a moment, and then he said, "It's quite a bastard!" ”
Yang Qiuyan turned around and threw him down on the bed and bit him the chest. That bite was painful and deep. It's like the scars left by their short-lived love affair on this girl.
At this time, Chen Xueqian stood in the classroom of the third (2) class of junior high school, looking at Yang Qiuyan with the same smile in front of him. seems to have seen Yang Qiuyan more than ten years later. At this moment, the two time and space overlapped in vain, and in the end, they both became a passerby in Chen Xueqian's life.
After a brief moment of stunnedness, Chen Xueqian suddenly showed a smile. and Yang Qiuyan's eyes intersected, and no one avoided it.
After this glance, it is the end of this entanglement between the two lives.
"I'm so glad I wasn't that asshole when I met you in this life!" Chen Xueqian sighed in his heart. But is it for the girl in the previous life who didn't know how deeply she was hurt, or in this life, this girl who can only look at her from afar?
In the third year of junior high school, it turns out that there are many melancholy!
Because of Chen Xueqian's drive, several boys stood up and sang a few songs. Chen Xueqian sat in his seat all the time, looked at his palms, and did not speak quietly.
At that moment, the greenness on his face quietly faded, and the vicissitudes of time returned to him again.
Chen Qian and Yang Wei, who had been watching him, read in vain the vicissitudes of sadness and incomprehension from this 14-year-old boy.
When the bell rang for the end of school, Chen Xueqian stood up from the table, walked quietly beside Chen Qian, and when he walked out of the campus, he touched his pocket and found a green ticket. Turned his head to Chen Qian and said, "I'll invite you to eat a cold drink!" ”
Chen Qian silently glanced at the surface of the lake with a few pieces of ice floe. Stunned and watched Chen Xueqian walk into the store.
When he came out, Chen Xueqian actually bought two cold drinks in his hand. Then Chen Qian suddenly laughed too. Maybe this five-cent ice cream will be remembered by yourself for a lifetime! Isn't youth so wanton and out of tune?
After eating the ice cream in his hand, Chen Xueqian reached out and grabbed Chen Qian, whose face was a little pale, but his hands couldn't warm up. The two of them walked trembling in the cold wind.
Chen Xueqian, who was lying on the bed at night, thought a little self-deprecatingly, thinking that he was also hypocritical enough. I didn't think about what promises I would give to others, but now they decided to sort out their relationship with him. He felt stunned again. You can't be such a scumbag!
It's just that I always feel like something is stuck in there.
After tossing and turning in bed for a long time, he couldn't sleep, so he simply sat up, took out his mobile phone, found a number, and dialed it.
"Little man, don't sleep so late, miss my sister?"
Hearing Bai Feifei's fox words, which seemed to be true and fake, he suddenly felt much more relaxed.
Yes, in this life, the life he chose is here. As for all the past lives, let them all go with the dust.
"yes, I thought about it!" The next moment, Chen Xueqian recovered the wandering of his previous life in vain, and said nonsense sincerely-
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