Chapter 141: Confide

The next day, the weather was half cloudy and half clear, with clouds floating in the sky, and the wind blew, the clouds moved lightly, and the treetops rustled, slightly relieving the summer heat.

In Chaohua Garden, Gu Yunjin was having breakfast, and because he had no appetite, everything he ate tasted like chewing wax.

"Princess Shizi, where are you going to play when you leave the house today?" Seeing that she was depressed and gloomy, Yue Liushao deliberately found a light topic, and put a lot of dishes into her bowl.

Gu Yunjin stopped Yueliu's movement with her hand and didn't answer, because she didn't know where to go, although the General's Mansion and the Nanling Wangfu were both her home, but she had a sense of homelessness in her heart. Now she seems to have the feeling of wandering and helplessness in her previous life, the world is so big, but there is no place that really belongs to her.

Gu Yunjin unconsciously tossed the food in the bowl, and was silent for a long time before he whispered, "Let's go to the Guanyin Temple near Zifeng Mountain to have a look." ”

Yue Liushao responded with a smile, "Okay, the slave maid will immediately ask people to prepare the incense for worship." In between speaking, he took the opportunity to pick up a few dishes and put them into Gu Yunjin's bowl, "It takes a lot of time on this back and forth, and the princess should eat more, so as not to be hungry." ”

Gu Yunjin nodded invisibly and forced himself to eat some light soup dishes.

After breakfast, Gu Yunjin rested in the room, and Yue Liushao and Shui Langlian went to arrange travel. About two quarters of an hour later, Yue Liushao came in and said that everything was ready to stop, so Gu Yunjin walked out without stopping.

In front of the gate of the palace, there was a gorgeous carriage printed with the emblem of the Nanling Palace, and more than a dozen guards were lined up on both sides to guard it.

Seeing this scene, Gu Yunjin couldn't help frowning, "This car is too conspicuous, and there are too many guards, so you don't need so many people to follow." ”

Du Shaoqing, the commander of the guards of the Nanling Palace, stepped forward and respectfully replied: "Back to the princess, the princess has an order, so that her subordinates must protect the safety of the princess." ”

"It turned out to be the arrangement of the concubine, so it's okay, if that's the case, let's go." Hearing that it was Princess Nanling, Gu Yunjin didn't say much, and got into the carriage with the help of Yue Liushao and Shui Langlian.

After the two of them also got into the car and sat down, the coachman shouted, and the carriage started and moved forward steadily.

"The princess is really good to the princess, and she even asked Commander Du to escort her personally." When Yue Liushao said this, her eyes kept looking out of the car window, looking absent-minded.

Gu Yunjin leaned on the carriage and said quietly: "Yes, I didn't expect it either." "The last time I went to the royal temple with Princess Nanling, Du Shaoqing didn't follow the escort, I think it may be because Dai Jinchao was there at that time.

On the way, Shui Langlian saw that Yue Liu Shao had been looking out absentmindedly, with a sly smile in her eyes, touching her with her elbow, and asked with a smile: "Liu Shao, you have been looking out since you got in the car, what are you looking at?" She could vaguely guess Yue Liushao's thoughts, because she found that every time Yue Liushao saw Commander Du, it was like losing her soul, and she completely lost her previous clever appearance.

Yue Liushao shook her head, glanced at Gu Yunjin weakly, and hurriedly shook her head in denial: "No...... It's nothing. But his cheeks were involuntarily stained with two flushes, and he lowered his head and unconsciously fiddled with his fingers.

Shui Langlian continued to laugh and quip: "What are you afraid of, this is not something that will not see the light of day, besides, our princess is also very open-minded and tolerant, anyway, Commander Du has not become a family, you can ask the princess and the princess to woo......"

Before she could finish speaking, Yue Liushao covered her mouth tightly in a panic and glared at her angrily as a warning.

Commander Du? Although Shui Langlian didn't finish speaking, Gu Yunjin still heard some information, could it be that Yue Liushao was in charge of Du...... She was amazed, she didn't think she had been aware of it before. But she didn't show any abnormal emotions, and still leaned quietly on the carriage, but she couldn't help but comment on Du Shaoqing in her mind.

Du Shao is a young man of eighteen, with extraordinary skills, tall and burly, handsome face, plus the healthy wheat-colored skin, revealing the masculinity of a man everywhere, and Yue Liushao is also fifteen years old, and when he reaches the age of marriage, if the two are really interested, they are a very compatible pair, but it is a pity......

Gu Yunjin sighed in his heart, closed his eyes, and at the same time involuntarily covered his lower abdomen with both hands.

Half an hour later, the destination arrived.

This is the first time Gu Yunjin has entered the Guanyin Temple, although he has also accompanied the fourth grandmother of the Gu family Xu to come here, but at that time it was just for fun and relaxation, and he did not worship the Buddha very devoutly.

Gu Yunjin came from a previous life and didn't believe in the existence of ghosts and gods in the world, but today, she wanted to come and take a look, light a stick of incense, apologize to the child in her womb, and pray for the child's forgiveness.

Today is neither the first day nor the fifteenth day of the new year, so there are not many people who come to the Guanyin Temple to offer incense.

Gu Yunjin walked into the temple with the two of them, while the guards stayed outside to guard.

Coming to the statue of Guanyin, Gu Yunjin solemnly offered incense, and then knelt down on the futon and prayed sincerely. Yue Liushao and Shui Langlian stood quietly and waited.

This kneeling was half an hour, when Gu Yunjin got up, it was dark in front of her, and her legs were also sore, she didn't dare to move, closed her eyes, and endured the discomfort with one hand on the ground.

Seeing this, Yue Liushao and the two hurriedly stepped forward to help.

After slowing down, Gu Yunjin opened his eyes, stood up with their hands, and walked out slowly.

"Princess, do you want to go back to the palace now? The slave maid felt that the princess's body was getting weaker and weaker, how could it be good to keep doing this? Let's go back and ask an imperial doctor to take a look, I'm afraid that the old gentleman's medicine won't work. Yue Liu Shao persuaded worriedly as she walked.

Gu Yunjin sighed lightly and said in a dull voice: "It's no big deal, I know my body, you don't have to worry." ”

She looked up at the mountains not far away, unexpectedly remembered someone, pondered for a moment, and said: "Don't be in a hurry to go back, it's hard to come out, you have to take a turn and go to Zifeng Mountain to have a look." "That person, I don't know if he's there today.

So, a group of people went to Zifeng Mountain again.

The last time I came, the Zifeng Mountain was still snow-white, but at this time, the flowers and trees were flourishing and green.

The carriage stopped on a flat ground at the foot of the mountain, and after Gu Yunjin got out of the car, he led Yue Liushao and Shui Langlian to walk slowly along the foot of the mountain to watch, and the guards followed not far behind.

Around the corner, Gu Yunjin saw the white figure under the tree.

At this time, Shi Wuwu was looking down at the scroll in her hand, her expression was focused, quiet and peaceful, as if she was afraid of ruining this beautiful picture, she couldn't help but stop, as if she was infected by this quiet atmosphere, and her troubled heart gradually calmed down.

Gu Yunjin was watching quietly, but when he saw Shi Wuwu, he suddenly raised his head, his eyes met, and both of them were stunned.

Soon, a shallow smile appeared on Shi Wuwu's face, and his eyes brightened and he greeted aloud: "Mrs. Sister-in-law is also here." ”

Gu Yunjin wanted to smile back, but when he heard the words 'Mrs. Sister-in-law', he couldn't laugh, and he couldn't even force a smile. She turned back and motioned for the maid and the guard to stay where they were, and stepped forward alone.

Shi Wuwu was keenly aware of her abnormality, but she didn't reveal anything, and continued to smile and say, "Why didn't Shizi come out with you?" I haven't seen him in a long time, what is he up to? ”

Gu Yunjin secretly exhaled a breath, and after trying to adjust his mood, he reluctantly smiled: "He went to Xishan with the soldiers yesterday to suppress bandits." After saying this, he changed the topic, "How is your health?" I heard that the prince said that he would be cured in a few months, is it true? ”

Speaking of this, Shi Wuwu's eyes flashed with strange colors, and even his voice was much lighter, "It's true, thanks to Miss Wanqing's careful treatment, I didn't expect her medical skills to be so good at such a young age." ”

Gu Yunjin stiffly pulled the corners of his lips and smiled, and said without hearing emotion: "Yes, the prince said that he is not in good health, and Wanqing has always been taking care of him." ”

Although Shi Wuwu went to Nanling Wangfu not many times, but with what he saw and heard, he still had some understanding of the things between Meng Wanqing and Dai Jinchao, Meng Wanqing was eighteen years old and unmarried, and he was a childhood sweetheart who grew up with Dai Jinchao, and he wanted to become Dai Jinchao's room in the future. Yunjin is depressed, I'm afraid it has something to do with it.

He pondered in his heart for a long time before he tentatively asked, "You...... What do you think? It doesn't seem to be very happy, is there something bothering? ”

Gu Yunjin was very confused in her heart, she didn't know where to go, and she also wanted to find someone to talk to and ask someone for guidance, but she didn't know whether to take the person in front of her as the object of confiding, and hesitated for a while before she said lightly: "The world is difficult, and troubles are inevitable." ”

Shi Wuwu smiled noncommittally, and then looked at her and said sincerely: "It's rare to see you have such a negative and pessimistic time, presumably the troubles you encounter are not trivial, if you don't mind, it's better to listen to it and see if I can help." He handed the scroll in his hand again, "I see that your face is not good, don't stand, find a place to sit." ”

"Thank you." Gu Yunjin didn't shirk either, took the scroll and spread it on a piece of grass, and the two sat facing each other and talked.

The sun appears and disappears in the clouds, and the wind blows, bringing a burst of coolness, which makes people's mood feel much more soothing.

Gu Yunjin sat with his hands on his knees, gently closing his eyes to feel this rare comfort.

Shi Wuwu silently looked at her haggard face, and gradually, a trace of amazement appeared in her eyes, and she immediately looked away.

"What kind of person do you think Shizi is?" After I don't know how long, Gu Yunjin opened his eyes and asked softly.

Shi Wuwu was slightly surprised when he heard this, but he quickly returned to normal, his eyes flickered a few times, and then he chuckled and said, "The prince is naturally very good, and he is superior in all aspects." ”

"If I'm a friend, speak from my heart." Gu Yunjin stared at him quietly, and his voice pierced his disguise lightly.

His mind was seen through, and Shi Wuwu's face showed unnaturalness, and he coughed lightly twice, and then said: "In this case, then I will have something to say." I think that Shizi seems to be easy to approach on the surface, but it is difficult to get into his heart, and he has a strong sense of self-defense. You should feel deeply about getting along with him day and night. ”

Gu Yunjin felt that he had found a soulmate, and smiled desolately, "I didn't expect us to feel the same way, his heart seems to be surrounded by a high wall, which makes people unable to see and guess." ”

As if she was stabbed in the eyes by the desolate color on her face, Shi Wuwu couldn't bear to look at it anymore, gently lowered her eyelids, and was silent for a moment before she comforted: "The most difficult thing in the world to understand is the human heart, since you can't see clearly and can't guess clearly, you don't have to bother to guess, just follow your heart in everything." ”

"But I ......" Gu Yunjin wanted to say, but he didn't know how to speak.

Shi Wuwu saw that she wanted to speak and stopped, and asked worriedly: "Is there something unpleasant between you and Shizi?" Seeing that she was silent, she persuaded earnestly: "Some things can't be taken too seriously, otherwise you will be hurt." You have to remember that you are the princess of the world, the future princess of Nanling, and no matter who it is, it cannot take your place. ”

Hearing this, Gu Yunjin felt even more uncomfortable in his heart, and the pain in his heart swept like a tide, and he couldn't help but say, "You know what? More than a month ago, he proposed to me to reconcile and divorce, and now that I am pregnant, and he is going to kill the child, I don't know what I mean in his heart. ”

"What did you say?" Shi Wuwu thought that he had auditory hallucinations, his face changed slightly, and he unconsciously held his breath and asked again.

Gu Yunjin laughed self-deprecatingly, "You don't believe it either, do you?" But that's the way it is, you say that no one can take my place, but I feel that I have no place in his heart at all, and he may never want to go through this life with me. ”

Shi Wuwu's heart was shocked, he never thought that the two who seemed to get along well on the surface would come to this point, "Why did he do this?" Is it because of Miss Wanqing? ”

Gu Yunjin's eyes were difficult, and he looked up at the sky, "Maybe." ”

Shi Wuwu was puzzled, his brows furrowed tightly, "I always think it's not because of Miss Wanqing, if that's the case, he wouldn't have married you in the first place, there should be other reasons, didn't you ask him?" ”

"I asked, but he didn't say, Wanqing should be the main reason."

"What about you...... How to intend to. ”

Gu Yunjin didn't speak.

Hesitation is reluctance. Shi Wuwu was silent for a long time before he said slightly in his heart: "Yunjin, this matter is not trivial, you must think about it carefully, if you ...... If you have him in your heart, you must not beat the child, if the child is gone, the fate between you and him will come to an end. ”

"But for a person who doesn't take you to heart, even if they are together, what can they do, have they been entangled and tormented like this all their lives? In the past few months, I have felt very tired, not to mention that I have not had such a strong endurance for the rest of my life. ”

Shi Wuwu turned his wheelchair and moved closer to her, and said solemnly: "There must be a reason for this, Yunjin, don't be sad first, don't be afraid, I will ask Shizi everything clearly, and then it will not be too late to make a decision." ”

Gu Yunjin shook his head sadly and refused, "That's it, there will be no result, I just want to tell you about my feelings, I don't expect to change anything, and I hope that no one else knows about these things." ”

Shi Wuwu's eyes deepened, and Yu Yu said: "I'm very happy, you trust me so much, and I will never mention it to outsiders, but what I want to see most is that you live happily." ”

Gu Yunjin smiled reluctantly, "I believe it will be in the future." Then he got up and said goodbye: "It's not early, I'm going back." ”

As soon as she got up, there was a sudden blackness in front of her, and her body couldn't help but shake slightly.

After Gu Yunjin came over, he thanked him: "Thank you, I'm going back, there will be a period later." "Turn around and walk away.

Shi Wuwu looked at her thin and lonely back, felt very sad in his heart, and said silently: Yunjin, no matter when, I am behind you! (To be continued.) )