If Xie Yiying knew what Zhou Jin was thinking, he would probably talk nonsense with him, saying that on the BBS after a long time, well, there is a paper on the wall of the academy, and anyone passing by can write two sentences on it, what is the matter of government reform, I don't understand it upstairs or go home and plant melons, what I found a shocking secret, the proprietress of the red sleeve trick had a leg with the prime minister of the dynasty when she was young, and so on, one day someone wrote a sentence on it, although many people didn't understand it, they all felt that it made sense.

The man said: It has been said that "true love has no secrets behind it." The man who says this understands neither love nor secrets.

When Xie Yiying was studying law, the teacher who taught civil law talked about the possibility of changing and voiding contracts due to fraud, and joked about why marriage is not, and according to my observation over the years, most marriages are behind deception.

He said it lightly, just the kind of expression that people who came over and thought "well, it's just that" when they look back.

Zhou Jin actually has a sense of fear in his heart, and this feeling is buried so deep that he doesn't even realize it, he feels that the people who are close to him actually have no good end, so he is faintly uncontrollable and always wants to push Xie Yiying away. But on the other hand, he likes to yearn for this person, just like a plant naturally needs to face the sun for photosynthesis, his love and need for her is like a physiological need, which Zhou Zhao even understands better than him, people like them live in a cold environment, and occasionally they are lucky to meet a person with deep affection, and naturally want others to give them a little more love.

A little more, a little more.

When the two emotions are intertwined, there is inevitably a contradiction. This contradiction can't even be solved by Zhou Jin, because after all, one of them is a deep love that even he doesn't realize is hidden in his heart.

Xie Yiying saw that he saw him well, no matter how resourceful he was, he was only a young man in his twenties, and he would be confused in the face of feelings, and he didn't know whether to judge whether he liked it or not, what to do if he liked it, and what to do if he didn't like it.

Xie Yiying finally stopped crying when she was tired, and the tears still flowed down against the tombstone, but she had already begun to adjust her breathing and try to calm down.

"Don't be too upset."

She raised her eyes to look at Zhou Jin, her eyes seemed to be covered with a thin layer of mist: "It's not that I'm sad, I just feel ...... It's boring. ”

She's really tired.

Seeing the traces left by Ye Han, she realized again that she was actually separated from this world, and she was not a person from this time and space, but she had stayed here for too long, met many people, and got along with them, which made her gradually blur this boundary, and she gradually gave birth to the illusion that she was originally born here.

However, she is really not from here, she doesn't belong here, even if it is Zhou Jin and Xu Danwei, there is actually an unbridgeable gap between her and them, very tired, very tired of living here.

Like the whale that staggered her frequency with all the other whales, no one understood what she said, and she was lonely like the last dead leaf hanging on a tree in the cold winter that refused to wither.

And the difference between people is inherently infinite.

She knows that some people will say what it is, where people can't start over, different worldviews are acceptable to each other, she understands the reason, but she just wants to ask, why are the pigeons so big.

"Zhou Jin," she frowned slightly, "what are you...... Do you like me? ”

People's hearts have always been like this, at the beginning, as long as they are together, they will gradually be dissatisfied, they have to look forward to Shu, love makes people uneasy, and constantly ask, do you love me, why do you love me, so repeatedly, no matter how deep the feelings are, they can't stand the consideration.

She didn't expect them to come this far after all, she thought they could ask nothing and be carefree like a fool. The so-called love, when the beauty is ambiguous, the bad is after the cocoon.

She understands that.

However, understanding is understanding, and it is difficult to do.

Zhou Jin lowered his eyes and looked at her, and replied in a low voice, "I don't know." ”

It was the same as what he had answered to Shen Changxiu before.

At that time, it wasn't that he didn't know that Xie Yiying was outside the door, but he didn't want to lie.

He has never loved anyone, and he doesn't understand what their so-called affection is. No one has taught him how to measure his feelings and behaviors by what kind of standard.

Xie Yiying listened to his answer, nodded, and said, "Oh, that's it." ”

It's calm, it's calm.

Her hair was pitch black and her face was plain white, but these two colors were beautiful.

Zhou Jin suddenly remembered her drunken appearance, where she was holding chopsticks to knock on the bowl, chanting long poems to herself, her long hair flying out in the wind, flamboyant and presumptuous, beautiful not like a girl in the world.

"If you want to leave, I can arrange for someone to drop you off."

Before he could think clearly, this sentence had already blurted out. It's as if this sentence was not uttered by his body, but by the cowardly little boy hidden in the depths of darkness, a rejection of this world.

The moment he said it, he seemed to hear the sound of cracking, and every qiē rushed to the point of no return.

Xie Yiying felt that she was getting cold inch by inch, and there seemed to be ice slag in her veins. Then she laughed, and a pair of eyes flashed like ripples, "Okay." She said.

Zhou Jin didn't understand Xie Yiying, the child has been worried, but he will have the courage to suddenly appear, he always thought that she would not survive for long, but it has been so long, so long that it almost makes people think that life will go on like this forever, but she suddenly collapsed. Others may think that today's qiē is inexplicable, but in fact, this qiē was originally a shaji-based tower, which looks glamorous on the surface, and does not move in the wind and rain, as long as it passes the critical point, it will be destroyed immediately, and there is nothing left. She is a person who is unreservedly kind to people, and she is also a frightened bird, who will let go of her baggage at any time, and will leave whenever the wind blows.

This is not surprising, everyone has to leave a way out for themselves and know how to be good to themselves.

"I'll arrange for you to leave in the afternoon." His eyes sparkled in the afterglow of the setting sun, and there was a calm aura like the sea in them.

The place where Zhou Jin sent Xie Yiying to, he had arranged it a long time ago, it was an isolated and peach blossom village, no one had placed people there, she could live there and wait until the chaos stopped.

And by that time, he might have died.

Zhou Jin rarely thinks about things that are too long-term, but when he occasionally thinks of that scene, he thinks that this is fine. (To be continued.) )