Volume 2 Epilogue "Apology"

PS: If you have the conditions to read this chapter, just listen to the song "Apology", I wrote this plot because I was inspired by listening to this song

………… If only you weren't in a hurry to urge me to let the male protagonist debut, it was originally planned that this paragraph should have been written more delicately.

The debut you're going to see is coming soon!

The madness of the night made Zheng Xiuxun very tired.

During this period, he didn't even remember the whole process clearly, only that he knew that he was very crazy.

Park Chulong seems to be the same? At that time, she only cared about venting for herself, and ignored it, which was also her first time.

He remembered that at that moment, Park Chulong's expression was very painful, and it was indeed very difficult for him to get in.

In terms of the quality of the first experience, it can even be said to be terrible.

Both were inexperienced, and under the stimulation of alcohol, some lost their minds.

But it can really be regarded as an 'unforgettable' memory.

Early the next morning, Jung so-hoon woke up from his sleep.

"Hmm......" turned over and sat up, he rubbed his sleepy eyes with his hands, and after a moment of confusion, he was a little more awake.

"Nuna, you ......" He turned to the side, only to find that Park Chulong, who was supposed to be sleeping next to him, had already gone to bed empty.

Only the undissipated and slightly yin smell that remained in the room testified to the madness of last night.

On the bedside table, there was a note.

He hurriedly picked it up and looked at it.

"Suhoon oppa, are you happy that I call you that? You've been begging me to call you that."

"I'll satisfy you once and for all, oppa! oppa！ oppa！ Suhoon oppa! ”

"Forgive me for saying goodbye, because I really don't know how to face you"

"Actually, it's okay to break it off like this, and keep the memory at the moment last night, the moment when we said it was over to each other"

"The rest of the story is a dream"

"You have your way to go, I have my way"

"Maybe we'll meet again in the future, but then we'll just be seniors and close friends in the same company."

"Thank you very much for leaving me so many memories, more than 1 year of feelings, these are enough"

"Suhoon oppa, this is the last time I call you that"

"After reading this, forget about the things that should be forgotten about jì, and it's completely over......"

His hands trembled slightly, and he let the note fall to the ground.

Immediately, as if he was going crazy, he took out his mobile phone and wanted to call Park Chulong.

It's a pity to get a really cold artificial intelligence voice.

"Sorry, the call you made is turned off......"

He repeated the call again and again, and after another failure, he gave up.

Hurriedly ran to the bathroom to rinse up, got dressed, and rushed directly to the company.

I finally came to Acube's side, and met Apink's agent Lee Jung-ah at the door.

"Zhengyanuna, where is Chu Long? Where is she? ”

"Jung so-hoon...... You calm down" Li Zhengya stopped him, "I think you should know very well that the company will not allow the two of you to continue, Chu Long finally made a decision, you should not appear in front of her at this time"

"If you drag it out, it will only make both of you more miserable, or do you want to prevent Chu Long from making her debut? She doesn't want to hold you back, and please don't drag her back, just end it up like this is the best outcome."

"I just want to meet her and say a word, can't I?" Jung so-hoon said in a tone that bordered on pleading.

"Let's go back" Li Zhengya shook her head, "It's best not to meet"

"I ......" He was about to say something, but was directly interrupted by Li Zhengya.

"Enough, if you really like Chu Long, go back, do you want that child's spirit to collapse directly?"

"I see," he said, his hands clenched into fists, and then released.

Glancing inside again, he turned and walked away in despair.

Behind him, a pair of teary eyes kept looking at him until his back disappeared.

"Suhoon ......"

…………

"Su-hoon, so-hoon? Can you open the door first? Everybody's worried about you."

In the dormitory, outside the door of Zheng Xiuxun's bedroom, Fang Rongguo and the others were all gathered here with worried expressions.

Ever since he came back, he had locked himself in his room and had not eaten anything.

"Brother, you all go back and rest, let me be alone for a while" After waiting for a long time, the door was finally opened.

Zheng Xiuxun, who appeared behind the door, had an indescribable decadence on his face, and the whole person seemed to have no soul.

"You ......" Fang Rongguo just wanted to say something, but was stopped by Nam Youxuan, and said first, "Then you have a good rest, Xiuxun, you must know that there is no hurdle that cannot be overcome"

"And it's not just this relationship in your life, what about your dreams? TeamB fans are still waiting for us to debut, and we are waiting for you."

"Think about it for yourself"

"............" Zheng Xiuxun, who has been expressionless, finally changed slightly, his lips squirmed a few times, he still didn't speak, just silently closed the door.

"Let so-hoon think about it alone, all we can do is wait," Nam Woo-hyun said in a low tone.

The other three were silent for a while.

Back on his bed, Jung sat against the wall, staring at the ceiling in a daze.

In the room, his original song "Eyes, Nose, Mouth" was playing.

The lyrics are very much in line with his heart at the moment.

Your eyes, nose, mouth, and layers caress my hands of yours

The face is small with fingernails all

I can still feel you

Like a fireworks at the end

Burned out, our love

…………

He got up from the bed and came to the desk, as if to pull out a photo with Park Chulong.

But he searched the whole room and couldn't find it, and finally he found out.

How ridiculous he is, he didn't even leave a single photo of the two of them.

There was not a trace of Park Chulong in his room.

Sitting lonely on the bed, he lowered his head, and suddenly became extremely disgusted with himself.

In the other room, the same was true.

But the only difference is that Park Chulong is holding the only photo of the two in his hand.

That was left when I went shopping for the first time.

…………

The night passed.

The next day, Fang Rongguo and the others got up on time and prepared to go to the company for practice.

When I came to the living room, I found Zheng Xiuxun sitting here, his eyes bloodshot red.

"Suhoon?"

"Get ready, come with me to the studio to record a song"

"How?"

"Don't ask so much, hurry up and prepare," his words looked a little anxious.

Everyone didn't say more, obeyed his wishes, and came to the company's recording studio together.

Jung so-hoon took out a notebook with lyrics written on it, let the members familiarize themselves with the lyrics, and assign it.

After reading the lyrics, all four people were moved.

Because this is Jung so-hoon's own story.

Once you're familiar with the lyrics, start the official recording.

You are in the same position at all times

Waited for me all the time

IwasgoneIwasgone

Don't trust me like a fool

Say that I will always guard you

It's all a lie

Today in the TV series that I often watch

The cliché scene seemed to mock me

I ran away like a sinner

You yelled at me today too, go away

I'm such a selfish person

You don't already know that

Looking forward to your subtle concern

Maybe I'm feeling stressed

An ordinary photo of the face

None were left

Until the last moment, I was still thinking only about myself

Sorry, sorry

I'm sorry for not protecting you, I hope you can live well

I'm sorry, I'm sorry, you forgot about me

It will hurt though

Say that the promise to be together forever

It is now gone

Sorry for not guarding you

…………

Record over and over again until you reach the best possible condition.

After the recording was completed, Jung so-hoon said again, "Record again, this time, Brother Youhyun, Hongbin, the last part of the two of you will be sung by me"

"Got it" The two nodded, out of emotional considerations, these lines should indeed be sung by Zheng Xiuxun.

The lyrics sounded again.

The front is still the same, only at the end of the song.

Originally, the voices of Nam Woo-hyun and Lee Hong-bin became the voices of Jung so-hoon.

Say that the promise to be together forever

It is now gone

Sorry for not keeping you

Sorry for not keeping you

…………

In the end, Zheng Xiuxun's love xù collapsed directly, and he finished singing this paragraph with a crying voice.

"Thank you for cooperating with me, go and rest"

Wiping away tears from her eyes, Jung so-hoon said.

"Suhoon, you?" Fang Rongguo looked at him worriedly.

"Hehe, it's okay, I'm fine" he smiled, "Let's keep the sound source of this song first"

With that, he got up and left the studio.

"Brother Rong Guo, what are you doing?" Zheng Xiuxun didn't leave for long, and Fang Rongguo got up and came to the computer.

"I sent this song to Pumei and asked them to help forward it to Chu Long"

"It's a song that belongs to the two of them, and it's what so-hoon said to her, and she needs to hear it," he explained.

Copying the second version of the sound source, Fang Rongguo took the CD and followed out of the practice room.

Rush to Acube's side.

That night, Park Chulong got the CD.

Go back to your bedroom and start listening to the song.

When she heard the cry of Jung so-hoon at the end, her tears also flowed out.

"Suhoon ......"