Chapter 210: Heart Death
After confirming that the identity of the person who came was not suspicious, Xie Wei asked Huang Yao to get out of the car and persuaded him to leave with him on the ferry.
Huang Yao was in a bad mood, and after thinking about it, he should go, while Kuibo prepared to drive back to Pang Cheng.
Xie Wei had already gotten on the boat, and when he saw Kuibo turning the frame in the twilight, he couldn't help but call him: "Kuiber, don't you want to return?" ”
Her feelings have gradually stabilized, and she has been able to clearly weigh the gains and losses.
She knew that Kui Bo went back like this, because one person was responsible for the guilt of three people, which would inevitably arouse Jing Xuan's anger...... Although Jing Xuan has always treated Kuibo as a parent, he is not after all, will Kuibo go back like this...... Implicated?
"The doctor doesn't have to worry." Kuibo's hoarse voice became farther and farther away with the sound of the "dumb" carriage and horses, "The doctor saved the servant twice, and now she will repay her with her life, but it is still too light!" ”
The kindness to relieve his worries is too heavy, and he really can't repay his life! Only a few things can be done for her are some.
When Xie Wei heard this, the boat had swung far away, and it was no longer possible to return to shore to recover Kuiber.
Huang Yao saw the carriage and horse being swallowed up by the night, and turned around to relieve his worries, "Kui Bo wants to repay the kindness of the doctor girl, and now I ask for kindness, and the doctor girl will not be sad." ”
relieved her worries, but when it came to this, she didn't admit it and couldn't do it, so she had to sit back on the bow of the boat and look at the stars reflected in the lake.
"Where do you want to go?" The scout propped the boat up to the middle of the lake, stopped, and asked what it meant to relieve his worries.
Relieved of her worries, this green grass leads to Dongting in the north, and Xiangshui in the south, her original agreement with Yi Shen was to see you in Dongting, but when she went south to Xiangshui, she could follow the trend to no fake pass, and returned to Hutai with the ink people there, and didn't Huang Yao say that he had something to say related to no fake pass?
She hesitated.
Going to Dongting means that she starts her life of seclusion in advance, just waiting for the doctor to sink; If you go there is no fake off. I'm afraid that there will be no more heads for these troublesome things.
Huang Yao only sat upright in the boat, looking at the end of the water and sky in the distance, waiting for the decision to solve his worries.
"Go south, enter Xiangshui."
The girl's calm voice rippled on the water.
After this decision was made. Xie Wei lazily leaned on the side of the boat, stretched out his little hand to break the starlight in the water, and did not speak again.
Huang Yao looked at her childish behavior, shook his head secretly, and looked up at the sky full of complete stars. The feeling of powerlessness that I had born for the first time overflowed my chest.
He lived for nearly 60 years, and when he was a child, he was familiar with the classics of the military family, wrote a famous note for Sun Wuzi's soldiers, and also clarified his extraordinary views on the way of soldiers, and some people even privately compared him to famous generals such as Zhaoyang and Wu Qi, thinking that he was worthy of Ling Yin.
But when he was in his thirties, he went to the Lanling Mausoleum of Chu State to follow Xun Qing in his twilight to learn Confucian classics and imperial techniques, and was deeply impressed by the Confucian morality, and gradually changed his sharpness when he was young.
In the past decades or so, he has never failed in his calculations, and no one will doubt his Huang Gong's loyalty to the Jing clan and the Chu State.
But now it's different. He betrayed his old master, and even "abducted" his wife, which was something he never dared to think of before.
Huang Yao leaned on the side of the boat and closed his eyes tiredly, yes, everything was different.
The imperial technique of the rivers and mountains was originally the royal way that Mencius said to go with the flow, but now it has changed its taste, and it has suppressed the opposition with strict laws and blood, and it is indeed different.
He himself is like an old clay bowl. A worn bone needle, broken, damaged, useless.
Zhuangzi said. There is no greater mourning than the death of the heart, and the death of a person is secondary......
But he can't die yet, there's one more thing to do, yes, one more thing.
Huang Yao opened his eyes and looked at the one leaning on the side of the boat. The girl who was also stunned.
"Doctor girl."
"Huh?" Relieved of his worries, he came back to his senses, covered his little hands that had been frozen stiff back into the fox fur to keep warm, and raised his eyes to look at Huang Yao, "What is the matter with Huang Gong?" ”
"The doctor girl wants to be fake?"
Xie nodded worriedly, "Hearing what Huang Gong said, I was worried in my heart, so I went." She paused for a moment and pondered for a moment, "Huang Gong is willing to go with him?" If you don't want to, you can tell Yu Worry, and send the scout to send Huang Gong south and return to Shouchun. ”
Once she herself arrives at the Wuzhen Pass, she will be able to get Chu Mo's protection, but she is not afraid that Jing Xuan will find her trouble again, but Huang Yao betrayed the lord this time, I am afraid that Jing Xuan will not give up, and only going to Shouchun, which is guarded by Qin Chongbing, is a good strategy.
Huang Yao shook his head, "The doctor is kind, but this matter is top secret, and I want to kiss him without a false pass." ”
The fewer people who know, the less dangerous it is...... I still don't need to know.
However, he still has selfish intentions, it was indeed Jing Xuan's mistake, but he hopes to solve it by himself, and do his best to minimize the matter - this is the last thing he can do for Jing Xuan.
The boy who grew up reading the romantic "Nine Songs" really didn't understand his good intentions.
The way of war is good, but blindly pursuing victory and success, without using Confucian morality to regulate one's own behavior, or Taoism's idea of pure nihilism to calm the inner killing, will only enter the abyss of no return.
He watched Jing Xuan grow up, and regarded him as a junior who loved him, and who didn't empathize with the pain he suffered from the loss of the country...... But such behavior is too extreme.
Huang Yao knew about the conversation with Jing Xuan in the city on the day of worry.
Xie Wei said that Qin will eventually be destroyed, but she also said that what can replace Qin will not be any country, but a civilian without roots and foundation, is this really the case?
If this is the case, then where did all these nobles of the Six Kingdoms who plotted to destroy Qin and restore the country go......?
Huang Yao could only think of two results - surrender and killing, and there was no superfluous result.
"Doctor girl." Huang Yao solemnly looked at the girl whose expression had calmed down, and sat up straight, "If what the doctor woman said is true, can the doctor girl use Chu Mo's power to protect Yuan's life?" ”
Huang Yao looked at Xie Wei sternly, and his slightly cloudy eyes revealed a light of expectation.
He knew that Xie Wu's heart was very cold, but he also saw Xie Wei's crying and depression these days, that person, after all, was a husband, and he was reluctant to leave her so far, could she bear the pain of death again? He thought that he would definitely agree to solve his worries.
"Huang Gong, success or failure is in the sky, life and death are fate." Xie Wei shook his head, "Worry has been deformed since childhood, and Chu Mo is the blood relative of worry; There is no blood relative in the world, change ......" relieved his worries and smiled bitterly, "The concubine is unwilling to follow the princess of Qi, and she will forgive her." ”
Huang Yao was stunned, and the "Taishi Girl" mentioned by Xie Wu was the daughter of Taishi Ji of Qi State, the queen of Qi, who was reprimanded by her father Taishi for being a foolish and down-and-out King Xiang when she was young, and she could not see her mother's relatives again for life.
Xie said that she was unwilling to be such a woman, that is, she would always put her "relatives" first.
(To be continued.) )
PS: The first two chapters have been changed back~ But the network is a little delayed, and it may not be displayed yet, so I'm sorry for the inconvenience