Leaving the Purple Smoke Building, Su Jinshi stopped, she stood in a dark place not far from the Purple Smoke Building, she looked at the red lanterns hanging high in the Purple Smoke Building, the noisy people at the door, the girls were all smiling and welcoming people, and she thought of the dance and music played by the person in the Purple Smoke Building, and her mood could not calm down.

At this time, Nian Su also came out, she walked to Su Jinshi's side, did not speak, and accompanied her quietly.

I don't know how long it took, Su Jinshi came back to her senses, she noticed Nian Su on the side, she opened her mouth, but she couldn't say anything, her hand moved, and finally took Nian Su's hand.

And she didn't resist, and left with Su Jinshi.

Su Jinshi didn't want to look back at the mansion at this time, she walked casually on the road, from the lively street to the quiet alley, but she didn't stop.

Nian Su didn't speak, and when she quietly accompanied Su Jin, she seemed to be waiting for something, and she seemed to be thinking about something.

The two finally came to the diversion lake, but only stopped on the shore, there was a weeping willow next to it, occasionally a breeze blows, the willow branches move with it, the lake reflects the shallow light of the moon, there is no lotus rendering, it is even more silent.

After being silent for a long time, Su Jinshi finally asked a little helplessly: "Su Su, why don't you ask me anything?" ”

Nian Su seemed to be thinking about something, and didn't answer Su Jinshi's words, and after a while, he said, "What did you just say?" ”

Su Jinshi pursed his lips and asked again what he had just said, but when he saw Nian Su smiling, she said: "If you want to say it, you will say it, if you don't want to, it's useless for me to ask." ”

Su Jinshi was choked by Nian Su's words, she sighed and whispered: "Susu, I want to confess to you, I don't want to lie to you, what I say next, whether you believe it or not, I can only say that what I said is true." ”

Nian Su looked at the sparkling waves on the lake and nodded slowly.

Su Jinshi's hands tightened, and there was a rare panic in her heart, Nian Su never asked her to do anything, nor did she ask about her past, so she seemed to be empathetic, but it made her feel that there was a veil between them.

Su Jinshi sat down, she sighed, and said in a rare tone: "Susu, I don't belong to this era, this body is not my original body, I came here after a car accident, and I have only been here for a few months." ”

She paused, looked at Nian Su's expression carefully, but saw that her expression was indifferent, and she couldn't help but feel a little apprehensive.

"I have seen her in my previous days, and I have heard all the dances and songs she plays, and even ......"

"She's my ex-girlfriend." When Su Jinshi said this, his heart suddenly relaxed, as if the string that had been tight suddenly relaxed.

Su Jinshi thought about it, maybe her own words, Nian Su might not understand, she continued to explain: "What my ex-girlfriend means is that I used to be with her, but now we are separated. ”

"You ...... Married? Nian Su suddenly spoke, his expression a little dull.

Su Jinshi shook his head, "Naturally not, in my time, the world did not approve of women being with women, how could I marry her?" ”

Nian Su nodded, and she asked, "Is she coming to you now?" ”

Su Jinshi had a headache, and she didn't know how to explain these relationships to Nian Su.

"I don't know why she's here, maybe it's fate, but I don't think she recognized me, me and her...... I once fell in love very deeply, so deep that I can't forget it in this life. ”

Su Jinshi still said that she didn't want to hide her relationship with Lu Jingshen.

She didn't know what Lu Jingshen was doing here, if she recognized her, and there was a young man by her side, she didn't know what Lu Jingshen would do.

Nian Su was stunned for a moment, she looked at Su Jinshi, and nodded slightly, "Hmm...... You've been watching her all the time. ”

"Stupid." Su Jinshi softened her tone, she reached out and touched Nian Su's head, she said: "Su Su, although I have loved her like that, I love you at this time, even if she appears, it will not reduce my love for you, she is in the past." ”

Nian Su's expression was still faint, and his eyes seemed to be covered with a layer of fog, which made it difficult for people to see it really.

Su Jinshi's heart skipped a beat, and the panic in her heart was even worse, she said a little anxiously: "I'll tell you everything about me and her, okay?" Susu, don't be angry. ”

Nian Su didn't speak, she turned her head and continued to look at the lake, and Su Jinshi's voice came to her ears with the wind.

**

Su Jinshi and Lu Jingshen met in high school, Su Jinshi was young and arrogant and rebellious, she was disgusted with her parents and wanted to escape, she never cared about going to school, she had been with some bad teenagers in school.

Once, they took Su Jinshi to a relatively remote bar, and Su Jinshi at that time didn't know the height of the sky, thinking that the whole world could open the way for her.

In that bar, her "friends" secretly took out a bag of white powder, Su Jinshi immediately knew what it was, she was a little scared, and the dim lights in that bar hid her panic in the dark.

Each of them sucked some, and when it was about Su Jinshi's turn, she excused herself to go to the toilet, and when she got to the toilet, she found that her hands were shaking badly.

She knew in her heart what those things were and what the consequences would be if she ate them, but she didn't want to leave.

At the sink, she washed her face with cold water, and saw the person in the mirror, who was pale and thin, with only a pair of bright and clear eyes.

At this time, a woman in a black close-fitting short skirt walked out, she glanced at Su Jinshi coldly, and began to touch up her makeup.

Su Jinshi was still wondering whether he should go out, but he heard the woman next to him whisper: "Don't get it, it's not something you can do." ”

Su Jinshi turned her head, and she saw that the woman's eyes were cold, and there was no emotion in the eyes that looked at her.

"How do you know ......"

The woman looked at her again, didn't speak, put away her makeup, and left the bathroom.

Su Jinshi was stunned for a long time, and finally left the bar, but the woman's eyes were like snakes in her heart.

She seemed to see her through, from beginning to end.

This feeling made Su Jinshi panic, she thought she had hidden her qi qi well, but there was nowhere to hide in the eyes of that woman.

Later, I met her again, it was at school, Su Jinshi didn't want to go to evening self-study, so she sneaked out to visit the campus, she was walking alone in the school, she walked aimlessly, and when she passed by the school grove, she heard the sound of quarrels.

That voice, if Su Jinshi remembers correctly, was the woman in the bar.

Out of curiosity, Su Jinshi quietly walked in, and the quarrel became louder and louder, but it was a man's voice.

"Lu Jingshen, what do you mean? You like women, why are you with me? Do you know everybody thinks I'm a joke! Scold! The woman you like is gay! The man threw a stack of things on Lu Jingshen's body, and his tone was cold.

Su Jinshi hid in the shadows, and when he heard this explosive news, he couldn't help but swallow his saliva.

The man began to scold Lu Jingshen, his words were unbearable, and after scolding for a while, he felt angry and planned to leave.

From beginning to end, Lu Jingshen didn't say a word, and it wasn't until the man left that she said, "No matter what you hear, I have a clear conscience." ”

She took out a stack of photos from her bag, walked over to the man, threw the stack of photos on the man's chest, then lit a cigarette, spit out the cigarette roll, and said lightly: "What did you do yourself, you know in your heart, you can get out." ”

The man looked at the photos on the ground and Lu Jingshen's appearance, gritted his teeth and left.

When he left, Lu Jingshen hadn't left yet, she said, "Don't hide." ”

Su Jinshi knew that she was talking about her, so she came out, her eyes swept the photos on the ground, and she was silent.

Lu Jingshen took out a cigarette, handed it to Su Jinshi, and said, "Do you smoke?" ”

Su Jinshi took the cigarette, Lu Jingshen helped her light it, and the two of them smoked quietly, almost half of it, before Su Jinshi asked, "Do you like women?" ”

Lu Jingshen glanced at her, didn't speak, she took Su Jinshi's hand and led her to a dance room in the school.

At this time, in the evening self-study, there was no one else in the dance room, Lu Jing was familiar with the way through the window, and Su Jinshi also followed her in.

Faintly, Su Jinshi was a little excited, after entering the dance room, Lu Jingshen didn't turn on the lights, locked the windows and doors, she turned on the stereo directly, and the rock with a strong sense of rhythm suddenly filled the entire dance room.

Su Jinshi was a little dizzy by the strong music, but Lu Jingshen took off her coat, revealing her black vest and jeans, she moved with the music, her dance steps were a little chaotic, but with a strong □□ atmosphere, her eyes were no longer cold, but extremely hot.

In the dim dance room, only the street lamps and moonlight outside spilled in, Lu Jingshen danced towards Su Jinshi, and the rock in the house contrasted with the silent moonlight outside.

At this moment, Su Jinshi felt as if he had stepped into a different world, and compared with the chaotic world in the past, this world was lively and quiet.

Lu Jing danced deeply, but her eyes were always looking at Su Jinshi, after she finished dancing, she slowly walked up to Su Jinshi, panting, and looking at her.

Su Jinshi looked at Lu Jingshen's eyes, the heat in her eyes had not faded, and she suddenly thought that her cool glance in the bar and bathroom was far from her now.

Lu Jingshen suddenly smiled, she reached out and picked up Su Jinshi's chin and kissed it directly.

The smell of tobacco and heat in her mouth made Su Jinshi a little shaken.

She only remembered that night, the sound of music, the gentle moonlight, and Lu Jingshen.

They're together.

Lu Jingshen has a rented house outside, Su Jinshi is in her house when she is not in school on weekdays, they are young and vigorous, and the rumors are fearless, even if their affairs spread all over the school, they don't care.

Until one day, Su Jinshi's parents found her, beat her and scolded her, and asked her to break up with Lu Jingshen.

Rebellious, she chose to leave that home directly, she and Lu Jingshen changed schools, she studied while working, and the pressure from reality made her feel ignorant and insignificant.

She and Lu Jingshen quarreled more and more, Lu Jingshen was still cold, she also looked for a job, and came back later and later every day, and she didn't know any of the friends around her, and there were more and more differences between the two people.

Lu Jingshen asked to break up several times, but Su Jinshi was reluctant, she always made compromises and wanted to continue to be with her.

It's just that her compromises are never useful, Lu Jingshen will not be soft-hearted for this, nor will she love her more for this.

Su Jinshi couldn't even feel Lu Jingshen's love for her.

Until one day, Su Jinshi was in a sad mood and went to a bar, but saw Lu Jingshen dancing with a woman on the dance floor, with a happy face.

That kind of happiness, she hadn't seen it on Lu Jingshen's face for a long time.

She didn't ask her why, in fact, the answer had already been faintly revealed in the past, but she never faced it.

She's been running away.

When he got home, Su Jinshi sat quietly on the sofa and waited for Lu Jingshen to come back, and waited until two o'clock in the morning before Lu Jingshen came back.

Su Jinshi was not angry, nor was her feelings fluctuating, she said lightly: "Lu Jingshen, let's break up." ”

Lu Jingshen was not surprised, she didn't explain, she just nodded lightly, and then walked into her room, and the door was closed.

Su Jinshi's long-dry eyes finally shed tears.

She didn't say anything, she didn't even ask her why she suddenly said she broke up.

Her coldness drove Su Jinshi crazy, but she no longer had the strength to ask why, nor did she have the strength to be hysterical.

She just wanted to get some sleep.

When I woke up the next day, there was breakfast on the table and a piece of paper left by Lu Jingshen.

The house is left to you.

With only these five words, Su Jinshi ran to Lu Jingshen's room, and when she saw it, it was empty, and there were no personal belongings left, and she cleaned it cleanly, as if she had never been here.

Su Jinshi's heart ached uncontrollably, but she couldn't do anything, and at this time she received a text message from Lu Jingshen:

Good morning, Su Jinshi, I used to love you deeply. Just once.

**

Su Jinshi calmly recounted these things to Nian Su, and she looked at the reflection of the moon on the lake in a quiet daze.

She and Lu Jingshen have had a lot of good memories and a lot of sad memories, but when they think about it at this time, there is no more turmoil in their hearts.

Lu Jingshen, I can also say this to you now: I once loved you deeply. Just once.

After Nian Su listened, she turned her head and gently stroked Su Jinshi's cheek, she said, "Are you sad?" ”

Su Jinshi shook her head, her hand covered Nian Su's hand, and she said, "Now that I have you, I won't go back to the previous road, you and Xiaodouzi both need my care." ”

"Let's go back." Nian Su smiled and said in a low voice.

Su Jinshi looked at Nian Su, and seeing that she was not angry on her face, she also put her mind at ease, she rubbed Nian Su's neck, and said coquettishly: "No, I don't want to go back, let's go back later, okay?" ”

Nian Su laughed, she nodded, and Su Jinshi leaned on her shoulder and was silent.

After a while, Nian Su said with some hesitation: "Let it pass...... In the future, we will not go to Ziyan Building. ”

Su Jinshi agreed sullenly, but suddenly felt the shortness in Nian Su's tone, she couldn't help laughing, she raised her head, reached out and scratched Nian Su's nose, "Are you protecting me?" ”

Nian Su's face was a little red, but he nodded heavily, "I don't want others to bully you......"

Su Jinshi's heart warmed, she looked at Nian Su's thin body, but there was a determined look on her face, and she couldn't help but sour her eyes.

"Stupid ......" Su Jinshi said in a low voice, but didn't say anything else.

The things she experienced before, the good and the bad don't matter, the important thing is to be by her side in the future, and she won't leave her.

**

After the performance, Lu Jing sank back to her room, she didn't light the lamp, she stood in front of the window, looking at the moonlight spread all over the ground outside, and hooked the corners of her lips.

She was still holding the piece of paper in her hand, and there were only two words on it: Xiao Jing.

No one had ever called her that except her.

She stood alone for a while, and there was a sudden knock on the door, "Miss Lu, I'm Mu Feng." ”

A hint of coldness flashed in Lu Jing's eyes, but her tone was very respectful, "It's Mufeng girl, come in quickly, I didn't have a long time to come back, and I didn't light the lamp." ”

Lu Jingshen welcomed the Mu Feng in, and hurriedly lit the lamp, and there was finally some light in the dim room.

Mu Feng nodded slightly, she sat down, and whispered, "Miss Lu, it's time for you to enter Beijing." ”

Lu Jing smiled deeply, "I know, but I want to stay in this Windy City for a few more days this time?" Because something funny happened. ”

Mu Feng frowned slightly, and she said: "I hope that Miss Lu will be as early as possible, the master is still waiting for Miss Lu in Beijing, and in addition, the master asked me to mention Miss Lu: Don't lose your proportion." ”

Lu Jingshen smiled for a moment, and then smiled again, she lowered her head, "It's all up to the master's orders, Miss Mufeng's words, Jing Shen will definitely listen." ”

Mu Feng didn't speak, she glanced at Lu Jingshen coldly, turned around and left.

Lu Jingshen's smile disappeared after Mu Feng turned around, she pursed her mouth and closed the door, she still held Su Jinshi's piece of paper in her hand, but she didn't know what to do.

She remembered Su Jin in the past, fragile and strong, she seemed to have endless energy, and she seemed to be hollowed out every day, her appearance was glamorous, but only she knew the inside.

It has long since dried up and dried up.

She traveled to ancient times, and she came, maybe it was fate.

She now desperately needs Su Jinshi's vitality to comfort and fill her. Leaving the Purple Smoke Building, Su Jinshi stopped, she stood in a dark place not far from the Purple Smoke Building, she looked at the red lanterns hanging high in the Purple Smoke Building, the noisy people at the door, the girls were all smiling and welcoming people, and she thought of the dance and music played by the person in the Purple Smoke Building, and her mood could not calm down.

At this time, Nian Su also came out, she walked to Su Jinshi's side, did not speak, and accompanied her quietly.

I don't know how long it took, Su Jinshi came back to her senses, she noticed Nian Su on the side, she opened her mouth, but she couldn't say anything, her hand moved, and finally took Nian Su's hand.

And she didn't resist, and left with Su Jinshi.

Su Jinshi didn't want to look back at the mansion at this time, she walked casually on the road, from the lively street to the quiet alley, but she didn't stop.

Nian Su didn't speak, and when she quietly accompanied Su Jin, she seemed to be waiting for something, and she seemed to be thinking about something.

The two finally came to the diversion lake, but only stopped on the shore, there was a weeping willow next to it, occasionally a breeze blows, the willow branches move with it, the lake reflects the shallow light of the moon, there is no lotus rendering, it is even more silent.

After being silent for a long time, Su Jinshi finally asked a little helplessly: "Su Su, why don't you ask me anything?" ”

Nian Su seemed to be thinking about something, and didn't answer Su Jinshi's words, and after a while, he said, "What did you just say?" ”

Su Jinshi pursed his lips and asked again what he had just said, but when he saw Nian Su smiling, she said: "If you want to say it, you will say it, if you don't want to, it's useless for me to ask." ”

Su Jinshi was choked by Nian Su's words, she sighed and whispered: "Susu, I want to confess to you, I don't want to lie to you, what I say next, whether you believe it or not, I can only say that what I said is true." ”

Nian Su looked at the sparkling waves on the lake and nodded slowly.

Su Jinshi's hands tightened, and there was a rare panic in her heart, Nian Su never asked her to do anything, nor did she ask about her past, so she seemed to be empathetic, but it made her feel that there was a veil between them.

Su Jinshi sat down, she sighed, and said in a rare tone: "Susu, I don't belong to this era, this body is not my original body, I came here after a car accident, and I have only been here for a few months." ”

She paused, looked at Nian Su's expression carefully, but saw that her expression was indifferent, and she couldn't help but feel a little apprehensive.

"I have seen her in my previous days, and I have heard all the dances and songs she plays, and even ......"

"She's my ex-girlfriend." When Su Jinshi said this, his heart suddenly relaxed, as if the string that had been tight suddenly relaxed.

Su Jinshi thought about it, maybe her own words, Nian Su might not understand, she continued to explain: "What my ex-girlfriend means is that I used to be with her, but now we are separated. ”

"You ...... Married? Nian Su suddenly spoke, his expression a little dull.

Su Jinshi shook his head, "Naturally not, in my time, the world did not approve of women being with women, how could I marry her?" ”

Nian Su nodded, and she asked, "Is she coming to you now?" ”

Su Jinshi had a headache, and she didn't know how to explain these relationships to Nian Su.

"I don't know why she's here, maybe it's fate, but I don't think she recognized me, me and her...... I once fell in love very deeply, so deep that I can't forget it in this life. ”

Su Jinshi still said that she didn't want to hide her relationship with Lu Jingshen.

She didn't know what Lu Jingshen was doing here, if she recognized her, and there was a young man by her side, she didn't know what Lu Jingshen would do.

Nian Su was stunned for a moment, she looked at Su Jinshi, and nodded slightly, "Hmm...... You've been watching her all the time. ”

"Stupid." Su Jinshi softened her tone, she reached out and touched Nian Su's head, she said: "Su Su, although I have loved her like that, I love you at this time, even if she appears, it will not reduce my love for you, she is in the past." ”

Nian Su's expression was still faint, and his eyes seemed to be covered with a layer of fog, which made it difficult for people to see it really.

Su Jinshi's heart skipped a beat, and the panic in her heart was even worse, she said a little anxiously: "I'll tell you everything about me and her, okay?" Susu, don't be angry. ”

Nian Su didn't speak, she turned her head and continued to look at the lake, and Su Jinshi's voice came to her ears with the wind.

**

Su Jinshi and Lu Jingshen met in high school, Su Jinshi was young and arrogant and rebellious, she was disgusted with her parents and wanted to escape, she never cared about going to school, she had been with some bad teenagers in school.

Once, they took Su Jinshi to a relatively remote bar, and Su Jinshi at that time didn't know the height of the sky, thinking that the whole world could open the way for her.

In that bar, her "friends" secretly took out a bag of white powder, Su Jinshi immediately knew what it was, she was a little scared, and the dim lights in that bar hid her panic in the dark.

Each of them sucked some, and when it was about Su Jinshi's turn, she excused herself to go to the toilet, and when she got to the toilet, she found that her hands were shaking badly.

She knew in her heart what those things were and what the consequences would be if she ate them, but she didn't want to leave.

At the sink, she washed her face with cold water, and saw the person in the mirror, who was pale and thin, with only a pair of bright and clear eyes.

At this time, a woman in a black close-fitting short skirt walked out, she glanced at Su Jinshi coldly, and began to touch up her makeup.

Su Jinshi was still wondering whether he should go out, but he heard the woman next to him whisper: "Don't get it, it's not something you can do." ”

Su Jinshi turned her head, and she saw that the woman's eyes were cold, and there was no emotion in the eyes that looked at her.

"How do you know ......"

The woman looked at her again, didn't speak, put away her makeup, and left the bathroom.

Su Jinshi was stunned for a long time, and finally left the bar, but the woman's eyes were like snakes in her heart.

She seemed to see her through, from beginning to end.

This feeling made Su Jinshi panic, she thought she had hidden her qi qi well, but there was nowhere to hide in the eyes of that woman.

Later, I met her again, it was at school, Su Jinshi didn't want to go to evening self-study, so she sneaked out to visit the campus, she was walking alone in the school, she walked aimlessly, and when she passed by the school grove, she heard the sound of quarrels.

That voice, if Su Jinshi remembers correctly, was the woman in the bar.

Out of curiosity, Su Jinshi quietly walked in, and the quarrel became louder and louder, but it was a man's voice.

"Lu Jingshen, what do you mean? You like women, why are you with me? Do you know everybody thinks I'm a joke! Scold! The woman you like is gay! The man threw a stack of things on Lu Jingshen's body, and his tone was cold.

Su Jinshi hid in the shadows, and when he heard this explosive news, he couldn't help but swallow his saliva.

The man began to scold Lu Jingshen, his words were unbearable, and after scolding for a while, he felt angry and planned to leave.

From beginning to end, Lu Jingshen didn't say a word, and it wasn't until the man left that she said, "No matter what you hear, I have a clear conscience." ”

She took out a stack of photos from her bag, walked over to the man, threw the stack of photos on the man's chest, then lit a cigarette, spit out the cigarette roll, and said lightly: "What did you do yourself, you know in your heart, you can get out." ”

The man looked at the photos on the ground and Lu Jingshen's appearance, gritted his teeth and left.

When he left, Lu Jingshen hadn't left yet, she said, "Don't hide." ”

Su Jinshi knew that she was talking about her, so she came out, her eyes swept the photos on the ground, and she was silent.

Lu Jingshen took out a cigarette, handed it to Su Jinshi, and said, "Do you smoke?" ”

Su Jinshi took the cigarette, Lu Jingshen helped her light it, and the two of them smoked quietly, almost half of it, before Su Jinshi asked, "Do you like women?" ”

Lu Jingshen glanced at her, didn't speak, she took Su Jinshi's hand and led her to a dance room in the school.

At this time, in the evening self-study, there was no one else in the dance room, Lu Jing was familiar with the way through the window, and Su Jinshi also followed her in.

Faintly, Su Jinshi was a little excited, after entering the dance room, Lu Jingshen didn't turn on the lights, locked the windows and doors, she turned on the stereo directly, and the rock with a strong sense of rhythm suddenly filled the entire dance room.

Su Jinshi was a little dizzy by the strong music, but Lu Jingshen took off her coat, revealing her black vest and jeans, she moved with the music, her dance steps were a little chaotic, but with a strong □□ atmosphere, her eyes were no longer cold, but extremely hot.

In the dim dance room, only the street lamps and moonlight outside spilled in, Lu Jingshen danced towards Su Jinshi, and the rock in the house contrasted with the silent moonlight outside.

At this moment, Su Jinshi felt as if he had stepped into a different world, and compared with the chaotic world in the past, this world was lively and quiet.

Lu Jing danced deeply, but her eyes were always looking at Su Jinshi, after she finished dancing, she slowly walked up to Su Jinshi, panting, and looking at her.

Su Jinshi looked at Lu Jingshen's eyes, the heat in her eyes had not faded, and she suddenly thought that her cool glance in the bar and bathroom was far from her now.

Lu Jingshen suddenly smiled, she reached out and picked up Su Jinshi's chin and kissed it directly.

The smell of tobacco and heat in her mouth made Su Jinshi a little shaken.

She only remembered that night, the sound of music, the gentle moonlight, and Lu Jingshen.

They're together.

Lu Jingshen has a rented house outside, Su Jinshi is in her house when she is not in school on weekdays, they are young and vigorous, and the rumors are fearless, even if their affairs spread all over the school, they don't care.

Until one day, Su Jinshi's parents found her, beat her and scolded her, and asked her to break up with Lu Jingshen.

Rebellious, she chose to leave that home directly, she and Lu Jingshen changed schools, she studied while working, and the pressure from reality made her feel ignorant and insignificant.

She and Lu Jingshen quarreled more and more, Lu Jingshen was still cold, she also looked for a job, and came back later and later every day, and she didn't know any of the friends around her, and there were more and more differences between the two people.

Lu Jingshen asked to break up several times, but Su Jinshi was reluctant, she always made compromises and wanted to continue to be with her.

It's just that her compromises are never useful, Lu Jingshen will not be soft-hearted for this, nor will she love her more for this.

Su Jinshi couldn't even feel Lu Jingshen's love for her.

Until one day, Su Jinshi was in a sad mood and went to a bar, but saw Lu Jingshen dancing with a woman on the dance floor, with a happy face.

That kind of happiness, she hadn't seen it on Lu Jingshen's face for a long time.

She didn't ask her why, in fact, the answer had already been faintly revealed in the past, but she never faced it.

She's been running away.

When he got home, Su Jinshi sat quietly on the sofa and waited for Lu Jingshen to come back, and waited until two o'clock in the morning before Lu Jingshen came back.

Su Jinshi was not angry, nor was her feelings fluctuating, she said lightly: "Lu Jingshen, let's break up." ”

Lu Jingshen was not surprised, she didn't explain, she just nodded lightly, and then walked into her room, and the door was closed.

Su Jinshi's long-dry eyes finally shed tears.

She didn't say anything, she didn't even ask her why she suddenly said she broke up.

Her coldness drove Su Jinshi crazy, but she no longer had the strength to ask why, nor did she have the strength to be hysterical.

She just wanted to get some sleep.

When I woke up the next day, there was breakfast on the table and a piece of paper left by Lu Jingshen.

The house is left to you.

With only these five words, Su Jinshi ran to Lu Jingshen's room, and when she saw it, it was empty, and there were no personal belongings left, and she cleaned it cleanly, as if she had never been here.

Su Jinshi's heart ached uncontrollably, but she couldn't do anything, and at this time she received a text message from Lu Jingshen:

Good morning, Su Jinshi, I used to love you deeply. Just once.

**

Su Jinshi calmly recounted these things to Nian Su, and she looked at the reflection of the moon on the lake in a quiet daze.

She and Lu Jingshen have had a lot of good memories and a lot of sad memories, but when they think about it at this time, there is no more turmoil in their hearts.

Lu Jingshen, I can also say this to you now: I once loved you deeply. Just once.

After Nian Su listened, she turned her head and gently stroked Su Jinshi's cheek, she said, "Are you sad?" ”

Su Jinshi shook her head, her hand covered Nian Su's hand, and she said, "Now that I have you, I won't go back to the previous road, you and Xiaodouzi both need my care." ”

"Let's go back." Nian Su smiled and said in a low voice.

Su Jinshi looked at Nian Su, and seeing that she was not angry on her face, she also put her mind at ease, she rubbed Nian Su's neck, and said coquettishly: "No, I don't want to go back, let's go back later, okay?" ”

Nian Su laughed, she nodded, and Su Jinshi leaned on her shoulder and was silent.

After a while, Nian Su said with some hesitation: "Let it pass...... In the future, we will not go to Ziyan Building. ”

Su Jinshi agreed sullenly, but suddenly felt the shortness in Nian Su's tone, she couldn't help laughing, she raised her head, reached out and scratched Nian Su's nose, "Are you protecting me?" ”

Nian Su's face was a little red, but he nodded heavily, "I don't want others to bully you......"

Su Jinshi's heart warmed, she looked at Nian Su's thin body, but there was a determined look on her face, and she couldn't help but sour her eyes.

"Stupid ......" Su Jinshi said in a low voice, but didn't say anything else.

The things she experienced before, the good and the bad don't matter, the important thing is to be by her side in the future, and she won't leave her.

**

After the performance, Lu Jing sank back to her room, she didn't light the lamp, she stood in front of the window, looking at the moonlight spread all over the ground outside, and hooked the corners of her lips.

She was still holding the piece of paper in her hand, and there were only two words on it: Xiao Jing.

No one had ever called her that except her.

She stood alone for a while, and there was a sudden knock on the door, "Miss Lu, I'm Mu Feng." ”

A hint of coldness flashed in Lu Jing's eyes, but her tone was very respectful, "It's Mufeng girl, come in quickly, I didn't have a long time to come back, and I didn't light the lamp." ”

Lu Jingshen welcomed the Mu Feng in, and hurriedly lit the lamp, and there was finally some light in the dim room.

Mu Feng nodded slightly, she sat down, and whispered, "Miss Lu, it's time for you to enter Beijing." ”

Lu Jing smiled deeply, "I know, but I want to stay in this Windy City for a few more days this time?" Because something funny happened. ”

Mu Feng frowned slightly, and she said: "I hope that Miss Lu will be as early as possible, the master is still waiting for Miss Lu in Beijing, and in addition, the master asked me to mention Miss Lu: Don't lose your proportion." ”

Lu Jingshen smiled for a moment, and then smiled again, she lowered her head, "It's all up to the master's orders, Miss Mufeng's words, Jing Shen will definitely listen." ”

Mu Feng didn't speak, she glanced at Lu Jingshen coldly, turned around and left.

Lu Jingshen's smile disappeared after Mu Feng turned around, she pursed her mouth and closed the door, she still held Su Jinshi's piece of paper in her hand, but she didn't know what to do.

She remembered Su Jin in the past, fragile and strong, she seemed to have endless energy, and she seemed to be hollowed out every day, her appearance was glamorous, but only she knew the inside.

It has long since dried up and dried up.

She traveled to ancient times, and she came, maybe it was fate.

She now desperately needs Su Jinshi's vitality to comfort and fill her. Leaving the Purple Smoke Building, Su Jinshi stopped, she stood in a dark place not far from the Purple Smoke Building, she looked at the red lanterns hanging high in the Purple Smoke Building, the noisy people at the door, the girls were all smiling and welcoming people, and she thought of the dance and music played by the person in the Purple Smoke Building, and her mood could not calm down.

At this time, Nian Su also came out, she walked to Su Jinshi's side, did not speak, and accompanied her quietly.

I don't know how long it took, Su Jinshi came back to her senses, she noticed Nian Su on the side, she opened her mouth, but she couldn't say anything, her hand moved, and finally took Nian Su's hand.

And she didn't resist, and left with Su Jinshi.

Su Jinshi didn't want to look back at the mansion at this time, she walked casually on the road, from the lively street to the quiet alley, but she didn't stop.

Nian Su didn't speak, and when she quietly accompanied Su Jin, she seemed to be waiting for something, and she seemed to be thinking about something.

The two finally came to the diversion lake, but only stopped on the shore, there was a weeping willow next to it, occasionally a breeze blows, the willow branches move with it, the lake reflects the shallow light of the moon, there is no lotus rendering, it is even more silent.

After being silent for a long time, Su Jinshi finally asked a little helplessly: "Su Su, why don't you ask me anything?" ”

Nian Su seemed to be thinking about something, and didn't answer Su Jinshi's words, and after a while, he said, "What did you just say?" ”

Su Jinshi pursed his lips and asked again what he had just said, but when he saw Nian Su smiling, she said: "If you want to say it, you will say it, if you don't want to, it's useless for me to ask." ”

Su Jinshi was choked by Nian Su's words, she sighed and whispered: "Susu, I want to confess to you, I don't want to lie to you, what I say next, whether you believe it or not, I can only say that what I said is true." ”

Nian Su looked at the sparkling waves on the lake and nodded slowly.

Su Jinshi's hands tightened, and there was a rare panic in her heart, Nian Su never asked her to do anything, nor did she ask about her past, so she seemed to be empathetic, but it made her feel that there was a veil between them.

Su Jinshi sat down, she sighed, and said in a rare tone: "Susu, I don't belong to this era, this body is not my original body, I came here after a car accident, and I have only been here for a few months." ”

She paused, looked at Nian Su's expression carefully, but saw that her expression was indifferent, and she couldn't help but feel a little apprehensive.

"I have seen her in my previous days, and I have heard all the dances and songs she plays, and even ......"

"She's my ex-girlfriend." When Su Jinshi said this, his heart suddenly relaxed, as if the string that had been tight suddenly relaxed.

Su Jinshi thought about it, maybe her own words, Nian Su might not understand, she continued to explain: "What my ex-girlfriend means is that I used to be with her, but now we are separated. ”

"You ...... Married? Nian Su suddenly spoke, his expression a little dull.

Su Jinshi shook his head, "Naturally not, in my time, the world did not approve of women being with women, how could I marry her?" ”

Nian Su nodded, and she asked, "Is she coming to you now?" ”

Su Jinshi had a headache, and she didn't know how to explain these relationships to Nian Su.

"I don't know why she's here, maybe it's fate, but I don't think she recognized me, me and her...... I once fell in love very deeply, so deep that I can't forget it in this life. ”

Su Jinshi still said that she didn't want to hide her relationship with Lu Jingshen.

She didn't know what Lu Jingshen was doing here, if she recognized her, and there was a young man by her side, she didn't know what Lu Jingshen would do.

Nian Su was stunned for a moment, she looked at Su Jinshi, and nodded slightly, "Hmm...... You've been watching her all the time. ”

"Stupid." Su Jinshi softened her tone, she reached out and touched Nian Su's head, she said: "Su Su, although I have loved her like that, I love you at this time, even if she appears, it will not reduce my love for you, she is in the past." ”

Nian Su's expression was still faint, and his eyes seemed to be covered with a layer of fog, which made it difficult for people to see it really.

Su Jinshi's heart skipped a beat, and the panic in her heart was even worse, she said a little anxiously: "I'll tell you everything about me and her, okay?" Susu, don't be angry. ”

Nian Su didn't speak, she turned her head and continued to look at the lake, and Su Jinshi's voice came to her ears with the wind.

**

Su Jinshi and Lu Jingshen met in high school, Su Jinshi was young and arrogant and rebellious, she was disgusted with her parents and wanted to escape, she never cared about going to school, she had been with some bad teenagers in school.

Once, they took Su Jinshi to a relatively remote bar, and Su Jinshi at that time didn't know the height of the sky, thinking that the whole world could open the way for her.

In that bar, her "friends" secretly took out a bag of white powder, Su Jinshi immediately knew what it was, she was a little scared, and the dim lights in that bar hid her panic in the dark.

Each of them sucked some, and when it was about Su Jinshi's turn, she excused herself to go to the toilet, and when she got to the toilet, she found that her hands were shaking badly.

She knew in her heart what those things were and what the consequences would be if she ate them, but she didn't want to leave.

At the sink, she washed her face with cold water, and saw the person in the mirror, who was pale and thin, with only a pair of bright and clear eyes.

At this time, a woman in a black close-fitting short skirt walked out, she glanced at Su Jinshi coldly, and began to touch up her makeup.

Su Jinshi was still wondering whether he should go out, but he heard the woman next to him whisper: "Don't get it, it's not something you can do." ”

Su Jinshi turned her head, and she saw that the woman's eyes were cold, and there was no emotion in the eyes that looked at her.

"How do you know ......"

The woman looked at her again, didn't speak, put away her makeup, and left the bathroom.

Su Jinshi was stunned for a long time, and finally left the bar, but the woman's eyes were like snakes in her heart.

She seemed to see her through, from beginning to end.

This feeling made Su Jinshi panic, she thought she had hidden her qi qi well, but there was nowhere to hide in the eyes of that woman.

Later, I met her again, it was at school, Su Jinshi didn't want to go to evening self-study, so she sneaked out to visit the campus, she was walking alone in the school, she walked aimlessly, and when she passed by the school grove, she heard the sound of quarrels.

That voice, if Su Jinshi remembers correctly, was the woman in the bar.

Out of curiosity, Su Jinshi quietly walked in, and the quarrel became louder and louder, but it was a man's voice.

"Lu Jingshen, what do you mean? You like women, why are you with me? Do you know everybody thinks I'm a joke! Scold! The woman you like is gay! The man threw a stack of things on Lu Jingshen's body, and his tone was cold.

Su Jinshi hid in the shadows, and when he heard this explosive news, he couldn't help but swallow his saliva.

The man began to scold Lu Jingshen, his words were unbearable, and after scolding for a while, he felt angry and planned to leave.

From beginning to end, Lu Jingshen didn't say a word, and it wasn't until the man left that she said, "No matter what you hear, I have a clear conscience." ”

She took out a stack of photos from her bag, walked over to the man, threw the stack of photos on the man's chest, then lit a cigarette, spit out the cigarette roll, and said lightly: "What did you do yourself, you know in your heart, you can get out." ”

The man looked at the photos on the ground and Lu Jingshen's appearance, gritted his teeth and left.

When he left, Lu Jingshen hadn't left yet, she said, "Don't hide." ”

Su Jinshi knew that she was talking about her, so she came out, her eyes swept the photos on the ground, and she was silent.

Lu Jingshen took out a cigarette, handed it to Su Jinshi, and said, "Do you smoke?" ”

Su Jinshi took the cigarette, Lu Jingshen helped her light it, and the two of them smoked quietly, almost half of it, before Su Jinshi asked, "Do you like women?" ”

Lu Jingshen glanced at her, didn't speak, she took Su Jinshi's hand and led her to a dance room in the school.

At this time, in the evening self-study, there was no one else in the dance room, Lu Jing was familiar with the way through the window, and Su Jinshi also followed her in.

Faintly, Su Jinshi was a little excited, after entering the dance room, Lu Jingshen didn't turn on the lights, locked the windows and doors, she turned on the stereo directly, and the rock with a strong sense of rhythm suddenly filled the entire dance room.

Su Jinshi was a little dizzy by the strong music, but Lu Jingshen took off her coat, revealing her black vest and jeans, she moved with the music, her dance steps were a little chaotic, but with a strong □□ atmosphere, her eyes were no longer cold, but extremely hot.

In the dim dance room, only the street lamps and moonlight outside spilled in, Lu Jingshen danced towards Su Jinshi, and the rock in the house contrasted with the silent moonlight outside.

At this moment, Su Jinshi felt as if he had stepped into a different world, and compared with the chaotic world in the past, this world was lively and quiet.

Lu Jing danced deeply, but her eyes were always looking at Su Jinshi, after she finished dancing, she slowly walked up to Su Jinshi, panting, and looking at her.

Su Jinshi looked at Lu Jingshen's eyes, the heat in her eyes had not faded, and she suddenly thought that her cool glance in the bar and bathroom was far from her now.

Lu Jingshen suddenly smiled, she reached out and picked up Su Jinshi's chin and kissed it directly.

The smell of tobacco and heat in her mouth made Su Jinshi a little shaken.

She only remembered that night, the sound of music, the gentle moonlight, and Lu Jingshen.

They're together.

Lu Jingshen has a rented house outside, Su Jinshi is in her house when she is not in school on weekdays, they are young and vigorous, and the rumors are fearless, even if their affairs spread all over the school, they don't care.

Until one day, Su Jinshi's parents found her, beat her and scolded her, and asked her to break up with Lu Jingshen.

Rebellious, she chose to leave that home directly, she and Lu Jingshen changed schools, she studied while working, and the pressure from reality made her feel ignorant and insignificant.

She and Lu Jingshen quarreled more and more, Lu Jingshen was still cold, she also looked for a job, and came back later and later every day, and she didn't know any of the friends around her, and there were more and more differences between the two people.

Lu Jingshen asked to break up several times, but Su Jinshi was reluctant, she always made compromises and wanted to continue to be with her.

It's just that her compromises are never useful, Lu Jingshen will not be soft-hearted for this, nor will she love her more for this.

Su Jinshi couldn't even feel Lu Jingshen's love for her.

Until one day, Su Jinshi was in a sad mood and went to a bar, but saw Lu Jingshen dancing with a woman on the dance floor, with a happy face.

That kind of happiness, she hadn't seen it on Lu Jingshen's face for a long time.

She didn't ask her why, in fact, the answer had already been faintly revealed in the past, but she never faced it.

She's been running away.

When he got home, Su Jinshi sat quietly on the sofa and waited for Lu Jingshen to come back, and waited until two o'clock in the morning before Lu Jingshen came back.

Su Jinshi was not angry, nor was her feelings fluctuating, she said lightly: "Lu Jingshen, let's break up." ”

Lu Jingshen was not surprised, she didn't explain, she just nodded lightly, and then walked into her room, and the door was closed.

Su Jinshi's long-dry eyes finally shed tears.

She didn't say anything, she didn't even ask her why she suddenly said she broke up.

Her coldness drove Su Jinshi crazy, but she no longer had the strength to ask why, nor did she have the strength to be hysterical.

She just wanted to get some sleep.

When I woke up the next day, there was breakfast on the table and a piece of paper left by Lu Jingshen.

The house is left to you.

With only these five words, Su Jinshi ran to Lu Jingshen's room, and when she saw it, it was empty, and there were no personal belongings left, and she cleaned it cleanly, as if she had never been here.

Su Jinshi's heart ached uncontrollably, but she couldn't do anything, and at this time she received a text message from Lu Jingshen:

Good morning, Su Jinshi, I used to love you deeply. Just once.

**

Su Jinshi calmly recounted these things to Nian Su, and she looked at the reflection of the moon on the lake in a quiet daze.

She and Lu Jingshen have had a lot of good memories and a lot of sad memories, but when they think about it at this time, there is no more turmoil in their hearts.

Lu Jingshen, I can also say this to you now: I once loved you deeply. Just once.

After Nian Su listened, she turned her head and gently stroked Su Jinshi's cheek, she said, "Are you sad?" ”

Su Jinshi shook her head, her hand covered Nian Su's hand, and she said, "Now that I have you, I won't go back to the previous road, you and Xiaodouzi both need my care." ”

"Let's go back." Nian Su smiled and said in a low voice.

Su Jinshi looked at Nian Su, and seeing that she was not angry on her face, she also put her mind at ease, she rubbed Nian Su's neck, and said coquettishly: "No, I don't want to go back, let's go back later, okay?" ”

Nian Su laughed, she nodded, and Su Jinshi leaned on her shoulder and was silent.

After a while, Nian Su said with some hesitation: "Let it pass...... In the future, we will not go to Ziyan Building. ”

Su Jinshi agreed sullenly, but suddenly felt the shortness in Nian Su's tone, she couldn't help laughing, she raised her head, reached out and scratched Nian Su's nose, "Are you protecting me?" ”

Nian Su's face was a little red, but he nodded heavily, "I don't want others to bully you......"

Su Jinshi's heart warmed, she looked at Nian Su's thin body, but there was a determined look on her face, and she couldn't help but sour her eyes.

"Stupid ......" Su Jinshi said in a low voice, but didn't say anything else.

The things she experienced before, the good and the bad don't matter, the important thing is to be by her side in the future, and she won't leave her.

**

After the performance, Lu Jing sank back to her room, she didn't light the lamp, she stood in front of the window, looking at the moonlight spread all over the ground outside, and hooked the corners of her lips.

She was still holding the piece of paper in her hand, and there were only two words on it: Xiao Jing.

No one had ever called her that except her.

She stood alone for a while, and there was a sudden knock on the door, "Miss Lu, I'm Mu Feng." ”

A hint of coldness flashed in Lu Jing's eyes, but her tone was very respectful, "It's Mufeng girl, come in quickly, I didn't have a long time to come back, and I didn't light the lamp." ”

Lu Jingshen welcomed the Mu Feng in, and hurriedly lit the lamp, and there was finally some light in the dim room.

Mu Feng nodded slightly, she sat down, and whispered, "Miss Lu, it's time for you to enter Beijing." ”

Lu Jing smiled deeply, "I know, but I want to stay in this Windy City for a few more days this time?" Because something funny happened. ”

Mu Feng frowned slightly, and she said: "I hope that Miss Lu will be as early as possible, the master is still waiting for Miss Lu in Beijing, and in addition, the master asked me to mention Miss Lu: Don't lose your proportion." ”

Lu Jingshen smiled for a moment, and then smiled again, she lowered her head, "It's all up to the master's orders, Miss Mufeng's words, Jing Shen will definitely listen." ”

Mu Feng didn't speak, she glanced at Lu Jingshen coldly, turned around and left.

Lu Jingshen's smile disappeared after Mu Feng turned around, she pursed her mouth and closed the door, she still held Su Jinshi's piece of paper in her hand, but she didn't know what to do.

She remembered Su Jin in the past, fragile and strong, she seemed to have endless energy, and she seemed to be hollowed out every day, her appearance was glamorous, but only she knew the inside.

It has long since dried up and dried up.

She traveled to ancient times, and she came, maybe it was fate.

She now desperately needs Su Jinshi's vitality to comfort and fill her.